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I am not who I am. Who am I? (private Story) (Read 2576 times)
Hondo I. Sackett
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I am not who I am. Who am I? (private Story)
Jan 15th, 2020, 6:42pm
 
Chip growled as they flew along in the Ranger Plane.
 
“Can’t this damn thing go any faster?!” he muttered angrily.
 
“I’m givin’ ‘er all she’s got, Chippah! Can’t go any faster, there, mate, or she’ll rip ’erself apart!” Monty yelled over the noise of the wind and the aircraft.
 
“If you hadn’t yelled at Gadget, we wouldn’t be in this mess.” Dale whined.
 
Chip bonked him on the head.
 
“Ow! What was that for?!” Dale exclaimed.
 
“Opening your mouth! I lead here, and I’m not letting a halfwit question my decisions!” Chip growled.
 
“ ‘E ‘as a point, there, Chippah. If ya ‘adn’t yelled at the lass . . .” Monty started to say.
 
“She’s incompetent! And her half-baked inventions put us all in danger!! She wastes group funds on failed ideas, her inventions cause more collateral damage than they help, and she made me look like an idiot when I put in a good word for her with the creature council! I should have never let her even near the underground transit system. If she had ran away in this pile of junk instead of the Ranger Wing, I’d not even had let you guys talk me into this!” Chip fumed.
 
“Now, Chippah . . .” Monty tried to calm him down.
 
“Just shut-up and fly! This is all a waste of time chasing after her. She wants to run off like a spoiled child, then we should let her, but you two won’t #$@!ing leave me alone! We’d be better off without her, I swear. Now, let’s just get there so we can get back. I have a lot of PR work to do after her last screw-up if we want to stay in business.” Chip growled again.
 
The Rangers had just been on a case for the intelligent creature’s council, but things had not gone as planned. Being as intelligent creatures, or sentients as they were often called, were in hiding, their underground cities were the only place they were free to roam without fear. Until recently the only way to get between these settlements was by way of above ground travel. Night was the safest time to travel but even that was not as safe completely safe. Intelligent creatures were being killed or utterly disappearing without a trace to the point it was becoming an epidemic. In response the council had the first ever underground creature mass transit system built, but someone was sabotaging it. The Rangers had some fame as of late, which is why the council called them in to help. True, it was Gadget’s brilliance more than anything that was building their fame, and because of this she was quickly becoming the shining star of the group. This angered Chip; he was the leader! First it was the press loving her, and then the calls started pouring in for small missions of her own, without the group. He ‘confronted’ her about taking away from 'the groups fame' and thought he had things fixed before this last mission but then …  
 
“We should be in radio range now, Chippah.” Monty called out, waking Chip from his own thoughts.  
 
Chip sighed. “Finally… Dale, see if you can reach him.”
 
Dale nodded and grabbed the handset. “Ranger Plane to Sackett Base, Ranger Pane to Sackett Base, you read me, you crazy shit-pile of monkey nuts? … Ow!”
 
Chip bonked him again.
 
“I read ya. Watch the language, this is a public band!” A voice replied.
 
“We are about an hour out. Chip wants to make sure you’re ready.” Dale replied.
 
“Ready and waiting.” The voice replied
 
“10-40, Roy Rodgers, Over and outside! … Ow!” Dale exclaimed as Chip bonked him again.  
 
He looked at Chip sourly and rubbed his head. There were days he would like nothing more than to tell him off, but the last time he tried Chip nearly kicked him out of the group. He was too stupid to make a living on his own, as Chip reminded him almost daily, so he held his tongue. At least they would be at Hondo’s soon.
 
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Hondo had just finished fueled up his old truck from the fuel barrels by the shop as the shop radio squealed to life. After the brief conversation, he knew at least how much time he had before it would be time to go. He had only known of these sentient animals for a little over two and a half years now, and it had turned his life upside-down. He had always wanted to do more in life, and to feel like he made a difference and that day, back in the Bakken oilfields when he met the Rangers, everything changed. He leaned against his truck reflecting on that day. It now seemed like a lifetime ago . . .
 
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30 months before ……..
 
Hondo sighed as he sat back into the seat of his work truck. It had been over 36 hours since he had slept last and the customer’s electricians were still fiddling with the harmonics filter on the pulse drive for a submersible oil well pump. He had restarted the turbine generator ten times already, blowing a couple components in the process the last time as they had wired in the new filter backwards after having given up on the old filter sometime around 3 am. He had to wait for parts now, so he decided to try to take a nap. As he sat back and closed his eyes his phone rang. He cussed out loud at it as he reached to grab it from the dash.
 
“#$@!in' techs can’t handle their damn business without me holdin’ their #$@!in' hand for a single damn minute!” he grumbled
 
He had worked on these turbine for five years now, as a field manager for two years of that time and was finding the job wearing on him more and more every day. He looked at the screen and shook his head. It was Larry again.  
 
“Ya’llow.” Hondo mumbled into the phone
 
“Um, the temperature probe, TE-103, on unit 637 is bad. I don’t have one, do you?”
 
Hondo sighed, “Yeah, I got one.”
 
“Oh, and Clark chapped my ass for not having one. I told him I was only told to look at it. No one told me to bring a part. I’m getting sick of him scolding me! He’s not my boss!” Larry whined indignantly.
 
Hondo closed his eyes and sighed, pausing a moment before answering.
 
 “ . . . Larry, if you go out to check on a part that might have a problem, bring a spare one with you. I shouldn’t hafta tell you this. You’re a field tech, you’re supposed to think ahead,” He replied wearily.
 
“Oh, ok. … I just didn’t think about that. I’ll try to think about that next time. Will you tell Clark to lay off, though? I don’t mind you or Bill telling me to do something different, but Clark . . . You need to drug test that guy! I think he’s using steroids. He’s always so angry!” Larry complained.
 
Hondo shook his head, “Alright, I’ll talk to him.”
 
“Oh, and I saw Mary driving around and just taking pictures instead of working. That’s not fair that I have to work while she goofs off!” Larry whined angrily.
 
Hondo sighed a bit louder this time, “ *sigh*… I told her to take pictures of the units. Marketin’ wants pictures of all the sites.”
 
“Oh . . . I thought she was goofing off.” Larry replied
 
“No, and what Marry does is between her and me! You worry about you, please.” Hondo replied, trying not to growl.
 
“No problem. Just a misunderstanding. I’ll be there in an hour for the part. Laters!”  Larry replied as if everything was right in the world all of a sudden.
 
Hondo ended the call and threw the phone into the passenger seat with an exasperated sigh. He laid back and closed his eyes, wishing the building migraine in his head would disappear.
 
“#$@!in' children!” He growled out loud.
 
“The kids misbehaving again?” a voice from the window replied.
 
Hondo opened his eyes to see an older gentleman standing there, holding a large cup of coffee out to him. It was Bill, Hondo’s boss and the local operations manager, with the part he needed as well as coffee which was needed even more than the parts.
 
“I brought you some coffee, sir.” Bill said as Hondo took the hot cup from him.
 
Hondo sighed wearily, “Think I need more than this, but it’ll help. Clark is yellin’ at Larry again because he didn’t take a sensor with him, Larry is whinin’ about it and tattlin’ on Mary as he thinks his work load is unfair, had the VP of Ops send me an email askin’ for an explanation on why we would change the oil on a PM and not just top it off, HR screwed up my pay again and called me an idiot when I pointed it out, and these jack-offs still don’t have that new filter in after nearly blowin’ us and our unit up because they can’t tell the difference between line side and load side!”
 
“You’ve been up too long, sir.” Bill replied  
 
Hondo nodded, “I’m getting’ close to bein’ up for 40 hours now, but none of these techs can handle this themselves. They are all either too green or won’t try. I wish corporate would get us some good techs, damn it!”  
 
Bill shrugged, “Hell, HR still won’t approve the raises nor are allowing us to replace the two techs we lost. I’ve never seen a HR director with this much power before. And on top of that, our beloved VP has called or messaged every hour since this site went down.”
 
Hondo growled, “What is his problem?”
 
Bill shrugged, “I really don’t know. I guess the big boys above him are getting antsy. Something about we lose money if we have too much downtime in the contract.”
 
Hondo was close to blowing up, “What?!? That’s only if it’s down because of us! I wrote a company-wide email ‘bout this and talked to the VP not long after I got here the night before last! They know this is on the customer!”
 
Bill shook his head, “They should know. Hell, some days I’m not sure if we are being sold or about to go under, with how they are acting. My boss tells me they are singing our praises at corporate, then we get shit on a few minutes later. I don’t know about you, but I’m putting in applications.”
 
Hondo sighed and sat back into his seat, “Yeah, I should. Don’t want to stay around here, though, and don’t have the money to go elsewhere, yet. Helpin’ out family has me financially drained, still, not countin’ the credit card debt I have from helpin’ a friend start a business, that failed.”
 
Bill shook his head, “I know what you mean. Helping family can be draining in more ways than one. You’re a good man, though, and something will come your way soon. I’d still be putting your resume out there, if I were you.”
 
Hondo nodded, “I’ll work on that this weekend, maybe, if the field stays quiet. I’d better get that AVR and grid contactor changed out. I’d like to get some sleep at my camper tonight.”
 
Bill nodded, “Ok, but if you get too tired take a nap first. Your camper is four hours from here and it’s not worth getting into a wreck, you know.”
 
Hondo groaned as he climbed out of his truck. “Yeah, I know. Thanks for runnin’ parts for me.”
 
Bill waved and started towards his truck, “Not a problem, my friend. I’ll see you at the office tomorrow, hopefully.”
 
Hondo nodded and headed to the unit. His sleep deprived mind made the job take a little longer than normal, but he finished it and had everything ready within an hour and a half. He went to his truck to wait, hoping for a nap, but that did not happen again. He ended up with three more calls from techs, 20 text messages asking for diagnostic help on other units, and several emails, some from corporate again, which only pissed him off more.  
 
Two hours later he finally finished up everything that was thrown at him and he tossed his phone once again into the passenger seat. He was getting extremely exhausted and just wanted a nap. About then there was a knock on his window and one of the customer’s electricians stood there. During the short conversation with the man, Hondo was informed by the electrician that they had ruined a second filter and they thought a down-hole issue had messed up the drive unit, so they were shutting down for a week until the new parts came in.  Hondo did his best to hide his frustrations for the moment, but as soon as the electrician left he rolled up his window and cussed bitterly at the situation. He asked himself why he was still here and proceeded to put all his tools away and get ready to leave. He was packed up and less than fifteen minutes and as he slumped back into the driver seat, he only then realized how absolutely spent he was. He pulled to the edge of the oil pad, parked the truck, and sent a text to his boss.
 
**Site down for a week. They lost second filter and have drive issues. Taking a nap before I drive back.**  
 
With a sigh he plugged his phone into its charger and set it up on the dash. He then reclined his seat, laid back, and closed his eyes. He sighed again, but more contentedly this time, maybe now he could get some sleep. He had not closed his eyes for more than 30 seconds when he heard a buzzing outside and a rattle that sounded like metal pellets bouncing off the steel horse-headed pump jack. He cussed as he sat up, seeing what looked like a remote-controlled model airplane buzz his truck.
 
“What the #$@!!!” He exclaimed as he sat up.
 
 About then a weird looking model plane veered about in the sky, it looked as if someone had thrown it together with a bleach bottle, some model airplane wings, and an old balloon. It flapped awkwardly forward, as the first one turned and dove at it, firing metal BB pellets in its direction. The balloon burst as the first aircraft dove at the second and the awkward craft plummeted, crashing into the oil derrick. Hondo shook his head at the scene.
 
“Can’t even get some sleep in the middle of #$@!in’ no-where without some asshole wakin’ me up!” he muttered angrily.
 
 About then small plunk sound on the hood of his truck caught his attention. He stared, surprised at what landed on his truck, and she stared back at him. A larger than normal white mouse, standing upright like a human, wearing a lavender jump suit, goggles, and a parachute stood on his hood staring at him through his windshield. He rubbed his eyes and looked again, and she was still there. At least he though it looked like a mouse, sort of. She had what looked like very short white fur on her exposed body parts, and large ears, a tail, and a sort of mouse like nose, but that’s where the Mouse look stopped. She stood upright, and even with the jumpsuit on, her curves, long legs, smaller but ample breasts, and long, flowing strawberry blonde hair showed her to be a handsome creature and those parts of her were all very much NOT anything like any mouse he had ever seen. They stared at each other for what seemed like an eternity but in reality, it had only been a couple second.  
 
Though he was extremely surprised, the surprise in Hondo’s eyes were no match for the fear in hers. Hondo was brought back to reality as she turned to look at something skyward. The buzz of the first model plane was heard getting closer by the second. She tried to get her parachute off, but the buckle was stuck. As the plane neared, she yanked desperately at the stuck buckle but failed to free herself as metal BBs started to strafe the truck hood. As they hit the truck, the mouse, if she was indeed a mouse, tried to dive out of the way, but her foot tangled in the parachute’s strings. All but one of the BB’s missed her, luckily for her. The one that did hit her severely grazed her thigh, and sent her rolling into his windshield with a dull thud as her body contacted the glass. The cry she gave out and the look on her face told him it hurt her pretty bad. As the plane turned, she looked at him through the windshield with a look of pleading desperation. He could barely hear her voice, but he understood her as she called out to him.
 
“Please help me!” she cried in despair.  
 
Hondo wondered if he had gone crazy. A mouse… that looked like a doll sized human, sort of … and it talked?!? He shook his head though and popped his door open. He did not know why but something in him told him he needed to act fast. As he stood up the craft started diving again at them. He looked around him and grabbed a large straight-bladed screwdriver from his driver’s door. As it got closer, he grabbed the screwdriver by the blade, pulled his arm back, and threw the screwdriver like a throwing knife at the diving craft, piercing it through the engine compartment. The impact of the large screwdriver alone was enough to cause the craft to veer wildly. With the extra weight and no power, the small craft plummeted towards his truck. He ducked quickly as the craft shot over his head and crashed into the rear of the tool box bed on his truck, leaving a sizable dent.
 
“How the #$@! am I goin’ to explain this to Bill?” He muttered.  
 
He looked at the mouse on his truck hood, who was still tangled and now holding her leg, and then back at the crashed plane. The cockpit canopy popped open about then and two figures jumped out, both lizards, big lizards. They both walked on two feet like humans, and had other humanish qualities, but not as much as the mouse woman had, and they were also about twice her size.
 
The mouse on the truck hood gasped, “Sugar Ray and Wart??”
 
Her gasp and the tone of her comment made Hondo glance her way. She looked at him with pleading eyes.
 
“Please help me. They’ll kill me!” She begged.  
 
He turned back to the lizards in time to see one pull out a blow gun and shoot it at him. Lucky for Hondo the dart hit the pack of wood tipped cigarillos in his pocket and stopped there.
 
“Blast!” The one lizard hissed.
 
“Shoot him again, you fool!” the second yelled as he pulled a knife built from a pen knife razor blade.  
 
The Lizard with the knife circled Hondo, trying to draw his attention away. The fact that it was two talking lizards had him reacting a bit slow as his brain kept telling him it was impossible, but something deeper told him these two were dangerous if ignored. Without thinking much about it, Hondo grabbed his western hat off the dash and flung it frisbee style, knocking the one with the blow-gun over.  The second rushed him, slinging his razor knife as he went in, but Hondo managed to kick out in time and the knife only sliced the leather of his heavy work boot. The lizard tumbled a bit and quickly jumped back to his feet.  
 
“You’ll not be stopping Sugar Ray today, human!” he hissed.
 
The lizard rushed him again but instead of backing away like Sugar ray expected, Hondo rushed in and punted him like a football! Sugar Ray howled in pain as he flew through the air towards the oil derrick. His body made a dull thud as it hit the steel upright and he slid to the ground, cussing, groaning, and momentarily out of the fight. Hondo grinned to himself a moment until a shriek was heard behind him. He turned to see the other lizard on the hood of his truck standing over the mouse woman with a knife in his hand. As he stabbed at her, Hondo jumped forward and grabbed his tail, pulling him off the truck and throwing him to the ground. The knife sliced the mouse woman’s coveralls but did not injure her any further, as Hondo had reacted in time. The lizard stood up cussing.
 
“#$@!ing shit! I was just supposed to kill the bitch, but now I’ll #$@!ing kill you for interfering, human! I’ll kill you first, and then I’ll cut that bitch and let her bleed out slowly!” He screamed.  
 
Hondo did not waste words on the nasty creature. He punted this lizard too, which surprised him as he found humans usually freaked out a an angry, talking, knife-wielding lizard.  The lizard bounced off the truck fender and landed back at Hondo’s feet, being as he was between Hondo and the truck with only about six feet between them. The creature started to get up.
 
“#$@! you, human!” he hissed.
 
 Hondo stepped in quickly and brought his heavy boot down on the lizard’s head, killing him instantly.  
 
“No, #$@! you.” He growled.
 
The mouse woman gasped and held a hand over her mouth.
 
“You … you killed wart!” She exclaimed.
 
She looked at him with a look of terror and horror as he moved towards her. She tried to scramble back but her injured leg and the parachute cords made her only tumble into the windshield wipers and cry out with pain. Hondo grabbed the parachute and lifted her up off the truck. She dangled before him helpless and afraid as he held her before him. A tear rolled down her face as she looked at him, scared for her very life, bleeding, and in pain.
 
“Please don’t kill me, please! I don’t want to die.” She begged as tears filled her scared eyes.
 
Hondo scowled at her, “Why would I kill you?”
 
She trembled as she dangled in the air in front of him, unsure of what was to befall her now.
 
“You . . . you killed Wart.” She whispered in a quavering voice.
 
Hondo shrugged, “And why not? He tried to kill you, he threatened to kill us both. He was an evil asshole and he deserved to die.”
 
She looked at him, still trembling, “But killing is wrong.”
 
He shook his head, “Not if they tried to kill you first! Someone tries to kill you, you try to kill them right back! That’s what I’ve been taught. Speakin’ of tryin’ to kill, where is that other asshole?”
 
Hondo looked over to where he had punted Sugar ray but he was gone.
 
“I’d better try to find that bastard.” He growled.
 
Her look of fear renewed, the mouse woman shook her head.
 
“Please don’t,” she begged. “I hate killing.”
 
Hondo sighed, “I don’t like it either but if I don’t stop him, who says he won’t try again?”
 
He looked at her as she hung trembling.
 
“I’m sorry, you’re bleedin’ and scared to death.” He said softening his tone. “I’ll not hurt you intentionally, but you need my help. You going to trust me, or am I gonna get bit or stabbed if I help you?”
 
She shook her head and answered softly, “I won’t do anything, I promise! Please, help me. I’ll … I’ll trust you. Just don’t hurt me.”  
 
He carefully set her down in his hand and pulled out his pocket knife with the other. She flinched as he brought the knife up close to her but all she felt was a slight tugging at the strap around her then a loss of weight pulling at her. She opened them to see that the man had cut the straps that held her into the parachute. She shuttered a bit as she sighed with relief. Hondo raised an eyebrow at her.
 
“You really thought I was gonna cut you?” He asked.
 
She looked down away from him shyly and shrugged.
 
“I.. I don’t know… I.. I’m sorry. I’ve never talked with a human before, let alone needed help from one. This is all new to me and with you killing Wart … I just didn’t know.” She said softly.
 
He frowned, “Sorry I scared you. I didn’t mean to. This is all a bit new to me too… I honestly don’t take pleasure in killin’, but sometimes you hafta to protect others or yourself.
 
She looked away from him again, “I understand I guess. It’s just.. just a lot to deal with… You did save my life though, so.. thank you.”
 
She looked up at him and smiled shyly. She tried to move a bit as she was sitting at an odd angle in his hand, but stopped and winced as her wounded leg reminded her that it was hurt.
 
He sighed and looked at her leg, “Well, I don’t have much here. The only band-aids I have are too big.”  
 
He set her on his truck seat and pulled a bandanna from his pocket. He cut off a small strip and handed it to her.
 
“Can you tie this around the wound for now? I’d help you but my hands are a bit big, and I don’t want to hurt ya.”  
 
She nodded. “I can do that.”
 
Once she had the wound tied off, he picked up his hat from the ground, dusted it off, and put the rest of the bandanna inside. He sat it on the passenger seat and, picking her up off his seat, he placed her inside of it.
 
“Sorry, not setup to have passengers of your size. This will have to do.” He said.  
 
With the excitement wearing down, he was now feeling exhaustion set in again. She looked at him, worriedly.  
 
“You alright? You look really tired.”  She asked softly
 
He nodded, “Been up for almost two days now. Still got a four hour drive back to my place.”
 
“Four hours! My friends won’t be able to find me there!” she exclaimed.
 
He raised an eyebrow, “Friends? Are they close by?”
 
She shook her head, “No, our leader, Chip, told me to do some reconnaissance while he rested and planned. They might not miss me until later tonight.”
 
“Well, I can’t help ya here, an’ I need to get back an’ get some sleep. I can leave a note by your wrecked plane.” He replied. “I can’t leave ya here. It’ll get below freezin’ after dark and who knows what else is lurkin’ out here.”
 
She sighed, “You’ve helped me a lot already, but I appreciate all I can get… You’re right though, I can’t stay here alone and I couldn’t ask you to stay here for me.”
 
“Do they have access to a phone?” He asked.
 
She nodded, “They do, so if you could leave them your number or where they can find us…”
 
Hondo shook his head, “I can’t guarantee that the lizard still isn’t around still. If I leave my address they will just come after you. If I leave a phone number, you can tell me if the caller is your friends or not.”
 
He scribbled a note on an extreme weather ‘post-it note’, as he spoke.
 
She cocked her head at him slightly, “I did not even think of that. Are you a detective or something?”
 
Hondo chuckled and shook his head, “Heh! Me? Nope. It’s just common sense to me.”
 
He jumped out and left the note on the wrecked plane and jumped back into the truck again. He put the truck in drive and slowly started to pull away before speaking again.
 
“I’m tired as hell, so talkin’ will help keep me awake. I’m so tired, honestly, I’m not sure if you’re real or if I’m hallucinatin’.”  He said seriously
 
She grinned a bit for the first time since he had seen her, and he had to admit she had a really pretty smile.
 
“I’m real alright. I’m sure you have a lot of questions, which is understandable as I have a few of my own! I need you to keep what I tell you a secret, though. My life the lives of many others depend on it.” She said.
 
“You trust me that much?” He asked
 
She nodded, “You not only helped me but also saved my life, and I owe you for that! Maybe we can help each other out somehow, but we have to trust each other first. Trust has to start somewhere and since I owe you for what you did and could never begin to repay you, I’ll trust you.”
 
He nodded, “I reckon it makes sense, though don’t worry ‘bout owin’ me anythin’. You got a name?”
 
She nodded, “My friends call me Gadget.”
 
He nodded and grinned slightly, “Hondo… Hondo’s my name. So.. no disrespect meant, but who and what are you?”
 
Over the next four hours she told him she was an inventor and mechanic for a rescue/sleuth team of sentient animals. There were two chipmunks, a large Australian mouse, and her. They had a few other friends who helped occasionally, but the core team was only four, since one of their members perished unexpectedly a year before. She told him she was a sentient, and about how research data taken from the Nazi’s after WWII was used during the cold war to make sentient animals like herself. She said that the sentients were born, like normal animals, but their DNA had been manipulated to make them intelligent by slicing human DNA into animal embryos. A side effect of it all was making them look more human, though not all sentient creatures had the same level of human looks as others did. Some looked more like their feral counterparts than others did.  It took several labs in several countries to make this happen, but they were all successful on some level. She explained that the sentients were initially created to be spies and assassins, but that the program had been scrapped for being thought too unethical and because creatures with minds of their own were not always easy to handle. When the project was closed the sentient animals were supposed to be euthanized. Some were, but most escaped, thanks to the scientists believing the right thing to do was to set them free. After the sentient animals were freed, some humans hunted them for a while, but soon they faded into obscurity and were forgotten. Some humans occasionally saw a sentient on accidentally, but most humans wrote them off as hallucinations, and those who insisted they saw talking animals were branded as lunatics. Unfortunately, the lab workers and scientists who were involved in the project were all executed to keep the existence of such experiments quiet, so there were very few humans left who could verify the sentients existence. With the sentient animals moving underground to build settlements, taking over abandoned areas, and taking other precautions, they had stayed hidden to the population at large. She told him that though there were some of the original sentients around, but a vast number of the sentients were second, third, or fourth generation. She herself was a third-generation sentient, and one with a genius level IQ to boot. Hondo also learned that while there were many different species of sentients, not all feral species had a sentient species. There was rumored to be some sentient horses, but most farm animals, Cows, pigs, chickens, turkeys, etc. there were no sentient types made. There were no known sentient fish either, though some sentient dolphins had been discovered. Very few sentient bird species were known to exist as well, he was informed. On the whole the sentients seemed to dominate canine, feline, reptile, and rodent species.  
 
It was a lot for him to take in, but he listened the best he could as he drove and tried to stay awake. Once she was done telling him about what she and the others were, she told him about their adventures and filled him in on their current case. With her talking, it seemed like in no time they were back at Hondo's camper, much to his relief. As they pulled up she looked it over, appraisingly.
 
“So, you don’t live in a house?” She queried.
 
He shook his head, “No savin’ up for one. I stay at sister's on weekends, sometimes. Been helpin’ her fix up her house an’ watch my niece for her so she can get out.”
 
Gadget cocked her head again and looked at him. He had not said a lot, but she was starting to see there was more to this human than she had thought. For the most part, sentients like her grew up being taught how to live in a human’s world, but at the same time, being taught that humans were something to fear and avoid at all costs. As a rescuer, she and her group had helped a few humans from the shadows, children usually, but she had kept her distance and never spoke to one like this. He was definitely unsure of her, and possibly himself at the moment, but he treated her like a person, not an animal like she expected.  
 
Hondo grabbed his bag from the backseat and unlocked the camper to deposit the bag inside before coming back to get Gadget. He picked up his hat with her in it, when he returned, and set it on the couch inside. He took off his boots and vest before turning to her with a questioning look.
 
“I’ve got a wash basin I can fill with warm water for you to bath in. Will need to get you outta those clothes and that leg washed before I can put any ointment on it and bandage you up. Sorry, but I don’t have a lot of privacy for you here, nor any clothes your size. Can probably make a tunic like robe for ya, if needed. Er, bein’ as you’re sort of a mouse, with some fur it seems, but a woman at the same time, I’m not sure how y’all are about that stuff.” He stammered a bit, unsure how to ask the question without embarrassing her too much.
 
Gadget blushed slightly, “I know we are a bit different… Golly, I guess we are just like humans in our privacy usually. Some act more feral than others. There is a sentient creature ‘back to nature’ movement where they run around nude, but golly, I couldn’t do that! Some of us have more fur than others. Mine is so short it’s more like a velvety fuzz so you still see everything, but I have a friend who has enough you just see the outlines of her curves. Kind of like most sentient chipmunks. My friends wear clothes but without them all you really see is fur”  
 
She paused for a moment then started stammering a bit. “… I’m rambling, sorry. If … if I can’t have privacy, I guess, I mean.... I’ll have to, I mean … I will be okay. But … but … golly.”  
 
Hondo chuckled, “I didn’t know a mouse could blush. Well, I have a couple wash cloths here. I can set the basin in the stall shower and I’ll just stay in the kitchen. When you’re done wrap yourself in a wash cloth and we’ll see about gettin’ you patched up.”
 
He filled the small tub about half way with very warm bathing water. He found a trial sized 3-in-1 soap, shampoos, and condition and set it beside it with two wash cloths. He made sure she could get in on her own then left to cook some supper, leaving the door open so he could hear if she called out. About thirty minutes later she came limping out, wrapped in a washcloth. He offered to give her a lift to the couch, where he gently set her and made sure she was comfortable. After she was set, he went back to the bathroom and came back with some ointment, gauze bandage, medical tape, and some scissors.
 
“I’ll patch that leg and then we can eat and find something for you to wear. You eat normal human foods, or just have a vegetarian diet?”
 
She smiled at him, “I’ll eat anything.”
 
Hondo nodded, “Alright, good. Now, I’ll try not to hurt you. It’s pretty high on your thigh, though, so I might have to see more than you want. I’ll be as respectful as I can.”
 
She blushed again and nodded. He got her to lay on her side as he gently cleaned and bandaged her leg, taking care not to touch or expose her any more than he had to.
 
“Sorry about that, but it is done for now. Probably should change it again tomorrow, unless we hear from your friends and you rather them help you.” He said.
 
She shook her head, “I'd rather you do, honestly. … Hondo?”
 
She motioned for him to come down to the couch level. He knelt down and she struggled to her feet and limped over to him. She gave him a kiss on the cheek, and then sat back down and blushed.
 
“Thank you,” She said softly.
 
“For what? Savin’ you? I told ya not to worry ‘bout it. It was just the right thing to do, so no worries.”  He replied
 
“No, it’s more than that. You’ve been so kind and not anything like how I was told or expected a human to be. And … and…” She paused and frowned a bit.
 
“And what?” he asked
 
“And you’ve treated me like a person and a lady. Not even my friends treat me like a lady, or worry about if I’m comfortable with things or ...” She paused.
 
He sat down for a moment, “They don’t treat you well?”
 
She looked at him surprised for a moment, “Oh no! It's.. it's not that. Dale, he’s just more like an annoying little brother. I think he likes me in other ways but he’s so immature. Monty, or Uncle Monty as I call him sometimes, treats me like a kid, usually. He’s is old enough to be my father. He was a friend of my father before … before ..”
 
“I’m sorry.” Hondo replied.
 
She looked down and shrugged, “It’s okay. I miss him a lot. Just wish I knew what happened. I’ve been told he was dead, at least Chip said he was after he investigated it for me. I just am not sure. After Dad disappeared, I was so lonely.”
 
“How long ago was that?” Hondo asked
 
“Almost seven years ago.” She sighed.
 
“If it’s not too much to ask, how old were you?” Hondo asked  
 
“I had just turned fourteen the day before he disappeared. He was there for my birthday and left the next day. I never saw him again. I was by myself for two years, until Chip and the others found me.” She replied sadly.
 
“I’m sorry. Must have been hard on ya. Now, you told me how the others treat you, but what about this Chip?”
 
She shrugged but a slight glint of fear crossed her eyes.
 
“He’s.. okay. He’s our team leader. We’d be nothing without him.” She replied almost mechanically.
 
Hondo raised an eyebrow, “But how does he treat you? Not like a lady, I assume.”  
 
“He.. he says there is no time or place for privacy in the kind of work we do. He.. he knows what’s best for us and is just looking out for our safety.” She said softy.
 
Hondo frowned and shook his head, “You don’t say that like you mean it. Has he hurt you before?”
 
She turned away from him, “It’s not like.. I mean if I did something wrong, I deserved… I … please, can we talk about something else?”
 
Hondo raised an eyebrow questioningly but he did not push it. Something obviously was bothering her in this line of questioning, but he was a stranger. Who was he to press for information?
 
He changed the subject to something lighter and they chatted as he dished them both up some supper. He didn’t really have to change how much he made as she did not eat much more than a fork full or two comparably. After supper they made her a tunic from one of his silk bandannas and he fixed her a bed on the couch. After that he cleaned up some more and got himself a shower. As he showered, he spied eyes looking at him through a crack in the door. He turned his back to the door and when he turned back to get out, they were gone. He wished her a good night, before going to bed himself, but she blushed and could not look at him as she replied in kind, which confirmed that she had indeed been curious enough to spy on him. While she was not probably the first mouse to see him shower, this one was a little different. He soon was thinking about nothing, though, as he fell asleep as soon as his head hit the pillow.
 
 
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Re: I am not who I am. Who am I? (private Story)
Reply #1 - Jan 16th, 2020, 6:23pm
 
The next morning Hondo got up and started some coffee not long after the first rays of morning crested the skyline. Gadget was still asleep when he got up but she awoke as he rustled around the kitchen. As he cooked them some breakfast, they talked about life and again about the case her team was working on. As they talked Hondo got a growing suspicion that she was afraid of the leader of their team and that he had hurt her somehow. She hinted to it at times but would always back-pedal when she got close to telling him something and then she would change the subject. He did not know her, though, and she was the first sentient creature he had met, so maybe their kind was just more nervous. He wondered that maybe it was a normal thing, but he felt it was not, though he had no way to be sure yet. At any rate there was no sense pressing the issue now. After breakfast he changed her bandage again, checking the wound in the process. The wound could have been worse, but the majority of the damage was not the open wound itself but the bruising around the gash itself. For her it was the equivalent to him getting grazed by a golf ball at high velocity, a golf ball with jagged edges. The projectile that hit her was much like a metal BB pellet, but it was not as smooth. It was as if it had been made special to tear up whoever it hit, and it showed on her thigh.
 
Gadget blushed again as he changed her bandage. There was something about this human that intrigued her. His hands were large and calloused, but he was ever so gentle with her, unlike Chip.  
 
She had been only sixteen-years old when they had found her. She had been alone for two years before that and had survived two rape attempts, which was why she hated salesmen so much. She had been alone, so alone and afraid, though she usually hid that fact behind a cheerful, naive facade. Her depression had been getting bad, though. Her only solace had been her inventions, and she often worked on them for days at a time without food or sleep. She had lost a lot of weight from it all before she had been found by the soon to be Rangers. There were nights in the darkness alone she wondered if her life should end and if she should be the one to end it. The night before she was found the urge to end her miserable, lonely existence had been stronger than ever before and she almost succumbed to those dark feelings. She later wondered if she would have lasted another night there alone, but it was a dark thought she tried not to revisit. She tried to believe she could never go so far as to kill herself but the feeling that death was the only way out was something that had been too real. She never wanted to feel again, though, and thought she had found a way to avoid it with her new friends. This was one of the main reasons she still stayed with the Rescue Rangers, as they called themselves. Dale and Monty had always been kind, though Monty treated her as a fragile, ignorant child all too often and Dale was overly immature and his hitting on her got old at times, but they were the only family she had these days, though they failed to see the darkness she struggled with still. Chip, on the other hand, was a different story.  
 
At first, Chip seemed caring, protective, and even at times understanding, but as time went on his watchfulness and harmless flirting changed. She was not sure if it was a gradual change or if it happened overnight, but she remembered the day she realized the change had happened. She had been working on a project for the Rangers, under Chips orders, which was a normal activity for her. It was Baja style sand-rail for a sentient creature Baja race that one of the larger settlements were holding in the country side at an abandoned farm. Chip and Dale had been asked to enter by the council and they were going to have Gadget fly recon with Monty and Zipper, the member who had died a year before, working search and rescue. The case involved drugs, creature trafficking, and blood money. The week before the race Chip had wanted to show off the sand-rail to the council, he bragged about Gadget building the machine to his design specifications. She was used to him hogging credit by now, which was fine as she hated too much public attention and he loved it. Unfortunately, the car was not completely ready, and Chip only told her an hour before the council members were to arrive that it was to be ready. She did the best she could, but in her hurry, she had the timing out of whack. It started but coughed, belched, and with a final deafening bang, blew the top of the fuel injection manifold off. Chip blamed and berated her in front of everyone and after they left, he screamed at her further. Though she was thoroughly embarrassed, she was used to his yelling, and tuned him out for the most part, that was until he hit her! That was when it all came to her. He yelled some more, calling her names, threatening to throw her out to the feral mice to be raped and killed. She stammered her defense, shocked at his words, really listening to what he said in his ranting for the first time, but he cut her off with another slap to the face before issuing his final threats about what would happen if it was not ready by the next morning, over his shoulder as he marched off angrily. After he left, she had locked the door to her shop, slid down to the floor in front of them, and sobbed until she could sob no more. It was the first time she thought of death as a way out again in over three years. From there things only got worse. Chip got more abusive, more self-absorbed, and more of an attention hog as time went on. She became more reserved and reclusive, spending more time in her workshop away from everyone. Just knowing the Rangers were outside her door was enough of a comfort to keep her loneliness from spiraling out of control. She did start to take more chances with her life, though, thinking it did not matter if she died anyway as she could see no future for herself now. Chip kept telling her that no one would take her in if she tried to leave or believe her if she talked, but she was too socially awkward to try anyway. He reminded her often that she needed a firm hand, as she was incapable of taking care of herself or building anything that would work safely the first time. He also told her if she left or they had to kick her out for not following his orders, she would be only useful to anyone else as a sex slave and would probably die a horrible death. Over time she started to believe him. The fear of being used and alone made her back off from protecting herself and made her act more docile and obedient. She dared not hope of anything more. As Chip kept reminding her, she would not have it so good anywhere else, and she was truly believing that, until now.
 
She watched the man who helped her and felt drawn to him, somehow. It was foolishness, though. He was a man and she was a sentient, anthropomorphic mouse. She did not mind that he was different, but even if he did not mind, their sizes were incompatible for more than mere friends. Besides, there was so much they could not be, and if Chip was right, he would end up hurting her or selling her off. It was a foolish dream to think there was a better life for someone like her. She dreaded the tongue lashing she would get from Chip after this, but she could only hope that was all she would get from him.
 
Hondo cleared his throat as he finished putting away the dishes he had just rinsed.
 
“You seem lost in thought,” He said after a moment.
 
She jumped bit and looked at him, “Hmm? Oh! Yeah, I guess I was. Sorry.”
 
Hondo shook his head, “Don’t apologize, it’s a sign of weakness.”  
 
She smiled softly at him as her thoughts came back to the present. How she wished things could be different for her and between them. Little could she even imagine the ramification of such a wish at this time, but whether it was fate, kismet, karma, or someone on high looking out for her future, her life would soon change drastically. Unfortunately for her, it had to get worse before it got better.  
 
Hondo took the next couple days off, since he had just worked two days straight on one field location, which let him spend more time with Gadget. They talked about a plan on how he could help them. The case was thought to be simple at the time but was seeming bigger as it progressed. As they talked the phone rang and Hondo answered it. Gadget said the voice on the phone was not one of her friends, but he played it off as though he thought they were anyway. He told the voice on the phone that he was holding her captive and would only return her for money. They were to meet behind the super-market, she would be in a cat carrier, and they were to take her and leave the money inside. Being on the shrewd side, though, the two of them rigged a cat carrier door to shut and lock upon a mechanism being tripped. With a dollar store doll dressed in her ripped coveralls, and it tied and taped to make it look she was bound, they set off for the meeting place. She hid in the center console of the truck until the dealing was done, as not to give them away. The thugs brought only monopoly money, thinking they were shrewd, but they were not. The trap worked perfectly and as Hondo approached, he found he had caught himself a very large mouse or rat and a scrawny looking orange cat. They tried to act like regular animals, but Hondo knew they were not, and he shook the cage until he got the results he was looking for. Gadget identified them as Arnold Mousenegger and Mepps. This confirmed it to her that Fat Cat and Rat Capone had ganged up.
 
As they interrogated their captives Hondo’s phone rang again and a voice with an Australian like accent rang through. Gadget gave a slight happy squeal as she heard the voice.
 
“ ‘Ello, I’m callin ‘bout the damaged model plane. Ya left yur number on it.” The voice said.
 
“Monty! It’s me, Monty!” she squealed happily.
 
“Gadget luv?! Yur ok?!?! Where are ya?!” Monty asked in a worried tone.
 
“I’m fine. I made a new friend. He’s taking care of me. My leg got hurt, but I’m ok.” She replied.
 
“Who is this supposed friend of yours and where does he have you?!?” another voice demanded.
 
Gadget’s face fell and her tone became much more subdued.
 
“His name is Hondo. He.. He saved me. Sugar Ray and Wart were trying to kill me.” She replied meekly.
 
“If you had not been so careless, they wouldn’t have seen you! Now, who is this Hondo and where are you?!” Chip asked sharply.  
 
She cringed at his sharp words. Her ears drooped slightly, as if the very sound of his voice was like a lash, beating upon her body. Hondo did not miss any of this and felt an anger growing in him at someone he had never met.
 
“I’m human, if you must know. Your friend is safe. We captured a couple other assholes after her as well that you might be interested in.” Hondo replied gruffly.
 
“Human? Don’t you touch her, or I’ll open some whoop ass on you! … Ow!” a third voice replied.
 
“I’m fine, Dale. He’s been very good to me.” Gadget replied softly.
 
“I don’t care how good he is, I demand that he return you and hand over whoever he captured!” Chip ordered.
 
Gadget cringed a bit, “But Chip ... “
 
Hondo cut her off, “First off, I think a thank you should be in order. Also, she has filled me in on your case and these miscreants were startin’ to tell us a tale before you called. You might need my help.”
 
“Did she really? We will talk later, Gadget!” He said almost menacingly.  
 
“Chip, I owe him my life, several times over! … He.. he is also right that we may need him. It looks like Rat Capone and Fat Cat are working together. Some terrorists plan to blow up an oil pipeline. They plan to move the explosives to be able to use the remaining section to drain the water and fish from the local reservoir into a dry lake-bed in Utah. They own the land under a shell company and can conduct the business over a computer. It would devastate the oil industry and destroy the local water reservoirs, while making them rich! If we don’t act soon it may be too late!!” Gadget replied, sounding a bit desperate as she spoke.
 
The phone was silent for a moment and then Chip replied.
 
“Alright, but remember I’m the leader here. I make the calls and I WILL be Obeyed!!” Chip replied.
 
“And I could step on you if needed. I had to step on a lizard to save your friend earlier.” Hondo replied flatly.
 
“He.. he had to.. to kill Sugar Ray to save m.m.me.” Gadget stammered softly.
 
“What?!? The rangers don’t kill!” Dale exclaimed.
 
“You care more about your friend’s life or that scums life?!” Hondo asked angrily.
 
“Sorry.” Dale replied meekly.
 
“We thank ya, for savin’ our Gadget, but killin’ is somethin’ we don’t do.” Monty replied.
 
“What’s done is done. No more killing, though.” Chip said sternly.
 
“You might lead, but if I think lives are threatened, I will kill if needed. You will not change my mind on that.” Hondo replied equally as stern.
 
After another moment of silence Chip replied. “Alright, but only as a last resort.”
 
“Oh, and Gadget is hurt. Until this case is over, I want her to stay with me to act as communications between us.” Hondo said.
 
“Already making demands?!?” Chip asked angrily.
 
“You want my help or are you willin’ to take a chance on failin’ and lettin’ innocent lives get ruined?” Hondo retorted.
 
“Okay, but no more demands!” Chip replied defensively.
 
“For now, anyway.” Hondo replied flatly.
 
Hondo gave Chip directions on where to meet. He had them meet at an abandon school house way out on a dirt road. He did not trust Chip at all, so he did not want to tell him where he lived yet.
 
They met at the designated place, and after brief introductions, laid out their plan. Gadget stayed at his camper during the mission and coordinated efforts from there like a professional. She also made some other well-placed calls and after Hondo had tied up the terrorists and the explosives were found and recovered by the Rangers, the FBI arrived. There were multiple rewards and because of some other anonymous calls, Hondo was given a consulting jobs with the FBI and the U.S. Marshal’s office and a federal private investigator’s license. The monetary rewards bought him ranch land and left him enough to put up a nice house, shop, and some other facilities on the property. The rangers voted three to one to make him an honorary Ranger. He requested Gadget to be the one he communicated information with and with them helping each other Hondo was given information that no other human could get. Within the first year they uncovered drug rings, terror plots, human trafficking deals, and saved many lives in the process.
 
 Hondo and Gadget quickly became friends, talking mainly online or on the phone, though she did make several trips out to stay with him. She secretly wanted them to be more than friends, however she knew the impossibilities of that desire and tried not to make it his problem. Hondo did not even think of such things, but not because she was not a handsome woman, but because it just physically was impossible, so logically, why even entertain such a thought?
 
The last time Hondo had seen her was three months before. She had flown in by herself with some information on a case, that she said she felt could not be trusted to any other medium of delivery. He looked it over but none of it was earth shattering. She looked a bit haggard and worn out, but he was getting to know her by now and did not ask, as if she wanted to talk, she would. If she did not and he pushed it, she would shut down on him, as she had done a few times before. They had dinner, talked for a bit as they watched the sun set, and then went to shower and go bed, he to his room and her to the guest bedroom made for her. He had setup a room for her in his house when it was built, with bed, bath, TV, computer, and other amenities scaled for use by her. She was not there all the time but with each passing month she seemed to find more and more reasons to visit. That night, for the first time since the camper, he caught her again spying on him in the shower. He acted like he did not see her, but he could see her in his shaving mirror quiet well, as she did not hide herself this time. It was not a look of lustful desire on her face he saw, but a look of sad yearning. Yearning for what, he wondered?
 
Later that night the feeling of a presence woke him from his sleep. The soft moonlight that spilled through the window lite up the small mouse woman who lay on his chest. She had on nothing but panties and a silk bathrobe, which was open in the front. She lay half curled up, her chest against his. She cried softly as she lay there.  He was surprised at first, but he managed to not show it, as he remained as still as possible. After a moment he carefully reached out and stroked her hair gently. She sat up, a bit surprised at his touch.
 
“Oh … Sorry, I.. I didn’t *sniff* mean to wake you.” She said, sniffling a bit from crying.
 
Hondo reached over and turned on the lamp beside his bed. She sat up, half on her knees and looked at him. Her velvety breasts stood out as her robes lay open, showing off most of her body to him, as her fur was so short it hid almost nothing. Though her figure was pretty nice, it was not what it had been when they first met. Her breast still stood out nicely, slightly firm but with enough bounce to them to drive any male mad, but her ribs and hip bones showed plainly, even with the fur. A few darker patches showed through her fur as well, which looked very much like bruising to him as well. From Chip or from another lab accident, he did not know, but he had his own theories.
 
“What’s wrong? You alright?” He asked worriedly.
 
She shrugged and looked down at his chest. “I.. I just… just didn’t want to be alone.”
 
Hondo sighed in relief, “Alright… ya had me a bit worried … If you need to talk, I’ll listen, you know. You should know you can trust me by now. We are friends, after all.”
 
She sighed, “Yeah … Friends.”
 
He raised an eyebrow at her, “Come on, Gadget. There is somethin’ botherin’ you. I saw you watchin’ me shower, like you did that night we first met, but that wasn’t curiosity I saw on your face tonight like it was back then.”
 
She sat up, her face bright red and filled with a look of shock, followed by shame.
 
“Oh Golly! … I … I’m sorry. I didn’t mean … I mean … I didn’t think …” She stammered
 
Hondo sighed, “Whoa there. Just take a deep breath and talk to me… and no offense but your gown is open, ya know?”
 
She looked at herself and stood up, a slight indignant air to her voice and a slightly angry look on her face. She held her robe open.
 
“Am I ugly to you? Am I so offense as a sentient that you can’t stand this?? I’m a mouse I know, but I look like and am a woman! Is it the fur that’s so repulsive?!” She asked angrily.
 
Hondo frowned, “Settle down, Damn it! I don’t deserve that tone from you. I said that as I respect you as a friend and as a woman. If you want to sit there with your tits hangin’ out, that’s on you! I had enough respect for you to let you know so you didn’t embarrass yourself or think I was gawkin’! But if you want me to stare, I’ll stare, dammit!”  
 
She stopped, looked at him surprised for a second and then hung her head.
 
“Oh … I’m.. I’m sorry.” She said softly as she wrapped the robe around her.  
 
“Did you want me to see your goods?” He asked a bit sharply
 
She shuffled her feet and looked down at his chest.
 
“I … I don’t know.” She said very softly.
 
“What do you want from me?” He asked, softening his tone.
 
“I don’t know.” She almost whispered.
 
She started to turn away, but he put his hand out and blocked her. She stood looking away from him so he had to physically spin her towards him and lift her chin so she would look at him.
 
“Listen, I’m here for you. I’m gettin’ the feelin’ you want more than friendship, but I can’t. We can’t. It’s impossible. You know this, right?” He asked.
 
She nodded, tears flowing from her eyes and down her furry cheeks. She tried to look away from him, but he did not let her
 
“Gadget, look at me… please.” He said softly.
 
She looked at him, but the sadness overlaid with sheer embarrassment filled her being. He sighed and picked her up and placed her on the pillow beside him so he could roll on his side and see her face to face better.
 
“We need to talk, little lady.” He said softly.
 
She only nodded in reply. He sighed at first, thinking of what to even say to her. After a moment he spoke.
 
“Gadget, you are lovely. You have a nice body, but what I care about is who you are. You are my friend and I don’t want to lose that. I see you’re confused and bothered right now. You’ve lost a lot of weight, so you’re not eating again. You’re visibly bothered, and that evidence you brought me… Let’s be honest, that could have gone snail mail. I know it was an excuse to visit. I know I can’t make you talk, but … I love you as a friend, little one, and it breaks my heart to see you hurtin’ so. Will you please talk to me?” He asked softly.
 
“I.. can’t” She whispered.
 
“Is someone hurtin’ you?” He asked.
 
“… I… I can’t.” She said softly.
 
“Is Chip hurting you? Is that where you got those bruises from?” he asked  
 
“He just… I.. he… no ... I.. I mean… he’s ... I can’t!!” She sobbed.
 
He sat up, scooped her up and held her to his chest. She clung to him for dear life and sobbed.
 
“Please, I can’t! Don’t make me! Don’t make me tell!!” She sobbed.
 
Hondo tried to sooth her, “It’s alright. Shh, it’s alright. I just want to help. Shh, I’ll not force you to do anythin’. I just want to stop what’s hurtin’ you.”
 
“You can’t! … I can’t… I just… Please! .. please forgive me and … please forget this! Please don’t tell anyone about this… I beg you!” She sobbed.
 
Hondo sighed, “I won’t, but I’ll always be there for you.”
 
She cried herself to sleep and he placed her on the pillow beside him and covered her up. He fell asleep wondering what was wrong as he worried deeply for his little friend. He knew she feared Chip and he had seen their dynamics somewhat. Chip led with a bit of an iron fist. Anyone questioned him and it was not tolerated for long. He had asked the others about him, even some of their friends like Sparky and Foxglove. No one had seen him do or say anything that would put him above the level of asshole, or no one was talking about it at least. After lying there for an hour, staring at the ceiling as he thought about it all, he finally fell back asleep.
 
Hondo woke up bright and early the next morning and found Gadget gone. She left him a note thanking him for their friendship and thanking him for holding her. She also apologized for her outbursts, for watching him, and for leaving herself exposed. She then begged him to never say a word about it all and closed the note by letting him know she cared about him and for him not to worry about her. After that day he did get a little intel from the group, but he did not hear from her online anymore. She did not visit again either and when he called her number, it went right to voicemail. It had been three months since the day she cried on him, which was the last time her had heard from her, and he was getting really worried.
 
When Dale had called that day, he was excited at first as he had thought it was her. At first, he was relieved to see her number pop up on his cell phone, but after he heard Dale’s voice he went from worried to terrified for her. Dale did not say much but what he had said was all Hondo needed to know. Gadget was missing and they needed his help……….
 
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The flapping of an awkward craft pulled him out of his thoughts.  The gear was packed in his truck and all he needed was to get the rest of the details and get the ranger plane secured in the truck bed. He took the last puff from the cigarillo he was smoking and rubbed it out into the ground. The ranger plane landed on his front porch and two chipmunks jumped out. Dale wore his normal Hawaiian shirt and blue jeans. Chip was dressed in a white shirt, his normal bomber Jacket and tan slacks, his normal fedora was missing. Monty wore a red shirt, black jeans, a brown outback coat, and a white silk scarf. He pulled the goggles off his face and put them back up on his old leather aviator’s helmet. He walked forward and greeted Hondo first as the chipmunks were arguing like usual.
 
“Blimey, Mate. Good to see ya again. Been some time. Wish it’d’ve been undah bettah circumstances.” Monty called out.
 
Hondo nodded, “Me too. I’d like to know what the hell happened? All I’ve gotten was vague messages since Dale called. I have the truck loaded with gear, but what the hell are we goin’ up against?”
 
Chip marched up, “What the hell is going on, was a question I expected you to answer!”  
 
Hondo raised an eyebrow, “I have no #$@!in’ idea what’s going on. Why should I?”
 
Chip growled, “You and Gadget were supposedly friends, so she told you everything, I bet! You always seemed to fill her head with nonsense. She was always more of a handful after visiting you. Had to constantly put her in her place after because of you and your nonsense!”
 
Hondo growled back, “If you hurt her, I’ll stomp your furry ass into the dirt!”
 
“Guys, stop!” Dale yelled. “We have to work together. I know you two don’t like each other, but this isn’t for us, it’s for Gadget!”
 
Chip threw his hands up in the air in disgust, “Fine! I think it’s all a waste of time. She wants to run away like a stupid, whiny pup, that should be on her. Dale, since you demanded we search for her, you lead this time! I’ll park the plane in the truck. Get me when you’re ready to stop wasting my time.”  
 
He huffed and marched off to the plane. After he was back in the air and headed to the truck with it, and landed it in the bed. Hondo turned to the other two with a part angry, part confused look on his face.
 
“Doesn’t seem as he wants her to be found.” He said quietly.
 
Monty shrugged, “Eh, ‘e’s jest been under a lot of stress, ya know, mate.”
 
Dale shook his head, “Monty, you know that’s not true!”
 
Monty looked at him and shook his head, “Careful there, lad.”
 
Dale’s eyebrows furrowed angrily, “No, Monty! He might be my friend but somethings wrong and it’s been wrong for a long time!”
 
Hondo had learned a lot about them in the past thirty months but some things he had not completely figured out. Dale was a goofball and overcompensated for his insecurities, even when hitting on Gadget. He felt he was not worthy of her, so he hammed it up. It had come across as annoying to her, but Hondo saw it for what it was, an insecurity mask. Dale was not as stupid as Chip made out to be either. When away from Chip or in times of need, he had pulled through for them many times. He also proved to be good with people and good at reading people, when he wasn’t covering for his own insecurities. Monty was there for adventure, reliving his glory days, as it were. He was in his early 50’s now and needed to feel like he was doing something as part of the team. He had a second goal to watch over Gadget, but since Zipper had tragically and mysteriously died, he had changed, at least according to Dale. Whatever it was for both of them, something held them there, fears, insecurities, a longing to be a part of a group, the feeling of making a difference, the thought that they were worthless without the group, all these and others seemed to mix and keep them loyal to Chip. Never had any of them, even Gadget, spoken ill of Chip, until now.
 
“Dale, what is wrong?” Hondo asked.
 
“It’s nothing, Mate. Dale’s jest been out of sorts with this whole mess.” Monty said
 
“Of course I’m out of sorts, and you should be too! She calls you uncle! You know something is up.” Dale said almost angrily.
 
Monty sighed, “Aye, I think the lads right. I don’t want to speak ill of ‘im, but Gadget didn’t look well the last couple times I saw ‘er an’ before she disappeared ‘er an’ Chippah ‘ad an awful row. ‘e … ‘e..”
 
Dale scowled, “He locked her in her shop, Monty, and she was sobbing! I heard her!! I know we’ve wondered about how he treated her, and I know she would never say anything, but … He’s my friend and all . . .”
 
“Is he?” Hondo asked. “I’ve seen how he’s treated you both. He’s an egotistical little bastard with a god complex!”
 
Dale frowned and looked down at the ground, “but … we’ve been together a long time.”
 
Hondo shook his head, “It doesn’t matter. If he’s hurtin’ her . . . you want to turn a blind eye to that?”
 
Dale shook his head, “No.”
 
“You guys say you rescue folks. What good is rescuin’ the world if you can’t rescue yourselves and your friends?!” Hondo asked sternly.
 
Monty hung his head, “I just don’t know. If I ‘eard it from the lass ‘erself …”
 
“We have to find her first. I need to know what happened.” Hondo said.
 
Monty nodded, “You’re roight. If Chippah is doin’ somethin’ we will deal with thet later. Me little Gadget needs us first. Did she say anythin’ to you, mate?”
 
Hondo shook his head, “No, and frankly I was gettin’ worried. I’ve not heard a squeak out of her in almost three months. Not since that night she visited me and was cryin’ about somethin’ that was botherin’ her.”
 
“What was it?” Dale asked.
 
“I don’t know. She wouldn’t say. Seemed too scared to say, actually. But when I asked her if Chip hurt her, she started sobbin’ and begged me to forget it all.” Hondo said.
 
“If her hurt her . . .” Dale said angrily, then he paused, “I.. I don’t know what I’d do, honestly. He’s always been our leader…”
 
Hondo shook his head, “That doesn’t matter right now. Speculatin’ gets us nowhere. What have you guys got?”
 
Monty sighed, “Just thet she took off in the ranger wing, late after ‘er an’ Chippah ‘ad thet last row. She busted out a window an’ climbed out, from the looks of it.”
 
“How long ago was that?” Hondo asked.
 
“Over two weeks ago, but that’s not the bad part.” Dale said.
 
“What else?” Hondo asked in a slightly annoyed and urgent tone.
 
“We got an anonymous note saying she was tricked and kidnapped, then sold to a lab to be used as a lab mouse. There is only one in the area deals with genetics, as far as we can tell. If we don’t hurry, we might be too late!” Dale exclaimed.
 
“So, what do you need me to do?” Hondo asked.
 
“The note also said there were notes an’ such on the computahs there. Supposedly the information would be roight ‘andy an’ valuable to certain government blokes.”  Monty said.
 
“Plus, we don’t know what else we might be getting into. Chip’s not onboard with this all so much and Monty and I just aren’t smart enough to pull this off.” Dale said.
 
Hondo sighed, “The not smart enough we will talk about later. Where are we headed?”
 
“It’s outside Denvah Colorado. We ‘ave plans an’ such that an informant got to us, but it will take some doin’.” Monty said.
 
“We tried to round up some other help, but Tammy is in college, Sparky was working on a project for the council, Foxglove is still on vacation, and …” Dale was cut off by Monty.
 
“If there is somethin’ goin’ on with Chippah an’ Gadget, you’re the only other one we trust with all this.” Monty said.
 
Hondo had worked with every one of them alone enough for them to gain his trust, all except Chip who regarded him as a threat since day one. The feeling was mutual though, and other than worry for Gadget and the others well-being, having Chip hate him caused Hondo no loss of sleep. The Rangers as a group had given Hondo some form of notoriety amongst the law community and certain crime syndicates. He was known as someone who got things done, and tried to see justice served, though that was anything but cut and dry with the current legal system.   But more important than notoriety, it had made him fairly wealthy. Wealthy enough to live how he wanted now, in the country working on old vehicles, ranching, hunting, etc, and allowed him to help family and friends much easier. Had Gadget not been someone he cared about as he did, he still would have owed her and the group all the help he could provide. It was not on their information and aid alone from which had made his fame and fortune, but they definitely gave him the jump-start wherewith he found his potential.
 
As they talked a voice called out from the truck.
 
“Are we leaving today or am I going back and leaving your asses here?” Chip yelled angrily.
 
Hondo growled, “Best be leavin’. Tell Chip to stay in the back. If I have to hear him open his mouth again I’m throwin’ him out the damned window!”
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Re: I am not who I am. Who am I? (private Story)
Reply #2 - Jan 18th, 2020, 6:43pm
 
The drive down was uneventful and quiet. He took the dirt road from his place to the highway a bit faster than he should, but that was manly to kick up more dust for Chip to enjoy. With a fuel stop at the first big town they came too and one more just over the border, they made it to Denver in just under five hours.  
 
As they traveled, Dale, Monty and Hondo talked over the documents they were given and started discussing a plan. The plan was vague, to say the least, but until they cased the lab that was the best they could do. The initial plan was to have Monty and Chip cause a distraction, have Dale on the radio watching Hondo’s escape route, and Hondo would go in, get the files, get Gadget, and get out. The question of what happened to Chips fedora was brought up, but neither Monty nor Dale knew. The best they could come up with was the last time they saw it was the day before Gadget left.  
 
Most of the trip was quiet, other than the old country tunes coming out of the truck’s radio. Dale complained about the music choice, as he was more of a heavy metal fan, but a sharp look from Hondo and a reminder on who’s truck it was ended that conversation before it even started. Chip bitched about being in the back every time they stopped, which grated on Hondo’s nerves, but he did his best to ignore him. Had Hondo’s plan not required all four of them, he would have left Chip alongside the road before they made it five miles from his ranch.  
 
As they drove Hondo’s thoughts returned again and again to the last time he had seen Gadget. Should he have forced her to stay or made her tell him what was wrong? Her sad eyes haunted him, and the longing she had for something they could not have hurt him. He dared not admit it even to himself, but the truth was he did love her and her being hurt tore him apart. His anger at Chip grew with every mile marker they passed, though he tried to reign it in. Without her word, it was their suspicions against Chips word. Though he put no stock in Chip’s words, he did put stock in justice, and putting it all on Chip without proof was not justice. The fact remained that he did something to upset her, and what had been thought as her giving Hondo the cold shoulder due to his pushing, was now infinitely more serious.
 
It was late afternoon when they arrived, and they drove around the place. It was supposed to be a medical campus genetics lab, but the guards and dogs in the front seemed a bit extreme. From the looks of the building and the landscaping, the place had been expanded to at least tripled its original size within the last year, which made him wonder about what exactly they were doing inside. After driving around the building, in a wide circle, they found, down the street and behind the lab, a large golf course. Hondo parked the truck in the back of the golf course parking lot, and told the others to lay low while he did some scouting on foot.  After some looking around, he found a maintenance road that went along the back of the golf course and went around behind the lab. He figured not only would it be easy and unseen access for their approach but also, he could park the truck there after dark without arousing suspicion. In daylight the truck would stick out like a sore thumb, but after dark the bushes would obscure the truck from those at the lab and from the main road without obscuring Dale’s vision of the building’s back exits. After Hondo had carefully taken some pictures with a small camera, he quickly left the area to not draw attention to himself.
 
Once done with his initial casing of the property, he met the others back at the truck and drove north, forty-five minutes out of town, where he found a hotel along the interstate. It was an old place and for the right amount of cash they asked no questions. There were also no cameras on the building and the rooms were accessed from the outside. They got a room on the back side, away from the highway, and as far from the lobby as they could get. After some of his emergency gear was stowed, as well as a backup firearm, they took off towards town again.
 
 This time instead of heading straight south into town Hondo drove west and then south, where they stopped for some food before heading east into town. Once back in town they first headed to a sentient animal hang out, in an abandoned warehouse district, as the anonymous note said Gadget was taken from there. It was decided that a human going around asking questions would only raise too many unwanted questions and would scare off most of those who might know something. So, Hondo stayed in the truck and looked over the building schematics of the lab as the Rangers, or what was left of them, headed out to ask questions.  
 
About an hour before Dark the Rangers returned with limited success. They had found the Ranger Wing covered in a tarp behind one of the sentient creature’s shadier night clubs. Apparently, Monty had to fight for it, as the clubs owner claimed he won it in a poker game. The problem with that was Gadget not only banned from playing cards in most places as she counted cards too well but also almost never lost when she played. Monty had a few bruises but was grinning ear to ear when he flew the plane back to the truck. Despite his worry about Gadget, there was something about a good fight that stirred the aging sentient mouse’s blood. Finding the wing was the only good news though, but with it Chip and Monty both could each fly one of them causing double the distractions at the lab, which would ensure that Hondo got in and out again. The bad news was that apparently Gadget got an offer to work for a lab designing technology that was more user friendly for sentient creatures like herself. They were told she had asked around for a rat named Reginald, who was supposed to be the representative of the company looking to hire. It was reported that the rat, who met her, was a con artist known as Rat-Fink. He reportedly took her to get a drink to chat and talk over business. She had a couple drinks according to one bar tender and the rat in questioned carried her out as she was ‘under the weather’, as the bouncer reportedly was told by the rat. From there no one knew where she went, but they knew if Rat-Fink took someone away that sentient was never seen again. No one would say more, but it was obvious that Rat-Fink was nothing more than a sentient trafficker and low-level puppet. Whoever pulled his strings, though, the locals fear them greatly.
 
After the plane was loaded and information discussed, Hondo went to a human bar that resided not too far from the lab. It was now his turn to gather information, if there was any to be had that is. After buying a few rounds for some of the locals that frequented the bar, the information started falling out of them as if they had been greased. He did not learn a lot, but the activities of that lab were a favorite topic for local conspiracy theorists. A large panel van made a trip at night once a week from the location, around bar close at 2:00 am, and a couple people reported seeing them load people in the van. One of the locals said that one got away and screamed and begged for help before being shot with some sort of dart gun and hauled back to the lab, and a second confirmed this story. The others there laughed at the two who told this story and claimed it was hallucinations from the drink. Apparently, the only ones claiming to witness this were regularly intoxicated to extreme levels and these were not the first wild stories from their mouths. Unfortunately, the wild tales about the lab were not able to be confirmed there, but Hondo held onto them as no oddity should be written off.  
 
About midnight Hondo said his good-byes, left the bar, and headed back to his truck. As he climbed into the truck Monty and Dale looked at him with anticipation, while Chip stood up angrily and pointed a finger at him accusingly.
 
“You left us here for hours, while you sat in there and drank! You want to waste our time, then we might as well just head home now!” Chip snapped.
 
Hondo growled angrily, “If you don’t shut-up and start bein’ helpful, I swear I’ll lock your ass in the damn glove box!”
 
Chip sat down and grumbled to himself but made no further loud comments or complaints. Hondo fired up the truck and headed east, away from the bar and the lab. Hondo made a couple more stops, the first was to get gas and the second to get a fast-food spicy chicken sandwich. Though the stops seemed like a waste of time, in truth he wanted to be sure they were not being tailed. The fact that some unknow benefactor had sent them this information was unsettling, but not as much as the gut feeling he had that there was a lot more going on than they knew.  
 
After he was fairly sure they had no one tailing them, Hondo drove into the golf course and followed the maintenance road around towards the lab. Approximately a mile away he shut off all lights and let the truck crawl forward at a low idle. The light of the moon, though not a full moon, was enough to light their path as they crept closer to the lab in the cover of darkness. A couple hundred yards away from the lab he stopped and pulled the truck alongside the road, behind some bushes he had seen earlier. Once the truck was shut off, he climbed out and helped Dale get setup with the radio and field-glasses as Monty and Chip inspected and prepared their planes. Once everything was setup and Hondo had his ear-piece in, he had Chip and Monty do radio checks on the aircraft to be sure they could communicate, as without that they were all flying blind.  
 
“Testing . . . 1,2,4,7 . . . testing.” Dale called out.
 
“Ranger one, reading you.” Monty replied
 
“I’m Ranger one, your Ranger two!” Chip called out on the radio.
 
“The wing is one, the plane is two, now radio silence unless needed. Chip, Monty, set your backup radios to the second frequency I gave you for coordinatin’ your actions. Stay off this channel unless you need to update me or Dale,” Hondo replied sternly.
 
“Roger.” Replied Monty
 
“Rodger dodger!” Replied Dale
 
“Fine, whatever.” Growled Chip.
 
Hondo walked up to them, where they were finishing checks on the Ranger plane and Ranger wing. He made sure his mic was off and then handed them both a piece of paper containing individual code words and replies.
 
“Take these, memorize and burn. They are to make sure we are understandin’ and it is us replyin’. Do not share them with each other. Monty, fly off to the side, observe the dogs and see what we can do. If any of them are sentient that might help.” Hondo said
 
“Moight hurt too! If those cunts are workin’ for whoever is runnin’ this here circus, they might be harder to distract!” Monty replied, sounding a bit worried.
 
Hondo shrugged, “Got to try. If we had a couple more days to observe that would be one thing. She’s been gone over two weeks now, though. Every minute is precious at this point.”
 
Chip cleared his throat and asked snarkily, “What about me, sab master bwana?”  
 
Hondo glared at him, “First off you are going to drop that arrogant, self-righteous attitude or I’ll feed you to the damn dogs as a distraction!”
 
Chip swallowed hard but tried to not look like the human intimidated him, “Fine!! You.. you are the boss on this! … Just tell me what you want me to do.”
 
“That attitude isn’t much better, but it will have to do. I want you to fly a wide arc around the lab and setup across the street. Coordinate with Monty. Monty is the lead on this. I hear you even say one cross word to him, and you’ll wish you had just offered yourself to those dogs as a snack-rifice! Now, you two look it over. I’d like to be heading inside in thirty minutes. You have to cause a distraction so I can get in. There are security cameras but, with the help of some tech that a friend from the agency gave me, I should be able to shut down the security system. I’m also going to pull the power meter, which is why I need this coordinated! With emergency power only, I should be able to move around easier as not all the lights will be on. The computers should be on UPS back-ups. If not, I’ll have to hope there is a server there, pull drives, and hope for the best. If these folks are doin’ somethin’ illegal, I just need enough evidence to get the FBI, the Marshals, or one of the agencies involved. So, taking them down today is not the mission. Getting Gadget is priority one! If she’s in there she might not have much time left and could be sick, hurt, or poisoned. We get her out and to a sentient medical facility fast! Getting information to warrant a federal investigation so my ass is covered is priority two. I get those two things and we get the hell out. Hopefully I can get the information first so once I find Gadget I can get out, but if I have to, getting information will be canceled if it’s her or the information.” Hondo said in a low, serious tone.
 
Chip sighed and nodded, “Okay, I’ll cooperate to get this done. Once you get Gadget though, you get her back to me, er, us I mean. We will head back east, and you can go back north, and hopefully I’ll never have to see you again!”
 
Hondo nodded, “Not seeing you again would be fine by me, but let’s worry about what’s in front of us first.”
 
Chip nodded but there was a nervousness to him that Hondo could only think was related to Gadget and him finding something out that Chip had done. He tried not to jump to conclusions nor let his personal feelings cloud the issue, but if they found Gadget alive and well, there would be a much-needed discussion with him, her, and the others.
 
Monty put on his goggles, “No time to waste, then, mates! See you blokes on the other side!”  
 
Monty started the wing and took off, being careful to stay away from the building and not bring any attention on them too soon. Chip sighed as he watched Monty leave then started the Ranger Plane. He did not look back at Hondo, but in the dull moon light it was obvious that his visage was tense.  
 
As Chip flew off, Hondo headed back to the truck to watch and wait. As he waited, a large door opened at the side of the lab building for a moment, and a van drove out. He got look at the driver for a second, but it was only a glimpse. A short, balding red-haired man wearing thick glasses and a white lab coat was screaming at someone as they drove towards, before veering off to a road that lead back to the highway, right before the bushes where the truck was parked. Once on the main road the van headed off to the interstate and disappeared out of sight. He wanted to find out where they were going and wished he had the resources to track them, but that was for another day if needs be.  
 
“That was a bit close for comfort.” He mumbled to himself.
 
Though it was not directed at him Dale nodded in agreement.
 
As he waited, Chip landed across the street to the south on a roof and pulled out some field-glasses while Monty parked in some bushes to the east of the lab and was out sneaking around.
 
Monty had seen the dogs and the guards from the air, as well as a length of cable by one of the dog houses that sat out front. It was made to tether a Dog to the wall by the entrance, possibly when one of the guards were on a break or when it was raining so the dog would still be there to guard without having to be watched over. Sticking to the shadows he made his way to the cable to inspect it for use. Luckily for him both of the dogs were asleep and the dogs were anything but attentive to their duties, but still his anxiety and adrenaline ran high. One of the guards there was playing on his phone while the other sat with his hat tipped over his eyes, so they both were equally oblivious to their surroundings much to Monty’s relief, though it did little to calm his fears. Once at the dog house he found the cable to be setup with clasps at both ends, as he had hoped, which meant his plan might actually work. He carefully unhooked the one end from the wall, where it was clipped, and started towards the first dog. He figured if he could tether the two dogs together they could safely cause some confusion and force the guards to untangle them, allowing for Hondo to make a clean, safe entrance. It was not his best idea ever, but it was the best he could do on a short notice with what he had. He successfully clipped it to the collar of the first dog, who was sleeping close to the door.  The dog yawned and stretched as the clasp closed, causing Monty to freeze, wide eyed, in his tracks. He started sweating at this point and his heart hammered in his chest like a jack hammer on asphalt, as a rush of fear swept over him. The fear receded after a bit and he calmed slightly as he saw the dog was still out cold. He sighed softly to himself, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and continued on a bit more slowly this time.  
 
 As he approached the second dog with the other end of the tether, he tripped and fell into the dog, landing hard on its paws. As the dog jumped, startled from his sleep, and looked at the large mouse, Monty’s stomach felt ill and his heart leapt up to his throat as the icy fingers of fear once more coursed through his body. A growl started to form deep in the dog’s throat as he looked at Monty with an angry, hungry look. Monty gave him a big grin as he stood up and held his hands out in front of him, but the fear and his now profuse sweating sort of made it look more comical than friendly. He tried to back away slowly as he held his hands up in front of him, speaking in a low, trembling voice.
 
“Nice doggie, good doggie… I don’t want any trouble, there, mate.” Monty said as calmly as possible  
 
The dog stopped suddenly and cocked his head. He spoke in a low voice with a slightly Russian accent.
 
“Sentient rodent? Vut are you doing here, leetle mouse?” He asked
 
“Er, uhm, ah, me an’ me pallies are lookin’ for a friend. We were told she might be ‘ere.”  He replied a bit shakily.
 
The dog frowned and shook his head, “I am sorry, friend. If your friend was taken, it is too late.”
 
“I can’t believe that! I promised ‘er dad I’d watch over ‘er!” Monty said in a half pleading voice.
 
“Is bad place, friend. You should go.” The dog replied
 
“If it is thet bad, why do you work ‘ere?” Monty queried cautiously.
 
“Is not simple. I have family. They keel them if I not comply.” the dog replied sadly.
 
“If we don’t get in ‘ere I may lose my family too! Can’t ya ‘elp us, mate? Tell us who is ‘oldin’ yur family an’ maybe we can ‘elp.” Monty pleaded.
 
“I … I not know...” He said, thinking as he spoke.
 
“If it was your family in there you’d stop at nothin’, roight? … What would your family think if they knew you were protectin’ those what ‘urt other’s families?” Monty asked, in a pleading tone.
 
The dog sighed, “They vould not be proud, and no, I vould not rest if they vere there, friend. I vill help, but must look good. Hook cable to my collar. I vill take from here.”
 
Monty nodded, “Thanks, mate. I owe ya.”
 
“If you honest, my family is in pound in Cheyenne Vyoming. You vill recognize. My vife’s name is Annika.” The dog said.
 
Monty hooked the tether to his collar, “We get outta ‘ere, mate an’ I’ll get them out. Thet’s a promise. Now, don’t do anythin’ until you see me buzz the guards in a small aircraft.”
 
The dog raised an eyebrow, “Aircraft? Your group very special to have such machine.”
 
“The one we are tryin’ to rescue built it. She’s a genius, twice as beautiful an’ three times as carin’.” Monty said.
 
The dog nodded, “Good luck, then, friend, and for my family, spasibo.”
 
Monty retreated to the Ranger Wing and communicated with Chip about the plan. Once it was laid out to Chip, Monty called Hondo.
 
“Sentinel this is ranger one, sentinel do ya read, mate?”
 
“Ranger one this is Sentinel. The plan set?” Hondo replied.  
 
“Yeah, mate. Ranger one an’ ranger two are on the same page. Plan will commence on yer mark.” Monty Replied.
 
“Ranger one, did ranger two give you any grief?” Hondo asked, mainly to piss Chip off a bit more.
 
“Negative, Sentinel. ‘E thought agreein’ was better than gettin’ eaten!” Monty replied.
 
“Let’s just do this!” Chip growled through the radio.  
 
Hondo grinned a bit sadistically, as he imagined Chip sitting there cussing his name but not being able to do anything. Hondo turned off his microphone and punched a few commands into the laptop in the truck. Luckily for them, the cameras were on a WiFi network and the program he used broke through their firewall and passwords with ease. He made a mental note to thank a friend of his later, when he had time. With just a few keystrokes, the cameras inside and out back of the lab were put on a loop, letting him go in unseen. The front cameras were put out of focus and all the door alarms were turned off. He looked over at Dale and gave him a nod, once done.
 
“Alright, it’s all clear. You ready?” Hondo asked.
 
“Ready, Freddy!” Dale said in a goofy tone.
 
Hondo looked at him a bit sternly, “Knock it off. We’ve been together enough for me to know it’s all a facade to deal with insecurities. I know you can do better. Gadget needs us, so straighten up!”
 
Dale hung his head and replied quietly, “Sorry.”
 
“Sorry doesn’t get it done. You ready?” Hondo replied sternly.  
 
Dale put on a serious look and spoke more confidently, “Yes, sir. I am ready!”
 
Hondo nodded, “Good!”  
 
He turned his microphone back on, “Ranger one, Ranger two this is Sentinel. Upon the alarm sounding start your plan. I will leave my microphone on so I can report and you can know what is happening. Reply with code word if acknowledged.”
 
“Chips an’ Dip.” Monty replied.
 
“What! Chip’s a dip! That’s the code you gave him, you asshole?!” Chip yelled through the radio
 
“I said Chip an’ Dip, mate!” Monty replied louder.
 
“Ranger two, one more word other than the code and I better never see you again!” Hondo growled.
 
“Gummy thong?” Chip said in an indignant questioning tone.
 
Dale laughed, and Hondo let it go, as he had known the results of giving him such a code word. He even allowed himself a quick smirk before clearing his mind on the task.
 
“Memorize and burn, ranger two. They should not be a surprise. The reply answer is full-metal Coleslaw.” Hondo replied.  
 
He hit a final key on the computer and started moving forward in the shadows. He got as close as he could and waited in the shadows. He waited a moment, counting the seconds in his head as hunkered down out of sight.  
 
*3… 2… 1… *  
 
BRT! BRT! BRT! BRT!
 
About then a Claxton up front of the building went off, causing the guards to jump and almost fall out of their chairs. They quickly righted themselves, though as they scrambled to their feet and looked around quickly for some sign of what has set off the alarms. As Monty and Chip flew in to cause more confusion, the dog who was helping used the tether to go opposite of his fellow guard dog and trip the guards who now tried to run around the side of the building to see if someone had tripped the alarm there. Amid the ensuing chaos Hondo ran up to the back of the building. He put a small device on the power meter and pressed a button on the device before he slipped into a back door, completely unseen.
 
 
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Re: I am not who I am. Who am I? (private Story)
Reply #3 - Jan 19th, 2020, 7:28pm
 
As Hondo slipped into the building, all was quiet and dark for the most part, apart from a light that shown from a room ahead of him. He approached the room quietly and peaked in the door to see a lab tech sitting behind a computer, reading over some emails. He quietly moved back towards the door he had come in through, and waited a moment. A minute later the buildings lights flickered and went out, as the device he put on the power meter interrupted the buildings power supply. No more than a couple seconds later the emergency lights flickered on, as the back up took over essential functions, leaving the building darker than before. The lab tech at the computer swore softly as he stood up and headed towards the security room at the front of the building to find out what was going on. Hondo watched until the tech was out of site before slipping silently into the room and sitting down in front of the same computer. The computer was still on, due to it being hooked up to an UPS (Uninterruptible Power Supply). In the lab tech’s hurry, he left the computer logged in, which made Hondo's work much easier, allowing him quick access without any hacking. He quickly got on and searched for information on the building’s server. The amount of information was truly mind-boggling, and would be impossible to carry out with him on a jump-stick, but he had a back-up plan. He pulled a USB jump-stick from his pocket, plugged it into the computer, waited for the auto-load window to pop up. After a few quick keystrokes to temporarily run the program in RAM, and after select the most important looking data to transfer, he hit a send button on the program he was running. The program routed the data though several back-door I.P.s first, before transferring everything to his home server without leaving anything that pointed to him. He sighed and locked the computer screen, so it appeared as nothing was happening though the data continued to send.  He made a mental note to thank a friend later, for that program, and to copy him on some of that data. The vast amount would take time to go over, but if he could find Gadget, they would go over it together much more quickly. Not finding her was not something he tried to think about, though the possibility nagged at him. He stood back up after a moment and moved quietly to the door, and verified he was alone
 
 
“Priority two complete,” He whispered into his microphone, once he was sure no one was there.
 
 
He paused for a moment longer to listen before moving quietly down the hall, in search of his next, and most important, objective. The first floor of the lab was uninteresting to say the least, mostly offices with almost nothing in them. There were docking stations for laptops but no laptops and no filing cabinets. The rooms had chairs, file holders, pens, pencils and other things one would find in a normal office, but nothing of a personal nature and no information. He figured that most of the information was stored digitally for security reasons, so he hoped the upload to his server would net him enough to suit his needs.  
 
 
“First floor clear”, He whispered into his headset, as he passed the last cookie-cutter office.
 
 
Once he was sure the main floor was clear he backtracked a bit to head up a flight of stairs that was at the far end of the building, close to where he had entered. The second floor had some lab equipment in some of the rooms but a majority of them were empty, save for dust, dirt, and random garbage. Large clean squares and skid marks on the floor showed that some sort of equipment had been in there but was recently removed. The place was oddly quiet and empty, he thought, and it left him with an uneasy feeling that was growing by the minute.
 
 
“Second floor clear. Something isn’t right.” He whispered into the mic, as he moved back to the stairwell.
 
 
He went down the stairs he had ascended not long before but this time passed the first floor and headed straight to the basement level. Once down a flight of stairs, he found the building was not one but two basement levels deep, making for four levels in all. The first basement level was sort of a half sunk, daylight basement, that had loading docks at one end. Several items had been moved through there recently, as lines from dolly-wheels and skid-marks from items being drug across the floor showed in the dust and dirt, but he was not sure if they were moved in or out, though out would have been his guess. The hall for the other side of that floor was setup in a horse-shoe shape, so he cautiously walked around it seeing what was there. At the far side of the first basement level he found a trash compactor with some trash in it and some laying outside it waiting to be loaded. He glanced over it with his flashlight but saw nothing at first glance. As he turned to leave something caught his eye, though making him turn back to inspect it again. As he moved to the side of the compactor, a small fleck of lavender cloth sticking out from under some other trash caught his eye. He pulled it out from where it was buried and frowned at what he held. It was a very small set of coveralls with a set small of goggles tangled up in them. The coveralls were torn in places, as if slashed by claws, and the cuts were stained dark red as if tinged with dried blood. A final cut made, assumedly by medical sheers, running up the back and splitting the coveralls open from top to bottom. He sighed angrily, gritted his teeth, and shook his head.
 
 
“#$@!….” he swore under his breath before collecting his thoughts and speaking for the others to hear. “In basement level one. There are two basement levels. Mostly empty so far. Found trash compactor … have identified lavender coloured,  sentient sized coveralls and goggles… owner was apparently injured from dried blood on slash marks.”
 
 
He swallowed hard as he tried to push his anger and dark thoughts deep inside himself. Now was not the time to think on those things, as he was needed in the here and now. After he pulled his emotions and thoughts back together, he continued on carefully. The commotion out front was still ongoing, and he could even hear a little of it from where he was. He hoped Chip and Monty could keep it up for a while, as he was now completely sure that she was here at one time, and hoped she still was and was alive. The rest of the first basement level was mostly empty, other than some random garbage and a few pieces of miscellaneous equipment, that were too basic to figure out what was being done here. As he circled back around to the loading dock he headed to the stairwell once more.  
 
 
“All else clear on basement level one. Heading to level two.” Hondo whispered.
 
 
“ ‘urry, Mate! The damn cunts ‘ave us over a log! We ‘ave ta break off in five minutes!” Monty half yelled over the radio so he could be heard over the buzzing of the Ranger Wing’s propellers.
 
 
“Get out of there, then. I’ll take care of myself. Might need you two to make one last run to get us out of here. Save your finally run for then. Code Tyson Twizzlers.” Hondo said softly into the headset.
 
 
“Coriander Revolver.” Monty replied.
 
 
“Forget it!” Chip barked over the radio.
 
 
“Give ‘im the bloody code, Chippah!” Monty yelled.  
 
 
“Fine! … Sugar Clits … and #$@! you, Sackett!” Chip yelled.
 
 
“Hahahah! Sorry, heh, Jerky bullets! And all clear out back.” Said Dale, snickering at Chips code as he spoke.  
 
 
Hondo grinned a bit but it quickly faded. Annoying Chip was a bit of a sport for him, which was 90% of the reason he used codes at all, but as amusing as his reactions were, finding Gadget’s coveralls like that bothered him more than he cared to admit. As he walked, he could not help but wonder if they were indeed too late to save her. He sighed to himself as he continued down the stairs to the second basement level. As he entered the first area of the lower basement, he saw a few empty cages that sat in the corner, but otherwise a big empty space, save for an iron hydraulic ram that stood in the center. It was not obvious on the first basement level but the second showed that the floor in front of the loading docks was part of a hydraulic lift. Some heavy items had been drug to it recently and presumably moved out. The hall to the rest of that level was setup in a horse-shoe shape too, much like the one above, so he passed the first door and entered the second, planning his exit for the door closest the stairs. The first leg of the hall was a big empty room, aside from a few old medical tables that still resided there. From the lack of real dust in the room it was like someone had been working there recently, but what was left had been left in such a disarray, it was like whatever and whoever was here had moved out fast.  
 
As he approached the far end of the hall, where it started to loop back, he came to a locked metal door. He grinned slightly, as a locked door meant more secrets, which he hoped would at least lead him to Gadget if she, herself, was not on the other side. It took him a minute but even after a few failed attempts he managed to successfully pick the lock. He opened the door slowly and cautiously before peaking his head carefully inside to see what awaited him. The hall behind the door was fairly dark, as only one dim light shined at the other end. He stopped for a moment, letting his eyes adjust to the light, and listened. The walls were lined with cells, that much he could see, but not much else at first. He scanned the cells for heat signatures with his phone, looking for any possible sentient. The heat signatures he found were not what he expected though, as though he found a few they were all human! He sighed as he looked around, wondering what dark twisted plot he had stumbled into now, as he figured some sort of forced human experimentation was involved. The lack of guards in the area bothered him, but he wrote it off as it was so late at night. He would need to call in some help to save them, but now was not the time. He did not know who they were and making noise might startle them and he could not risk being found by the guards, not if he could help it. He shook his head again, hardly believing what he had stumbled into again, before he started moving forward more slowly, trying to draw no attention to himself.
 
“Ranger one to Sentinel! Come in mate!” Monty’s voice came loudly over his earpiece causing him to almost jump out of his boots.
 
“Not a good time!” He hissed quietly into his mic.
 
“Sentinel, you need to hear this.” Monty replied.
 
“Then say it!” He whispered firmly.
 
“A van jest showed up with a couple more guards!” Monty replied sounding a bit worried.
 
Hondo sighed before whispering his reply into the mic, as he wondered what now, “*sigh* Keep me advised.”
 
“10-4.” Monty replied
 
He walked on as silently as possible through the darkened corridor, towards the other door, as the guards leaving was not a good sign, meaning he needed to get out quickly. He had gotten the files but had seen no sign of Gadget, which made his worries compound as he had run out of places to look. Not only that, other than this room, the place seemed to have been vacated, which made him wonder at what really was going on here. He moved forward past the cells, randomly stopping to listen and look. The faint forms of the people on cots in the cells were all he could see in the near darkness. He continued moved forward as quickly and quietly as possible, watching for any signs of movement in the cells but he saw none. He thought he had made it through without detection when he heard a small, soft voice call his name from one of the cells.
 
 
 “Hondo?” a weak voice whispered hoarsely  
 
 
 He stopped in his tracks.
 
 
 “Hondo? Is... is that you?” It asked again in a pleading tone
 
 
 He turned slowly to the last cell on his right. The dim, single bulb at the end of the hall ahead gave off enough of a glow for him to see a dark-haired woman, sitting on the floor and leaning against the bars.
 
 
 “Who are you?” He asked.
 
 
 “You don’t recognize me, do you? How could you? ... never mind. I.. I don’t recognize myself anymore either. I.. I don’t even know who I am anymore.” she whispered sadly.
 
 
 Hondo approached slowly, wary of a trap. “I’ll ask again, who are you?!”  
 
 
She hung her head. “You knew me as Foxglove. I helped the Rescue Rangers and am.. was Dale’s girlfriend.”  
 
 
 He could see her a little better as she leaned closer to the bars. She looked half Oriental, half European. Her hair was jet black and not quite shoulder length. Her eyes were violet colored, and her face pretty. She wore the top-half of a set of scrubs and panties. The scrub top was open and her smaller but firm breasts poked out. She was quite cute physically, but she was human and did not look like the foxglove he knew at all. He felt like she had to be lying to him, as if trying to lead him into some trap, but her eyes said differently.
 
 
 “Foxglove?? How? How is this possible?!?” He asked in disbelief.  
 
 
“Foxglove? She’s here?!?” Dale said in a worried tone over the radio.
 
 
“Keep the channel open and just listen! We will talk later.” Hondo snapped in low tones over the headset.
 
 
He turned back to Foxglove, “Answer me.”
 
 
“You’re here for Gadget, aren’t you?” She asked in a broken sounding tone.
 
 
“Yeah... The Ranger they got info saying she was snatched to be used as a lab animal.” He replied warily, wondering how this human could know of Gadget or the Rangers, unless she was somehow telling the truth.
 
 
She looked at the floor. “She was kidnapped… because of me. ... I.. I told them where she was.”  
 
 
Her body shook as she started to cry softly.  
 
 
“Where is she??” He asked firmly.
 
 
Foxglove did not look up or answer, but just continued to look down and cry. He lunged forward and grabbed her by the neck, through the bars, and pulled her tightly into the iron that imprisoned her.  
 
 
“Where is she and what have they done to her?!?!” He snarled angrily.  
 
 
Her hand grabbed his forearms, as a look of terror filled her eyes. At that moment he saw the bandages around her wrists, and gasped slightly, as he let her go. As he released her she fell to the floor, gasping for air. She coughed and gasped a couple times before racking sobs started to flow from her being, as she tried to beg for forgiveness.  
 
 
“I’m sorry! *SOB* I’m so sorry! *SOB* Please *sniff* please forgive me! .. * sniff, sob* I.. I couldn’t.... I couldn’t take it anymore!!” She sobbed.
 
 
 Hondo knelt down and grabbed her arms through the bars and half lifted her up so he could see her.  
 
“How can you be Foxglove? What happened to your wrists?? Why did you tell them where to find her?!? Talk, damn it!!”  barked angrily, though still utterly confused.
 
 
She tried to control her crying as she explained. “They changed me… *sniff, sniff* I’m not me anymore! I.. I don’t know who I’m am!! *SNIFF*… I just wanted to be me again.*ragged breathes* They... they promised... I just want to be me!! *SOB*”  
 
Her sobbing grew worse again, causing him to slap her to get her attention. She yelped as his hand hit her cheek, though she did stop crying for a moment to stare at him with that look of pure terror on her face once again.  
 
 
 “Promised what?! I don’t have all night!” He growled, though he softened his tone some.  
 
 
“Promised to change me back.” She whispered as tears still flowed down her face.
 
 
 “For information on Gadget?” He asked quickly
 
 
 She nodded.  
 
 
“How did they know about her existence??” He asked in a firm tone  
 
 
“They said if I wanted to be turned back I had to give them a name of one of us.... one of them, I mean. The sentients. They said they had to be worthwhile and.. and they knew I had friends like that… I .. I couldn’t give them Dale, and .. and the others weren’t what they wanted either. ” She said before stopping and looking at the floor silently.
 
 
 Hondo growled a bit again. “Foxglove, what the #$@! happened next?”  
 
 
She looked up at him. Though she was cute, she was beat up badly too, and her visage was of one who was truly broken. Her eyes showed almost no life in them, her body sagged, and her words were trembling and without hope
 
 
 “They tricked her and kidnapped her... She.. she was hurt some but she was okay… Then.. then, when I asked to get change back, they laughed... They Laughed!!!” She half yelled, her voice filled with utter despair.
 
 
 “And your wrists?” He asked warily, his tone softening a bit.
 
 
She looked down and lifted her arms up for him to see, her hands trembling as she held them out to him.  
 
“I.. I couldn’t live like this. ... I.. they.. they said I worth too much to let die... I tried though. I tried.” She looked back up at him and reach a shaking hand out to him through the bars. “Kill me, please. I can’t go on like this. Please, kill me, I beg you! Kill me and forgive me!!”
 
 
He grabbed her arm again, but not so roughly this time, “Where is Gadget and what have they done to her??”
 
 
She shook her head, “I don’t know. Nimnul said she was getting the same treatment as me, but they knew you were coming. They.. they moved her and others, but I don’t know to where.”  
 
“Nimnul? You mean Professor Norton Nimnul?” he asked
 
 
She nodded.
 
 
“Who tipped them off?” He asked.
 
 
She shrugged, “I don’t know. I’m not sure if he knew, but he knew you were coming.”
 
 
“What about the rest of you?” He asked.
 
 
“Those of us who are left are damaged goods, and they said we’re not worth it now.” She replied
 
 
“Damaged goods?” He asked warily.
 
 
She nodded, “Those who either tried to kill ourselves, mentally couldn’t take the transformation, or were damaged in other ways.”
 
 
He frowned and looked down, “I’m sorry.”
 
 
She looked up at him with pleading eyes and lightly put a hand on his arm, “Now, please.. kill me. End this, I beg you!”
 
 
Hondo sighed, “Foxglove, I.. I cannot imagine what you have been through but, I’m not going to kill you … I’m gonna try to help you… You didn’t deserve this.”
 
 
As she stared up at him her look got more desperate and she tightened her grip on his arm, “No! … I deserve it, I do! … I’m.. I’m evil!! I … I gave up my friend in selfishness… I don’t know who I am anymore …. who am I? … who am I?!?”
 
 
She let go of his arm and fell to the floor, sobbing once more. Hondo shook his head and sighed with frustration and worry as he started to pick the lock.
 
 
“I need you to be quiet. I can’t risk wakin’ the others.” He said to her softly
 
 
“They won’t wake anytime soon…*sniff, sniff* They.. they are all drugged.” She replied softly as she tried to control her sobbing.
 
 
He raised an eyebrow and continued to pick the door, “Interestin’. Why weren’t you?”
 
 
She looked at the floor again and spoke at almost a whisper, “You never should have come.”
 
 
He got the door open, “Why?”
 
 
The tears still flowed down her face, but she had steadied herself emotions a bit as she looked up into his face.  
 
 
“It’s a trap. Please, just kill me.” she replied in a soft, wearied voice.
 
 
He spoke firmly as he knelt down and put a hand on her shoulder, “No. We are both gettin’ out of here. Now, what trap?”
 
 
She shook her head, “It’s hopeless. The.. the ceiling is wired with explosives… they were put there by a sentient… a human like you.. like us, can’t get to them. You open either of those doors again and the building will come down on us all.”
 
 
“We will get out together!” He reassured her firmly
 
 
She shook her head and pointed at two braces on her legs, “I can’t go even if I wanted to.”
 
 
“What’s with the braces?” He asked  
 
 
“When they wouldn’t let me kill myself, I tried to run. They.. they broke my legs so I couldn’t run away, and then left me because I’m broken. Thy figured you might be able to run and save yourself before the explosives go off, but they believed you’d never leave me and the others to die. They, like me, are broken, physically and mentally. It is a kindness to just kill us, please.” She begged
 
 
He shook his head as he picked her up off the floor and sat her carefully on the cot.  
 
 
“No, you are worth savin’. I’m furious that you sold out our friend, but ...” he looked down for a moment before looking back at her, “I couldn’t live with myself if I let you all die, and Gadget … it’s not what she would want, either.”
 
 
Foxglove started to cry again. She fell against him and sobbed into his shirt. He carefully put his arms around her and pulled her close. He did not and could not understand what happened to her, completely, but just the thought of waking up completely different from what you knew yourself to be he knew had to be beyond traumatic. His worry for Gadget increased as he thought about it, as he did not want her to go through such a horror as this.  
 
As he held her a familiar voice sounded off in his earpiece.
 
 
“Sentinel ... Mate, there is somethin’ goin’ on up ‘ere!” Monty said.
 
 
“Ranger one, what now?” Hondo asked in an exasperated tone, as this mission was not going to plan at all.
 
 
“Who is that?” Foxglove asked softly.
 
 
Hondo held up a finger for her to hold on.
 
 
“The guards an’ a couple lab techs all left in thet van all of a sudden. I think the bloody place ‘as been evacuated!” Monty replied.
 
 
“Message received, Ranger one. We have an issue here too. The place is rigged with explosives. They were placed above us by a sentient.” Hondo replied.
 
 
“I just saw that idiot, Dale run your way with a tool kit in hand. What does that moron think he can do?” Chip said snarkily.
 
 
“Is that you, Ranger two?” Hondo said.
 
 
“You damn well know it is!” Chip replied angrily.
 
 
“That is not a conformation. Reply with code, Ranger two. My challenge is Fresh Horse Mints.” Hondo said.
 
 
“#$@! you, Sackett!” Chip yelled.
 
 
“Mate, you give ‘im the code.” Monty said sternly.
 
 
“Fine! But we will be talking about your place in the Rangers after this … This is Ranger Two. Code reply is … I do hate you, Sackett …  Tiny Chipmunk Balls.” Chip growled
 
 
“Acknowledged, Ranger two.” Hondo said, repressing a grin.
 
 
“Who’s with you?” Foxglove asked again.  
 
 
“Chip, Monty, Dale … Chip’s bein’ an ass, but ...” He was cut off.
 
 
“They are here? Dale? Dale is here?!? Nimnul said you were coming alone!” She said as if it confused her.
 
 
“Alone? No … I’d be interested to know who told them this.” He said flatly
 
 
“Dale’s here?” She said again softy almost to herself.  
 
 
She turned to him again with a pleading look, “Please kill me. I … I can’t stand to have him see me like this. I’m not me … I’m … ugly.”
 
 
Hondo raised an eyebrow at her, “While you look different, you are still you, inside. I know it will take time to accept this, but it will happen if you try. I know you must have gone through mental trauma that I cannot even begin to comprehend, but you can get through this. IT will take work but.. I’ll help you… And, you are not ugly. You are actually quite good lookin’, very pretty even.”
 
 
She looked at him, “Really? I am?”
 
 
“And, you’ll help me, even after what I’ve done?” She asked, her sad eyes begging for forgiveness.
 
He sighed and nodded, “I reckon. I know you are goin’ through hell and weren’t in your right mind. You’ll have a lot to make up for but, I reckon I can’t judge you for somethin’ like this that I can barely comprehend.  
 
 
She hung her head again, “But … but Dale. I can’t be with Dale anymore like this… How could Dale love me like this?”
 
 
“Did someone call the devil, ‘cause he’s here!” A voice called out from somewhere above them, before Hondo could reply.
 
 
An air vent grate above them popped open and Dale stuck his head out, “Someone call for bomb disposal?”
 
 
“Dale!” They both said at the same time in a surprised manner.
 
 
Foxglove hid her face as Hondo looked up.
 
 
“You have any idea what you are doin’?” Hondo asked.
 
 
Dale nodded, “I actually do. Gadget showed me. I got interested in explosives a while back. Chip told me I was too stupid to learn it but … you believed I could be more so …”  
 
 
Hondo raised an eyebrow, “You think you can do it?”
 
 
Dale grinned, “Do it? It’s already done! Completely disassembled from the control unit and blasting caps.”
 
 
Dale dropped down to the cot.
 
 
“I’m impressed.” Hondo replied.
 
 
Dale walked over to Foxglove and put a hand on her arm.
 
 
“Foxglove? … Foxglove sweetheart, look at me, please?” Dale begged softly.
 
 
She timidly looked over at him with a sad, frightened look. He smiled softly at her, trying to hide his worry and shock.  
 
 
“You look  a little different, sweetheart, but I know those eyes, you’re Foxglove alright. … Please don’t look so sad.” He said softly.
 
 
She shook her head, “You’d hate me if you knew what I’ve done.”
 
 
Dale shook his head, “No, I could never hate you, and.. I know what happened. Hondo has his microphone on. We heard it all.”
 
 
She started to tear up again, “You don’t understand. I can’t … we can’t ...”
 
 
She turned away from him and his face fell. Hondo cleared his throat.
 
 
“We can deal with all this later, as we need to get out of here, and now! We have to track down Nimnul still and find Gadget.” Hondo said firmly
 
 
He gave Dale a boost back up to the vent, so he could grab the tools he had brought with him, and then picked up Foxglove and carried her out to the truck. There was no sign of anyone as they walked back up the stairs, through the halls, and out to the truck. Once back at the truck he called to the others over the radio, as he carefully sat the mostly naked, shivering, and terrified Foxglove on his passenger seat.
 
“Sentinel to Ranger one and Ranger two. Come back to start point. Code Pickled Iron.” Hondo called out.
 
 
“Ranger one, coming in. Code Black Pine.” Monty called
 
 
There was silence for a bit so Hondo called out again, “Sentinel to Ranger two, come back to start point, Code Pickled Iron ….”
 
 
There was a bit of a delay then a hasty reply.
 
 
“Ranger two, coming in, Code Pencil Dick.” Chip said hastily but in a regular tone.
 
 
Hondo looked at Dale who just shrugged. After the other replies this one was tame and unfeeling. What had happened? That unfortunately was a question for later. As Chip and Monty loaded the planes into the back of the truck, Hondo pulled a blanket from behind the seat and covered up Foxglove, who gave him a grateful look as she pulled it up over her chest as she tried to warm up.
 
 
“Will take you back to my place to get medical care.” he said to her.
 
 
“What about Gadget?” She asked softly.
 
 
Hondo shrugged, “Can’t track her without intel. Need to regroup and make some calls. First, I have a call to make before we leave.”
 
 
“What about the others inside?” She asked worriedly.
 
 
“That’s why I’m makin’ a call.” He replied.
 
 
Hondo pulled out his phone and selected a contact called ‘Grandma G.’. The Phone rang twice before it was answered.
 
 
“It’s almost 4 am. This better be good.” A voice answered gruffly.
 
 
Hondo frowned, “I’m sendin’ you the coordinates as we speak, Jefe. This is big, and.. I can’t trust anyone else...”  
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Well the cowboy, like the red man, you had to leave your land
You can't raise your stock and plant your crop in the gumbo and the sand
Greed disguised as progress has put us to the test
They won't be glad until we're gone from our home out in the west
It's sad to see those good old days replaced with greed and doubt
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Re: I am not who I am. Who am I? (private Story)
Reply #4 - Jan 21st, 2020, 3:56pm
 
Hondo gave ‘Grandma G.”, who was definitely not a grandma or a she, all the information he could over the phone at the moment. Hondo gave him the coordinates, gave him a run down, and told him about the information he had downloaded to his server. He promised to send out a copy via secure channels, once he had time to go through it himself. The man on the other end of the phone, who’s tone was business like and slightly annoyed, said he would be there in an hour or so to handle clean up. Once done on the call Hondo started up the old truck and backed up the road, distancing himself from the lab. Once stopped, he pulled out a pair of field glasses and watched the building.  
 
 
“What are you watching for?” Foxglove asked.
 
 
“Company. I invited a friend to join the party. It’s complicated, but I just need to make sure no one else gets there before his team does.” Hondo replied.
 
 
Foxglove just nodded and wrapped herself tighter into the blanket, sighing as she leaned against the cold, metal door. In no time at all she fell asleep from sheer exhaustion, as her injuries and mental state had taken their toll on her.
 
 
An hour and a half later a helicopter appeared in the sky and hovered over the lab for a moment. After it observed for a bit, it landed in the back-parking lot of the lab and four men dressed in swat gear jump out and rush the building. A moment later a man in a dark suit and two women get out followed by a third woman in an EMT uniform. The man looks around cautiously then down the dark road towards where Hondo sat. Had it been anyone else, Hondo would have bet a fortune he was not seen, but with this guy he was not willing to make such bets. The man stared in their direction for several seconds, nodded, and then walked inside, followed by the three women.  
 
 
Hondo nodded back, but whether he saw him nod or not he did not know. Once the four joined their swat team inside, Hondo fired up the truck and started the drive back to the hotel. The jostling of the truck woke Foxglove, who yawned and stretched a bit, as she looked around confused and tried to remember what happened. Monty sat in the back with Chip, who was being oddly quiet, and Dale sat up front with him and Foxglove. He too had been oddly quiet since he spoke to Foxglove in the cell, though it was no wonder why. Foxglove looked around, it all coming back to her what happened and where she was, as she saw Hondo.
 
 
“Where are we going?” She asked, sounding a bit groggy.
 
 
“Hotel. I got a room. We all need some sleep. I have some water and soup in the tool box of this truck. I will make the soup up for ya when we get there, then you need to sleep, too. Tomorrow mornin’ we will go back to my place and get you looked at.” Hondo replied.
 
 
She nodded and shrugged back deeper into the blanket.  
 
 
“Thank you.” She said softly as she looked out the windshield as she leaned against the door once again.
 
 
Hondo sighed, “Don’t thank me yet. You have a long road ahead of ya. Thank me by gettin’ well and makin’ somethin’ of yourself. I can’t carry ya all the way, but I’ll be there to lean on until you can walk on your own.”
 
 
Dale looked up at her, “I’ll be there for you too. You know that, right? There is nothing we can’t get through together.”
 
 
She sighed and looked out the side window away from them, trying to hide her tears.
 
 
“Dale … There is no we anymore. I can’t … We can’t … It just won’t work. I’m not right … you’re .. I’m human and you … it just won’t work.” She stammered in an almost whisper.
 
 
He looked down at the seat and replied glumly, “Oh… I see.”
 
 
The rest of the ride was quiet. Hondo drove east out of town this time and circled up and around to the hotel this time. He did not see anyone following, which was a relief, but there were a lot of unanswered questions yet. Among the many questions were: why had it gone so smooth, who tipped Nimnul off, why were they turning Sentient creatures into humans, and where was Gadget?
 
 
After about a forty-five-minute ride they were back at the hotel. Hondo grabbed a bag and a couple other items out of the back of the truck and unlocked the  room door before coming back for Foxglove. Upon his returned he gently picked her up and carried her inside. She hung onto his neck with one arm while  she clutched the blanket to her chest with the other, trying to cover herself better as the scrub top had no buttons or ties. It had been made to have tie strings, but they had been removed so she could not use them to kill herself. Hondo pulled the covers down and sat her carefully down on the bed. The hotel was old, but the bedding appeared clean and relatively unstained, which he was grateful for. She winced a bit as he moved her, but tried not to show that it hurt her. Her legs pained her, but she had some drugs in her system that the lab techs had given her to keep her from being in too much pain at the time. Hondo took the blanket she used to cover herself from her and examined her body briefly, making sure there was not any other major injuries he had missed. Outside some cuts and bruises there was nothing else major externally, though he worried about her insides. She blushed and diverted her eyes in embarrassment as he looked her over.  
 
 
“I’m … I’m sorry. I ... it’s just … I’m used to having some fur and now …” She stammered bashfully.
 
 
Hondo smiled softly as he tried to reassure her, “I know this is new to you, but I need to make sure you’re gonna be alright for the night.  You are beautiful, though, you know.”
 
 
She blushed even more, “Thanks you… I’m not used to a man looking me over like this either … especially now as I feel so … exposed.”
 
 
She sighed and looked at him, a pleading look in her gaze, “Is there any way to turn me back?”
 
 
Hondo shook his head, “I don’t know. I’d like to give you some hope, but I can’t. You need to prepare yourself to stay like this.”
 
 
Her voice quavered, “How? How can I live like this?”
 
 
She looked down at her body, placing her hands on her breast and then ran them slowly down her torso, “How can I live with myself when I don’t recognize me? I touch myself and it’s not right… I can’t fly anymore, I’m so much bigger than I was. I look in a mirror and ... and … who is that looking back? I don’t even know her. I don’t know who I am!”
 
 
Tears started to flow down her cheek as her eyes begged him for answers. He shook his head and took her hand.
 
 
“I can’t tell you who you are, unfortunately, no one can. You are still you, inside, that much I know. Outside doesn’t really matter, though I know it has to be a shock to you. You will learn to cope, with time and help. I’m willin’ to be a friend and help, but I can’t do this for you. I can’t give you the will to live, to learn who you are again, or to love yourself. I can’t say that even if you could go back to bein’ a sentient, that you’d be the same. This was traumatic and that will change you forever. It will not be easy, I ain’t about to lie to ya, but you can make it. How you choose to look at this is completely on you, though. If you try to be positive and want to move forward you will succeed. If you give up there is nothin’ anyone can do for you.” He said softly but firmly.  
 
 
She only nodded in reply. He finished making sure she was alright, then covered her up carefully. She held the blanket over her breasts to keep herself covered as she watched him move about the room. He walked over to his gear, where it sat in the corner, and grabbed one of his old bags, pulling out an old hot-pot and a can of soup. He plugged in the hot pot and poured in the soup to heat it up for her. Once it was ready he brought it over to her bed, with some water and a couple pills he pulled out of his bag.
 
 
“These will help with the pain, though they will make you a bit groggy. It’s the best I can do at the moment. They will make you sick if ya don’t eat with them, so I need you to try to eat at least half the soup.” He said as he moved the nightstand against the bed and placed the soup and water on it so she could reach it.
 
 
She let the blanket fall down, exposing herself again, but caring less this time. She was scared and felt alone but not as alone as she had before. She knew he should be angry at her and hate her, but instead he had been kind, after his initial distrust wore off.  The trauma she had been through and her the stress and anxiety she felt from recent event, coupled with own fear of humans that had been ingrained in her as a sentient, added to her distress. But, he made it all feel not so bad, somehow, and she was starting to feel even more comfortable in this new body because he treated her well and accepted her as she was. She set the soup on her lap and stared at it, just stirring it at first, as she felt too much despair still to be hungry. She finally made herself taste some after some additional coaxing from Hondo, who though a bit on the hard side, did his best to be kind and encouraging. Her hunger hit her all of a sudden, after her first taste, and she started eating a bit too quickly.
 
 
“Whoa there, little filly! Slow down. I’m not gonna take it from ya.” He said with a chuckle
 
 
She slowed down a bit but it was gone a lot faster than he figured it would be. She then took the pills and swallowed them, drinking half the bottle of water. Once she was done, he helped her lie down and cover up.
 
 
“If ya need to use the facilities let me know and I’ll carry ya in.” He said softly.
 
 
She nodded, forcing a weak smile as she looked up into his steely eyes, “I’m good for now but thank you.”
 
 
She motioned for him to come close, so he leaned down a bit. She waved her hand again, asking him silently, to come closer still. He thought maybe she wanted to whisper something to him, as she was embarrassed to say anything out loud with the other Rangers there, but instead she kissed his cheek. He pulled back and gave her a surprised look, but she just smiled softly back at him.
 
 
“Thank you, Hondo. I owe you my life.” She said softly.
 
 
“Like I said, you gettin’ well is the only thanks I need.” He replied as a soft, lop-sided smile played across his face.  
 
 
Hondo turned out the light, leaving only a small lamp on to light the room in case he needed to check on her in the night. She looked at him a moment as he pulled a chair over by the bed and sat back into it.
 
 
“You’re not going to sleep there, are you?” She asked softly.
 
 
He nodded, “I plan to, after I look at some things.”
 
 
She blushed a bit as she looked at him and spoke timidly, “You could sleep with me.”
 
 
He shook his head, “No thanks. You just get some sleep. I’ll be fine.”
 
 
“You sure? I.. I really don’t mind.” She replied hesitantly.
 
 
He shook his head, “Wouldn’t want to bump your legs in my sleep and you really need to rest so you can heal.”
 
 
She frowned a bit and looked away from him, “Oh … ok.”
 
 
He looked at her, unsure of why she sounded like he hurt her feelings. She had been through a lot and he figured that maybe she was just tired. Across the room Chip was falling asleep on a throw pillow, as he watched a documentary on famous detectives and Monty lie on his back, on another chair, fast asleep and snoring like a chainsaw. Dale, on the other hand, was nowhere near asleep, but looked as if he was deep in thought. He sat on the back of the easy chair that Monty was asleep on and stared across the room at Foxglove. She had fallen asleep already, but he could not help but sit and stare. He had watched the exchange between Hondo and her, and it all left him feeling hollow inside. She definitely looked different, and he scolded himself for the thought that she actually looked sexier now than she had before. To him there was no doubt it was her, from the way she talked and from her eyes, it was his foxglove. He had spent too many afternoons gazing into those eyes and listening to her talk to not know it was her. His heart ached for her, as he knew he was losing her, and it mourned for her because she was in anguish, mentally and physically, and he could do nothing to help. Hondo could help though, and though he was glad Hondo could help her, Dale could not help but feel some jealousy towards him.  She had been his girl, the light of his life, and the one person who had believed in him from the beginning and made him want to better himself. Now, in an instant, it seemed to be gone.
 
 
Hondo pulled out his laptop and worked on getting the data from his mainframe server remotely. As he got in, he pulled a couple files on to his computer as their names interested him. He spent hours going over files, but in that time, he had not flipped through 5% of them. Early the next morning, as he skipped sleeping to try to find answers, he found one file that peaked his interest. He read hastily, cursed softly, and shut the screen on the laptop as he rubbed his tired eyes.
 
 
“Something wrong?” a voice asked from across the room.
 
 
Hondo did not have to look up to see who spoke. He just continued to rub his eyes and nodded.
 
 
“It’s not great, that’s for sure. You should be asleep, Dale.” He said sleepily.
 
 
“Can’t sleep… What did you find?” Dale asked hesitantly.
 
 
Hondo shook his head, “Not enough yet, unfortunately… The sheer amount of data is huge. It looks like the distraction bought us the time we needed to get most of it, though. They couldn’t have let us see this willin’ly… Maybe we were earlier than expected, I don’t know, but though some files are partial, I have a couple terabytes of data here at least here.”
 
 
“And?” Dale queried further.  
 
 
Hondo sighed, “Accordin’ to that last one I read, this process can’t be reversed. It completely changes the DNA of the individual. They are still them in a small part, but not enough to go back. Their mind is them, but their original DNA is gone an’ everythin’ is bigger… Even if you had some of their original DNA the strain on their systems would be too great for them to survive the process. Going from a small sentient creature to a human requires a month or so in an accelerated growth chamber. Going backwards … well, you can’t shrink organs you grew to be larger, especially a brain. You’d have to destroy cells as they are bein’ rebuilt and the brain can’t retain them and their memories if that happens.”
 
 
“So… there is nothing we can do?” Dale asked quietly.
 
 
Hondo shook his head, “We can’t change her back. All we can do for her is help her move forward.”
 
 
“I see.” Dale replied softly. “You should get some sleep. It’s only two hours until sun up.”
 
 
Hondo nodded, “Yeah, you should too.”
 
 
“Yeah ... I probably should.” Dale replied in a sad tone.
 
 
Hondo  laid back and quickly fell asleep. It felt like he had only been asleep for a few seconds when someone shook him awake. He sat up with a start and looked around. It was daylight already and by his watch he had been asleep for three hours. He looked around and saw it was Foxglove who had shook him awake. She looked to be more in pain than she had been last night but there was something else that seemed to be wrong too.
 
 
“What’s ... What’s wrong?” He asked groggily.
 
 
“It’s Dale.” She replied in a worried tone.
 
 
“Dale? What’s wrong with him?” He asked as he tried to rub the sleep from his eyes.
 
 
“ ‘E’s gone, mate. Took the Ranger plane an’ left. Left us a note sayin’ not ta go lookin’ for ‘im, too. Said ‘e needed ta become who ‘e now ‘ad ta be.” Monty said from where he sat on the side of the bed.
 
 
Hondo jumped up and shook his head, trying to clear the sleep from it. He walked outside and looked in the back of the truck verifying that the plane was gone. He sighed and shook his head as he stared at the empty space in the truck for a moment.  He then walked back inside and stood there for a moment, as he tried to think what Dale’s message meant.
 
 
“Damn him… What the hell does he need to be?” Hondo wondered out loud.
 
 
Monty shrugged, “Beats me, mate.”
 
 
 “I don’t need more missin’ folks.” Hondo muttered.
 
 
“Good riddens to him!” Chip exclaimed. “He was getting to be a bother anyway.”
 
 
Hondo glared at him, “You’re a real asshole, you know?! He was your friend and stood up for you, though you constantly beat him down, so #$@! you!”
 
 
Chip snarled angrily at him, “I really don’t give a rats ass what you think of me!! We are done here! Come on Monty. We are heading back before this jerk-off gets all of us killed!”
 
 
Monty shook his head, “We can’t leave now, Chippah, ol’ boy.”
 
 
“We are done here!!” Chip half shouted.
 
 
“What ‘bout Gadget an’ Dale?” Monty asked, looking slightly confused.
 
 
“Who needs them?! Now, are you getting in the plane or quitting the rangers?” Chip asked harshly
 
 
“Aw, Pally, ya are not thinkin’ straight! We …” Monty was cut short by Hondo.
 
 
“Chip, we don’t have to like each other but you guys hear things I don’t. I need all the information I can get right now. You can go, if you want, but how about leavin’ Monty with me to be a liaison between us. I like you about as much as you like me, so we’re even there. You let him stay, though, and help me get information, and as soon as we get the other two back I’ll leave your team alone for good.” Hondo said, trying to appeal to Chip’s desires until he could figure more of this out.
 
 
Chip rubbed his chin, “For good, eh? Alright, you have yourself a deal!”
 
 
Hondo nodded, “Sounds good. Monty, please help him get the Ranger Wing ready to fly out. I’ll get Miss Foxglove set while you guys are gone.”
 
 
Monty gave him a quick salute, “Roight you are, Mate. We’ll ‘ave Chip on ‘is way faster than a kangaroo bouncin’ over hot rocks!”
 
 
With Monty and Chip gone for the moment Hondo walked over and sat down beside Foxglove.
 
 
“How you doin’ this mornin’, little lady?” he asked softly
 
 
She forced a weak smile and tried to sit up but stopped and grimaced from the pain.
 
 
“I hurt worse than yesterday.” She replied weakly as she laid back into the pillow.
 
 
Hondo went to his bag and grabbed a granola bar and a couple more pills. He sat them on the table beside her and then lifted her into a sitting position. She groaned, clenched her teeth from the pain, and grabbed tightly onto his arm as the movement cause a wave of pain to surge through her. It took her a minute or two to recover after, but Hondo held her hand as she panted, breathing through the pain.
 
 
“Good thing they put these braces on me or I’d not be able to take being moved.” She said through grit teeth after a moment.
 
 
Hondo pulled back her covers and inspected her legs again, careful to not cause her more pain.
 
 
“Other than the bruises they are pink and heathy lookin’, so you still have good blood flow. That was my biggest worry.” He said.
 
 
She looked down at her feet and tilted her head a bit. “I wasn’t sure if they looked right or not. I’m … I’m just not sure what normal is for this body.”
 
 
He handed her the breakfast bar and water, “It will take time to learn that. For now, eat this then you can have a couple pills for the pain. It will be a rough ride back for you, but I have a friend back home who will check you out, get your legs set so they can heal properly, and get you proper prescriptions for the pain. If we get ready here soon an’ drive straight through, we can be there in 4 to 5 hours.”
 
 
“Will be nice to be out of here and see daylight again. Not seen it in almost two months.” She replied  
 
 
She ate the bar quickly then took her pills while Hondo packed up the few things he had out.
 
 
 A buzzing sound from the truck told him that the Ranger Wing was running, and the change in pitch and volume told him it had taken off and was leaving. It was originally made for shorter flights only, due to being battery powered, but Hondo had helped Gadget redesign for less power drain, install lithium iorn phosphate rechargeable batteries for longer duration, and solar panels on the wings for charging in flight. He would have to stop for the night but if it was Sunny, Chip would be back to their headquarters in two to three days, unlike the four straight days it took them in the Ranger plane.  
 
 
About the time Monty came back in Foxglove looked over at Hondo and cocked her head a bit.
 
 
“Did anyone know I was missing? Or was finding me an accident? She asked hesitently.
 
 
“Accident.” He replied flatly.
 
 
She looked down at the flood and replied quiet, “Oh … so I wasn’t even missed.”
 
 
“It wasn’t like thet, lass. We thought ya were on vacation still! Ya told Dale ya might be gone for a while.” Monty replied quickly.
 
 
She gave them an apologetic look, “Sorry. I did tell you all that. I guess … I just felt so alone and …”
 
 
“You were alone, scared, hurt, not yourself, and just wanted someone to save you and someone to blame, is that it?” Hondo asked plainly.
 
 
She looked away from him to hide her tears, and nodded.
 
 
He walked over and lifted her chin, so she had to look at him, though she felt embarrassed that she was crying yet again.
 
 
“Look at me, Little Lady.” He said firmly.
 
 
She tried to look away, but he did not let her, so she gave in. He spoke softly but firmly.
 
 
“It’s alright to be embarrassed, it’s aright to be screwed up from this, it’s alright to have trust issues. But, you need to know you have friends, and you need to try to trust us. Don’t be ashamed of what you went though. Just admit what happened. You were hurt, it left you mentally vulnerable. You gave up a friend in a moment of weakness and desperation. You screwed up but it’s because you were not yourself at the time. You can’t heal mentally until you admit this all. You have to face it. Runnin’ from it all will not help.” He said
 
 
Tears flowed down her cheeks as she looked up at him, “I’m sorry.”
 
 
He grabbed her hand for a moment, “No apologies needed here. Gadget will need one from her when we find her. And …”
 
 
He paused and looked away for a moment.
 
 
“What? What’s wrong?” She asked in a worried tone.
 
 
“I’m not sure why they did this to you yet, but … from what you said Nimnul told you, we have to consider that they did or are doin’ the same to Gadget right now.” He said in a quiet, almost angry tone.
 
 
“Blimey! Ya think Gadget is bein’ made a ‘uman too?!” Monty exclaimed.
 
 
Hondo nodded, “Nimnul told her that gadget was gonna get the same treatment, so it’s a reality we have to strongly consider.”
 
 
Foxglove slumped where she sat and spoke in a whisper, “You mean we have to be prepared for her to be as #$@!ed up as I am.”  
 
 
Hondo nodded, “Yes. As #$@!ed up or more so. She’s had plenty of trauma in her life already, especially recently, and maybe more than we know.”
 
 
Foxglove’s brow furrowed as she looked up at him, “What do you mean?”
 
 
Hondo shook his head, “Can’t say yet, as I frankly don’t know. But enough about that. Admittin’ that you are #$@!ed up will only help you. Now, you want to atone for what you did right?”
 
 
She nodded at him with a spark of hope in her eyes, “I’ll do anything to make up for what I’ve done.”
 
 
Hondo sighed, “When we do wrong there is no makin’ up for it, just movin’ on, makin’ ourselves better people, and helpin’ those we hurt. You want to help Gadget then you need accept that you are what you are. You need to figure out how to accept the new normal and how to love the new you. That way when we find her, you can help her.”
 
 
She started to look away, but she looked back at him. She wavered a bit and her eyes were sad, but she met his gaze like he had asked.
 
 
“This means there is no going back to what I was? Please tell me the truth.” She asked softly.
 
 
He nodded, “I’ll never lie to ya intentionally, please know that… *sigh* I stayed up readin’ files most of last night. There is no goin’ back. Goin’ from sentient creature to human is possible as it manipulates the DNA to keep the being but rid itself of the animal characteristics and grow them to human proportions usin’ drugs and accelerated growth pods. That’s fairly simple, believe it or not, but never been usable science before this. To go back to what you were, matter would have to be destroyed. Your organs would shut down. That’s your brain included. It’s not that it’s risky, or that the probability of livin’ through it is low; it’s pretty well completely impossible. I’m sorry to be so harsh about it, but you have to accept this reality to move on. You are not an intelligent, anthropomorphic bat anymore. You don’t have fur or wings anymore, you’re not eight inches tall anymore, or however tall you were. You are now a five-foot three human female, and a lovely one at that.”
 
 
She nodded and turned to hide the tears, but he moved around her, so she had to look at him again, and wiped the tears from her face.
 
 
“It’s ok to cry.” He said softly.
 
 
She leaned into him and sobbed as the reality of this all hit her hard again. He stroked her hair and held her as she cried again.
 
 
“Hang in there, Little Lady.” He whispered almost lovingly to her.
 
 
“Why?! What hope do I have now?!?!” She cried out between sobs.
 
 
“Real hope.” He replied softly.
 
 
“But … but you said I can’t be me again!” She sobbed.
 
 
“You will always be you; you just can’t be a bat again. If I let you think you could, that would be false hope and a lie. I am tryin’ to take away that false hope and give you real hope. I want you to trust me, too.” He said softly.
 
 
“I don’t understand.” She said as she tryed to control her crying.
 
 
“Didn’t you listen to me at all? You can have a future, with friends and family. Is it the future you envisioned? No. But it is real and can be fulfillin’.” He replied.
 
 
She pulled back from him, “But … but …”
 
 
“But what?” he asked.
 
 
“All I wanted was to be with Dale! He’s a bit immature at times, but he cared about me. Now …” She said quietly.
 
 
Hondo nodded, “It’s a reality you might have to …”
 
 
Hondo paused and started rubbin his eyes with a scowl on his face.
 
 
“Oh, #$@! me!” He growled.
 
She looked at him with some surprise, though she felt his frustration was not directed at her.
 
 
“What’s wrong, mate?” Monty asked, raising one eyebrow questioningly.
 
 
Hondo sighed, “Nothin’..  just had a thought. We’ll talk later.”
 
 
Monty nodded, “Alroight, mate. Well, I guess we’d bettah get goin’.”
 
 
Hondo nodded, “Yeah. Foxglove, do you need to use the restroom before we hit the road?”
 
 
She nodded, “I’d better try at least since you have to carry me.”
 
 
Hondo nodded and without saying more picked her up carefully and carried her to the bathroom. He helped her get her underwear down and left her to do her business. She turned red from embarrassment again, but she forced a smile and thanked him. While she was conducting her business, he packed the truck and got it started. He returned a few minutes later and she was done. He helped her pull her underwear back up, wrapped her in the blanket and carried her to the truck. It was a warm enough fall day, but she was mostly naked without the blanket, so she definitely needed it.
 
 
In just a few minutes they were back on the road and headed north. He did stop by a fast food place at a truck plaza on the interstate and got Foxglove a biscuit with bacon, butter, and honey, but since he was not sure of the state of her insides, he did not want to give her much more than that. They made it back to the town closest to Hondo’s ranch in about 4 hours, with only one other fuel stop along the way. As they pulled into town, he drove directly to the hospital where he pulled around to the ambulance bay, parked, and made a phone call.
 
 
The phone rang twice before the person on the other end picked up, and a sweet, familiar voice sang out a greeting.
 
 
“Hey, Hondo! To what do I owe the pleasure of this call? Surely you don’t want a checkup.” A woman asked cheerfully.
 
 
“Hey Doc. I need to ask you a favor.” He replied seriously.
 
 
“Of course! Anything for you. You know I’ve told you, you give me the word and I’m yours.” She replied equally as serious.
 
 
“You know I couldn’t do that to my brother.” He replied, frowning.
 
 
“I know. That’s part of the reason I love you.” She said.
 
 
“I’m out by the ambulance bay with a patient. It’s.. business related.” He said hesitantly.
 
 
“I understand. I’ll be right out!” She said and hung up.
 
 
He sighed and shook his head as he thought and muttered something to himself. Foxglove cocked her head slightly and looked at him questioningly.
 
 
“Who was your lady friend? Sounds like you two have a history.” She asked.
 
 
Hondo raised an eyebrow, “So you heard all that? Not a bat anymore but you have good hearin’ still.”
 
 
He paused for a moment, “Long story short that’s my sister-in-law, Autumn. She’s a doctor here.”
 
 
“Sister-in-law? So, your brother lives here too? Why did she say she loved you and was yours if you said so?” She asked, in a confused tone.
 
 
“She and I once dated, several years back.  My brother works for a security contract company that keeps him overseas doing missions and such. Soldier for hire, badass work, or that’s how some see it anyway. Don’t agree with all he does, but it’s his life to live. He came back for a visit and met her for the first time a few weeks before I planned on proposin’ to her, which he knew, and she fell for him. She saw him as some romantic bad ass, and I was just an uninterestin’ engineer. He swept her off her feet and three months later they eloped. Now she has a kid, another on the way, and is lonely as he’s rarely home. He comes back to visit long enough to get her knocked up, spoil the kid, and then leaves again. He’s an adrenaline junky and has to have the glory, I guess… Most men get drunk on alcohol, but he does on glory, I reckon… Anyway, she realized later that she had done me wrong and let her emotions get caught up in the moment, but she realized it all too later. She says she made a mistake and wants to divorce him, if I’ll take her back. I care about her, but I’d not do that to my brother. She deserves better from him but that’s between them. As much as I’d like to say yes to her some days, we all have to live with the choices we make. She needs to live with hers. I’ll not let him hurt her, which I don’t believe he would ever physically harm her, but I won’t take her from him just because now she realized she made a mistake.” He replied sadly.
 
 
“Must be hard on both of you.” Foxglove replied.
 
 
“Life is hard. That’s just reality.” Hondo said flatly.  
 
 
About then a beautiful fair skinned woman with long black hair and a nice figure, even with the baby bump showing, came out of the hospital. Hondo smiled softly and got out of the truck as she approached. She looked nice even in her green scrubs, which generally do nothing for anyone’s figure. As she came up to Hondo, she gave him a big hug and a peck on the cheek.
 
 
“Good to see you. Wish you would drop in more often.” She said smiling.
 
 
“You know why I don’t, Autumn.” He replied seriously.
 
 
She looked stepped back, looked down, and nodded, “I know… I cannot apologize enough for wronging you, can I?”
 
 
He gave her a soft smile, “Nothin’ to apologize for. You made your choice and I lost.”
 
 
She looked up at him and gave him a sour look, “No need to rub it in! I made the wrong choice, and I know it now. How many times do I have to admit it?”
 
 
Hondo shook his head, “I’m not tryin’ to rub it in. You know as well as I do that, we would both feel guilty if you divorced him and we got back together.”
 
 
She sighed, “I know. It’s just … the nights get so lonely, you know? … I hate feeling this lonely.”
 
 
Hondo sighed, “Nothin’ I can do about that.”
 
 
She nodded sadly, “I know. Maybe you’re right to stay away. Just wish it didn’t have to be this way.”
 
 
Hondo nodded, “I know, but it does… Now, the reason I’m here….”
 
 
She chuckled slightly, “Yeah, go and change the subject on me! Okay, what ya got for me?”
 
 
Hondo nodded towards the truck, “Woman, early twenties I believe. Busted legs, been drugged and beat up. Attempted suicide by slashing her wrists. Severe mental trauma. Still have to go over some files to see if there are any medical records but you won’t find any in the system. Mark her down as a Jane Doe. I need restricted access to her, and I mean, no one talks to her but you! I want full workup and any medical treatment you find necessary with a full report on what you find and what was done. Once she is good to go, she will be back to my place for a while. I want her watched and cared for, but I want no psychiatric evals. She will get therapy, but it can’t be from here or on the records.”
 
 
“Twenties you believe? She doesn’t know?? What happened to her?” She asked in a concerned tone.
 
 
Hondo shook his head, “Some of that I can’t give you a straight answer on right now. She does not have amnesia, but she does not know her age. Please do not ask why. I can’t explain what she went through here.”
 
 
He looked around a moment before speaking again, “Once she is patched up, if you can bring her out to my place, I can tell you some then, but you’ll have to sign an agreement to never talk about it. Will have to push through some clearance paperwork for ya, as I’ll need your help on her and possibly others.”
 
 
“You think there will be others in her condition?” She asked, sounding surprised.
 
 
He shook his head, “No, I know there is. Some are being helped by a friend who has better connections than I do. Unfortunately, a few of them, like her are friends of mine. The rest … let’s say they don’t have friends or family so as a group is the only way they will cope. The few that have friends and family it will be easier for. The rest … well, they are goin’ to have to learn to be friends and family to each other to survive.”
 
 
She shook her head and frowned, “The way you say that, scares me a little. They must have truly been through something horrible.”
 
 
He looked at her seriously and shook his head, “You have no idea.”
 
 
She nodded grimly, “I understand you can’t talk about it but … thanks for letting me help. Nolan, he … I ask him about things he does, but he never lets me in.”
 
 
Hondo shrugged, “I only have so many people I trust.”
 
 
She nodded, “I understand. I’ll get a med tech out here to take her in. Can she ride in a wheel chair?
 
 
“Yeah, that’s fine.” He replied.
 
 
Autumn nodded and walked back inside through the ambulance bay. Hondo opened the truck door and undid her seatbelt.
 
 
“Better stay out of sight, Monty.” Hondo said quietly
 
 
Monty nodded and pulled Hondo’s jacket, that lay on the seat, over him.
 
 
Hondo turned to Foxglove and gave her a serious look.
 
 
“Foxglove, I need you to not say anything about what happened other than your injuries. I know you’re sufferin’ mentally too, but I need you to keep that between me, you, and Doc Autumn. Only talk to Doc Autumn. Once we get you back to my place, I’ll get someone trusted to talk to ya and help with the other stuff.  If anyone else asks you anything other than how you are feelin’, tell them you need to see Doc Autumn. If they insist, call me. Mine and Autumns are the only numbers in this.” He said as he handed her a small flip phone and charge cord.  
 
 
She nodded and gave him a half smile, though she looked extremely weary and in pain still.
 
 
“Thank you, Hondo. I’ll not talk to them about it at all, I promise. I know it would make me sound crazy, well, crazier.” She replied softly.
 
 
He gave her hand a squeeze and smiled at her while shaking his head, “You’re not any crazier than the rest of us. Just been through a lot… I promise we will get you well.”
 
 
She nodded as a big built Scandinavian looking female tech came out pushing a wheelchair with Autumn not far behind. Hondo picked Foxglove up carefully and set her into the wheel chair, trying not to cause her any more pain. Foxglove winced slightly, though, as her legs bumped the chair, sucking and through her teeth as the pain intensified then settled down again.
 
 
“My name’s Helga, and who do we have here now?” asked the med tech in an accent that said she hailed from the upper Midwest.
 
 
“This is Jane.” Autumn said.
 
 
Foxglove looked at Hondo puzzled.  
 
 
He whispered in her ear, “Jane Doe. Just go with it.”
 
 
Foxglove nodded.
 
 
“And who might this strapping figure of a man be?” Helga asked as she slapped Hondo on the back.
 
 
He was a big fellow, but that woman was at least as big if not bigger and had a lot of power. She hit him so hard he stumbled forward a step to catch his balance. He gave her a slightly annoyed look which she seemed oblivious to.
 
 
“I’m just a friend and let’s leave it there.” Hondo replied in an annoyed tone.
 
 
“Oh, the secretive type, eh? Well, we’ll take good care of her and make her right as rain in no time, don’t ya know? I’m sure with a big strapping handsome lad like you to go back to she’d walk on water if she had to! I know I would.” Helga said as she winked at Hondo and elbowed him in the ribs.
 
 
Hondo was pretty sure she left a bruise and the sour look he gave her just made Helga cackle.
 
 
“Alrighty now, we’ll get ya to your room in no time, don’t ya know?” Helga said as she started pushing Foxglove inside.
 
 
Hondo turned to Autumn and gave her a sour look, “Really?”
 
 
Autumn giggled, “Sorry. She’s a bit rough on the outside but I trust her and if there is anyone bad looking for your Jane Doe, she could protect her.”
 
 
Hondo sighed and nodded, “Alright, you have a point. Shouldn’t be anyone lookin’ for her but better safe than sorry.”
 
 
She smiled and started heading back the ambulance bay, swaggering a bit as she walked.
 
 
“I’ll see you later, you big handsome strapping lad, you!” She said over her shoulder with a giggle.
 
 
Hondo just shook his head and walked back to the truck, shutting the passenger door before walking around the truck and climbing into the driver seat. He set back into his seat, sighed and shook his head lightly. Monty climbed out from under the coat, grinning like a Cheshire cat.
 
 
“Thet was one ‘eck of a woman, there, mate!” He said with a chuckle.
 
 
“Some of those Scandinavian women are scary as #$@!!” Hondo replied seriously.
 
 
“No, mate, I mean thet Doctah. ‘ow’d ya ever let ‘er get away?” Monty asked.
 
 
“How does one hold onto someone who isn’t theirs?” Hondo asked sadly.
 
 
“Sounds like she wants ta be yours.” Monty replied.
 
 
“At what cost though?” Hondo asked.
 
 
Monty nodded, “Yeah, thet blows, mate. ‘onorable of ya, but really blows.”
 
 
Hondo shrugged, “I’ve been over it for a long time. Can’t say I don’t love her, but it’s as a friend and family now. What we had is no more. No use tormentin’ either of us. She made her choice. Right or not it’s history.”
 
 
“You’re a bettah man than I am, mate.” Monty replied, shaking his head.
 
 
They started driving back and were silent most of the way to the ranch. As they pulled up in Hondo’s drive, he stopped the truck and sighed a frustrated sigh.
 
 
“What’s wrong, mate?” Monty asked.
 
 
“Besides the obvious, you mean?” Hondo asked.
 
 
“Yeah.” Monty said as he eyed him suspiciously.
 
 
“You remember I told ya I’d talk to ya later, at the hotel? … It’s about Dale.” Hondo said hesitently.
 
 
“You know where he went?” Monty asked.
 
 
“No exactly, but I have an idea… I think he went off to try to find the new lab on his own.” Hondo replied flatly.
 
 
“Why ya think ‘e did thet?” Monty asked.
 
 
“You were asleep when it happened, but Foxglove told Dale it wouldn’t work between them since she was human. She was tryin’ to spare him as she knows they can’t be a couple like this … I also told him last night that she can’t be changed back.” Hondo said.
 
 
“Mate, ya don’t think …” Monty ask incredulously.  
 
 
Hondo nodded, “I think he’s tryin’ to find it to make himself human for her!”
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Reply #5 - Jan 22nd, 2020, 6:58pm
 
Hondo shut off the truck and climbed out. As he grabbed his gear Monty got out and followed him towards the house.
 
 
“I can’t believe Dale would do such a thing.” Monty said in disbelief.
 
 
“I can. He loves her.” Hondo replied.
 
 
“I know but, … yeah, maybe yer roight. But ‘e’ll go through the same mind #$@!in’ thet Foxglove is goin’ through, roight?” Monty asked.
 
 
Hondo shrugged, “Don’t know. He might or it might not be so bad with him.”  
 
 
“Why not as bad?” Monty asked.
 
 
“He knows what will happen, and he’s doin’ it for Love. Foxglove was kidnapped, first trauma, didn’t know what was happenin’, second trauma. She then woke up to bein’ somethin’ she was unprepared for, third trauma, and because of it all she was forced to feel alienated from those she cared about even if she could escape, that’s trauma number fourth. I know it’s all simplified but that’s four traumatic incidences Dale won’t have to deal with.” Hondo replied.
 
 
Monty shrugged, “Makes sense I reckon.”
 
 
After Hondo unlocked the door to the house, they both went inside and he set his bags down on the couch.
 
 
“Anythin’ ya need from me, mate?” Monty asked.
 
 
“Naw, I’m good. Just need to keep on Chip about findin’ info.” Hondo said
 
 
“ ‘E won’t be back ‘ome for a couple days, at best, but I ‘ave some other contacts I can reach out ta.” Monty said.
 
 
Hondo nodded, “That would be good. You can use the guest room I made for Gadget. You know where it is?”
 
 
Monty nodded, “I do. Still have Ch. Ch. Cheeeese in the fridge, I hope?”
 
 
Hondo chuckled, “I’m a bit of a cheese fan, myself. Eat it all an’ I’ll lock the fridge, though.”
 
 
Monty nodded, “No Problem, skippah! I’ll be the very model of self-restraint.”  
 
 
Monty started to head to the kitchen but paused, “Eh, Hondo, did Chip strike ya as funny last night?”
 
 
Hondo grimaced, “I’ve never found that asshole funny.”
 
 
Monty shook his head, “No, I mean ‘e didn’t act roight.”
 
 
Hondo frowned, “You mean how he replied late and didn’t react to havin’ to say his last code word?”
 
 
Monty nodded, “Yeah.”
 
 
Hondo shrugged, “It was odd, but I don’t know... We need someone there to watch him for us, as I just don’t trust him”
 
 
Monty nodded, “I know what ya mean, Skippah. I tried ta ignore it, but somethin’s definitely not roight with ‘im anymore… I have just the bloke what can watch ‘im, though. Chip isn’t fond of ‘im, but ‘e needs a mechanic there, an’ ‘e’s too afraid of gettin’ zapped ta ‘it ‘im. I mean, blimey, thet bastard can light up yur ass with a single touch!”
 
 
Hondo shook his head, “You don’t mean Sparky?”
 
 
Monty nodded.
 
 
“That boy's absorbed a lot of voltage…  You sure you can trust him?” Hondo asked, raising one eyebrow questioningly.
 
 
“Sure as I am thet kangaroos live down undah!” Monty replied firmly.
 
 
Hondo nodded, “Good ‘nuff. Make the call. I’ll be in the basement.”
 
 
Monty nodded and scampered off to the kitchen for a ‘snack’ while Hondo took his laptop and went to the basement. He plugged it into the docking station and turned on the monitors for the large desktop he had built, which was attached directly to his mainframe server. He pulled up the files that were downloaded and started going through them one at a time and zipping files to send to Agent G., the man he called Jefe, after he had read through them. It was a long task, especially without any help, though some of the information was quite fascinating to read.
 
 
As he read his phone rang and he picked it up almost absent mindedly.
 
 
“Ya’llow.” He said flatly into the receiver.
 
 
“How’s it going, you strapping handsome lad?” A female voice said in a teasing tone from the other end of the line.
 
 
Hondo sighed, “Am I goin’ to regret askin’ for your help?”
 
 
“Grumpy, are we? Maybe you should get some sleep. You looked exhausted when I saw you and have to be worse now.” Autumn replied in a worried tone.
 
 
“I slept all of three hours last night, and this case has me a bit on the grumpy side… What time is it anyway?” Hondo asked.
 
 
“Almost 1:00 am.” Autumn replied.
 
 
“That late already? Shit. It’ll take days, if not weeks to go through all these files… Everything alright?” Hondo asked.
 
 
“Wish I could help with your work, but I understand. You need to get someone you can trust to help you, like a good wife.” Autumn replied.
 
 
“I’ve tried. Every good one I find ends up breakin’ my heart by running into someone else’s arms.” Hondo grouched
 
 
“I deserve that.” Autumn said softly, but in a hurt tone.
 
 
“Everythin’ else alright? How’s my Jane Doe?” Hondo asked
 
 
“She’s fine. A sweet little thing, and pretty. She has seen hell, though. No mistaking that look in her eyes. You got a thing for her? She seems really interested in you.” Autumn said.
 
 
“She has someone that’s sweet on her already and her on him. It’s just complicated between them right now.” Hondo said
 
 
“I don’t know. She seems to have a crush at least.” Autumn replied.  
 
 
“That’s just because she’s lost, needed help, and I came to the rescue. It’s phycological. A savior crush, if you will. She’ll come out of it.” Hondo said flatly.
 
 
“You always were good at coming to the rescue, and staying there after too. If I had only been smart enough to see what I had.” Autumn replied sadly.
 
 
“We all make mistakes.” He replied.
 
 
“Yeah… Well, we are keeping her overnight and probably tomorrow night. Had to put some pins and screw in her legs. She was busted up pretty bad. I’ll bring her by, unless anything else comes up, the day after tomorrow.” Autumn said.
 
 
“Thanks Doc, I owe ya one.” Hondo replied.
 
 
“Maybe dinner? Just the two of us?” She asked hopefully.
 
 
“Not sure if that’s a good idea.” He replied, with a note of hesitance in his voice.
 
 
“Just dinner and conversation, I promise… I get so lonely when he’s gone.” She half pleaded
 
 
“I’ll think about it.” He replied.
 
 
“That’s all I can ask… Good night, Hondo.” She said softly
 
 
“G’night, Doc.” He answered.  
 
 
He hung up the phone, sighed tiredly, and rubbed his eyes. He had so much on his mind that he was not sure he could sleep, though his body sure wanted and needed rest soon. He usually tried to stay away from Autumn unless it was unavoidable, like it was today. She was a beautiful woman and he had felt something deep and true for her at one time. He knew if he did not guard himself he might easily fall again, and do something they both would regret. Even if it was not love, he could all too easily be pulled into the sack by her from lust alone, as it had been a while since he had felt a woman’s warm embrace like that. It’s not that she was a skank or anything, but everyone had wants and desires, and neither of theirs were currently being met. She told him several times that he was the only one she knew she could hit on safely as he always did right by her, even if it meant denying himself. When she was drunk one night, she called him and begged him to take her. When he adamantly refused, she thanked him. She said he was the only one she could trust to flirt with or beg for love as most any other man would give it freely, if not take it at the slightest hint of desire. He was the only one who would resist for her own good. Now Foxglove was supposedly after him, according to Autumn, which worried him some too. For all he knew she was blowing it out of proportion, but he had seen it before, usually with some other agent and their rescued victims. Though they were both lovely and available, so it seemed, he did not love either of them, not like he should to consider them as future spouses. He was starting to believe he would find no one for himself, as he had been alone too long and stuck out too often. He felt he was getting too old to be chasing women anymore and the ones interested were already spoken for or getting to the age where they should not be having children. It was one of the few things he had wanted out of life, a family, but it seemed it was not to be.
 
 
He shook his head and locked the computer before heading upstairs, to be on the safe side. His mind turned to Gadget. Was she even alive? If so, how scared she must be. He started to try to picture her as a human, and the thought turned him on a bit. After he thought about it for a while, he realized Foxglove looked nothing like he would have imagined, so would Gadget? He knew he would not even have a clue what Gadget might look like as a human, so if turned he was not sure how he would find her. A thought came to him all of a sudden, Gadget was going to be human. He had always liked her, but there was such a divide between them being what they were but now? He shook his head and mentally scolded himself for the thought. She needed his help and that required focus, not thoughts of desire.  
 
 
Hondo went to his room, skipping eating anything for the night, stripped down in the bedroom, and jumped in the shower. He ended it with cold water as his mind bring up not only certain thoughts, but other things as well. He scolded himself again as the cold water seemed to do little good to ease the tension building inside of him. He ended up taking the situation in hand to calm his thoughts, and other things, and once done he went to bed.  
 
 
Sleep came to him quickly, but it was not to be restful. The information he had studied ran through his mind again and again, interrupted only by nightmares of Gadget crying out in pain, and crying out for him.
 
 
Dawn came sooner than Hondo would have liked, but the restless sleep he was having was not a blessing anyway. He got up and threw on a pair of jeans, nothing more, and headed down to the kitchen. He grabbed a bagel, beans, bacon, and coffee, the first thing he had eaten in over a day and went back to the computer. He sighed as he flopped in the chair and unlocked the computer again. It was going to be a long few days.
 
 
Later that day Hondo found the reason for this procedure. He cussed angrily at the screen as if it was the perpetrator behind the crimes, but that did nothing more than let him vent for a moment. He was now scared for Gadget and the others, as their fates would be to many worse than death. Monty heard the cussing from upstairs and went down to the basement computer lab, in a hurry, to see what was happening.
 
 
“What’s wrong, Mate? Monty asked worriedly.
 
 
“Animals! #$@!in’ animals, the lot of them!” Hondo growled as he slammed his fist into the desk.
 
 
Monty raised an eyebrow at him then climbed up on the desk, “Animals? I’m not followin’ ya, there, mate. What ‘as ya so pissed??”  
 
 
Hondo pointed at one of the screens, “That!”
 
 
Monty scanned the screen but there was a lot of information on it and he could not take it all in quickly.
 
 
“Er, uh, can ya summarize, skippah? Thet’s a lot to digest,” Monty asked hesitantly
 
 
Hondo sighed and pulled a bottle of whiskey from under the desk and popped the cork on it. He poured himself a triple shot and filled a thimble for Monty.
 
 
“None fer me, mate.” Monty said.  
 
 
Hondo pushed it at him, “Trust me, you’ll need it.”
 
 
Monty shrugged and downed it. He coughed and gasped for a moment before shaking his head.
 
 
“Gor Blimey! Thet whiskey or petrol?” Monty asked hoarsely.
 
 
Hondo sighed, “Monty, what kind of person is never looked for?”
 
 
“One thet’s not missin’?” Monty replied
 
 
Hondo nodded somberly, “Yeah, one that’s not missin’… So, you know why human traffickin’ usually fails?”
 
 
Monty raised an eyebrow. “What’s thet have ta do with this?”
 
 
Hondo slammed his fist into the desk again, “Answer the question!”
 
 
Monty gulped, “Eh, sorry mate, … uh … I’m not sure.”
 
 
Hondo sighed, “Sorry, didn’t mean to snap. Just need ya to think.”
 
 
Monty nodded, “No worries… Uh, maybe ‘cause they are missin’?”
 
 
Hondo shook his head, “No, but close. It’s ‘cause they are recognized as missin’. The rest fail because of age, will to escape, etcetera. Now, what’s would be the biggest problem in makin’ money on slaves, sex and otherwise?”
 
 
Monty grimaced, “I don’t like where this is goin’, mate. I might need a refill of thet petrol if yur sayin’ what I think yur sayin’.”  
 
 
Hondo downed the rest of his whiskey and refilled both of their glasses. Monty swore as he filled the glass. Hondo just nodded and drained half his second glass before speaking again. He shook his head and exhaled quickly.
 
 
“I’ve had worse… Now, maybe ya guess, but yeah, these #$@!in’ bastards are turnin’ sentients into humans for the human traffickin’ markets. Sex slaves is the most popular sales accordin’ to the papers, which makes sense. Regular slaves can be anyone. Sex slaves are usually sold accordin’ to the buyers tastes, at least the expensive ones. Now let’s say an organization has access to not only human’s that no one was lookin’ for or would recognize but …”
 
 
Monty cut him off, “Don’t tell me they are customizable, mate.”
 
 
Hondo nodded and Monty downed his drink and pushed the thimble over for a refill. Hondo refilled it as Monty swore.
 
 
“#$@!in’ cunt bastards! An’ they are doin’ that to Gadget an’ thet is what Foxglove was slated for??” Monty exclaimed.
 
 
Hondo nodded, “Yeah, that’s what it looks like. They are literally growin’ the human, usin’ the sentient creature as a base element, for the mind an’ soul. They are limited in some respects, like eyes and gender, but most of the rest is whatever they want! They can tweak some eye color, but can’t fully change it, hair color is customizable, body shape, how endowed they are, height, other little things, all can be made to fit a taste.”
 
 
“Makin’ ‘em untraceable an’ worth a lot more moola!” Monty exclaimed angrily.
 
 
Hondo nodded, “That is what we hafta save Gadget and now Dale from, if he stumbles into them somehow. They will be more ready for us this time, I think.”
 
 
“How many ‘ave been sold already?” Monty asked.
 
 
“Way #$@!in’ too many…  couple hundred customized sex slaves at least.” Hondo said flatly.
 
 
Monty swore and downed his third whiskey. He coughed a bit and shook his head.
 
 
“#$@!in’ wankers… We ‘ave ta get ‘em, ‘ondo, we jest ‘ave ta!” Monty exclaimed, bitterly.  
 
 
“I’ve got a lot of info to get through yet. Foxglove should be here tomorrow sometime, I think.” Hondo said as he looked at his watch and saw it was 11:00 pm already. “Damn, where has the time went. You make any calls?”
 
 
Monty nodded, “Yeah, mate, but not enough, it looks like. I’m goin’ to make a couple more, get some sleep an’ resume callin’ at first lioght.”
 
 
Hondo nodded, “Sounds good. I’ll be at this for a couple more hours at least.”
 
 
Monty nodded, “Good luck with thet!... Uhm, quick question, mate. Do ya mind havin’ a few dogs ‘round ‘ere for a bit at least?”
 
 
Hondo frowned, “Dogs? What for?”
 
 
“Well, ya see, I made a promise to this sentient dog at the lab ta get ‘is family ta safety. Seems like they are bein’ held at a pound to keep ‘im in check. I need ta make some calls on it, but I figured I’d bettah check with ya first.” Monty said hesitantly.
 
 
Hondo sighed and nodded, “Yeah. If you made a promise to him, you’d better keep it.”
 
 
“Rescuin’ folks is what we do, after all, Mate, or at least I thought thets what we did.” Monty replied.
 
 
“Yeah, it’s what we do. Just have a lot of irons in the fire right now.” He replied flatly.
 
 
Monty nodded, “No worries, mate. I’ll ‘andle it all meself.”
 
 
Hondo nodded, “Thanks.”
 
 
Monty nodded and took off back upstairs, a bit inebriated but too angry about the new information to notice.
 
 
Hondo did not sleep that night; he did not even try. He made up a pot of extra strong coffee, grabbed a handful of strawberries and a piece of cheese from the fridge, and continued to work. The strawberries reminded him of Gadget. He always kept them around for her as they were her favorite food. As he worked, he got a text from Autumn about 1:00 am saying Foxglove was doing well and it looked like they would be there for supper that day.
 
 
Hondo’s work through that night and well into the next day. By that next morning he found in the files an owner guide for the lab’s final products, as well as lists of ‘released models’. There were hundreds of names on the lists of those who had been processed and those who were being processed. The names though were attached to numbers and the numbers to the information files. Unfortunately, he determined that the names were made up for each changed sentient, per customer request or from a list of sexually appealing names they had on file, just to give them a name to reference them with. The only thing he could follow was species and characteristics before transformation. Unfortunately, much of that information was vague, as it was little to no import after they were made human. He divided the information by species, date acquired, and characteristics. There were Twenty-one matches that could be Gadget and of them five had died from medical complications, three were thought to have suffered from severe mental retardation due to complications in the transformation but it was not confirmed due to the transformation not being complete yet. Of the Twenty-one, six had not had the process started yet. He only hoped Gadget was among those six … or did he? He admitted a selfish desire to see her human. As human he could help her better and get closer to her. He scolded himself again as she was a friend in need, but there was something about her that made him long for more than friendship. There was no further relationship possible between that of a sentient mouse and a man than what they had already, but a man and a woman there was possibly a future. He shook the thought out of his head, as he chided himself for being so selfish. He could not allow his own selfish and carnal desires to even wish for such, knowing Gadget would have to go through the same hell that Foxglove had gone through to get there. He must find her, and for her sake, he hoped she had been left as she was.  
 
 
When Monty got up that morning, he found Hondo hard at it still, so he left him alone. After breakfast he made a few calls and put feelers out, but no one had any immediate information. After that he called around to vets, using Hondo’s name, and found the dog family. Unfortunately, they had to fill out paperwork, do a partial background check to make sure there was no animal abuse charges in his past, and then a fee had to be paid by check and clear the bank before they could take ‘ownership’ of the dog and her puppies.  
 
 
As Hondo worked, he uncovered more information about a mind-#$@! program, for lack of a better term, that the lab’s used on the subjects for customization. The subjects were not mind wiped, but a mix of chemical drugs, torture, hypnotic suggestions, and other horrible acts were used to customize attitude, though with limited success. They had different lay outs if a person wanted their sex slave timid, forceful, obedient, disobedient, loud, quiet, and several other things including mixtures of the listed states. He even found a file, that could have an auto delete timer set, that worked as a sales flier and menu for what could be ordered. The mental state conditioning was extra and not guaranteed, but several anonymous testimonies claimed that it added to the ‘fun’. About 2:00 pm Hondo finally could take no more, and quickly sent Agent G. a file of information and requested an identity for Foxglove, before shutting it down for the day. As soon as he hit send on that encrypted email, he locked the computer and went to his room to rest.  
 
He stripped down to his boxers and laid down on the bed, pulling a sheet over him with a sigh as he tried to fall asleep. Soon he fell into a light sleep, with his arm over his eye’s blocking the light from them, but never really entering that deep sleep needed for rest.  
 
 
How long had passed since he fell asleep, he did not know, but after a while he heard someone come in. The footsteps were familiar to him and he did not feel there was any danger, so he laid still and wished them away. They did not go though, so he finally opened his eyes when he felt them climb onto the bed and lay beside him. He moved his arm enough to see who was there. It was Autumn, laying there smiling at him. He put his arm back over his eyes.
 
 
“What time is it?” He asked groggily.
 
 
“4:30 PM. I brought your Jane Doe with me to drop her off and have supper with you like you offered.” She said smiling still
 
 
“Hmm… Not slept a lot lately. Kinda lost track of time. Only planned on a quick nap.” He said in a half mumble.
 
 
“What time you go to bed last night?” She asked.
 
 
“Two o’clock.” He mumbled.
 
 
“About like the night before, then?” She said.
 
 
“No, 2:00 pm today… What are you doin’ on my bed and why are you smilin’?” He said in a slightly annoyed tone.
 
 
“I like to watch your brother sleep when he’s home. It reminded me of him, seeing you laying there asleep, except you have more hair.” She replied softly
 
 
“I’m not my brother.” He muttered.
 
 
“You remind me of that fact often… when did you get so ripped? Were you that fit back when we were dating?” She asked as she ran a finger across his chest.
 
 
“Do you want your hind end tanned and thrown out?” He growled quietly as he grabbed her hand and pushed it away from him.
 
 
“I could use a spanking.” She said teasingly.
 
 
“That’s not what I meant.” He muttered.
 
 
“I know. Sorry, I’ll behave.” She said sadly.
 
 
“Hmm, please do.” He muttered.
 
 
“Get up and get dressed, then I’ll cook supper while you tell me about your mission and your Jane doe.” She said
 
 
“Mmm, alright.” He muttered with a sigh.
 
 
He waited for a moment expecting her to leave but she stayed. He moved his arm again and looked at her with one eye open.
 
 
“You still here? Expectin’ a show or somethin’?” He asked in an annoyed tone.
 
 
“Both?” she said hopefully.
 
 
“Both what?” He said growing more annoyed
 
 
“A show and something … maybe?” She said with a grin.
 
 
He half sad up and gave her a blank, unamused stare. After a moment she sighed.
 
 
“Okay, OKAY! I’m going! Anything special you want for supper?” She asked.
 
 
He shook his head, “Not really. Have some burger that needs used and some Caesar salad mix. Whatever’s easiest, honestly. Need some food in me but this business hasn’t left me hungry. You might not have much of an appetite after I tell ya all this shit.”  
 
 
“Okay. I’ll just make some burgers and beans to go with the greens. Be some good protein for you.” She said as she headed downstairs.
 
 
Hondo just grunted and forced himself to get up. He grabbed fresh boxers and some jeans and went into the bathroom and climbed into the shower. He showered and threw on the clean boxers and jeans and grabbed a black t-shirt from the dresser and went downstairs. As he came into the kitchen Foxglove sat in a chair talking with Autumn. She was in a knee length jean skirt and a purple blouse that seemed to make the color of her eyes almost seem deeper and more vibrant. Her hand and wrist were splinted on her left side, she had two boot type splints on, and he was informed that her ribs were wrapped. She had sustained more damage than he had figured on, but she was looking to be in much better spirits than before. She turned towards him and smiled as he came in.
 
 
“Hondo!” She reached out for him so he bent down and gave her a quick hug.
 
 
“How ya feelin’, little lady?” He asked.
 
 
She shrugged, “I’m feeling better, I guess. Not in so much pain. The Doc says I’ll heal completely, given time.”
 
 
“That’s good. Now, how you doin’?” He asked seriouslt
 
 
She frowned a bit and spoke more softly, “Mentally? … I’m trying.”  
 
 
He patted her knee, “That’s all we can ask is that ya try.”
 
 
“You are getting her a counselor, right?” Autumn asked.
 
 
Hondo frowned, “I’m goin’ to. Been busy scowerin’ information. Unfortunately, my time is limited with this case.”  
 
 
“Who you thinking of?” Autumn asked.
 
 
“Preacher Grey or my sis are the only two that I figure I can trust.” He said.
 
 
“Your sister? The wild one?” Autumn said with a raised eyebrow.
 
 
“Well since the other one moved to the Virgin Islands to manage that freight branch for her father-in-law and she doesn’t have the degrees in phycology, physical therapy, nor is a licensed therapist, who else can I mean?” Hondo said in a bit of an annoyed tone.
 
 
“Yes, but … The wild one? Really?” She asked with a frown.
 
 
“You know those two are my best options here.” He said in an annoyed tone.
 
 
“Well, your sister is at that moto-cross rally in Sheridan this week, so she can only help if she doesn’t kill herself!” Autumn retorted.
 
 
“And she’s base jumpin’ next weekend, then the horse show, then the MMA fight, then the pole dancin’ competition, I know! She’s a damned adrenaline junkie who can’t #$@!in’ sit still, but she’s a good physical therapist and when she doesn’t have a story to tell, she’s a good listener.” Hondo replied sternly
 
 
“When doesn’t she have a story?” Autumn asked almost sarcastically.
 
 
“You know, if you two got along it would make my life a lot less stressful!” Hondo growled.
 
 
“She sounds interesting to me. You said she base jumps?” Foxglove asked.
 
 
Hondo nodded, “And sky dives and para-sails.”
 
 
“She’s human but flies …” Foxglove said almost to herself.
 
 
Her eyes lit up a bit as she thought.
 
 
Autumn raised an eyebrow at Hondo, “Not seen that light in her eyes yet. Why flying?”
 
 
Hondo sighed, “Once you’re done cookin’ I’ll tell ya.”
 
 
Autumn walked over with two plate in hand, both with a burger on a toasted bun topped with melted cheese and onions, with beans and Caesar salad on the side.
 
 
“I’m done. Iced tea good to drink for you both?” She asked.
 
 
Foxglove nodded, still lost in thought.
 
 
“Yeah, that’s fine.” Hondo said as he grabbed some condiments from the fridge.  
 
 
As soon as Autumn came back with drinks and her food they started talking. Hondo told her most of it, what Foxglove had been, what they did to her, and what they were using these creatures turned human for. Foxglove frowned and ate silently as Hondo and Autumn talked. He had contemplated talking to Autumn in private, but he felt Foxglove had a right to know it all and the sooner she faced it the better. Autumn’s mind was blown by all the information and the sheer amount of it left her shocked. Hondo ended up having her spend the night, since her son, Hondo’s nephew, was staying with her mother and she had the next three days off. She wanted to learn more, see it for herself, and help if she could, since Hondo had no one else that could. He told her Monty was there, but when Hondo went to look for him he found him passed out, drunk, in front of the little TV in Gadgets room. He told Autumn that meeting him would have to wait until tomorrow as it had been a long few days for them all.
 
 
 He cleaned up from supper as Autumn talked with Foxglove, asking her questions about how she felt and what it was like to be a sentient. He had them both sign documents stating they knew the information was top secret, though he was sure he could trust them, but he figured it would help them realize how serious this all was. Foxglove soon started yawning as she was tiring quickly. She had a lot to heal from still and the meds that regulated her pain were making her drowsy on top of it all. Autumn volunteered to help her clean up, change, and get ready for bed, so she did not have to have the embarrassment of a man helping her again. Hondo put Foxglove up in the downstairs guest room, so she did not have to climb stairs, which had a bathroom attached for use by guests or the rooms occupant. He put Autumn in one of the other four spare rooms upstairs, and once they were set, he went back to the basement. He sorted more files for a while and went through a couple emails that had just came in, though only one was of interest to him. An email reply from Agent G. had come through with Foxgloves new identity and papers. Foxglove was now Vesper Fortune Jin. It did not sing, but there was some thought put into it, still. Many of these names were already in the system for use by the agents as aliases, or name changes after things went bad. Some were of people who died and had not relatives who would mourn their passing, so the names were kept active for a time to be used later. This was one of them.  Before long, he called it a night and tried to get some sleep once again.
 
 
For the next few days Autumn helped around the house a bit, mostly helping Vesper, formerly Foxglove, get used to taking care of herself. She also taught Hondo some tips on how to help Vesper after Autumn left, giving her as much privacy as possible and hurting her as little as possible when he helped. Hondo spent most the rest of the week in the basement tracking down financials, reading over more files, and making calls, but leads were scarce and finding Gadget seemed less and less possible.
 
 
The first bit of outside information came from Sparky a week after they had rescued Vesper. Chip had made a few suspicious phone calls yelling at someone and demanding to speak to their boss. Sparky had put a tap and trace on the phone and got a few words from it, but most did not make sense. Chip said something about the deal they had, had been for one, not two, and he was told to piss off that they did what they pleased. He said further that the info itself was supposed to secure the rangers safety. The voice on the other end of the end laughed and said that his information had been bad as the Cowboy had not been alone, and they took his bitch as payment for a lab lost. They then hung up on him when he protested further. Sparky managed to trace it to the four-state area of Nebraska, Iowa, Minnesota, and South Dakota, but the conversation was too short for his equipment to pinpoint any closer. A couple days later one of Monty’s contacts reported seeing someone who liked like Dale, flying what looked like a repainted ranger plane, and dressed like a Pi-rat. He was last seen heading west from Lincoln Nebraska. Several of the financials pointed to Nebraska, while others pointed to Denver, from the last lab, West Virginia, Mexico, Africa, and a few other places. Nebraska was the closest lead though, but they needed more information. As much as he had been holding off on it, Hondo decided it was now time to shake the tree.  
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Re: I am not who I am. Who am I? (private Story)
Reply #6 - Jan 30th, 2020, 4:40pm
 
Hondo was still going over documents in the basement and seething over the possibility that Chip might have sold them out, possibly sold Vesper (AKA Foxglove), and as a result of it all sold out Gadget and put Dale in harm’s way, when Monty’s contact called in the sighting on Dale. Though it was not earth-shattering news, it was the only plausible lead they had in days, leaving Hondo to feel they should focus on a possible lab in Nebraska for the time being.
 
 
   Hondo had barely slept in the last several days as he had not only been busy, but what these people were doing and worry for Gadget plagued his mind. His days were full with Autumn showing him how to help Vesper, pouring over the information he had, and evading Autumns advances, and from it all he was just plain worn out. He and Autumn had it out, big time, the third day she was there, though partly from him being exhausted, the tension between them had been building for a long time. He had put up with, ignored, and pushed back at her advances, for quite some time, but that day he finally had enough. After the fight, Autumn had gone home in tears and Vesper had gone almost completely silent on him, and that was almost three days ago. He hated that he had to yell at Autumn, but she would not stop and his power to resist was getting weaker by the day. He was not exactly sure why Vesper had gone quiet on him, though he worried he had scared her during the fight with Autumn somehow, but unfortunately it was the least of his worries at the moment.  
 
 
The day before had been her first counseling session with Preacher Grey, an old retired minister who got a degree in counseling and therapy to make money after he retired. Vesper said she felt talking to him helped, but that was about all she said.  
 
 
 Hondo’s sister, Echo Rose, had to put off physical therapy for another week as she had won some award at the motor-cross rally and because of it she had another competition mid-week. Hondo didn’t pay a lot of attention to all that, though, as he was used to it all by now. He felt it was being reckless for recklessness’s sake, and was not worth the risk, but it was not his call to make. She was an adrenaline junky, like their brother, and there was no talking her out of doing something, no matter how fool-hardy he found it, especially once she set her mind to doing said thing. It’s not that he did not risk himself at times, but when he did it was to help or save someone. It was her life, though, so she could live it how she wanted, whether he liked it or not.
 
 
Later that sixth day, Monty sat on Hondo’s desk, sipping on some whiskey, and looking at Hondo as he wrote some things down. He shook his head and muttered something under his breath after a moment, which made Hondo pause writing and looked up at him.
 
 
“What did you say?” He queried  
 
 
“Nothin’, mate.” Monty replied flatly.
 
 
“No, ya definitely said somethin’.” Hondo retorted.
 
 
“I said ya look like runny dog shit, mate! Thet’s what I said. Ya ‘appy? Dog shit!” Monty replied a bit snappily, waiting to be smacked for saying that.
 
 
Hondo glared at him for a moment before he sat back with a sigh.
 
 
“I feel like shit. Haven’t been able to sleep lately.” Hondo replied quietly
 
 
“An’ yur drinkin’ too much too!” Monty replied a bit more boldly
 
 
Hondo scowled, “Now, I took the dog shit comment, but don’t mess with my whiskey!”  
 
 
“Alright, mate! Keep yur shirt on! No offense, jest … ya need ta take better care of yourself.” Monty replied seriously.
 
 
“I’ll take care of myself when this is over.” He grumbled in reply.
 
 
“Mate, come on. Gadget wouldn’t want ya to kill yourself on ‘er account!” Monty said.
 
 
Hondo looked at the empty glass on the desk and refilled it.  
 
 
“Mate … don’t beat yourself up.” Monty said a bit more worried this time
 
 
“Monty, I saw what he was an’ I let it go. If I had stepped on him or somethin’ …” Hondo replied, his voice trailing off.
 
 
“No, mate, thet would only ‘ave made us ‘ate ya. We didn’t see it.” Monty replied, but sounded like he only half believed it.
 
 
“Bullshit! You knew, you just couldn’t admit it. Even had y’all hated me, Gadget and Vesper wouldn’t be going through this!” Hondo half snarled
 
 
“We don’t know ‘bout, Foxgl ..er, Vespah. She could ‘ave been taken on ‘olliday.” Monty replied.
 
 
“Easier to think it was him.” Hondo replied in a low growl
 
 
Monty looked a bit glum, “I know ‘e’s an arse-‘ole, mate, but even as evil as ‘e seems to ‘ave become, ‘e was a mate, once.”
 
 
Hondo sighed, “Sorry, Monty. I guess I forget that. He and I have never gotten along. It’s easier for me to see the problems and despise him because of that, I reckon.”
 
 
“It’s alright, mate. You really need ta get some rest though.” Monty replied.
 
 
Hondo nodded, “I’ll try tonight.”
 
 
Monty frowned, “Make sure ya do, mate. We need ya in top form. I can’t do this alone, ya know.”
 
 
“So, when does your friend get here?” Hondo asked, changing the subject.
 
 
“About an ‘our. ‘e think ‘e knows a dive where Dale might ‘ave gone. We’ll start there. Either ‘im or me-self will report every four ‘ours. Probably take a day ta git there, I reckon. We’ll let ya know when we get ta Lincoln.” Monty said.
 
 
About then the doorbell rang. Hondo rubbed his eyes, stretched and swore.
 
 
“What the #$@! now? Damn!” He groused as he stood up
 
 
He went upstairs and Monty followed, trailing behind a bit as the stairs were more of a workout for him than they were for Hondo.
 
 
Hondo opened the door and found Autumn standing there, looking at the ground. She was looking more pregnant every day, he swore, as her stomach bulged almost like a beach-ball now. Normally she had a glow about her, but today she looked very down indeed. Hondo gave her a stern look and stared at her for several long uncomfortable seconds before speaking. They had not talked since she had gone away crying three days before, and he was not sure he was ready to talk to her still.
 
 
Hondo raised an eyebrow at her and spoke coldly, “What ya want?”
 
 
She shuffled her feet and stared at the ground, refusing to make eye contact.
 
 
“I .. I brought you some groceries… Figured you might not have time to go to the store.” She replied timidly.
 
 
Monty looked at them both, “Think I’ll jest wait outside for me mate. I’ll see both of yous latah.”
 
 
Hondo watched Monty leave before turning back to Autumn.
 
 
“That it?” Hondo asked coldly.
 
 
She shook her head, “No… can.. can I come in?”  
 
 
Hondo just grunted, grabbed the bags from her, and walked to the kitchen, letting her decide to follow or not. She hesitated a bit before coming in, but soon trailed behind. He had already started to put the food in the fridge by the time she entered the kitchen and sat down as she stared at him sadly.
 
 
Hondo didn’t speak for a while, though he could feel her sad eyes on his back, and it bothered him. Had he not been so mad at her still and so tired, his heart might have hurt for her, but right now he could not feel much of anything.  
 
 
“I.. I have more in the car for you … and Vesper.” She said quietly
 
 
He started to walk out past her to get the other bags but she grabbed his hand and tried to hold him back from passing her by.
 
 
“Wait! Please! … please?” She begged
 
 
He stopped and turned to her with an exasperated sigh, “Doc, what do you want from me?”
 
 
She shrugged, “I … I don’t know. Forgiveness maybe?”
 
 
He shook his head, “Doc, this keeps happenin’. Is it really forgiveness ya want or another opportunity to pull more of your shit?!”
 
 
She looked at him with pleading eyes, “Hondo, please. I’m sorry, truly. I just … it’s just …”
 
 
Hondo held up a finger to stop her, “Whoa! No excuses. We have talked about this all several times and there’s just nothing new to say! We can’t be a couple. I love you, as a friend and as my sister-in-law, that’s it! But you keep pushin’ and pushin’! I’m exhausted and I just don’t have it in me to keep sayin’ no.”
 
 
She looked at him a bit quizzically, “So … you’re saying yes?”
 
 
“No!” Hondo snarled as he slammed his fist into the wall, leaving a sizable dent.
 
 
 It would hurt later, but he did not register the pain at the moment. She sat back quickly, a look of shock and fear ran across her face as she stared up at him. The noise caught Vespers attention, and she got up from the couch, using her crutches to see what was up, and hobbled towards the kitchen. Autumn recoiled a bit and looked at Hondo fear as he stood, growling, over her. She had never been afraid of him before, but she had never seen him this angry either.
 
 
“I.. I don’t understand.” She replied timidly.
 
 
“Damn it, Doc! I’m a man! I don’t have a girlfriend these days. Even pregnant you are a good lookin’ woman. So, you expect me to keep resistin’? Or do ya want me to give in?! You tease me enough and I’ll #$@! ya, want it or not it will happen. Then I’m the asshole! My brother will hate me for #$@!in’ his wife, you will hate me as there will be no love in it, and I’ll hate myself for givin’ in! My family won’t understand, your family won’t understand, our friends won’t understand, and because I’m the man I’m expected to just turn a blind eye! Then when I cave, I’m blamed because, ‘oh, that’s just like all men! Can’t keep it in his pants!’ You really want this??”
 
 
She started crying again, “But you don’t understand! … I’m.. I’m lonely and I’m going to have another child… again… alone!”
 
 
“So, I have to let you keep temptin’ me or I have to cave and keep it ‘our little secret’ so that neither of us can look my brother in the eye again?? I can’t do that! He’s not right to leave you on your own so much, but this? This is not right!!” He snarled.
 
 
“Please! I ... I promise I won’t tempt you anymore! I can’t be alone. I.. I can’t do this without your friendship!” She sobbed.
 
 
Hondo sighed and shook his head, “I have tried to give you my friendship. I can’t give you any more than that. I’ve tried to talk to my brother, I can’t convince him to give up his exciting life. You chose him over me. That’s something we all have to live with. If you can’t understand that then I can’t have you here unless my brother is here.”
 
 
She continued to cry so Hondo put a hand on her shoulder and tried to calm her.
 
 
“Doc, … Autumn … I want to be there for ya, but I can’t be there physically for ya. It’s not to be, ever. Do you understand?” He said firmly
 
 
She nodded, “ I.. I understand. But, please … please give me another chance. Don’t make me be alone.”
 
 
He sighed, “Damn it, Doc… Listen, you’re my sister-in-law. We can be closer than most are but it has to stay what it is. I’ll let you come and go as ya please, and we can try to be friends but ya push me again, or make advances at me again, there is no more chances. You savvy?”
 
 
She nodded and wiped the tears from her cheek, “I understand.”
 
 
“Alright, then. Oh, and next time you talk to my brother, tell him you need him here, Dammit! He thinks I’m batty as I’m the only one who says it to his damn face!” He growled slightly.
 
 
She nodded, “You’re right. I need to.”
 
 
“Needed to a long time ago! Now, I’ll go grab the rest of the groceries. Then I’m goin’ to bed. I’ve not slept either hours total in the last week.” Hondo said over his shoulder as he went out to her car.  
 
 
As he went out Vesper hobbled in on her crutches and leaned on them as she looked down at Autumn with a worried expression. Autumn looked up at her with a slightly embarrassed look on her face, as she hated that she was caught up in her and Hondo’s drama, as she had enough of her own to worry about.
 
 
“Sorry you had to hear all that.” She said quietly.
 
 
“It’s okay. You.. you care about him a lot, don’t you?” Vesper asked.
 
 
“Yes, yes I do.” She replied hesitantly.
 
 
“Why don’t you fight for him, then?” Vesper asked.
 
 
“Because he’s right. I made my choice. It hurt us both but … what I am wanting will only hurt him more and hurt others. I.. I want him, but … like he said, I’d hate him, and I’d hate myself too.” Autumn replied sadly.
 
 
“So … he doesn’t have a girlfriend?” she asked cautiously
 
 
Autumn shook her head, “No girlfriend.”
 
 
“But … He likes girls… right?” Vesper asked.
 
 
Autumn snorted and tried not to laugh. “Hondo? Gay??”
 
 
Vesper stammered, “I didn’t mean.. I mean, he doesn’t seem … I just ..”
 
 
Autumn chuckled, “I’m sorry. That’s funny though. I needed that. No, he definitely likes women.”
 
 
Vesper looked at her feet a bit embarrassed, “I just meant he’s so nice and I think he’s handsome too. Just can’t understand why he’s not with someone.”
 
 
Autumn stood up and put and hand on her should. She was about to speak but Hondo came back in with his hands full of grocery bags. They both started at him at first, but Autumn lost it and snickered, and Vesper blushed. Hondo looked back and forth between them and then shook his head and went into the kitchen.
 
 
“Whatever it is, I don’t want ta know.” Hondo said flatly.
 
 
As he put the bags on the counter and Autumn walked over and put a hand lightly on his arm.
 
 
“I can put them away.” She offered
 
 
“I got it.” He replied flatly.
 
 
“No, please. Let me… I’ve.. I’ve been a pain and I owe you. Let me help.” She begged
 
 
He grunted, “Hmm, alright.”
 
 
She stretched up on her tiptoes and kissed his cheek lightly, “Thank you. And I am sorry.”
 
 
He gave her an annoyed look but the look on her face said she actually meant it, and for once it was not meant as a prelude to getting into his bed.
 
 
“I need some sleep. Help yourself to anythin’.” He said to her as he started towards the stairs.
 
 
He paused half way there and turned to Vesper, “You need any help before I turn in?”
 
 
“I can help her before I go. I’ll cook us some supper first, if you don’t mind.” Autumn offered.
 
 
He nodded, “That’s fine. Don’t make anythin’ for me.”
 
 
He didn’t wait for them to say anything else; he just turned and headed upstairs. Once he was gone Autumn went about putting things away and starting supper, while Vesper sat at the kitchen table.
 
 
“So, why isn’t he with anyone?” Vesper asked innocently.
 
 
Autumn shrugged, “Not sure, really. He says he’s just not found the right one. He’s been hurt a few times too. I was not the first to hurt him, but I probably hurt him the worst… I never meant to.”
 
 
“What happened?” Vesper asked.
 
 
Autumn frowned, “We were dating. I’d met most of his family already and he mine. I found out later from his sister, the one you will meet soon, that he had a ring bought for me already when this happened too. His brother came home one day, and I was introduced to him. He was a kempo black-belt, was working black ops for a private security company overseas, and was just a bad ass. He was a bit of a showoff too, but I liked it at the time. He swept me into his arms and told me he could offer me so many more adventures and so much more fun than Hondo could. He was wilder, and ripped, and promised me all these exciting things… and I believed it all. He’s not a bad man, and I do love him, but… He’s just a bit of adrenaline junkie and …”
 
“He’s never around, is he?” Vesper asked
 
 
Autumn shook her head, sadly, “No, he’s not. Sometimes I feel like I was just a prize, an object for him to win. He won me and his brother lost me, so now he’s not as interested.”
 
 
“So … what about Hondo now?” She asked
 
 
“What do you mean?” Autumn asked back
 
 
“I mean,  … is he free?” Vesper asked timidly  
 
 
“When you say free, do you mean ..” Autumn started to ask but was cut off.
 
 
“You’ve done so much to help me, if he’s not free I’ll stay away but …” Vesper spoke quickly but was cut off by Autumn.
 
 
“Slow down! You heard him earlier. Besides, I care about him too much to try anything again and risk losing him. He’s family and he’s right about us. I can’t push it with him again, and as much as I wish I had been wiser back then, I want him happy and with someone.” She replied sincerely
 
 
“So… is it okay if he and I were to, … you know.” Vesper said quietly, as she stared at the floor, her cheeks bright red from embarrassment at the thoughts that went through her head.
 
 
Autumn shrugged, “I have no problems with it. You’re a sweet girl and If you make him happy, that’s all I want for him. … but …”
 
 
“But what?” Vesper asked hesitantly.
 
 
“But … don’t you have a boyfriend? Hondo said you did.” Autumn asked.
 
 
Vesper shrugged, “I did but … it can’t be now.”
 
 
Autumn raised an eyebrow at her. She looked so sad, and it did not click for Autumn right away.
 
 
“He dump you or something?” She asked
 
 
“He … He’s a chipmunk.” She almost whispered.
 
 
“Oh .. OH! I nearly forgot you were a sentient bat once. … How does a bat and a chipmunk .. you know?” Autumn asked, but was unsure how to word the question.
 
 
Vesper blushed a bit again, “Many sentient creatures are anthropomorphic.”
 
 
“Athro-po .. what?” Autumn asked
 
 
“It means we have human like characteristics. That with the genes splicing that made our kind originally, we can have relations, physical ones, that is. Not all of us can reproduce, but we can still love each other. There are some groups that demand you keep the bloodlines pure. There’s even a weird group that believes we should breed with ferals to try to strip the genes from us that makes us sentient. Their offspring, if they survive, are often really dangerous.” Vesper replied.
 
 
Autumn shook her head, “I might be a doctor but some of this gene-splicing stuff is way above my head. I heal and put people back together, but that stuff. It’s meddling with the work of The Almighty, I tell you!”
 
 
Vesper nodded, “I don’t disagree. That’s why the sentient stay hidden. There are groups of humans that would murder all us sentients if they knew about us because of that.”
 
 
“That’s terrible! Just because I believe it was and is wrong to meddle in such things doesn’t mean that those who were made are evil and should be killed!” Autumn exclaimed.  
 
 
Vesper shrugged, “Some people see only black and white. Evil created us so we must be evil.”
 
 
Autumn shook her head, “You definitely are not evil. I’m not sure whoever made you was evil either. The reason might have been sinister but sounds more like an act of hubris.”  
 
 
Vesper shrugged again, “It’s all semantics to some.”
 
 
Autumn smiled, “You know you are quite smart. You been thinking about what you want to do now that you are human?”
 
 
Vesper blushed, “Thanks. Chip says I’m just an airhead. But, no, I’ve not thought about what’s next yet too much. Just trying to accept what is at present, still.”
 
 
Autumn nodded, “That’s understandable. You’ve had it rough for a bit and all that’s happened, that would be a lot to digest for anyone. Now I have supper ready. Let’s eat.”
 
 
Autumn set some grilled chicken, stir fried veggies, and garlic bread in front of Vesper and sat down with her own plate. They chatted while they ate, mainly about Hondo, but Autumn got Vesper to talk a little more about her life as Foxglove. Autumn did not know this Chip character, but he had come up in Vespers stories a few times and Autumn did not find she was liking what she heard about him at all.
 
 
After they ate Autumn cleaned up and did dishes quickly. After she was done, she looked at her watch.
 
 
“I have to leave her in about thirty minutes to pick up my son from my mother’s. You need help with a shower or anything before I go?” she asked.
 
 
“A shower would be nice.” Vesper said as she gingerly got to her feet and got the crutches under her arms.
 
 
“What do you want for clothes?” Autumn asked.
 
 
“Just that purple robe you brought me will be fine.” She replied.
 
 
“No panties or anything?” Autumn asked.
 
 
Vesper blushed a bit and shook her head.
 
 
Autumn shrugged, “Alright.”
 
 
Autumn helped her undress and helped her into the shower then remove her soft splints. Once she was washed up and dried, Autumn helped her back into the splints and her robe. Once they got Vesper back to her room, Autumn checked her watch again.
 
 
“Shoot, I’m running late. You good to go?” she asked quickly.
 
 
Vesper nodded, “I’m fine until Hondo gets up.”
 
 
Autumn gave her a quick hug and quickly left. Vesper waited until she was out of sight before getting up off the bed and creeping upstairs, well creeping as much as a woman with two soft boot casts and a set of crutches can on a flight of stairs.  
 
 
Hondo had gone upstairs earlier, stripped down to his boxers, and fell asleep on top of the covers. Normally he did not sleep so hard, but the last several days of little to no sleep made him pass right out. Vesper stared at him for a moment before leaning her crutches against the bed and carefully climbing in beside him. She sighed with relief as he did not stir as she curled up against him. The nightmares had kept her from sleeping well since she had been changed, and they had been worse the last few nights since Autumn and Hondo had fought. She could not understand why that affected her like that, but it did somehow, and she dearly wanted a good night’s rest. Now that they made up, she felt more at ease, but curling up beside him brought a new wave of peace over her, that she did not realize she would find. She found herself drifting off to sleep in no time, as she lay staring at the sleeping man who had saved her. She did not know if she loved him or not, but she knew she wanted to and wanted him to love her back.  
 
 
Hondo awoke early the next morning, as the grey light of dawn started to fill the sky. He was not in a hurry to get up though, so he laid still, savoring the feeling of being in a cozy bed and the soft, warm skin of the woman curled up against him. His eyes shot open after a moment as he realized he went to bed alone and knew he still should have been alone, but he was definitely not. The first thought that ran through his head was that Autumn had already broken her word and he instantly started to get angry, but upon looking at his side he went from angry to slightly confused almost immediately. The woman there was definitely not Autumn, but was Vesper, a mostly naked Vesper at that. It’s not that he had not seen her nude before, but this was different. She was barely clothed when he found her, he had helped her in the bathroom with getting situated on the toilet a couple times, had helped her dress, undress, and get in and out of the shower a few times after Autumn had stormed out crying that night.  
 
 
That whole fight had started because Autumn was showing him how best to help Vesper in and out of the shower then she rubbed against him and suggested that he help her shower next, all in front of Vesper, who was already embarrassed enough as it was. Hopefully Autumn would stop all that now, but it looked like he would be losing one cling-on just to gain another.
 
 
He sighed as he looked down at her. The thin purple robe covered little as it was but was wide open now, leaving no barriers between his side and her bare body. The realization of that made his morning-wood overactive, and though he tried to think about something else, it stood tall, hard, and proud still. It had been a while since he had a woman like this in his bed, and that made things harder on him, literally. It was a welcomed sensation, he knew taking it to its natural course was not what Vesper needed right now, though he could have benefited from it greatly.
 
 
He shook his head lightly after a moment and sighed again as he laid his head back into the pillow and stared at the ceiling. She was pretty, and he was sure she could be his, all too easily. That was part of the problem; it was too easy. She lay there on him, lovely but injured of body and mind, and to take her would be wrong. She needed his help, his friendship, his support. What she did not need was to think that she could use her body to pay him back or that sex would heal her. There was also Dale to think about. He knew deep down that she still loved Dale, though at the moment it seemed like an impossible relationship. If they could save Dale before being transformed, then she might would have to look at other options. Maybe he could think about here like that after this was all done, and she had healed some, if Gadget and Dale were both rescued before being transformed. One thought overshadowed that, though, and made it all leave a bad taste in his mouth. The simple fact was that he was attracted to Vesper, but he did not love her like that. Maybe he would learn to, maybe he would grow to, but she was not the one on his heart and mind right now, though he tried to keep both clear and was afraid or ashamed to admit it even to himself what lie there presently. The one they had yet to find was the one he wanted, though he felt ashamed for even thinking of Gadget like that and for half wishing she did become human. Having Vesper in bed like this too made him feel ashamed too, as for some reason his mind asked, ‘what would Gadget think?’.
 
 
Vesper started to stir as all this raced through his mind, which made his mind turn back to her. She yawned, stretched, and nuzzled into him as she slowly woke up. It had been a long time since a woman had been with him like this, and even this felt amazing, but it was not helping things any. Slowly her eyes fluttered open and she looked up at him, smiling softly as she looked at his face
 
 
“Morning, Hondo.” She whispered sleepily.
 
“Mornin’ … Dare I ask how this came about?” He asked hesitantly.
 
She shrugged, “Not been sleeping well. Thought I’d sleep better with you.”
 
“That’s all fine and dandy, but you’re … practically bare.” He replied hesitantly again.
 
She shrugged, “You’ve seen me like this several times, so why does it matter?”  
 
Her hand slowly moved from his chest, down his stomach, and to his crotch where she found him hard rock hard and seeming to get harder and bigger at her touch.
 
“Seems like you are not minding it too much, anyway.” She said with an impish grin on her face.
 
He picked her hand up off him and quickly got up out of bed. She lay on her side but propped herself up on her elbow to show off what she had better. He tossed a blanket at her and shook his head.
 
“Here, cover up with this.” He said flatly.
 
“You … you don’t like my body?” She asked in a hurt, quavering voice.
 
“Vesper, that’s not it!” He replied, seeming a bit flustered
 
“You think I’m ugly or find me repulsive because of what I was, then?” She asked quietly as she stared at him with those sad doe eyes of hers.
 
He shook his head, “Not in the slightest!”
 
“Then what is it?! I’m making myself available! I don’t know what else to do to make you see I want you! Please.. please, take me. I owe you so much and I … I want this.” She begged.
 
He shook his head. “You don’t know what you’re talkin’ ‘bout.”
 
He grabbed some clothes off the shelf and marched quickly towards the bathroom.
 
“Get dressed and we’ll talk after my shower. I’m not awake enough to deal with this right now.” He muttered as he walked away.  
 
She laid down on the bed and said nothing as he walked away. He shut the bathroom door, stripped down, and climbed into the shower, sighing a frustrated sigh as he stood under the water. He tried to get the images and feelings out of his mind, but they would not leave. He knew she was confused and would regret this later if he took her like she asked, but knowing it and getting his sex drive to understand that were two different things. Once he washed up, he turned on the cold water and let it flow down his body and over his still swollen manhood. That only made him cold but the swelling did not dwindle nor the desire recede. As he leaned against the wall in the cold water, he heard something and turned to see Vesper standing there looking at him. He shut the water off and swore.
 
“What the #$@!?!” He exclaimed
 
“You don’t have to try to get that down with cold water. I’m more than willing to take care of that for you.” She said as she reached for his member.
 
He grabbed her wrist to stop her.
 
“Damn it, Vesper! No!” He barked as he pushed her arm back to her side and grabbed his towel.
 
He wrapped the towel around him and climbed out of the shower past her, before turning back to her.
 
“What in the hell has gotten into you?” He asked angrily.
 
“I.. I just wanted to please the one who saved me.” She replied, her lip starting to quiver slightly.
 
“Please me by getting well and livin’ your life!” He said still angry
 
“But .. I owe you my body!” She retorted
 
“No! You owe no man your body! It is your body, only to be given to someone special, whom you love and gives his back to you!” He replied sternly.
 
“But … but …” She stammered as she started to cry, “But.. you are specials and.. and I have no one else… and.. and … I want to feel pleasure again … to feel good again! I’ve.. I’ve never felt pleasure in this body, but I want.. I want to with you… I want you to be my first… please?”
 
Hondo rubbed his eyes for a moment, with his thumb and index finger. When Autumn said Vesper seemed interested in him, he worried she would try something, but he did not expect this.
 
“Please? … please take me? Make me feel like a woman should!” She begged.
 
“Damn it all, Vesper … It would be too easy to bend you over that bed and take you, but it’s not right!” He replied.
 
“But … you find me attractive, right?” She asked softly
 
“I’d be lyin’ if I said no.” He replied almost sourly
 
“Then, why not?? What’s wrong with me, that makes you not want me?!” She asked in desperation.
 
“The only thing wrong with you is that you need time to heal and figure out yourself. What is wrong with this, is that I’d be doing us both a disservice by taking you!” He replied firmly.
 
“How? I want you to take me. You don’t have a girlfriend, I asked Autumn. She also said you’re not gay and I see you’re hard because of me. We are alone so we are not bothering …” she rambled before he cut her off.
 
“Whoa there! Trot that horse by me again! You asked if I was gay?” He asked almost indignantly.
 
She shrugged, “Well, you were pushing off Autumn’s advances, but she explained why last night. And I find you attractive so I did not understand why a man such as you would be alone and push off the advances of a pretty woman. She explained it all though. But, I’m here and willing give myself to you.”
 
Hondo sighed, “But do you love me? You don’t even know me that well.”
 
She shrugged, “I trust you and I’ll learn more about you over time. I think I love you. I would like to figure that out … together.”
 
Hondo shook his head, “So, you don’t love me. Save yourself for someone you love.”
 
She looked down at the floor and spoke sadly, “The one I loved I cannot be with anymore, but I can be with you.”
 
“Don’t get me wrong as I like you, so far, as a friend, but I don’t love you either.” He replied
 
“You don’t have to! Just let me pleasure you. I just want to be with someone I trust, to be held again. If you don’t love me at least let me try to love you.” She pleaded.
 
“No, you need to save that for someone you already love! You will find that someone again, but it isn’t me, at least not now. I don’t even want to give you hope for someday, but maybe. If we fall in love after you have healed, and I don’t think you are just sayin’ that because you think you owe me, then and only then, we can talk about a physical relationship.” Hondo replied.
 
She looked at the floor, “I don’t understand. If I’m pretty you would take me, wouldn’t you?”
 
“You are pretty, and you don’t know how hard it is for me to say no. I want to take you so bad right now it hurts!  Taking you would be so easy right now.. so easy, but I care about you and have respect for you, so I won’t! I also know myself well enough to know I would feel extremely guilty if I took advantage of your current state. Now, please go downstairs and get dressed. If you need help getting dressed, I’ll help. Just please, never do this again and don’t ask me for sex.” He said as he tried not to waver from what he knew was right.
 
“What if I keep having nightmares? Can.. can I sleep with you then, at least?” She asked timidly.
 
He sighed, “I reckon, but you’d better have a shirt and panties on at least. Also, it better not become a habit, and if you ask for sex again or grab me, I’ll spank that ass of yours in a not at all fun way and ban you from my room for good!”
 
She nodded and frowned, as she pulled her robe around herself and grabbed her crutches.  She found she could not keep the robe closed and use the crutches at the same time. She tried to keep it closed and leave, as she was feeling embarrassed and self-conscious. She stumbled and almost fell as she tried to wrangle everything, but Hondo stepped forward and caught her.  
 
“You alright?” He asked with a look of concern.
 
She nodded, “Just embarrassed. Thought you’d like my body and all.”
 
Hondo sighed, “How do I make you understand that while I do like your body and I find you very attractive, that I want what’s best for you? What’s best is definitely not for me to #$@! you, nor enjoy your body for my own pleasure, nor to do so for you to escape reality. I’m here to help you. I don’t want you to be ashamed of your body, I don’t care if you are half uncovered, either. You want to sit around in that robe and panties, you can as long as it’s just us here. Just respect your body and treat it as sacred. Also, don’t try to tempt me with it as you cannot understand how hard it is to do the right thing when someone as beautiful as you is being so inviting. Also, please cover up appropriately if I have others here. For now, this is your home. You need to help keep it clean, respect that I own it, and understand I need my privacy at times. I will respect your privacy needs as well and do what I can to see that you find a way to have your own life. Just understand, you need to love and accept yourself before you can have a relationship like you proposed to me. Otherwise, it will always be hollow, and you will end up more hurt than you are now.”
 
She nodded, “I’m sorry. I’m.. I’m just so confused and scared. I don’t know what to do… I thought maybe.. you know.. if you and I.. you know.. did it, that maybe I’d feel less afraid and like my body better.”
 
Hondo shook his head and picked her up, “That’s not the way to go about it. Sex is not something to hide behind, nor a way to love yourself. It’s meant to show love to the one you love and strengthen the bond between two individuals that love each other. It’s special, intimate, and worth waitin’ to find the right person to give it too. Now, let’s get you downstairs and dressed. Then I’ll get dressed and cook us some breakfast.”
 
She nodded, “Thank you. You’re so kind to me. I.. I wished we did love each other like that as you’re definitely a nice guy.”
 
“Dale is a nice guy too. I know you have a lot to work through and as a relationship with a sentient chipmunk are impossible for you now, but you owe it to both of you to talk before even thinkin’ about me or anyone else.” He replied as he carried her down the stairs.
 
“Maybe so, but he disappeared... I guess he couldn’t take me being human.” She said sadly.
 
“No, he loves you no matter what you are. He should not have taken off, but he thinks he’s helpin’ you. He’s not out there because of Gadget. He’s out there for you.” He replied.
 
“Really? I.. I didn’t think ….” She paused.
 
“Just work on getting better. Monty and I will find Dale and Gadget.” He said as he sat her on the bed and started to remove her soft boot casts.  
 
“And Chip too? He.. he’s helping, right?” She asked hesitantly
 
Hondo’s face looked a bit grim as he searched for an answer. She sighed at his lack of response.
 
“He’s not helping, is he?” She asked sadly.
 
“Chip feels it’s hopeless and a waste of time.” He replied flatly
 
“You mean he doesn’t want to get them back unless it makes him look good.” She replied.
 
“Maybe.” Hondo said as he helped her get her panties on.
 
“You’re not telling me something.” She said.
 
“It’s all speculation but … Maybe he wants them gone or doesn’t want somethin’ they know to get out.” He replied.
 
Vespers eyes got wide, “You think … you think he sold them out?”
 
Hondo shook his head, “No … I think he sold you and me out. I think the others he just can’t control anymore and doesn’t want what he’s maybe done in the past to them and others to get out.”
 
“Wait … he.. he sold out me?” She replied in a whisper as a surprised look took over her face.
 
“Maybe. I am sure he sold me out. You, I’m not completely sure about yet.” He replied as he slipped a shirt over her head.
 
He started to grab some shorts and she shook her head, “If it’s alright like you said, I’ll just wear panties. I can manage going to the bathroom myself easier like this.”
 
He nodded, “That’s fine. Just if you’re in the living room or kitchen sitting down, keep a lap blanket close so you can cover up if someone comes to the house. If it wasn’t that I’d seen all of you several times by now and didn’t need to help you out, then I’d be firmer about it. But, I want you to feel comfortable with my help and comfortable in this house. You do need to learn to be modest, as I know those things are more lax in the sentient creature world as most of you have fur, but you don’t have fur now.”
 
She blushed a bit, “Well, not all over. It’s weird having it, you know, down there and under your arms only.”
 
Hondo chuckled, “Well most human women shave their underarms. And as far as down there, some shave that too. Others trim it up at least. I think I’ll leave that discussion between you and the Doc, though.”
 
“Do you like women shaved or just trimmed down there?” She asked innocently.
 
“Not somethin’ I plan to answer at this time… Now, I’d better go get dressed. This towel doesn’t like to stay on well and I’m not givin’ you any more peep shows.” he said flatly.  
 
After he dressed and they had breakfast, Hondo showed Vesper how to use the spare laptop he had and got her started on some GED prep reading. She was smart and the sentient generally educated their young, except a few of the ‘back to nature’ cults, so she was picking it all up fast. It was not that she needed to learn so much as she needed to prove she knew this stuff already. Vesper was excited as he explained it all to her. Getting her GED was her first true goal to start her life in human society.
 
Later that afternoon as Hondo went over some files again he got a call from Monty.
 
“Hondo, Mate, we made it. Spotted the Ranger plane already. Looks like shit. Damn Pi-rats made it look like their junk. We will be tryin’ to fit in with the locals an’ make contact with one of me other contacts. Will call again in four hours.” Monty said.
 
“Sounds good. Keep me informed.” Hondo replied.
 
Nothing much came in that day or the next. Some info was good, but nothing pinpointed what was going on. It was not until the following day that things started to happen. The phone rang that morning and woke Hondo up. Vesper was in his bed again as she had another nightmare, but she had been behaving herself, dressing in at least a camisole and panties when sleeping with him. Hondo groaned as he rolled over to answer the phone as it would not quit ringing.
 
“Ya’llow” Hondo grunted.
 
“Mate, they went to Silvercreek Nebraska!” Monty said excitedly over the phone.
 
“Silvercreek? That’s a little nowhere, podunk town. Ate fish at a fish fry there before. Tasted like beans and breading so I liked it… What makes you think there?” He mumbled half asleep still.
 
“She’s there, Mate I’m sure. I’ve overheard there’s an old underground military bunker there.” Monty said.
 
“She? Just Gadget?” Hondo asked.
 
“ ‘Fraid so, mate. Followed Dale’s tracks for a bit. He left us a note sayin’ she was there. Looks like they took him somewhere else, back east maybe. ‘E said there is more than one lab. Said we’d find all the info we need at this one to shut ‘um all down!” Monty exclaimed.
 
“Alright. I’m twelve hours away, it’s 5 am now. I have to grab some gear and get someone here to help Vesper, but I should be there tonight.” He replied.
 
“Alright, I’ll call ya in four hours ta tell ya where ta meet.” Monty said.
 
 With that Monty hung up. Vesper stretched and yawned, before rolling over and looking at Hondo.
 
“Monty found Gadget?” She asked sleepily
 
“Sorry. Didn’t mean to wake ya… Yeah, sounds like.” He replied with a groan as he sat up.
 
“It’s ok… any word on Dale?” She asked quietly
 
“I’m afraid not. He left them some information, but Monty believes he’s gone to another location.” Hondo said as he stood up and tried to rub the sleep from his eyes.
 
“Oh..” She replied sadly.
 
“We’ll find him, believe you me.” He said softly.
 
“You want me to go with you?” She asked.
 
“No. I’ll get Autumn to come stay with you, and see if Echo Rose can come when Autumn can’t. You have counseling with Preacher Grey today and physical therapy with Echo starts tomorrow.” He replied.
 
“Alright. Can I cook you some breakfast?” she asked.
 
“You did pretty well on supper last night. As long as you don’t stand too long and it doesn’t hurt your legs and wrist, then alright. Just eggs and bacon. We have left over biscuits from yesterday that need used and my coffee should be ready already.” He said.
 
He headed to the shower while she carefully slid off the bed, put on her robe, and headed downstairs. He waited to get in the shower until he could hear her crutches on the stairs, just to be on the safe side.
 
After his shower he threw some gear in the bronco, putting the truck in the shop for now, and sent Agent G. a quick message about suspicions and where they would be checking. No answer was received from the message, but that was normal. After a quick breakfast, and a call to Autumn and Echo to get things set, Hondo hit the road.  
 
Vesper watched as he drove away. She felt a little sad and a bit scared. It was the first time she had been alone since he had found her that night. It was not a feeling that she liked.
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Re: I am not who I am. Who am I? (private Story)
Reply #7 - Feb 11th, 2020, 7:34pm
 
After taking several dirt roads, Hondo picked up I-25 south and did not stop again until he hit the truck stop east of Casper to fill his coffee thermos and fill up the main and reserve tanks on the Bronco. From there he then headed east on I-25 for about two hours. The road seemed lonelier on this trip, though he tried not to think about it. He hoped Gadget would be back with him soon, and his mind postulated that if she were human, that maybe she would be the one to kill his loneliness. As usual, he started questioning things and himself, and chastising himself for such thoughts, hopes, or dreams. Even if she was human, she might not want anything to do with him. Their last conversation had not gone so well, as he pretty well rejected her advances, but for her own good, at least. HE frowned as he wondered if he were meant to be alone for his whole life. He was not sure he could offer a woman a good or safe life in his line of work, anyway. Not much farther up I-25, Between Glendo and Wheatland, he picked up HWY 26 east, where he stopped again in Scottsbluff for fuel and a sandwich. It was as he was fueling this time that Monty finally called again.
 
Hondo looked at the screen on his phone and pressed the answer button, “Ya’llow?”
 
“G’day, mate! There’s a small sentient resettlement in Columbus, north east of Silvercreek a might. We can meet there.” Monty said.
 
“Guess it’s as good as anyplace. Still bothers me that the other lab is there.” He replied flatly
 
“Outta the way place, an’ there was a sentient community close by. I ‘ear not a soul is left, though. Probably took all the poor bastards an’ changed ‘um.”
 
“Yeah, I get that, but what they are usin’ is government property. I looked, and I’ve not found any records that suggest the government sold that place. They tore down the surface buildin’s, but …” He paused
 
“You sayin’ thet the government still owns thet facility?” Monty asked warily
 
“Yup.” Hondo replied
 
“So, the government is involved?” Monty asked in disbelief.
 
“It’s a safe assumption that someone in the government is in on this. The question is, who is involved and how deep does it go?” Hondo replied.
 
“Crikey! Sounds like we are in ovah our ‘eads, skippah!” Monty replied
 
“What’s new? I’m usually in over my head… Besides, we hafta get Gadget. We alert the wrong people and they could destroy all the sentients they have and all those they have made human already to cover their tracks. We have to get in, find Gadget, get the info we can, and get out so we can take the others down, too.” Hondo said firmly.
 
“Well, can’t say I don’t ‘ave any concerns, but I’m with ya, mate.” Monty replied
 
“Good. I’ll see ya this evein’.” He replied
 
“One more thing, mate.” Monty said quickly
 
Hondo sighed, “What?”
 
“Er,… well, it seems Chippah may ‘ave a tracker on the Ranger Plane an’ ‘e might ‘ave known Dale’s whereabouts the ‘ole time.” Monty said slowly
 
“What!? Sparky tell you this??” Hondo asked angrily
 
“Yeah, last night ‘e called me. Chippah took off in the Ranger wing an’ Ol’ Sparky sorta let ‘imself into Chippah’s room. Looks like it was built by Gadget, ‘e said, but ‘e must of made ‘er keep it from Dale an’ meself. Sparky says it looks like Chip is ‘eaded this way.” Monty replied, sounding a bit depressed as this pushed the last of the doubt from his mind that Chip was dirty.
 
“#$@! that munk!! I’ll stomp his ass if he gets close enough! We need to lure him away, somehow. I don’t trust him!” Hondo growled angrily
 
“Way ahead of ya, there Skippah! Me mate an’ me are ‘eaded to Albion with the Ranger plane. We’ll leaver ‘er there an’ use ‘is plane ta fly to Columbus. Not been to Columbus with the plane, as we found it in Genoa an’ spent the rest of the time scoutin’ for clues. Thet should keep Chippah outta our ‘air for a bit, anyway.” Monty replied.
 
Hondo sighed, “Alright. Good thinkin’. Let me know if you hear anythin’ further. Have Sparky stay monitorin’ that tracker to make sure Chip isn’t headed straight to Silvercreek to warn them ‘bout our comin’.”
 
“Will do, mate. Bye now.” Monty replied.
 
“Talk at y’later.” Hondo said before pushing the button to end the call.  
 
He shook his head and swore under his breath, as he finished fueling. The odds were seeming to be stacked against them more and more. They had saved Vesper (AKA Foxglove) by what seemed like pure dumb luck, but they still had Gadget and hopefully Dale to save.  If Chip was working against them, it would make it all the harder. They were now racing against the clock. If Chip headed for Albion that would buy them a little time, but not the time Hondo had wanted. He had planned to take a day to scope the place out then hit it the following night. That would only work still if they could capture Chip and he had not squealed yet, but since they did not know if he had, their only chance might be to hit the facility that night. He did not like it all one bit.
 
After fueling he used the truck stop’s facilities, grabbed a hotdog, and hit the road again, pushing the speed limit a bit more than before. After a couple more stops for fuel Hondo made it to Columbus. It was 4:00 pm and he made it an hour earlier than originally planned. He stopped south of town at The Rancher’s Choice Café, on the Lincoln Hwy, for an early supper while he waited for Monty to call.
 
Monty called about an hour later, and Hondo’s tone gave away he was a bit impatient as he answered the phone.
 
“What #$@!in’ happened to you? I expected a call way before now.” Hondo asked in an irritated tone
 
“Sorry, Mate. Didn’t expect ya to be into town until ‘bout now.” Monty replied sheepishly.
 
Hondo sighed and relaxed his tone, “Yeah, I pushed it a bit an’ shaved off an hour. Where you at?”
 
Monty gave a forced chuckled, “heh … ‘bout that, Skippah, We, uh … we’re just leavin’ Genoa.”
 
“What?! You could have walked there and back by now. What happened?” He asked
 
“Thought we were bein’ followed, mate. Couldn’t chance it.” Monty replied
 
“Well, I’d like to look things over before dark so you’d better head straight there. If Chip squealed on us we are runnin’ short on time.” Hondo stated
 
“True thet. Probably should give ya some directions then, since we scouted a bit already.” Monty said
 
“That would help.” Hondo replied flatly.
 
“Jest south of Silvercreek take county road 39 to BB road. The access to the place is on DD road but though the place looks abandoned an’ half demolished there is surveillance an’ we saw men in suits with guns an’ even a snipah in a ghillie suit once. They seem ta all stay north of what we figuah ta be the main entrance, though. Once on BB road take the first field two-track road to the north past the second farm. You’ll run into a shelterbelt an’ Prairie Creek, at least that’s what google maps calls it. Follow the creek north an’ west until the creek turns straight west an’ the loops ‘round south. There is a shallow area where ya can’ get yur rig across aftah dark. There are a few trees there too which should keep ya covered in case the snipah or one of the other monkey suit blokes look south. We’ll fly round an’ come up from the south west. Meet ya there in an hour or so.” Monty said.
 
“Got it.” Hondo said
 
“Ya sure? I know I said a mouth full.” Monty asked
 
“I record all my phone conversations these days.” Hondo replied
 
“Always on the ball. Thet’s why I like ya, mate!” Monty replied.
 
“I’ll see ya in a bit. Stay low and away from the facility. If you think anyone is followin’ or somethin’ goes wrong don’t come here. I’ll check in at the highway 30 tavern an hour after dark. If I don’t show up or I don’t find you within an hour we will regroup tomorrow morning at The Rancher’s Choice Café.” Hondo said
 
“Don’t go it alone, mate.” Monty replied seriously.
 
“No promises. If I see a window I’m takin’ it.” Hondo said.
 
“Be careful, then.” Monty replied
 
“Alright. Talk at y’later.” Hondo replied before pressing the red button to end the conversation.
 
He paid his bill,  when out to the bronco, and laid out some gear before taking off again. Once back on the road, he drove back east to a housing community that was built around an old sand and gravel pit that had been turned into a lake. The road around the lake was one big circle but it gave him time to see if anyone was following him. Fairly sure he was not being followed, he started back west on the Lincoln Hwy towards Silvercreek. He made it to the little watering hole of a town in about twenty minutes and pulled over at the little fuel plaza to fill up his tanks and to look over his map. Once he looked them over, he changed his route a bit to make sure he still wasn’t being followed.  
 
He jumped back on the road and passed county 39 to pick up Z road, taking the next right and heading north. The road ended where it intersected BB road, directly across from the farm field two-track. After a brief pause to make sure no other vehicles were around, he crossed the field and got into the shelter-belts and out of sight. He waited in the shelter-belt for another twenty minutes, to make sure no one had seen him and was coming after him, as it would not be the first time a farmer had questioned him with a shotgun about why he had crossed his field.  
 
After Hondo was sure he was not seen, he followed the creek north west as Monty had said and found the stand of trees by where the creek started to turn. Once there he pulled out his field glasses and started studying the area.  
 
The old antenna foundation, from when the base was used by the strategic air command, was easy to see, as was the old parking lot, several old building foundations, and the main gate with guard shack. The main building area stood roughly 700 yards away from the main road and of the roughly seven to ten original buildings that once stood in the main area, only two seemed to remain.
 
He had been watching for almost an hour when some movement behind him caught his eye. It was Monty and his friend, gliding their plane in for a rather rough, but fairly quiet landing. Hondo walked up to the plane as Monty popped the canopy opened and climbed out.  
 
“Thet wasn’t yur best landin’, mate.” He said to his friend.
 
His friend shrugged, “Better than some of your landings.”
 
Monty chuckled, “Aye, I’ve had some rough ones!”
 
Monty’s friend went over the plane, preparing it for later, while Monty joined Hondo. Monty waved as he approached, keeping his voice low as he spoke, though they were still over a half mile away from the supposedly abandoned military base.
 
“Sorry, Mate. Thought we saw someone patrolin’ north of here so ‘ad to go further west than planned before loppin’ ‘round.” Monty said.
 
“No worries. Anythin’ else you can tell me ‘bout this place?” Hondo asked
 
“Jest that they do everythin’ at night. Seen cars an’ such go into thet big buildin’ an’ a couple blokes go into the small one. They patrol the back forty occasionally, but the ground is fairly flat, so they don’t seem overly worried. West of the old parkin’ lot is a gravel lot where a few of them park , though it’s covered on three side an’ the top by camo nettin’. Most of the staff come in on vans, but security seems ta drive their own rigs. The place is old an’ I assume mostly underground, from looks of things. They ‘ave some security but what exactly I don’t know. We can get yur rig across but we’d hafta move fast. I did see a side-by-side once. Might still be in thet large buildin’. I’m pretty sure thet’s the main entrance. I think there is another in the small buildin’ an’ in the guard shack by the road. I swear there is a fourth too as someone jest seemed to appear outta nowhere, yesterday, an’ it wasn’t one of those ghillie suit wearin’ cunts, eithah.” Monty replied.  
 
Hondo rubbed his chin, “I’d like to find that back entrance. You think you could find it? It’ll be gettin’ dark soon enough. If ya move out before dark but after the sun goes down, should be hard to see. Eyesight is bad long distance as its too dark but too light for night vision.”
 
Monty nodded, “Reckon I could do thet, Mate.”
 
“Alright, then. I’ll give you an hour to find it and get back. If things go bad we’ll play it by ear. If it goes well, We’ll watch an’ I’ll go in ‘bout 1 am. You will watch from here an’ report. Your friend will have to be our eye in the sky.” Hondo said
 
“What if I don’t find it?” Monty asked.
 
“Not sure. That’s a lot of open ground. They’ll notice the bronco for sure if I cross the river. I can probably get out the front door once inside, but gettin’ in the front door will be hell.” he replied.
 
“True ‘nuff. Probably thirty minutes to sundown.” Monty replied.
 
“Find yourself a way across and be ready.” Hondo said
 
“Will do.” Monty said with a nod.
 
“And … be careful.” Hondo said seriously.
 
“Aye, I plan on it. You do the same, eh Skippah?” Monty replied.
 
“I’ll see what I can do.” Hondo said with a half grin.
 
Monty gave him a quick salute and then scurried off into the weeds along the creek back to find a crossing spot. All they could do now is wait.
 
 
 
About an hour and twenty minutes after sundown Hondo was pacing beside the Bronco. Monty’s friend sat on a log whittling.
 
“Were is he? Told him to be back in an hour.” Hondo muttered
 
Monty’s friend shrugged, “Dunno. He’ll be back.”
 
Hondo looked at him, “Ya know, I haven’t caught your name.”
 
“I haven’t thrown it.” he replied
 
“I like to know who I’m trustin’.” Hondo replied.
 
He sighed, “Meredith.”  
 
Hondo raised an eyebrow, “Excuse me?”
 
“You heard me… My mother wasn’t right in the head. Long story, but my birth wasn’t exactly planned. My father was half feral and … prone to following his natural urges. My conception left my mother a bit … different.  She was convinced she was having a girl.” He replied slightly hesitantly but almost without emotion.
 
Hondo nodded, “Sounds rough. Sorry.”
 
Meredith shook his head, “Not looking for any pity. Just giving you an answer as you are right. How can I expect you to trust me if I can’t tell you my name?”
 
“Why didn’t you change it?” Hondo asked
 
He shrugged, “I dunno. I guess ‘cause other than life it was the only thing my mother gave me. She was bat-shit insane. She escaped when I was five or six. Climbed to the top of a telephone pole and jumped off in front of a truck claiming she could fly as she was a refrigerator.”
 
Hondo raised an eyebrow again, “A flyin’ refrigerator?”  
 
Meredith chuckled, “Like I said, she was bat-shit insane.”  
 
“The nut didn’t fall far from the tree, eithah!” a voice called out
 
“Told ya he’d be back.” Meredith said, seeming unimpressed.
 
Monty came strolling up, grinning.
 
“You alright?” Hondo asked
 
“Sure, mate! Had ta hide an’ wait for a guard ta pass. Bastard almost pissed on me! Took a piss thet could sink a ship too.” Monty replied, grinning
 
“You find the entrance?” Hondo asked
 
Monty nodded and pointed out across the creek, “Yeah, mate. 500 yards east, north east. It’s in the center of the only cluster of bushes in thet direction.”
 
 
Hondo sighed, “Good. We might have a chance then. Now some more waitin’.
 
Hondo pulled out a night vision monocular and a thermos of coffee that he had refilled earlier. He poured himself one and Monty drug two smaller cups out of the plane and Hondo filled those for Monty and Meredith. Three hours or so until they move in, and it was going to be a long three hours.
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Reply #8 - Mar 3rd, 2020, 3:54pm
 
About 12:45 am Hondo crushed out a cigarillo and picked up the monocular to check the area again. Monty and Meredith were swapping old war stories and drinking coffee by the plane and had been for the last couple hours. Hondo glanced at them and shook his head as they seemed to act like they were on some camping trip, not a mission. Monty, by far, did most of the talking, but Meredith had a couple of good stories too. Though it did seem to help pass the time, he wished they were more serious about it all. He usually was not this uptight, but with Gadget’s life at stake, he felt ill at ease with the whole deal.  
 
About 1:00 am a random patrol swept the south side of the compound, looking around but not as if they expected anyone to be there. They had done it two other times since it had turned dark, so Hondo just watched at waited. By 1:15 the area was clear again, but he waited and watched another ten minutes to be on the safe side. It was still all clear at 1:25 am and Hondo decided he could delay no further.
 
He walked over to the miniature plane where Monty and Meredith were now arguing over who had eaten the most exotic food. They stopped after he had stood there a minute and looked up at him.
 
“From thet look, I’d say it’s time.” Monty said.
 
Hondo nodded, “Yup. You both have the frequency change list?”
 
Monty nodded, “Aye, Skippah. No pass-phrases this time?”
 
Hondo grinned slightly, “No Chip to harass, so figured we could do with out them this time.”
 
“My list is in the plane already. I need to get her warmed up and do a flight check, if you’re leaving now.” Meredith answered.
 
“It will take me a bit and Monty should be able to see most of the back forty. I have a remote mic and earbuds I’ll leave him on the roof along with the monocular. I’ll need reports after I make it in, if I get in unnoticed.” Hondo replied.
 
“I should have time to get into the air by then. Good luck.” Meredith said with a nod.
 
Hondo nodded back, “Thanks. Be careful up there.”
 
“I’m always careful when flying.” Meredith replied over his shoulder as he turned away.
 
“What about Bora-bora? Or that time over the channel? Or …” Monty started but was cut off as Meredith walked away shaking his head and Hondo headed to the Bronco to make sure Monty setup was ready.
 
Monty looked between them then turned to Hondo and ran to catch up, “Wait up, mate! I’m roight behind ya!”
 
After Hondo got things setup, he checked his pistol and backup pistol about ten times as he waited for Monty to double check the equipment he was to use. Monty climbed up on the hood and checked the monocular to make sure it was pointed in the right direction and checked over his radio to make sure he could use it to communicate. After Hondo was sure the guns were fine he popped in his earbud and tested the radio out.
 
“Radio check.” Hondo said softly into the mic.
 
“Check received. Radio check.” Meredith said over the plane’s radio.
 
“Check received. Radio check.” Monty said over the remote mic on the Bronco.
 
“Check received. Go to frequency one in five minutes. Start frequency roll at that time.” Hondo replied
 
“Understood. Eagle-eye standing by.” Meredith replied.
 
“Undahstood. Watchah standin’ by.” Monty replied.
 
“10-4. Sentinel is moving out.” Hondo replied.
 
Hondo grabbed a small, leather satchel with some ammo, first aid supplies, a small home-made laptop, and some other random items in it, and slung the strap over his left shoulder before heading towards the creek bank. At the creekbank he paused and listened before crossing; Hearing nothing, he proceeded on. His well-oiled, high topped western boots kept his feet dry, though he did have to pick and choose his steps carefully to keep in the shallow waters. The flood season had left a diagonal ridge of sand and gravel that he followed to the other bank. His foot sunk deeper than planned and he almost lost his boot in the darker, loam-filled soil on the opposite creek bank, but he managed to carefully pull it out without losing the boot or making much noise. It was not as quiet a crossing as he had hoped for, but he got across and had not been shot yet.  
 
 
Once across and on dry ground, he got down low and pulled a smaller night vision monocular from the satchel. It did not have the magnification power of the other one, but for this he did not need more. He carefully scanned the immediate area, and finding no one around, he moved on in the direction Monty had told him to go. The clump of bushes was easy enough to find as it was the only bushes in the area. The tallish prairie grass kept Hondo partially concealed, but he still had to move fast. The openness and lack of thick hay land grass, bushes, and trees made it difficult to cross, unseen. Other than the darkness, his biggest saving graces were those who ran the place thinking no one knew they were here, and the road on the back side being so far from the facility.
 
Once at the bushes, the door that acted as a rear emergency exit was easy to find. It was more of a hatch than a door, and it looked old but functions. Not wanting to leave anything to chance he felt around the door and even used a small pen light to inspect it for wires or sensors. Finding none he eased the hatch open and looked inside. As he looked a familiar voice came over the radio.
 
“The Eagle-eye is in the sky.” Meredith called out over the radio
 
“10-4. Sentinel at the hole. Leaving mic on for recording. Reply if received.” Hondo said
 
“Eagle-eye received. Standing by.” Replied Meredith
 
“Aye, Watchah received. Standin’ by.” Replied Monty
 
“10-4. Sentinel is goin’ in.” Hondo said
 
Hondo looked down into the hole one more time before entering. He took a breath and dropped into the hole, landing in a half crouch with his hand on his gun. He stayed still for a moment, looking and listening. A dimly lit tunnel lay before him, void of movement or noise, smelling of dust and stale air. He looked around for cameras or trip sensors, but did not see any yet. He relaxed a bit after a moment and climbed back up the ladder and closed the hatch, locking it from the inside to make sure no one would surprise him from that direction.  
 
Once the hatch was secure, he climbed back down the ladder and carefully started down the tunnel. He paused after a few yards as he spied a camera ahead but it seemed to be pointed down at the floor. It puzzled him at first but as he got closer, he found it was not even powered up. It was fairly ancient, which surprised him, as he figured these would have all been replaced if the facility was being used. He disconnected the camera and tied into it with a device in his bag. He then booted up the little laptop and took some readings from the device. He tried to back-feed into the camera system but according to the device he hooked up, the whole cable was dead. He unhooked the device, put it and the laptop back into the bag, and continued forward.  
 
He passed a few rooms as he walked down the tunnel but every one of them seemed unused, except one. One had a mattress on an old steel bed frame. A couple empty bottles of alcohol lay around and some padded handcuff hang off the headboard. He could only guess the current use of the room, but he was sure his guess was at least close to right. Probably some guard getting his jollies from some of the sentient-turned-human women, one of the damaged most likely. It was out of the way in an obviously not monitored area, so Hondo could not help but think that this activity would be frowned upon by those who ran the facility, or at least some of them.
 
As he continued on, he found a couple more rooms, but there was nothing of interest in either of them.  He had probably walked over 150 yards of hall so far, but found nothing of real interest, until he came to a metal door at the other end.  On either side of this door were two other doors. The one on the right was found to be an old bathroom that was in desperate need of being cleaned. The door to the left, however, was locked as was the door leading out of the hall. The metal door out had a small, dirty window that gave Hondo a view out into a large, courtyard like room, that had been renovated not all that long ago. There were several doors leading from the main area and at the far side, up about two stories, was a large windowed room that appeared to be some sort of control center. From what he could see from his current vantage point, it looked like the guard in the control room was either reading, sleeping, or looking at a computer monitor. The large courtyard was empty, save for a couple vehicles. Large metal posts in the center held a sort of track, of which Hondo believed was for a sort of freight elevator. From the looks of the other doors, halls, and catwalks that he could see, the hall he was in was extremely small compared to the others. Its main purpose now seemed to be an alternative exit, though it had seen other uses in the past but had seen no updates recently. The rest of the areas were much more modernized, from what he could tell though the small dirty window made determining much hard.
 
Before trying the lock on the main door, Hondo’s curiosity got the best of him and, using his lock-pick set, he popped the windowless door open. He questioned himself if it was worth his time, but his gut-instinct had won out and he was glad it had. The room was a utility room, one of several most likely. Inside, he found a pull chain from the ceiling that turned on a light, and tugged on it. The bulb lit up, but was dim, and though it made it hard to see, the low light drew less attention from anyone walking by the hallway door. In the room he found the old camera connection junction, that had been disabled, and a new junction box that had been installed right beside it. Using his laptop and some other devices he had, Hondo managed to tap into the camera’s there. From what he could find it definitely was not all the cameras, but it did have all the ones for the main courtyard, elevator shaft, and stairwell to the control room. It took half of the devices he had but he managed to record a feedback loop on enough cameras to get himself a clear path to the control center. He had a few more “camera mimics”, as he called them, but his guess was they would not be half enough to get him where he needed to go unseen.  
 
Once done, he shut off the light, shut the utility room door, and made his way back to the hall door with the dirty window. He peered through cautiously, being careful to not be seen, but there was still no one stirring. It was almost 2:00 am by this point and the night guards were settled snuggly into their posts and all other operations were quiet or shut down. Hondo figured that they did most of their work during the day and only took deliveries at night. Monty said that most deliveries happened around midnight, or so he had observed so far, but no deliveries were seen that night nor any activities suggesting they were expecting one.  
 
With the courtyard being empty, Hondo managed to pick the lock on the hallway door and go unnoticed as he did so. Thankfully it opened a much easier than the utility room door had, but he figured that was due to it being used more often.  He entered the underground courtyard cautiously, aware of every sound and movement as he slowly moved from the hall and into the open. The size of the area was huge, and the size only went to show how large the rest of the place could be. Hondo hoped that there were other unused wings, like the one he came through, or he’d definitely bitten off a lot more than he could chew.
 
As he surveyed the area, he saw no one other than the back of a head in the control room. He was fairly certain he had a cleared the cameras in his path, but a little caution went a long way in staying alive. After he was fairly sure there were no unseen obstacle in the way to the stairs, he walked confidently to the control room stairwell, trying to act as if he was supposed to be there. A nurse entered the courtyard when he was about halfway across, but he continued to walk as if he belonged there and she paid him no mind. He breathed a sigh of relief when she entered another hallway without raising an alarm, and he quickened his pace, hoping he would cross no one’s path again. He made it to the stairway door without incident, entered, and shut the door behind him without pausing.  
 
Once inside the stairwell he paused once again to listen. All was quiet, no alarms sounded, and no angry voices called out, much to his relief. All that could be heard was the faint sound of a late-night comedy rerun drifting down the stairs from a TV somewhere above him. As stealthily as possible, he crept up the stairs, being careful to be quiet and vigilant in assessing all noise changes, but no changes in sounds ere heard as he ascended, much to his relief. At the door to the control room he carefully peered in, and sighed with relief at the sight. The guard was sound asleep in front of a TV screen and oblivious to his presence, which only made life easier for him.  
 
 He started slowly into the room, but as he entered, a chime sounded, the guard woke up, and quickly jumped to his feet. Hondo swore as he realized he forgot to check the door for any sensors, but it was too late now. Apparently, a lazar-eye sensor had been installed inside the doorframe to alert guards to anyone entering, and it worked perfectly. The guard was dazed from sleep at first, so Hondo took advantage of it, leaped across the room at the guard, and coldcocked him with the barrel of his pistol. The guard hit the floor with a dull thud, without time to even utter a word. Hondo sighed as he bent down and checked the guard’s pulse; he was still alive. Not wanting to take chances, he found a roll of duct-tape, drug the guard into a small bathroom they had in the control room, and taped him to the commode. He stuffed some paper towels in the guard’s mouth to keep him quiet, made sure the light and fan were on, locked the door, and shut it behind him.  
 
Once done with the guard, Hondo went right to the control panels to flip through the security camera feeds. The entrances had plenty of cameras, as did the front area around the building. But the inside security seemed to be extremely lacking. The rear of the facility was almost camera free, which had worked to his advantage thus far, but the lack of inside cameras was making his job quite a bit harder at the moment. The facility was fairly large, from what he could see on the screens, but he knew he could not see everything. One dead end hall was rigged up like jail cells, from what he could see, but the light and camera angle was not the best. A pacing guard looking in through the bars and a hand sticking out of the bars, to flip him off as he walked past, making him believe it was either a holding cell for those changed or for the damaged, like where he found Vesper. Another hall had several more cameras in it, which allowed him to see more, making him also believe the previous hall was just holding cells. In this second hall, the rooms there were not as full, but a few of the occupants were tied to beds and others he could see bandages on their wrists or the like. These unmistakably were the damaged in suicide watch cells. None of the occupants looked to match the files he had that were possibly Gadget, but if she had not been altered yet that information could have changed, and he would be shit out of luck on narrowing it down.  
 
As he flipped through the screens, viewing the cameras, he found a large room filled with several glass tanks with monitors and the like attached. Various sentients were in the tanks, each at different levels of transformation from sentient animal to human. The evil who made the sentients to begin with was enough to anger and disgust most people, but the sight before him would even disgust the most hardened of veteran. As he looked over the beings in the tubes, he started having second thoughts. He wanted to get Gadget out but if he was found the potential for the monsters who ran the place to end the lives of these creatures was extremely high. He toyed with the idea of cutting off their supply of sentients, but that did not have a better outcome in his mind, either.  
 
Deciding that he was too far in to turn back now, he continued to flip through the camera feeds further. He found a couple halls with rows of beds. On a good number of the beds lay humans hooked up to various pieces of equipment for monitoring. He could only guess that these were the sentients right after their transformations. Whether they were being prepped for something further, had just came out of the transformation tubes, or they were getting ready for shipment elsewhere, he could not ascertain from the visual feeds alone. He saw four individuals that fit the descriptions of what Gadget may now look like, but he was not sure they even had her long enough for the transformation to be done. Of the possible candidates, though, the four were split between three different halls. The other camera’s showed break rooms, offices, sentient holding cages, and the like. He wondered if getting to the unchanged sentients would help, but from what he saw, getting there would not be easy as that seemed to be a higher traffic area.  
 
The camera system was giving him no further useful information at the moment, so he decided to move onto the computers. The clock was ticking, so he had no time to lose. The guard was kind enough to leave the computers unlocked, which made him smile a bit, as it aided in speeding his search. Whether they though no one cared to get inside or that no one could get this far inside, he did not know, but the security was much laxer than he thought it would be. He found the information he was looking for, terabytes of it, and he smiled at his find, feeling he was finally getting somewhere. He popped in his USB jump-stick, like before but paused before hitting send. The thought came over him, ‘what if they have put in data stream monitoring now?’  He knew if they had done this since his visit to Denver, it would send off alarm notices to management here that large amounts of information were uploaded to an unknown server. He sighed and pulled the jump-stick out of the computer. He would have to find another way to get the data he wanted, and he was running out of time. As time was getting away form him he decided to switch tasks and try to find Gadget first.
 
 
Not knowing where to go to find Gadget, he decided to see if he could round up some help. He looked at the cameras again and noticed there was a lot of foot traffic in that area still.  He thought about it all for a moment before he got an idea. It took him a second, but he got the bathroom door unlocked again. Luckily for him, the guard was still out cold and taking his shirt and hat was not too hard. The shirt was a little big on him, around, but the fact that it was regular length, and not a tall like he normally wore, worked out. The hat was a bit on the tight side, but he figured it was enough to get him in undetected.  
 
He looked at himself in the bathroom mirror, before relocking the door. His pistol stood out too much and would have to be removed, much to his chagrin. He took it off and rolled it up in his vest, leaving them both stashed behind the stairs at the bottom of the stairwell for later retrieval.    
 
He exited the stairwell cautiously but once again, to his relief, there was no one in sight. He made his way to the sentient creature holding room, which was luckily easy to find. He tried to walk briskly enough to look like he was busy, as he walked down the hall and past the guards breakroom towards the sentient holding room, but not too brisk as to draw attention to himself. There were a few guards about, but each had his own task on his mind or just wanted to be left alone. This worked to Hondo’s advantage as since they did not recognize him, they left him alone in hope he was not there to add to their work loads. They were used to being left alone and doing as little as possible, especially this time of night, and wish nothing more than to get through a shift, expending as little energy as possible, and collect their checks having done only the bare basics to earn it.  
 
Hondo gave a sigh of relief as he made it to the door of the room where the sentients were held. The room they were in was off another small hall with doors, oddly enough, at both ends. He tried the first door and found it surprisingly unlocked. He opened it and stepped in like he was supposed to be there, not wanting to draw any attention, but this, unfortunately enough, was a big mistake. As the door shut behind him it locked, as did the one in front of him. An alarm sounded shortly after and a vent in the ceiling hissed at him as it filled the room with gas. He coughed as the gas filled the room and fell to his knees as he fought to remain conscious. As he fell to the floor his final thought before passing out was, “#$@!!!”
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Re: I am not who I am. Who am I? (private Story)
Reply #9 - Jan 18th, 2022, 11:05am
 
Hondo started to wake up, but sleep was not leaving his mind or body without a fight. His head pounded, his throat and lungs burnt, and his body felt weak. He tried to think through the fog that seemed to cloud his mind, but he could not remember what had happened or why he felt like this. Had he got drunk, was he sick, or what? He tried to lift his arms but felt something holding him down and limiting his movement. He panicked at not being able to move, which sent a shot of adrenaline surging through his system that pushed his brain from stalled to overdrive almost immediately. All of a sudden, everything came flooding back to him; Gadget, the underground facility, the sentients, the hall, the gas! His eyes snapped open and he tried to sit up again, but the bindings on his arm kept him from rising. He growled as he pulled against the restraints, until a hand was gently placed on his chest.
 
 
“Please, don’t struggle. You’ll only hurt yourself.” A female voice said soothingly.  
 
 
His head turned sharply and his eyes locked on a young, brunette woman doctor, or at least he guessed she was a doctor, from the badge the hung delicately upon her large bosoms that read, ‘Dr. Sexy.’ He looked her up and down for a moment, with an appraising eye. She appeared to be early twenties at the oldest, had large breasts, a tiny waist, nice hips, and legs that went on for days. Her green eyes sparkled slightly, but there was a sadness to them that was unmistakable. She wore a tiny red dress that barely contained her breasts and ended barely below her ass-cheeks. Her white lab coat was too small to go around her magnificent globes and was hardly longer than her dress.  She looked like she fit more into some porn video than an evil lab. Past her he could see the room they were in was locked up by an iron barred door, but they seemed to be alone for the moment. He was starting to feel more screwed than he thought he was before, and he worried for Gadget’s life.
 
 
“What’s goin’ on?! Who are you?!?” Hondo demanded sharply.
 
 
“I don’t have much time! I know who you are, but they don’t yet.” She said hurriedly, in soft tones.
 
 
“An’ you’re gonna tell them, I reckon, unless I do somethin’ for you?” He growled.
 
 
She shook her head, “No, please don’t think evil of me. I’m a prisoner here too, of sorts.”
 
 
“Explain!” He demanded.
 
 
“There’s no time, but Gadget told me you would come for her. I didn’t believe it honestly.” She replied quietly
 
 
“Gadget? Where is she?!” He growled
 
“Please, there is no time. The professor will be here shortly. Just know, I’m on your side. Now, they think you might be some P.E.T.A protester or some other animal rights activist. Play along. I’ll help you when I can!” She said urgently.
 
 
A door opened down the hall, and footsteps alerted to someone heading their way. She looked around frantically.
 
 
“Act like you’re just stirring.” She whispered
 
 
“Who are you?!” He demanded in an angry whisper.
 
 
“You just have to trust me, please!” She pleaded in hushed tones.
 
 
As the footsteps grew louder, Hondo scowled, laid back, and closed his eyes. He did not like this one bit. If she was to be trusted, why did she not just let him lose?  
 
 
It was not but a few seconds later that a key was put into the lock on the large iron-barred door. He could hear the doctor stand as someone entered the room.
 
 
“Good Morning, Professor.” She said sweetly, almost too sweetly.
 
 
“What is good about it?! My routine is all thrown off because these idiot, rent-a-losers can’t keep out the riff-raff!” The professor said in an annoyingly whiny voice.
 
 
“I’m sorry. Can I get you some coffee or something?” Dr. Sexy asked.
 
 
“No. Coffee stunts your growth! I never touch the stuff!... This clod say anything yet?” He asked
 
 
“No, Professor, he’s been asleep this whole time, but he should be coming too soon.” Dr. Sexy replied.
 
 
The professor turned away and stared out the bars, “He’s keeping me from my important work, but the bosses insist I find out what he’s doing here pronto!”
 
 
Dr. Sexy nudged Hondo a bit to get him to start ‘stirring’. He took the hint and groaned loudly, tried to stretch, and acted like he was only now learning of his bindings.  
 
 
“Arrg… hhnn...wha….what?… what the hell?!” He exclaimed as he pretended to be shocked all over, but whatever anger tinge was in his voice was real.  
 
 
The professor turned and grinned a sly, evil grin, “Ahh. About time out prisoner awoke! What are you doing in my facility, young man?!”
 
 
Hondo groaned again as he tried the restraints again, “Who are you?! What have you done to me?!!”
 
 
He looked down at the professor, who was well under five-foot-tall, had red hair but was balding, and wore thick, coke-bottle glasses. He fit the description of Nimnul, of whom he had never seen, but the Rangers had told him about.
 
 
The professor chuckled, “What foolish questions, but… I suppose it’s rude to not give you the name of your superior captor. I am Professor Norton Nimnul Esquire! I would give you all the letters behind my name but frankly, if I kept you here that long I would have to give you a benefits package!”
 
 
He laughed his loud, annoying evil laugh for a moment, then ended up choking and hacking on his own laugh. It embarrassed him slightly, but he just made a show of angry cussing and blaming it on others.
 
 
“Damn! See what you did to me, throwing me off my normal #$@!ing schedule?!? I have a finely tuned system that requires a #$@!ing normal schedule to keep balanced!!” He yelled, looking between Hondo and Dr. Sexy.
 
 
Hondo squinted at him, “You’re who?”
 
 
That really chapped the professor’s ass and caused him to turn several shades of red.
 
 
“WHAT?!? You’ve never heard of the famous Norton Nimnul?!? How ridiculous!!” He fumed.
 
 
Hondo shook his head, “Not heard of a Nimnul. There is supposed to be some evil doctor here that experiments on animals. That’s the bastard I want to see!”
 
 
“I’m not a doctor! I’m a professor!! Doctors deal with sick assholes, I …. wait.” He said turning to Hondo with a questioning look.  
 
 
“Why are you here?” He asked in a curious, yet suspicious tone.  
 
 
“To free the poor lab animals from the evil Doctor’s grip! Animal lives forever! Down with animal testing!!” Hondo yelled, trying to sound convincing.
 
 
“I’m not a #$@!ing doctor!!… But I could be evil… Just do not tell my insurance company. Their premiums are eviller than I could ever hope to be! … So, you’re one of those damn animal huggers, eh?” He asked raising an eyebrow at Hondo.
 
 
“I prefer to think of myself as an Animaltarian and liberator of those without voices!” Hondo replied, trying to keep it together but his own bullshit was getting harder to choke down by the minute.
 
 
Nimnul sighed and shook his head, “He’s a nut! Well, now that we know this, I’ll report to my superiors. We’ll see if we have to move or not, but this isn’t a real threat, thank Darwin!”
 
 
“What should I do with him, Professor?” Dr. Sexy asked.  
 
 
“Just keep him tied down. He’s not a real threat. We’ll drug him and haul him out with the truck that comes tomorrow morning. I’ll have the guards drop his ass off in the middle Africa. Even if he survives that, it should cure him of being an animal nut, and we will be long gone before he returns!” Nimnul laughed again, as if he told an extremely funny joke, but he chocked again.
 
 
“*Cough, Hack, hack!* Damn! It will take me days to get my system re-balanced because of this nut!” Nimnul said as he stormed out, the guards following him as he went.
 
 
After a moment Dr. Sexy shut the door and breathed a sigh of relief.  
 
 
“I was worried for a bit that he wouldn’t buy it! He’s actually quite a gifted scientist but he’s lousy when it comes to people.” She said, sounding relieved.
 
 
“Or animals. Gadget told me about him before. He’s a twisted son of a bitch.” Hondo growled.
 
 
“If you only know the half of it.” She said with a shudder.
 
 
Hondo’s eyes narrowed to slits as he studied her again, “Now again, who are you, and how do you know Gadget?”
 
 
She sighed, pulled up a stool beside Hondo, and sat down. She pulled at her dress, trying to keep herself covered as she sat, but crossing her legs was about the only thing that kept her womanhood hidden. She pulled at her coat a bit too, trying to keep her breasts from popping out of the top of her dress as well, but only her frim nipples were keeping them in by digging into the fabric. She was obviously embarrassed by her dress, but all her actions were done almost involuntary. She caught him looking at her fidgeting with a questioning look and she sighed sadly.
 
 
“Sorry… I.. I don’t dress like this because I want to nor do I want to show off my body. I’m sort of forced to.” She said timidly
 
 
“Meanin’??” Hondo asked a bit harshly
 
 
“Please, just hear me out and try to trust me… I know this might sound absurd but… I need you to believe me!” She pleaded
 
 
“It’d be easier to if you let me loose.” He half growled.
 
 
“I will, I promise! … After I know you won’t freak out, that is.” She replied hesitantly.
 
 
“Well… get it said.” Hondo prompted growing more annoyed but the second.
 
 
“You see… It’s like this… I’m.. I’m not who I am… Who am I then, you may wonder? … Well… It’s complicated.” She stammered.
 
 
“A sentient turned human?” He asked flatly.
 
 
“Wait… you know?!?” She exclaimed, as she looked at him in surprise
 
 
He nodded, “Yeah. I’ve been takin’ care of one of your kind. She’s been havin’ a rough go of it. She said she’s what they called damaged goods.”
 
 
She gasped and shook her head sadly, “She tried to commit suicide then.”
 
 
“I guess it happens often.” He replied, softening his tone.
 
 
“More often than you might think. When they.. we first see ourselves we are not prepared for what we see. Even if we were told what was going to happen to us before, it’s still a shock. I.. I can’t even begin to describe what it’s like to be put to sleep and wake up someone you are not. The face… the body… they aren’t ours.” she said is a sad, lost tone, as she looked down at her body and ran her hands down her torso, almost absentmindedly.
 
 
“But they are now, unfortunately. I got into one of their computers and read some of the files. There is no going back, you know.” He replied.
 
 
She nodded sadly, “So, that was you. It caused quite a stir here… I know that we can’t go back. We are stuck like this. I was a well know doctor in a large sentient community, not far from where the Rangers lived. I met them a few times after one or two of them were banged up on some adventures or from testing one of Gadget’s projects gone bad. … There was something else going on with her, I think. Some of her injuries did not make sense for what was told to me. … That, and she seemed too smart to make such reckless mistakes so often.”
 
 
Hondo sighed, “I think she was bein’ abused, but I don’t have proof yet. I’ve also got some evidence to the tune of the one who hurt her might also have been sellin’ out sentients to this company in exchange for favors, power, and protection. It might have back-fired on him too.”
 
 
She sighed and shook her head, “It figures… They did a lot of good, but there was always something off about them… The professor is going to do the same to her that they did to me. I.. I tried to help her escape but she was hurt pretty badly, mostly from being captured, but some of her wounds were definitely older. Someone hurt her before she was taken, that’s all I know… Only good thing for her is that this process will heal any bodily issues she might have gotten from being abused. Just not sure if her mind can handle it. I know mine barely did… I.. I look in the mirror or have the guards and doctors leer at me, and I too think of ending it… I was made to just be a play thing, something for men to gawk at.. to #$@!. That’s why I was created. I help with the work the other doctors don’t want to do, and I them #$@! me when told… I tried to resist at first but.. but they can do things to you that makes complying, even to their sick desires, much preferable to resisting… It’s eother comply or die and.. and I don’t have what it takes to end my own life.”
 
 
She looked at the floor with her grief and embarrassment evident on her face. Hondo reached out and was just able to put his hand on hers. She Jumped a bit but did not pull her hand away.
 
 
“If you help me, I’ll help get you out of here too.” He replied firmly
 
 
“To what end?” She asked. “I’ll still be like.. like this!”
 
 
Hondo sighed, “I’m not sayin’ it will be easy. I think you know, but you are a beautiful woman, and I’m takin’ it you are smart too. “
 
 
“But everyone will look at me like a slut or something! I’ll.. I’ll never be taken seriously.” She replied sadly.
 
 
“That’s not true! Some will ogle, but there are plenty of real women who have.. some of your dimensions out there and they live good, full lives doin’ important things. Get you in some decent clothes, you’ll look smart and sexy, and you’ll knock them dead.” He replied seriously.
 
 
She looked down and then back at him, “You think so? I mean… I wasn’t a beauty as a sentient. I was plain, but… but I had good friends so I did not care. Now… I’m smart but .. I’m just worried that looking sexy will make people miss that.”
 
 
“Some will not see past your looks, but when you were plain, did everyone look past that?” He asked
 
 
She shook her head, “No, there were those who ignored me because I wasn’t pretty.”
 
 
“You will have some that will give you attention now because you are, but it’s all the same. You talk to people, and if they just try to use you, ya turn them loose as they are fake friends. Those who stick by you no matter what are real friends. I have some folks who would help you and get to know you for who you are. I have one little lady who would love to meet someone who understands her hardships. I think you both could help each other a lot.” He said.
 
She nodded and sighed, “Maybe. Maybe I could. It’s just… None of this seems real still. It’s like I’m living in a nightmare. I know it’s real, but with some of the things I’ve been made to do, it’s almost easier to pretend it’s all a bad dream.”
 
 
“I’m sorry it’s been that way for you, but use those thoughts and feelin’s. Know it is real and if we don’t do somethin’ others will suffer like you do! Some have had it worse already… Much worse. We have to save as many as we can, but I need your help.” He replied firmly.  
 
 
She swallowed hard and nodded, “I.. I’ll try.”  
 
 
Hondo replied flatly, “Great. Let’s start with you untyin’ me.”  
 
 
“OH!” She exclaimed. “Sorry, I wasn’t thinking.”
 
 
She got up and unlocked his cuffs, “We are going to need a disguise for you or something. That stolen shirt worked for a while, but it’s not going to work now. You’ll need a whole uniform, doctor or guard, one of the two…. You look kinda like the guard that follows me around during the day, … your build anyway. He should be coming on soon.”
 
 
“So, I knock him out, we switch clothes, and you drug him up?” He asked
 
 
She shrugged, “Should work, right?”  
 
 
“Maybe… I shouldn’t have fallen into that trap, but I did.” He replied as he rubbed his wrists where the cuffs had dug into his skin.
 
 
She shrugged, “Sorry. They have gotten jumpy since the Denver lab went down. I’ve heard they knew you were coming but…”
 
 
“but what?” he asked
 
 
“Something didn’t go right. It’s more gossip at this point. Some say you raided the place with a dozen agents. Some said the place was supposed to blow up but you outsmarted them. Some say it did blow up and you walked out un-phased.” She replied
 
 
Hondo chuckled, “Well, those sound like grape-vine stories to me. What do you think?”
 
 
She shrugged again and shook her head, “I don’t know. All I know is you did something they did not expect and now they are nervous… nervous enough to possibly destroy all evidence if something too unexpected happened again.”
 
 
“By evidence, you mean..?” He paused letting her fill in the blank.
 
 
She frowned and looked down, “Us… the sentients and those of us they changed… I’ve.. I’ve heard them whisper about it when they thought I was out of hearing range… They.. they are going to purge us all if they don’t take you out soon.”
 
 
Hondo frowned and stood up off the bed. He sighed and walked across the room, stretching as he walked to try to get his limbs to work right again. He thought for a moment before saying anything else.
 
 
“Do they know who I am or anything?” He asked.
 
 
She shook her head, “From what I hear they had one person watching the Denver lab and he had no long-range camera. That’s what worries them most. You’re a ghost, a mystery. If they knew who you were they would kill you, or your family, or bribe you, or something. They don’t know and you hurt them.”
 
 
He shook his head, “It doesn’t make sense. They knew I was comin’ to the Denver lab but they don’t know who I am? … they must not know I got the data from the computers either, or they think I can’t access it or they’d have moved already too.”
 
 
“I know that doesn’t sound right, but it’s.. it’s what I’ve heard.” She stated.
 
 
He shook his head, “I don’t buy it… Somethin’s up. I’m pretty sure who ratted me out, an’ there is no way he didn’t give them my name an’ such.”
 
 
She cocked her head slightly, “Are you sure?”
 
 
He nodded, “Pretty damn…. It’s that asshole leader of the Rangers.”
 
 
“Chip!? Seriously?” She exclaimed
 
 
He nodded, “Yeah… I’m pretty sure he was abusin’ Gadget too. Last time I saw her she was not doin’ well.”
 
 
She sighed and nodded, “I saw her for a little bit before.. before they took her away… She was awful thin and beat up. I hoped it was all from her being taken but….”
 
 
“I should have made her stay.. made her tell me what happened.” Hondo growled to himself
 
 
She placed a hand on his shoulder but he pulled away from her. She sighed as he stood with his back toward her, thinking about what he could have done differently.
 
 
“You tried and you care, I believe that. You’d not to go to all this trouble if you didn’t! I think she knows too.  She told me she knew you’d come.” She said softy.
 
 
“Where is she?” Hondo asked.
 
 
“I… I can’t say.” she replied
 
 
Hondo turned angrily, “Can’t or won’t?!”
 
 
“No, I mean I.. I don’t know! I deal with the sentients sometimes, but mostly I do the lower level medical work on those who were changed! Please, believe me. I’d tell you if I could!” She pleaded.
 
 
Hondo relaxed his features and nodded, “Alright. Sorry…. What is your name, anyway? I can’t believe it’s Doctor Sexy.”
 
 
She blushed slightly, “No, I’m Cassie, Cassie Barns. This is the name they gave me. I guess they thought, Doctor Alotta Sexy was funny.”
 
 
Hondo frowned but gave a sarcastic chuckle, “Heh, sounds like somethin’ that came off a b-rated James Bond movie.”
 
 
She nodded sadly, “Yeah... It’s not been easy.”
 
 
He nodded, “I’m sorry it’s been so, but help me find Gadget, get some files to expose these people’s leaders, an’ I’ll get us out of here.”
 
 
About then they heard someone at the outer door, and Hondo stepped up beside it but out of sight. A guard walked in and looked at Cassie then at the empty bed.
 
 
“Hey Sexy… Where’s the prisoner?” He asked, seeming confused
 
 
She barely had time to shrug when Hondo stepped forward and brought a knife-hand down hard on the side of the guard’s neck. The guard instantly crumpled to the ground, hitting the floor hard as he fell. Cassie dropped to her knees, using one hand to hold her breasts in from popping out of the top of her dress, as she checked the guard’s pulse with the other.
 
 
“He’s alive.” She said
 
 
Hondo nodded, “He should be. Can’t say there’s no risk of permanent damage, but can you ever say that when ya knock someone out?”
 
 
She shrugged, “I don’t know. Never knocked someone out before.”
 
 
Hondo chuckled, “Not surprised, doc. “
 
 
She frowned, “Please, call me Cassie… I think if I ever get out of here I’ll change professions. Not sure I’ll be able to be called doctor again without hearing those assholes leering voices as they drool over me.”
 
 
He nodded, “I’m sorry, Cassie. I’ll help ya all I can… This guy might not stay out long though, so we’d better get him drugged up, an’ switch out clothes so we can go find Gadget an’ get the hell outta here.”
 
 
She walked over to a tray of Vials and syringes, and filled a syringe from a clear vial of liquids.
 
 
“I can’t go.” she said softly
 
 
“What? Why?!” he asked
 
 
She went to the guard and slowly injected the syringes contents into the guard’s arm. She did not look at Hondo as she finished the injection and started to remove the guard’s outer clothes.
 
 
“We’d better get your clothes swapped before anyone comes in looking for me.” She said, ignoring his last question.
 
 
Hondo lightly put a hand on her arm, and she flinched instinctively at his touch. She caught herself before pulling away, but he noticed it.
 
 
“I know you don’t know me, but I won’t harm you.” He said reassuringly.
 
 
She sighed and half turned looking at him briefly before looking at the floor, “I.. I know. I can feel you’re a good man, but… it’s been a while since I’ve been around one who saw me as a person. … They.. they just see me as an animal… an animal turned human with no rights or identity as a human.. as a person. My feelings, mind, soul, every part of my being to them is inferior, and thus I have no rights to resist or even to just be. … I don’t think it’s something I’ll get over any time soon, if ever.”
 
 
Hondo nodded, “I can’t say I understand, but it makes sense to me. I want to help. Not just you, but all of you here an’ at the other sites.”
 
 
“If you truly want to help us then you need to leave me.” She said sadly, but firmly.
 
 
“But why?” He asked
 
 
She turned fully to him and looked up at him with tears in her eyes, “Because if I disappear they will know something is wrong and everyone else will die!”
 
 
She turned away from him and went back to pulling clothes off the guard, but doing so a bit more roughly now.
 
 
“You have no idea how bad I want to go with you! … How much I’ve prayed and tried to hope for an escape! … I want it so bad it physically hurts to say no! But.. but I can’t! ... I can’t be the reason they die! If the others here die, I’ll die with them. … It’s.. it’s probably better that way.” She said passionately at first, but her voice got softer and sadder as she spoke.
 
 
Hondo grabbed her shoulder and more roughly spun her around, “Do not talk like that! All of you could have a fulfillin’ life still! It’s not over because you aren’t what you were. It’s only over when you stop tryin’, and I’m not about to let you give up on yourself!”
 
 
She just looked down at the floor for a moment, trying to stop the tears from flowing. She leaned her head against him after a moment and enjoyed the touch of a man for the first time since she was turned human.
 
 
“Just.. just find a way to save us. You’re our only hope. We had none before. I will hope again and if you get us all out, I’ll.. I’ll not give up, and I’ll help others not give up.” She said softly.
 
 
“I’ll find a way. I promise.” He replied softly.
 
 
She pulled back and nodded, “Well, then we need to get you on your way.”
 
 
“Where is Gadget an’ where is the information?” he asked as he started changing out of his over-shirt, pants, and boots for those of the guards.  
 
 
“They don’t let me in the incubation rooms. There are several as it takes a lot of room for the equipment. All I know is that they took her away over a wekk, almost two weeks ago. That means if she’s alive she’s in a chamber. She might survive if removed but she very well may be deformed if that happens, so it’s best to wait.” She replied
 
 
“Wait… go back to the part where IF she is alive?” Hondo asked in a worried tone.
 
 
She frowned, “Not everyone survives the transformation. The initial dosing of meds is horrible! They nearly drain all of your blood to add something back into your system. Something about there not being enough room for the initial transformation serum unless they drain a lot of blood first. I’ve been told they could do it without but the transformation would take months instead of weeks. They would have a higher success factor, but time is money and… we are expendable.”
 
 
Hondo frowned and worked his jaw muscles angrily, “#$@!in’ bastards!… is there any way we can know if she survived the initial process?”
 
 
Cassie shrugged, “Maybe. They usually pickle those who did not live as they keep trying to extract DNA to grow their own. They save a lot of the bodies for possible cloning, but… it’s not been successful yet. Those that live are… Hollow? I’m not sure how else to explain it.”
 
 
“Hollow? Meaning they are actually empty?” He asked
 
She shook her head, “No… it’s like… they are alive but no one is home. Not exactly brain dead as they respond to stimulus properly and have brain activity, but…. It’s like no one is there.”
 
 
Hondo nodded, “That makes sense, now. I been readin’ some of the info I got from the last place but some didn’t make sense… until now. They don’t know how to describe why it doesn’t work but I think I can.”
 
 
She gave him a puzzled look, “Why isn’t it working then?”
 
 
“No souls.” Hondo said.
 
 
“What?” She asked.
 
 
“They need a bein’ with a mind and a soul. If they didn’t they could use ferals, right?” He said
 
 
“I always wondered why they didn’t. I figured it was just because they did not want to teach them to act right.” She said
 
 
He shrugged, “I’m not sayin’ that isn’t part of it, but the trainin’ aspect isn’t what they were bothered with in the notes. It was the lack of humanity, the lack of a person. Take an animal, an actual feral animal and make it human.  It’s mind an’ bein’ would still be animal. Some believe animals have no souls too. I lean that way, honestly, but am unsure. The sentients, though, I know they have souls. They have intelligence, yes but the soul is what makes them a person. That’s why the clones fail. No soul.”
 
 
She thought about it for a moment then shook her head as if it could clear like an etch-a-sketch.
 
 
“Wow. That’s deep but… I don’t know. Maybe you are right… but why can’t they figure this out?” She asked.
 
 
“They are renowned ‘men of science’. They don’t believe in the soul, or anythin’ outside the physical. They think they can play God because they don’t believe in a higher power. Trust me, I know the type.” He said.
 
 
“Most sentients believe in a god, at least, even though we are human made. We believe we couldn’t exist if we were not allowed to by something more powerful than the humans who created our kind. I can’t say I thought about it much lately. Felt pretty alone until you showed up, but now… If I make it out I’ll look more into this, as I can’t believe chance brought you here.” She said.
 
 
“Well, as much as I’d enjoy a nice chat with ya about it, now isn’t the time.” He said as he set his boots on the gurney for her to slip on the guard.  
 
 
He looked at the boots with a frown and a sigh, “Damn. I really like those boots too. Never had a pair fit so perfectly.”
 
 
He shrugged and pulled on the combat boots and laced them up. After he straightened up a few other things he looked at her, “How do I look?”
 
 
“Hmm.” she hummed as she looked at him for a moment. “Hank here thinks he’s cool, so he wears sunglasses inside often.”
 
 
She handed him a pair she had taken off the guard, “Wear these, and keep that beret pulled low and I doubt anyone will notice you. Hank is a prick and doesn’t really have any friends on this shift. You stay close to me, as if guarding me, swagger like you own the place, and everyone will look at my cleavage instead of you.”
 
 
He nodded and put on the glasses and pulled his hat low, “Can you get me to a computer room?”
 
 
“I can,” She said, “and I have access to the specimen room too, though I usually do not go there. … It’s morbid.”
 
 
He nodded, “I need to make sure she isn’t there. If she is…”
 
 
He paused and tried to swallow his anger. Gadget had not been just a friend, but am extremely good, close friend, and since thinking they might find her to be human, his mind had wandered lately to the possibility of them being more. He chided himself for the thought as his intent should be to save her from being changed. It sounded like he was too late now, but even so, his next goal should be rescue then rehabilitation of her and other they rescue.  
 
She nodded, “I know you guys were close. She.. she had some regrets with you. She wished she’d trusted you more with something. She wouldn’t say what, just that if for some reason I saw you to tell you she treasured her time with you and….”
 
 
She hung her head a bit and looked at the floor.
 
 
“And what?” He asked
 
 
“Nothing… sorry, just thinking. Didn’t mean to sound like I had more to say.” She lied, not wanting him to know all of what she said as she was starting to selfishly want him for herself.
 
 
Hondo narrowed his eyes as he looked at her for a second and then nodded, “Alright. Anything else you need to do here?”
 
 
“Just need to start an IV bag and add some meds to it to keep him out. We’ll have several hours before we have to transport him to the surface after that.” she said
 
 
He nodded, “Alright.”
 
 
She got to work and had the IV set up and had the guard dressed, locked to the bed, and covered up. Unless you looked hard it was hard to tell it was not Hondo, from a distance at least. She then checked herself over and touched up her make-up before leaving so no one knew she was crying, though her makeup being messed up was nothing new. A couple minutes later she was ready and she lead him out of the cell and across the compound towards the computer center.  
 
 
The trip to the computer room was easy, almost too easy it felt, but nonetheless it went off without a hitch.  
 
 
The computer room was empty when they got there, and Cassie said that she did her paperwork here so no one would think twice if they were there or not. While she did her work, Hondo used the guard’s card to access a computer and start a download of their files. Unfortunately, most of the files were locked to him, but they were still downloadable as encrypted files. The only problem was the immensity of the files in the system were too much for what he had on him, and starting an upload to his offsite server he was afraid would trigger red flags. He downloaded the patient files he could and pocketed the flash drives, hoping they could be opened off site.  Once done he stood back up and leaned against the desk beside where Cassie was working. He sighed in frustration and shook his head.
 
 
“Everything alright?” She asked in a worried tone.
 
 
“Didn’t get nearly enough off there. From what you said earlier, about them destroyin’ everyone if they think they have been compromised, I have to be careful. I have to limit downloads, can’t upload to offsite, can’t try to access restricted files here… I’m not gonna get anywhere at this rate!” He groused.
 
 
She frowned, “I know it’s harder this way, but there is no other way, honest!”
 
 
He nodded, “I understand. Don’t get me wrong, I’m just…”
 
 
“Worried about her?” Cassie asked, cutting him off.
 
 
He sighed and nodded, “Yeah… I blame myself too, as I knew that asshole was not good to her! I.. I should have made her stay with me!”
 
 
“Wouldn’t she had hated you then?” She asked
 
 
He shrugged, “Maybe, but she’d not have gone through all this.”
 
 
Cassie paused for a bit before she spoke again.
 
 
“Do.. do you love her?” She asked timidly
 
 
Hondo gave her a sharp look, “What kinda question is that?!”
 
 
“Do you?” Cassie asked a bit more forcibly.
 
 
“She’s a sentient, I’m a human!” He said a bit harshly.
 
 
“Oh, so we are just animals and can’t be loved?!” Cassie asked in a half angry, half hurt tone.
 
 
“Yes, I mean No!” Hondo blurted out, trying to find the right words to say without admitting to himself he had fallen for something impossible.
 
 
Cassie looked at him almost with fear again, which caused him to sigh sadly and look down.
 
 
“Listen, I don’t see you all as animals so much but the fact is, the sentient are.” Hondo said trying to explain.
 
 
Cassie looked down sadly as if his words hurt her.
 
 
“Cassie, I don’t mean you or those like you. I mean those not changed.” He said trying to explain further
 
 
“But, we don’t see ourselves different from them.” She said in a quiet voice.
 
 
“But you are, you are human now! Gadget was my friend but…” He started to say but was cut off.
 
 
“But she’s an animal?!” Cassie asked in a snippy tone.
 
 
He sighed, “You are not gettin’ it. You saw her, you see me… How could we make a relationship work? Species difference aside, look at the size difference! How is that fair to her or me to even think of lovin’ the other when we can’t have a future together?!”
 
 
Cassie sighed, “But, she’ll be human now. Can you love her now?”
 
 
He frowned, “It’s not a matter of ‘can I or not?’. It’s a matter of ‘is it fair to her?’.”
 
 
She looked up at him with a puzzled look, “I don’t understand.”
 
 
He sighed, “I don’t either, that’s the problem! What happens to you when you are changed, you said is traumatic, but does it change you? Will she still be herself? Will she think I’m after payment for rescuin’ her if I try anything with her? Will she say she loves me because she thinks she owes me or is scared to be alone? And will she be as sensitive about it as you are, thinkin’ I only love her because she’s human not because I love who she is?”
 
 
“So, you do love her?” She more said than asked.
 
 
He sighed, “Maybe I do, but I can’t think about it now. Once she and the rest of you are safe, then maybe we can explore that if she wants to.”
 
 
She nodded, “I think I understand. Sorry, it’s just hard to think about being like this and never being loved because of what was done to us.”
 
 
“I guess I can understand that. Goin’ through hell is only hell if it’s done alone.” He replied
 
 
She nodded again, “Something like that… You know, if we all get out of here and you two don’t work out…”
 
 
He smiled at her and nodded knowingly, “If it doesn’t work out, I’ll come callin’.”
 
 
She blushed a bit but smiled. She was used to getting attention, even had a few guards offer to get her out of there if she married them or became their sexual partner for a time, but all their looks were the same, full of lust. None of them looked at her like this one did. She knew he saw her body and she was pretty sure he approved, but there was not the look of lust in his eyes. It was more as if he saw through her exterior and saw her, the real Cassie. She liked that look and how she felt when he looked at her like that. She also knew what Gadget had told her in confidence, which made her feel her chances were slim to none if Gadget survived. She hoped for both their sakes that Gadget did survive and come out intact, but selfishly she wanted him to herself. Maybe Gadget would come through better than most, as she had never heard of a sentient who had hope in a human or loved one before, so maybe her change would be less traumatic. Cassie could only hope it would be so for Gadget as she did not wish the hell she had personally gone through on anyone, even her captors.  
 
 
The sound of voices coming down the hall snapped them both from their own thoughts in a hurry.
 
 
“Get behind me, bare my shoulders, rub them, and kinda leer over me. Quick!” She whispered hurriedly.
 
 
He paused for a second, a bit of a confused look on his face as he processed it all, but soon he snapped out of it, jumped to his feet and pulled her lab coat back enough to have his hands on her neck and shoulders as he leaned over her a bit. He could feel her tremble slightly, but he was not sure if it was from fear of being caught or from him touching her.  She grabbed his hand and pulled them a bit lower as a guard and a couple med techs entered the room talking noisily.
 
 
“Remember, I’m an animal to be used and Hank was a prick. If anyone talks to you just flip them off without looking at them.” She whispered to him.
 
 
The others sat at some computers behind them and half paid them no mind. They said nothing to them for several minutes before the one guard shook his head and spoke loudly.
 
 
“Damn lucky bastard and his #$@!ing cushy assignment. I want to know who’s dick he sucked to get the damn job of following her around!” He said causing the others to chuckle.
 
 
“Hey, Hank wanna trade jobs? You can empty my bedpans while I grope her titties for you!” One of the younger med techs called out.
 
 
Hondo did not turn but just held out his middle finger for a bit before putting his hand back on her shoulder.
 
 
“#$@! you too, Hank!” The med tech yelled back as the others shook their heads.
 
 
“What a prick.” The tech mumbled more quietly to the others while they all chimed in on some agreement to that.
 
 
“I told you he was a prick.” The guard said more loudly, seeming to want to get a dig in at Hank.  
 
 
They all mumbled among themselves as they finished up what they had to do and then they left.  As soon as the last one’s footfalls could no longer be heard Hondo took his hands off of her and stepped back. She quickly pulled the coat up over her shoulders again and crossed her arms almost defensively as she turned to him with a look of embarrassment. She tried to make eye contact but was finding it hard.
 
 
“Sorry if that was too much.” He said
 
 
She shook her head, “No, you had to or we’d have been caught. Honestly, Hank would have gotten in there and touched whatever he wanted. That was more of a shoulder massage than anything. I just.. I just feel so dirty because of it all… How can I even ask someone to love me after being defiled so?”
 
 
He lifted her chin so she had to look into his eyes.
 
 
“This is not your fault and nothin’ for you to be ashamed about. You are bein’ forced. This does not change who you are or your worth!” He said to her seriously.
 
 
She pulled away and half turned from him, “Forced or not, it doesn’t change how dirty I feel.”
 
 
He sighed, “I reckon it doesn’t, but it’s the truth… You will find someone, but let’s worry about getting out of here first.”
 
 
She nodded and dried her eyes lightly, trying to keep her make-up from smudging.  
 
 
He shook his head at her and she gave him a questioning look.
 
 
“What’s wrong?” She asked
 
 
“Don’t see why a woman like you needs make-up.” He stated matter of fact like.  
 
 
She smiled softly as though she knew it was a statement from him, but she could not help but feel it was complementary too.
 
“I don’t think my face is that pretty, but thank you. I don’t exactly wear it by choice, though. They.. they make me wear it… I guess the doctors and the professor like their whore to look like a porno princess.” She said sadly.
 
 
Hondo grimaced, “Sorry. Should have figured… What now?”
 
 
She looked at the small silver watch that hung lose about her left wrist.
 
 
“I need to start rounds soon. We won’t be able to get to the specimen room until close to the end of your shift.” She said
 
 
“I need more time to poke around!” He said in a frustrated tone.
 
 
“If we don’t do my rounds they will come after us and we will be found out for sure!” She said in a worried tone.
 
 
He nodded, “I know, just grumblin’… How did Hank get this job, anyway? The others were right, this would be a cushy job.”
 
 
She shrugged, “I don’t know. Luck maybe?”
 
 
He shook his head and walked towards the door, “No, he had to know somethin’ or someone. To get a job like this and have full access to you all day?... there’s somethin’ else there.”
 
 
She frowned, “He didn’t have full access.”
 
 
He turned at the sadness in her voice and saw the look of shame again.
 
 
“Sorry, I didn’t mean it that way.” He said.
 
 
“No, I know. I understand what you mean, just saying he didn’t have full access to me, though I know he talked to the professor about using me.” She said quietly.
 
 
“I hate to asked but what access did he have then?” Hondo asked hesitantly.
 
 
“He.. he just couldn’t #$@! me. He could touch anywhere or make me do anything except anal or vaginal sex.” She replied timidly as she stared at the floor.
 
 
 
He sighed, “Sorry. I keep makin’ you embarrassed and I don’t mean to.”
 
 
She shook her head, “No, don’t be sorry. I guess you just make me want to be a better person. It’s been a long time since I even wished I was worthy of someone like you. I just had resigned myself to dying here, the dirty whore I am.”
 
 
He walked up to her and grabbed her arm lightly, causing her to look up into his steely eyes.
 
 
“You are not a whore, nor dirty. They may try to soil you but what they force you to do does not change who you are.” He said firmly.
 
 
She sighed and nodded, “If I ever get out of here, promise me one thing. Promise you’ll be around to remind me of that, because my mind can’t believe it on its own.”
 
 
He nodded, “I’ll do what I can and if I can’t, I’ll find others that will help remind you of the same.”
 
 
She gave him a weak smile and nodded, “Thank you. … Now, we’d better get going on the rounds. Just stay close, act over confident, don’t talk, look down my front a lot, and act impatient.”
 
 
He gave her a mischievous smile, “This is a damn easy job.”
 
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Re: I am not who I am. Who am I? (private Story)
Reply #10 - Jan 20th, 2022, 11:34am
 
Luckily, most of Cassie’s rounds were uneventful, but that was not to say that they were fun or easy. They checked on the sentients first, but due to fear of listening devices or desperate sentients trying to give information to save their own skins, Hondo kept up his Hank impersonation even around them. It was hard not to give them some hope, but the mission was too delicate at the moment to chance it.
 
Playing Hank was easy. Though his face was different, his facial hair was longer and less trimmed up, and his hair color was lighter, no one seemed to notice. While the large sunglasses helped, from what he gathered, Hank was a lecherous bastard who drooled over Cassie, felt up Cassie in front of the other guards and techs to lord his assignment over them and make them jealous, and was a general dick to almost everyone. This made them avoid him mostly, and when they had to be around him, Cassie’s figure and skimpy outfit drew most of their attention, male or female.  
 
Though seeing how scared and banged up many of the sentients were was horrible, as they sat shivering in cages, stripped of their clothes and dignity, it only got worse from there. Seeing the sentients and not being able to help was hard, but harder still was seeing the changed and not being able to help, give them words of comfort, or hope of rescue. Though they were all human, most of them beyond perfect physically, seeing them made one’s blood run cold with despair. They were all depressed, without hope, and scared to death. That feeling hung thick in the room, so thick one could almost physically cut it with a knife. But that was not the worst yet, as things still went downhill from there.
 
 The ‘Ward of the Damaged’ as it was called was even worse. The place used to be prison cells, as locked iron-barred cells filled most of the room. Now, instead of criminals, the cells just locked up those who had tried to escape this horror by trying to end their lives. Many were like Vesper. Legs broken so they could not escape, bandaged wrists, and if they were lucky a paper gown to cover their bodies. Some were not even given that and some were bound to beds to they could not hurt themselves with just a sheet thrown over them. It was setup like some mental ward suicide watch area, but for dangerous criminals. Hondo had seen a few of those in his past, but this was far more horrific than any he had seen. Though there were some of the changed that were borderline crazy from the experiance, most were just broken individuals who could not find enough hope to live, whose minds just could not handle what had happened to them, or could not handle the thoughts of the fate that lie ahead.
 
The last area they visited on Cassie’s rounds were those who were going though ‘mental rehab’ as the staff called it, and there he was sure he had seen the worst of it. In reality it was mental reconditioning and programming. As much as the ‘Ward of the Damaged’ broke Hondo’s heart, this one made him equally as angry. As Cassie cared for those tied to beds, who trembled, sweated, and moaned from the pain they had endured and the poisonous drugs injected into their systems, others could be heard screaming in the background as electro shock and other forms of ‘therapy’ were applied to them to try to change their minds and personalities to fit their new owners’ specifications.  
 
Once done there they walked down a hall way, away from others, before Hondo said a word, but he was nearly exploding inside.
 
“What that #$@! was that?!” He nearly yelled.
 
Cassie looked around frantically but saw they were indeed alone.
 
“Shhh! Please, not so loud! You know what that was, and it is horrific, I know!” She exclaimed in a whisper.
 
“Horrific doesn’t begin to explain it! I read ‘bout it but this defies imagination!” He snarled
 
She hung her head, “I know.. and I’ve had to watch it helplessly, watch them be hurt and broken, endure my own torture, and know I was helpless to do nothing. … I hear their screams in my sleep and will for the rest of my life!”
 
She almost started to cry but a door opening at the far end of the hall startled her. She looked passed Hondo and then pushed him into a recessed doorway to hide.
 
“It’s your boss! .. Hank’s boss! He’ll know you aren’t Hank!” She whispered hurriedly in a scared tone.
 
“What do we do? If I take him out they will know somethin’ is wrong?!” He asked, more talking to himself at the moment.
 
She panted a bit from fear as she thought. Her eyes snapped up to meet his and she blushed a bit.
 
“You.. you have to be Hank!” She whispered in an urgent tone.
 
“What?” He asked, a puzzled look on his face.
 
“Be Hank! Uh, put your hand on my breast and the other between my legs and kiss me!” She whispered
 
He wanted to protest, but they were out of time. He put his hand between her legs and rested it on her thigh and placed the other on her breast as he leaned down and kissed her. She pulled back and gave him a bit of a scared and annoyed look.
 
“No! Grope me! Use me! Like Hank!” She whispered urgently.
 
She popped one of her breasts out of her dress so he could really grab a handful and shoved his hand up to her womanhood, as he leaned in and kissed her roughly. As the security manager approached, he shoved a finger into her vaginal opening, causing her to groan and moan at the same time.
 
The security manager stopped and looked at them with a look of disgust on his face.
 
“Damn it, Hank! Just because the Professor gives you a free hand with it doesn’t mean you can just take the poor thing where ever you want! ” He half yelled
 
Hondo let got of her breast long enough to flip him off, without skipping a beat otherwise.
 
“You are a #$@!ing prick, you know it. At least defile it in the locker room or something, next time. And you better be on break when you mess with her too!” The manager growled.
 
Hondo flipped him off again.
 
“Whatever. You’re the professor’s problem anyway! Just have your damn vacation request on me desk tomorrow if you still want it or you’re going to lose it as I am off for two weeks starting tomorrow night.” The manager said as he started to walk off.  
 
He did not wait for a reply, just walked off in disgust.
 
Hondo started to pull back once he was gone, but she pulled him back close, panting slightly again.
 
“No, stop!” She said breathily, “There are cameras in the hall. We come out now they will think something is wrong. And.. and I need a moment.”
 
She held onto him and laid her head on his chest as she stood there panting.
 
“You alright?” He asked softly.
 
She nodded, “Yeah… They.. they just made this body to be more sensitive in places. … If I’m touched I get easily excited… I have to wait after that or just walking can cause me to orgasm again I’m so sensitive.”
 
He frowned, “Another of their tweaks, eh?”
 
She nodded as she tried to calm her breathing.  
 
“#$@!ing bastards playin’ god.” He growled more to himself.
 
He had to admit to himself that he was torn on the idea of a woman being more sensitive to a man’s touch. It sounded good in theory, but the selfish reason behind it, and the manipulation of a living being as some customizable doll, to be made and sold like any merchandise, angered him to his core.
 
After a bit Cassie had settled down enough to fix herself up again and stow her snowy white globe back into her dress as well as she could.  
 
“I.. I think it should have been long enough to keep suspicion down.” She whispered.
 
“Has it been long enough for you?” He asked.
 
She shrugged, “Its hard to say. I’m not tingling so bad right now but I’m not fully relaxed either.”
 
“Do you need more time?” He asked as he looked down at her.
 
She looked up into his face and gave him this look of desire that surprised him a bit.
 
“I’m not sure time would matter. Just being with you stirs me. The way you touched me too, even though I know you were doing it because you had to, so they thought you were Hank, but your touch was so kind and gentle, yet so firm. So different from the cold, limp fish touch some give or the forceful, rough touch others give. I can say I’ve never been touched like that before. It gives me hope that someone could touch me and make me feel good without feeling dirty someday.” She said softly.
 
“Cassie, I hope you find that person someday, but…” He replied hesitantly.
 
She nodded, “I know. Save everyone first and then you have someone else to think about first. I know you’re not trying to lead me on, but I can’t help but wonder what your touch would be like if you actually wanted to touch me.”
 
He stared into her eyes a moment and smiled at her softly, “Maybe someday we’ll find out, but it can’t be today.”
 
She nodded again, “I understand… We’d better get to the specimen room.”
 
He nodded in reply. She turned and started down the hall again and he followed closely at her heals.  
 
To get there they had to cross the main court yard again and take a hall just a door down from where he had entered the facility the night before.  The hall they entered was dimly lit and smelled like a mortuary from the moment they entered it. If the stench of death and embalming fluids were not bad enough, a feeling of depression hung in the air and was felt by all who entered. Cassie leaned against Hondo as they walked down the hall, and he could feel her tremble.
 
“Don’t need a cold shower with this place here.” He said attempting levity to cut through the depression.
 
She nodded in agreement but the levity did not lessen the tension she felt, “If I was horny at all before, I’m not now.”
 
She stopped, pausing at the large door at the end of the hall, which contained several warning placards.  
 
She shook her head as she badged them in, “God, I hate this place.”
 
They entered the dark, cold room and she fumbled for a light switch. She soon found it and some ancient florescent lights flickered to life, adding to the creepy effect of the room. The walls were lined with shelves and several shelves stood in the center of the room. Some larger containers lined a back wall, but more of the containers were small enough to fit on bookshelves.
 
As Hondo looked around a sense of fear, anger and choking sorrow invaded him and threatened to overwhelm his emotions. This truly was the most horrific of the rooms, no doubt about it.
 
“Gadget was a mouse so we need to go to the far right. They store rodents there.” She said in a somber voice, looking down as they walked.  
 
 She stopped short and pointed where he needed to go.
 
“Far end should be the newest… I.. I can’t make myself go down there today… My kind.. the kind I used to be, are down there too and I just can’t…” She stopped and swallowed hard, trying not to get emotional.
 
He gave her shoulder a squeeze and nodded, “Wait here.”
 
He walked down the row of jars and worked his jaw angrily. Some were deformed but many had not gotten even that far. There were several sentient mouse bodies there and some of them could have been Gadgets cousins and one could have even been a sister from the look of her, but he was fairly sure it was not her. The date on the jar was from four months before, which confirmed it, but it did not make he feel less angry on uneasy. He sighed a bit in reliefs as none in the right date range could have been her, but there was still the possibility that they did not keep her. Cassie said they did not keep all of them, but he was fairly sure, given Gadgets rare genius, that they would have kept her if they knew who she was.
 
The sight of the bodies was horrific to say the least though. Many of the sentient were anthropomorphic looking creatures, so the jars looked like those of miniature humans, almost. All of them had been alive, and had a lives filled with dreams, hopes, loves, fears, defeats, and triumphs before this. Now they floated, bereft of life, in dust gathering jars. He had known of the sentients for only a small part of his life now, but in that short time, a few of the sentients he had made good friends with, like Gadget. Most humans did not know of them, and if they did many would see them as only animals and have no feelings about this sight. To him, though, he was witnessing not only a genocide, but what appeared to be a trophy cases of the lives tragically cut short by these mad men. He unfortunately recognized a few that he dealt with in passing, but none that he called friend. Still, he could imagine his friends among their numbers and it only made him sicker and angrier inside. Though he knew Cassie said that many died from the process, he knew many more lived, which might be worse for them than if they had died, given what lives most of them had to face. The sheer number in this room alone, and this being not the only facility, though it was the main facility, he believed, made it all the more tragic.
 
He sighed with frustration and anger as he stood there looking at the horrors before him. His stomach churned a bit from the sight and his own thoughts and emotions. This was unacceptable, and he knew had to stop this and soon. He walked quickly back to Cassie and grabbed her arm, barely slowing down enough for her to get into pace with him.
 
“I need to get out of here.” He said in a cold, flat tone as he nearly half drug her with him.  
 
Once out of the room he stopped and breathed in deep trembling breaths as he tried to control his own emotions. Cassie shut off the light and shut the door before stopping in front of him.
 
“It’s not safe here. We need to get back to the cell.” She said
 
He nodded without saying anything and followed her back to the cell he had met her in, where Hank lay still out cold in his medically induced sleep.
 
She shut the door and sighed, “We’re safe here. No cameras in this room.”
 
“That was #$@!ing horrible!” Hondo snarled as he thought about the specimen room.  
 
She bowed her head and nodded, “It’s indescribable… First time I was made to go in there I freaked out and cried for days. They beat me and beat me for it, trying to force me to stop and do my job but I couldn’t! … They.. they nearly beat me to death before I could stop… I think I only stopped because I ran out of tears though.”
 
Her voice had a deep sadness that could only come from experiencing true tragedy. Though he knew he could never fathom the depths of what she felt, he was beginning to understand it much better.  
 
“You.. you never told me what your kind was.” Hondo said, trying to change the subject a bit.
 
She crossed her arms, across her breasts, defensively and hung her head, as if the thought hurt her.
 
“It doesn’t matter.” She said quietly.
 
He frowned, “Sorry if that’s a bad subject.”
 
She shook her head, “Don’t apologize, please. It’s just.. I can’t go back and thinking about it makes me feel more of a stranger to myself, so I have trouble talking about it.”
 
He nodded but said nothing as he did not know what to say, so he stood there silently. As he looked at her he could see her fighting tears, so he walked up to her and grabbed her arm gently and reassuringly. She leaned into him and just rested against him. She wanted to cry but she knew it would serve to help no one. She would wait to cry until he got her out of there. Once out she would let it all out, but not until then.
 
After several minutes she pulled away from him and fixed herself.
 
“We need to get ready for the transport. They will have you help move him to the upper deck before you clock out. Best you can do is take Hanks truck and leave, as if you are him.”
 
She handed him a set of keys.
 
“What does he drive? Dodge, I take it from the keys.” He said.
 
“I don’t know, exactly. I was told it was a grey diesel pickup. I heard it was all jacked or something like that.” She said
 
“Jacked up, maybe?” He asked
 
“Yeah, that was it!” She exclaimed.
 
“What happens then? Won’t they wonder when he doesn’t come in tomorrow?” He asked.
 
She nodded and answered hesitantly, “They will, but since it wasn’t here, maybe they won’t panic so bad.”
 
Her lack of conviction in that statement worried him a bit, but there was little he could do about it now.
 
Soon the transport guards came and he was to escort them out. As they exited she grabbed his arm and looked up at him.
 
“Please come back for us.” She whispered
 
He nodded, “I will.”
 
He followed them out and walked with them to a white panel van fixed up to look like a basic delivery truck on the outside. Inside, though it was lined with bullet proofing, a gun rack, various sophisticated electronics, and human restraining devices. They laid the litter on the floor, in the walk way, and locked Hank’s ankles and one wrist into restraints to be on the safe side.
 
“Tell the prof he will be in Africa within 24 hours.” The one guard said.  
 
Hondo grunted and nodded, giving the guard an irritated look. The guard just nodded back and hopped into the truck. As soon as it was gone Hondo sighed a sigh of relief and walked back towards the underground entrance, where he had seen a timeclock as he came out.  
 
He walked over to the time clock and swiped his badge. The option came up on the screen to clock out or choose another option. He pressed the clock out and it gave him a ‘submitted’ reply. He was about to turn away when a voice called out behind him that made his blood run cold. It was a grating, whiny voice, and he was sure he was found out.
 
“So, the nut is finally gone? That’s a relief.” Professor Nimnul said.
 
He half turned, trying not to face him directly, but trying not to appear as if he was ignoring him either.
 
He nodded and half mumbled, “Yeah. He’s gone. #$@!ing nut job.”
 
Nimnul looked out at the distance and nodded, seeming not to notice anything unusual yet.
 
“Good! The last thing this operation needs is more nuts causing us trouble! I’ve got the board down on me as is and they say the boss is about to blow a gasket! … Speaking of the boss, you hear from your uncle recently?” Nimnul asked hesitantly.
 
“Uncle?” Hondo asked
 
“Yes, your uncle? Uncle Klordane? You know him, the reason you have the job you have??” Nimnul asked in an annoyed tone.
 
It clicked with Hondo then, why Hank had the job he did. Aldrin Klordane was his uncle! He had heard from Gadget about him, it was the case that brought the rangers together, but last he knew he was pulling three consecutive life sentences. Was he running this from jail, then?
 
Hondo coughed lightly and nodded, “*cough*, OH, yeah. Uncle Al. Been a couple weeks but plan to talk to him soon.”
 
He tried to keep his voice low, gruff, and a bit gravelly. He had heard Hank only speak one sentence but he was not sure it was enough to get even close to how he talked.
 
“Something wrong with your voice?” Nimnul asked.
 
“No. Nothin’s wrong with it! You implin’ somethin’?!” He asked in a pissed off tone.
 
“No, no! I didn’t mean anything by it! Just wanted to make sure you were well! Got to watch out for my old friends Nephew!” He said in over exuberant tone.
 
“That’s what I thought.” Hondo replied in a flat, annoyed tone.
 
“Remember to give your uncle my love and tell him how good I’m doing for him! And if you need anything, remember to come to me!” Nimnul said exuberantly again.
 
Hondo merely nodded and walked off towards the parking lot. After he turned away, he heard Nimnul mumbling something about wishing Hank would crawl off and die somewhere, which made him just smile to himself. It made him worry, though too. If Hank was missing, would Klordane panic and shut everything down? And how was he running things from prison?? And who else was involved???
 
Hondo pondered on all this as he walked. He looked around a moment, but it did not take long to find the truck in question. A late 90’s four-door grey diesel truck, jacked up, with stacks, a rebel flag with a skull in it on the back window, and naked girl silhouettes plastered everywhere, sat in the middle of the parking lot, which was all covered in a camo net awning to make it look from above like nothing was there. He walked up to the truck and walked around it once. It had a grill guard with a winch, large off-road tires, and home-made running boards on it. The inside had been redone, custom, which could not have been cheap, and a bunch of hunting gear filled the back seat. It was all over done in a flamboyant redneck/white-trash/hill-billie with money style, but if toned down, it could be a decent truck.  As he climbed in he noticed the floorboard was filled with empty energy drink and cheap light beer cans. The truck smelled like beer sweat, animal blood, and rotting gas station food. The nudie dash calendar had several dates highlighted with the words ‘Hunting Trip’ written beside them. That was eleven days away.
 
After sitting for a bit and looking things over, he fired up the truck and let it sit and idle for a moment as he thought. Heading home now would not get them the information they needed. An idea started to form in his mind and he chewed on it as he shoved the transmission into first gear, eased out on the clutch, and crawled out of the parking lot.  He knew the first thing he had to do was find Monty and Meredith. He hoped at least one of them were still by the Bronco, but he knew there was no guarantee of that. He drove off towards town, before circling back around to the dirt road that came up behind the facility property.  
 
Once on the dirt road again, he stopped short of the area the Bronco was parked at and walked in, carefully on foot. Once there he found the Bronco, untouched, but did not see Monty, Meredith, or Meredith’s plane anywhere around. He swore to himself as he took off the sunglasses and beret and threw them on the Bronco’s seat. About then he heard a questioning voice.
 
“Hondo?” A familiar voice said.  
 
He looked around at first before he saw Monty on a tree branch about three feet from his head.
 
“Monty? What the #$@! you doin’ there?” He asked
 
“Core-blimey, it is you! I didn’t recognize ya at first, an’ without the ‘at it was still ‘ard!” Monty exclaimed.
 
“Yeah, I ran into some issues an’ sorta lost it.” Hondo replied sheepishly.
 
“Lost it? What ‘appened, skippah?” Monty asked in a worried tone.
 
Hondo shrugged, “Got careless, I reckon. Decided to go try to find the locked-up sentient an’ I triggered a booby trap, got gassed, an’ captured.”
 
“At least ya escaped, mate!” Monty replied
 
Hondo shook his head, “Didn’t escape, really. Had some help from a pretty, but troubled lady who’s a prisoner there.”
 
Monty raised an eyebrow, “Ya don’t say? Come on, skippah, out with it! I know there’s more to it then that!”
 
Hondo sighed and shook his head, “Not sure you want to hear everythin’… it’s bad in there, Monty, really bad… With help I knocked out a guard and have been pretendin’ to be him. I’m guardin’ that gal. She was a sentient doctor. Now she’s a medical helper and sex slave for the doctors and the professor who’s leadin’ them.”
 
Monty cussed, “Strewth an’ bullocks!! Ya gotta be #$@!in’ yankin’ me damned leg!”
 
Hondo shook his head, “No, an’ it gets worse.”
 
“How can it get worse?” Monty asked hesitantly.
 
“What I saw was.. beyond horrible. The changed there, they are all like Vesper was when I found her if not worse. The sentients are just kept in a filthy cage with nothin’, no clothes no food, little water. It’s an actual hamster cage with some wood shavin’s in it.” Hondo replied
 
“An’ ya didn’t save them?!” Monty asked angrily.
 
“The gal that helped me, Cassie, she said they are talkin’ of killin’ them all, changed or not if I interfere again. She said somethin’ like that an’ all the changed would have been murdered on the spot.” Hondo replied grimly.
 
Monty sighed and shook his head, “Stewth.”
 
“The specimen room I had to go in was…” He paused as he shook his head angrily.
 
“What, skippah?” Monty asked warily.
 
“Cassie said they drain a lot of blood out of the sentient so they can fill their veins with serum to make the change faster. It also triples the mortality rate.” Hondo said angrily.
 
Monty swallowed angrily and clenched his fists, “So the specimen room is..??”
 
“If you are guess it’s worse than you can imagine. Racks of jars with bodies of the sentient that didn’t live. A huge room full an’ I’m told they don’t keep them all!” Hondo replied sharply.
 
“How many?!?” Monty asked through clenched teeth.
 
Hondo sighed, “Way more than we thought… It gets worse, though.”
 
“How can it get worse, mate?!?!? You’re sayin’ the bloody genocide of my kind is happenin’ an’ it gets worse?!?!” Monty roared.
 
Hondo looked at him with a cold looked that almost made Monty’s heart stop.
 
“I don’t know who in the government is behind it, but a couple of your old enemies are at the forefront.” He said slowly and coldly.
 
“Who?” Monty asked
 
“I don’t even know how it’s possible, but..” Hondo started to say before Monty interrupted him.
 
“Damn it, Mate, who?!” He asked in an exasperated tone.
 
“Norton Nimnul and Aldrin Klordane.” Hondo said flatly.
 
“What?!? That’s impossible! Nimnul was in an insane asylum last I heard, an’ Klordane is doin’ life sentences!!” Monty exclaimed
 
“I don’t know how, but they are behind this! Furthermore, they know of the sentients now for sure and they are takin’ them out, all of them!” Hondo growled.
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Well the cowboy, like the red man, you had to leave your land
You can't raise your stock and plant your crop in the gumbo and the sand
Greed disguised as progress has put us to the test
They won't be glad until we're gone from our home out in the west
It's sad to see those good old days replaced with greed and doubt
Soon we'll leave the country, the campfire has gone out
Bid 'em all adieu, you can't turn the world about
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