As they worked Tonya sat under the warm water and sighed a contented sigh. It felt almost orgasmic as she had not had a shower like this in years, as even the ones at her dorm room in the lab were just warm enough to clean and they were time limited. After she sat there and soaked in the warmness of the water, and let it sooth her sore, tired body, she decided to get washed up. She washed her body twice and her hair four times, and the feeling of being clean itself made her feel warm and fuzzy all over. It was a great feeling but she felt partly guilty for enjoying this while Zoey sat in that cold house worrying about her.
Some areas had been harder to wash, since she could not move her legs but she managed. She found herself wishing again that Hondo would have helped her, but that he pushed back made her wonder if he could not stand the site of her body, being as it was scared, hacked up, and lacking much shape. She had nice enough breasts but that was from them forming before being taken. Since she had been in the lab they had not gown any, which she was sure was because of little food and the stress put on her from the surgeries. She ran her hands over her body and frowned. She had some muscles that were forced on her to handle the cybernetics, but most of her real body was skin and bones. She envied Valentine’s woman like curves, and felt further embarrassment at not being prettier due to her body being so drawn and haggardly from all she had been through. Her looks had not been something too much on her mind, as surviving took all the mental energy she could muster. That changed tough, as she wanted to look attractive and be desired by the man who had been so nice to her.
She shook her head and chided herself for the thoughts. She barely knew either of them! They could be lulling her into a false sense of security while they wait to claim their bounty! Plus, she had Zoey to think of still! The fact was, though, she wanted to trust them in the worst way. The way Hondo, though a big man, had so gently helped her, and how kind he had talked to her, though his voice sounded gruff at times, and how angry he had gotten when he saw how badly her body had been treated, when he had no stake in her life at all.
She leaned against the wall for a while and just soaked in the feeling of the water as she thought. Should she tell them about Zoey? Was it better to risk it with their help or try alone? The answer was not completely clear to her, as part of her screamed she should run and part said they were to be trusted.
She was not sure how long she had been in there but her mind was not going to be made up now and she decided she had been in there long enough, as though she could have stayed in there longer, she wanted to see what was happening with her parts.
“Hondo?” She called out.
“Yeah?” He asked back through the open door.
“I’m done.” She said.
“I’ll be right in.” He replied.
A minute later she reached up and shut the water off as she heard him walk into the bathroom. He stuck a towel in through the curtain and held it for her to take.
“Dry off as best you can an’ cover up with that then let me know.” He said.
“Can you help me? I… I can’t dry off well like this.” She asked.
“Let me grab another towel so you can cover up with that one.” He said.
“You don’t have too… I told you I don’t mind you seeing me. I’m used to it and besides, its not like I have anything worth looking at.” She said in a sad voice.
He opened the curtain to find her half clutching the towel as she stared at the floor. She looked up at him and she blushed slightly and tried to force a smile.
“Don’t be too hard on yourself, little lady… I just want to give you the privacy you deserve. You have nothin’ to be ashamed of, though.” He said.
She looked down and frowned again, “I appreciate the help, though I honestly hate being so helpless. I hate being a cripple like this, hate what they made me, and I hate my body.”
He hunkered down beside her and put a hand on her real arm, “Don’t hate yourself. This is not your fault but it is your reality. We all need help at times so let us help you an’ maybe we can help you accept an’ love yourself.”
She lifted her mechanical arm and looked at her fingers as she flexed them slowly.
“I might be able to accept what happened to me someday, but I could never love this.” She said quietly.
He noticed that she started to shiver so he grabbed the towel and helped her dry off. Once her front was dry he bent down so she could wrap her arms around his neck. He lifted her up like that so he could towel off her hair and back better, making sure to carefully dry around the metal exoskeleton parts that seemed to be tapped into her bones themselves. After she was fairly well dry, he picking her up and carrying her back to the bed.
In the bedroom she noticed the blanket on the bed had been replaced as had the spare at the end of the bed. The two she got dirty earlier were gone, as well as Valentine.
“Where did Valentine, your wife, go?” She asked as Hondo pulled the covers back and placed her on the edge of the bed.
“She had to let some epoxy set up, so after she changed the blankets she went up to warm you up some supper an’ to make me some coffee.” He replied as he lifted her legs up into the bad and pulled the blankets up to her waist.
“More food?” She asked, trying to hide her excitement.
“I’m sure you are still hungry.” He said as he draped another small blanket over her shoulders to cover her torso.
Tonya looked down at the blanket that covered her lap and tried to hide the tears that threatened to fall again.
“Thank you… I can never repay your kindness.” She said, almost at a whisper.
He gave her shoulder a slight squeeze and she looked up to see him smiling softly down at her. To his surprise she leaned over and hugged his waist, nuzzling her face into his stomach. He could hear her sniffing back tears, so he just let her hold him for a minute and rubbed her back softly, saying nothing for the time being.
After she had calmed herself he helped her sit back up against the headboard just in time for Valentine to return with a bed-tray, a plate of hot food, a big glass of milk, a cup of coffee, and some clothes. Valentine handed Hondo the coffee and the clothes as Valentine sat the tray and food in front of Tonya. She looked at the plate that was set before her and stared for several seconds in awe. It looked like some sort of stew with rice, a small bowl of noodles on broth, a couple biscuits, some corn salad, and some chicken on a stick. She looked at them both after a moment before diving in.
“Slow down, little lady. Don’t want you to get sick! No one will take it from you.” Hondo said as he saw her devour her food.
She blushed a bit again and looked down, “S.s.s.orry… just.. just not had food like this in so long… we’ve… I’ve been eating scraps mostly since I escaped.”
He rubbed her shoulder again, reassuringly, “It’s alright. We understand, but just don’t want you to get sick.”
“Try to eat more slowly and if you want more once you are done I’ll get you more. I grabbed some sweat pants from one of our friend’s daughters that should work for you and one of my shirts. It will be a bit big on you, I’m afraid but it’s the best I can do without it being a pull over.” Valentine said to her softly.
She looked up at them both and could not help but smile. They were both being so kind to her. She frowned a bit after a moment then went back to eating, silently, and much more slowly. They went back to work on her electronics as she sat there and ate.
They sat in silence for a bit to let her eat, as they worked. Hondo sipped on his coffee as he finished soldiering and heat shrinking wires as Valentine repaired the main connection plugs as best she could. She had already epoxied the battery/control box cracks as best she could and cut off one of the ends on one of the extension cords to replace the busted charge port, so that could be plugged in and started charging with the other cord as they worked. Tonya watched them as she ate, still trying to decide what to do. She wanted to believe their kindness was genuine but being hurt so much and having everything ripped away from her left her full of distrust, misgivings, and disbelief that she of all people could find people like this who would help her.
Valentine looked up at her after a bit and saw her plate was empty.
“You need more to eat, Tonya?” She asked
Tonya shook her head, “No, I’m actually glad you guys told me to slow down or I might have gotten sick. I’m too full to eat another bite right now, though! Thank you though, it was great!”
Hondo chuckled, “Glad it tasted good. Hopefully it will help you feel a bit better too.”
Tonya nodded, “I feel better already, actually. Thank you both.”
“Like I said, don’t thank us until you’re safe, well, an’ back in the states.” He said.
Her face fell a bit again as she thought about all this. It just seemed too good to be true.
A few minutes later Hondo stood up and stretched, “Well, that’s done. You almost got that last connector?”
Valentine nodded, “Just give me another minute and it will be ready. We will have to put some tie wraps on these two, to keep them securely plugged in for now, until I can scrounge parts to fix this right.”
Hondo nodded and then turned to Tonya.
“Alright, little lady, ready to hook back up?” He asked.
She nodded eagerly, “Yes please! I hate being unable to move like this… I .. I kinda like you helping me, as no one has been so nice to me before, but… I’d like to at least be able to go to the bathroom without help!”
He chuckled, “I’m glad I can help but I don’t blame ya there. Let’s get you ready, then.”
He took the dishes and moved them to the table, took the blanket off her shoulders and then uncovered her lap. He moved her away from the headboard, helped her lay on her stomach, and them used the blanket she had on her shoulders to cover her back and rear as much as possible. Once she was as comfortable as he could make her he went back to the table and grabbed the three cables that were ready and came back over to her. He tried to work around the blanket but it kept getting in the way of running the cables right.
“I’m fine without it for now… You’ve seen me bare already. Not like I have anything to be proud of anyway.” She said
He sighed, “That’s where you are wrong, little lady. You are alive an’ very pretty. You are just hurt an’ your body is sick from what was done to it. You rest an’ eat right, an’ you’ll fill out right nicely. But even as is you have nothin’ to be ashamed of.”
She propped herself up on her elbows, “Really? You think I’m pretty? Even with all this?”
“I do. Pretty is not just somethin’ on the outside. You can’t help what they did to you, but even so what they did can never make you ugly. Only you can do that.” He said
She sighed a bit and laid her head sideways on the pillow he had given her. Her metal ears laid back as she thought. It was the first time that he noticed them move, as if she was relaxing more around them but also deeply conflicted. He pulled the blanket off of her and went to work securing the cords along her exoskeleton, where he was sure they were supposed to be but were not when he took them off.
He stopped and traced a line along the metal spine and her body with his finger, have in a caring way and have curious. She giggled a bit and tried to pull away.
“That tickles!” She exclaimed.
“Sorry, didn’t mean to tickle you. Just looking at how they connected this… You know much about it?” He asked
She sighed, “I don’t know a lot of technical stuff about my parts but they talked freely around us. One of the doctors is English so they used mostly English except when talking to the staff. IT was partly like they wanted us to know and yet it didn’t matter if we knew because we were never supposed to leave there alive.”
Her voice was quiet and sad as she spoke. She shivered slightly, but it was from recalling memories, not from being cold, though he did not know that.
“I’ll try to hurry so I can cover you back again.” He said.
“I’m not cold just… just hard to think about some things.” She said softly.
“I reckon I understand that… If you can’t then don’t.” He said.
She shrugged, “It’s okay… My exoskeleton is part of the quick-change system. Technically it can go over a special, thin body armor suit they were developing too.”
“So, it can come off?” He asked.
She nodded, “They put these threshed inserts into my bones that it attaches to. The one on my back is hollow so they can run a wire in it and bypass the nerve bundle in case of extreme back injuries… They.. they talked about breaking my back and trying it before I escaped, but they wanted to do something else first I heard.”
“What was that?” He asked softly
She shivered again, “I.. I can’t talk about that… please don’t make me tell.”
He put a hand softly on her shoulder again, “You don’t have to… Anythin’ else you can tell me ‘bout the exoskeleton? You want us to take it off? It looks uncomfortable.”
She shook her head, “No, I need it on. It is uncomfortable but… I have a hard time using this arm without the support that runs across my shoulder. That piece needs the spine support to work and the waist band helps distribute the weight… It’s … it’s all a bit heavy for my body so they had to put the exoskeleton on me… I think.. I think my body could get strong enough to do without it but they were afraid I’d be too dangerous with it then… that’s partly why they starved me… I rarely got more than a little food once a day… I think I ate more food eating scraps from the garbage and what I could steal from the open markets than what they fed me… Mostly how they fed me was through vitamin IV’s to help me heal… Some of those made me real sick too as they were testing them out to sell to the military for quick revival of wounded and exhausted soldiers… some of them required more body muscle and fat to feed off of temporarily but the first couple took most of what I had…. They would sometimes just cut my stomach open just to see how fast I’d heal on those IVs.”
She felt Hondo stop running the wires for a moment and the she felt his hand take her good hand in his and just hold it for a moment. She tried not to cry, as though he said nothing he said volumes in that gesture.
Hondo was not a hugger at all! In fact, when Fernando was relaxed Hondo made him look touchy-feely, which he was not at all either. The only one Hondo liked contact was his wife, but at this moment, had he not wanted to move her unnecessarily, he would have hugged the girl and just held her for as long as she wanted. He tried to choke back his own feelings of righteous anger and sadness for her and just grabbed her hand and held it silently for a moment. He knew she was just barely opening up to them and what she was saying was proving worse than he imagined.
Valentine sat silently and hung her head as she listened, a couple tears rolling down her cheek for the poor, precious teen girl. She wanted to go hug her herself but she knew the girl shied away from her for some reason. She tried not to take it personally as now more than before she knew it was something she was put through that made her shy away.
After a moment Hondo spoke again, softly.
“I hope you’ll stay with us an’ if there is someone else that you will let us help them too.” He said.
“I.. I want to but…” She whispers as she squeezed his hand.
“Just think on givin’ us a chance. At least we can get you back to the states. They can find a good home for you an’ help you out there.” He said.
She just nodded but did not say anything.
After she relaxed her grip on his hand he let go and went back to work. Once he had her legs reconnected to the cables and the cables secured at her waist he grabbed the sweatpants and pulled them on her.
“Thank you.” She whispered after he put them on.
He just rubbed her back in response and then finished the wire that went to the partial bad that was bolted to her skull that held her mechanical eye in place. By then Valentine was done with the arm cable and handed it to him. He connected it and then ran it along her exoskeleton as well. As he did that Valentine cut a hole in the shirt she brought down, right at the middle of the shoulders. She then handed it to Hondo who helped Tonya get her arms into it. One it was on, but left unbuttoned as she still lay on her stomach, he ran the wires through the holes. As he did Valentine unplugged the control box and brought it over. The charge was under a quarter still but it had a little juice in it at least. To make it easier for the girl, Valentine had cut some straps off a pack-pack she had and replaced the straps on the box to make it easier to get on and off and secure it to her torso with a cross strap. With the box in hand he slipped the straps over her shoulders and then carefully plugged everything in, securing the two plugs with busted locks on with zip ties for now. Once done he put a hand gently on the girl’s shoulder.
“The power is low but see if it all works now.” He said as he took a step back to give her room.
She slowly pushed herself up with her arms and then pushed herself up to her knees, before rolling into a sitting position on the edge of the bed. As she looked up at them they could see a faint red glow from her mechanical eye, saying it was powered up. She stood up a bit shakily at first, unsure if they were going to hold her or drop her to the floor. It all worked though and for the first time in a long time the little flame of hope that was inside her had fuel added to it and grew.
She saw both of them smiling at her and it was almost more than she could take.
Hondo grinned like a happy father watching his first child take their first steps as she stood up and looked at them. He looked at her quizzically as she looked down at the floor. HE could see her lip quiver a bit and then saw tears hit the floor from her one good eye. Her whole body seemed to start shaking and he started to worry.
“Little lady? Tonya, you alright?” He asked.
She launched herself into him and held onto him for dear-life as she bust out sobbing. He an arm around her waist and the other he used to pull her head into his chest, as he just held the sobbing teenager against him. After a minute or two she tried to speak between sobs but she had the hic-ups from crying so hard on top of it all now too.
“I.. *hic* I.. *hic* I Don’t Deserve This! *SOB* I.. *hic* I.. *hic* I.. *hic* I’m sorry! I’m SORRY! *SOB*” She wailed, not making any sense to either Hondo or Valentine.
“You have nothin’ to be sorry for sweet girl.” Hondo said soothingly to her.
“I.. *hic I.. *hic* do! *Sob* … They *hic* They killed my parents *hic* and I.. *hic I was too scared to do anything! I should be dead! *SOB*!!” She cried.
Hondo just held her for several minutes, rocking her back and forth as he held her in his arms. Valentine looked down at the floor feeling helpless.
“I’ll go get her something to drink.” Valentine said after a moment.
Hondo just nodded but said nothing. After Valentine left he helped Tonya sit on the bed and he just held her there as they waited for Valentine to come back.
“I’m *hic* I’m sorry *sniffle*” She said softly after a moment.
“Don’t be… sounds like you’ve been thought a lot… If you need to talk you can talk to either of us anytime you need to. If we can’t get you home right away then we’ll introduce you to some of the girls, my friends adopted daughters, an’ I’m sure you can talk to them too. Most of them went though somethin’ bad too so they would be good to talk to.” He said.
She whispered, “Sounds *hic* nice… I’d *hic* like to talk to you about it but… I just can’t right *hic* now.”
He nodded, “That’s alright. When you are ready.”
Valentine reappeared with a couple bottles of water and a smaller glass of milk, handing the milk to Tonya and placing the water beside the bed. Tonya drank the milk fast, which seemed to stop the hic-ups at least, and she handed the glass back to Valentine.
“Th.th.thank you both. I’m sorry about that… Guess it had been building up and then you guys have been so nice and.. and I thought I was done for when my electronics were damaged but they seem fine now.” She said.
“No need to be sorry. We were glad to help.” Valentine said with a smile.
“We just patched your system up, honestly. We know folks who specialize in cybernetics, though, so if you’ll let us help you we’ll see what can be done about getting’ you fixed up better.” Hondo said.
“Cybernetic specialists?!” Tonya asked with a look of terror in her eye
“They aren’t like that lab, I promise. They are like us, just tryin’ to help people. I actually know some girls, younger than you, that were used like you were. They helped them an’ they have helped other. They aren’t tryin’ to sell to the army or anythin’, just help people who have been hurt live normal lives.” Hondo said reassuringly.
She trembled a bit but nodded, “Okay… It.. it just scares me thinking about it… I can’t go through it again, I can’t!”
“Don’t be scared. You won’t go through that again, we promise.” Valentine said.
She sighed and relaxed against Hondo, “Th. th. thank you… It’s hard not to be scared… It seems a long time ago since before all this.”
“If ya don’t mind my askin’, how long ago was it?” Hondo asked.
Tonya sighed and furrowed her brow a bit.
“Three years… no, three and a half as dad promised me we’d be back before my birthday so we could go camping in the mountains like we did every year.” She said softly
“How old are you?” He asked.
She sighed, “I’ll be fifteen in a couple weeks.”
“Fifteen, eh? That’s ‘bout what I was guessin’… Now, you should get some rest, as you look exhausted. We’ll talk more ‘bout helpin’ you further tomorrow over breakfast ifin you’e up to it, alright?” Hondo said.
She nodded, “Okay… Thank you.”
He stood up and helped her plug in her battery to charge before helping her lay down. He made sure to stay beside her long enough to cover her up and tuck her in. He took her good hand in his again, gave it a gentle squeeze and then kissed it softly before heading to the door.
“G’night, little lady. I’ll see ya in the mornin’.” He said
“Good night and.. thank you both.” She said
“Sleep well, Tonya.” Valentine said, smiling softly.
As they closed the door Tonya sighed.
“I… I wish he was my dad.” She muttered to herself as she drifted quickly off to sleep.
Valentine wrapped an arm around Hondo as she walked upstairs with him.
“I know it’s hard for you to show emotions to others, but I was proud of how you handled that poor girl.” She said.
He shrugged, “She needed me an’ I just did what I felt was right… Was a bit awkward at times, which her bein’ so scared yet so.. open to me. Poor kid had all her dignity ripped from her, I reckon. How she made it this far is a miracle.”
“She has to be protectin’ someone. Maybe a little sister or brother?” Valentine said.
Hondo nodded, “Could be. I’ll try to talk to her ‘bout it more tomorrow…. Will need to talk to Jefe too. Hopefully he’s not as pissed as the day I carried you in the door.”
She leaned her head against him for a moment and chuckled.
“He was not happy, was he?” She said
“No, he was not.” Hondo replied as she let go of him so he could open the door to their room and go inside.
Once inside she pulled her pants off and sat on the edge of the bed as he took his holster and boots off.
“You ever regret carryin’ me back there instead of just droppin’ me off at some hospital?” She asked.
“Not even once! Though there have been a few times I wondered ifin I shouldn’t have just turned you over my knee at that bar an’ spanked your ass so you didn’t walk off in a huff into that mess an’ get us both shot up!” He replied teasingly.
She giggled a bit and shook her head as he stepped into the bathroom to take a leak.
When he returned she looked at him quizzically as he was now wearing a t-shirt. She saw a bandage on his left forearm to which caused her to frown.
“Why are you wearing a t-shirt to bed?” She asked as he pulled his jeans off and hung them on a chair.
He shrugged, “Seemed like the thing to do.”
“Hondo Israel Sackett, you’ve not wore a shirt to bed since we’ve been together unless it was below freezing in the place we were sleeping! Please don’t hide things from me. I might be broken but I still care about you.” She said.
He frowned and pulled the shirt off. The bandage on his side had a dark red line on it, saying that it was still bleeding intermittently.
She gasped and reached out to touch him after a moment.
“Your side and your arm? What happened?!” She asked in a worried tone.
“Bullet graze on my side an’ knife wound on my arm… Was when I was savin’ the girl from bein’ raped.” He said.
Valentine looked at the floor and then back up at him, “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because you’ve not been yourself an’ I didn’t want you to worry.” He said.
She pulled him down to the bed and when he sat down she buried her face into his chest. He could feel the warm tears from her eyes on his skin as she leaned into him.
“I’m sorry… I know I’m such a burden to you.” She whispered.
“You’re not a burden, darlin’. I just was tryin’ to protect you… Guess I failed again.” He said with a sigh.
She looked up at him startled.
“You’ve never failed me!” she exclaimed.
“You’d not be hurtin’ like this if I’d have protected you right!” He said seriously.
“You can’t protect everyone all the time, not even me! You were there when I needed you most and you avenged me! How could that be failin’?!” She asked
“Kind of ya to say, darlin’, but it’s hard not to blame myself.” He said.
“Please don’t blame yourself. I love you so much… Kiss me please.” She said softly.
He pulled her into him kissed her deeply. As they kissed he laid her down on the bed as he held himself up off of her, but staying close enough to feel her against him as he kissed her. He let after a bit and they panted for air as they looked into each other’s eyes. The dim light from the bedside lamp was not enough for them to see perfectly, but they knew the eyes of each other well enough, that their minds could fill in the gaps of what they could not see.
“Please.. please take me.” She said breathily.
“You sure you aren’t pushin’ it for me?” He asked softly.
“No, I want it too, I need it! ... I might not be ready as easily or as often as I used to be for a while but I’m ready for you to take me now.. please.” She begged in a whispered tone.
He slipped the shirt off of her, exposing her bare breast to him. He slipped down enough to kiss then and tease her nipples with his lips, tongue, and teeth for a moment as he slipped his boxers off. His hand slip up to her black, lace panties, which were already soaked with the slippery juices that flowed from her body, showing she was well past ready. As he slid back up, she reached for his member and found it rock hard already, without any teasing or handling from her needed. She slipped her panties to the side as she stared up at him with a begging and hungry look in her eyes. He grabbed his member and with her help slid it into her wet, velvety sheath.
She moaned and her body shuttered as he entered her, her fingers digging into his sides as his shaft became fully enveloped inside of her. Often he had to go slowly into her to made sure he did not hurt her until she was used to him, but she was so ready this time that her tight womanhood nearly sucked his member in as it clenched and pulsated. He rocked his hips back and forth, eliciting moans from her body with almost each and every movement. It was pure bliss to them both.
Though they were both tired that worked at each other for almost forty-five minutes before collapsing into each other. Though after this dry spell he felt as if he could have banged her all day and not sated his lusts, for now it was enough to get by. The feeling of holding her like this did more good for him than the releases themselves did, if he was to be honest with himself. For her, it was the first time since she had nearly been raped that the dark thoughts did not overtake her. Every time they started to come to her mind she thought of Tonya, and what that poor girl must have gone through. If that girl could keep going after all of that, how could she let something that only almost happened bring her down? Though she knew she would still fight her mind at times, she could not refuse her husband her body and love any more, especially not if after only one meeting, that girl could hold onto him and trust him like she had after all she had been through. Valentine knew she had no excuses left now.
Without much further thoughts from either of them, they both passed out, fast asleep, tangled in each other, and not even twitching until morning.
When morning came their alarm went off at 5:00 am. Valentine growled at it and managed to turn it off without disturbing her husband though she was still tangled in him. At 5:45 a second alarm went off and they both growled at it.
“It can’t be that time already.” Hondo grumbled, his eyes still closed.
“I already turned off the first one.” She mumbled.
“Is there a third?” He asked.
“You sure you’re not sick? I know you’re not a mornin’ person but usually you’re up on the first one durin’ a mission.” She mumbled.
“Just been tried… catchin’ up to me I reckon.” He said.
“Fifteen more minutes?” She asked groggily.
“Sure.” He mumbled.
They both lay entwined in each other but the morning was only growing later. A little after 6:00 am they decided to get up and start the day whether they were ready to or not. Hondo felt like he had not slept at all, but he had gotten as much as he usually got on a missions, so he was not sure why he was so tired, honestly.
Since they fell asleep before cleaning up after their romp between the sheet, they both climbed into the shower to help wash the stickiness off of each other. Often such showers after a night like last night would have given way to more of the same, but they were both contented to just hold each other under the steaming hot water for a bit, with the occasional kiss and caress thrown in. After they got out and dried off they walked back into their room to dress for the day.
Valentine frowned and shook her head as she stared at the bed.
“As fun as those last minute, passionate sessions are, the bed always gets the worse end of it.” She said with a frown.
“There is a reason they put protective mattress covers on the beds.” Hondo said as he pulled on a fresh pair of boxers and sat down to pull on some socks.
She nodded and, with a sigh, pulled out a pair of grey panties from her bag, stepped into them, and pulled them up her long, lean legs.
“That is true but, I’ll definitely have to throw those in the wash today… Our other set of sheets is in the dryer at least, but I think we did a number on a couple of these blankets too.” She said.
He shrugged, “It happens. That’s why doin’ it in the shower is easier. Wash everythin’ down the drain. Hell, the hood of the car would be easier to clean too!”
She finished fastening her bra and smacked him on the arm.
“We aren’t doin’ it in the driveway here!” She said
He chuckled and the shook his head at her before giving her a more serious look, “I don’t know why you wear those things. They say those things only cause ya to sag as the muscles get lazy. Some gals need them but you’re too firm to need those bolder holders.”
She blushed a bit, “They bounce more without them and my nipple get outlined on my shirt!”
“I don’t see the problem.” He replied.
Her blush deepened, “Hondo!”
“What? Plenty of gals don’t wear bras anymore! Not sayin’ I want ya showin’ them off to everyone but it's natural to not wear one an’ gotta be more comfortable!” He said defensively.
“You serious?” She asked.
“I’ve told you this several times!” He grumbled.
“I’ll .. I’ll think about it… maybe get some nipple covers and try that first… Just don’t want to look like a slut or like I’m trying to get attention!” She replied.
He shook his head and muttered, “Get ya home an’ I’d swear ya grew up in a nudist colony, but take ya out an’ I’d think you’d been raised by nuns.”
He frowned a bit as he looked at his wound as he pulled the wet bandages off. The bio-pill had done nothing for him, which was odd. He decided to keep that to himself though. Once the bandages were changed her donned a fresh shirt and buttoned it up and tucking it into his pants. He then slipped into his boots, threw on his hat, and pulled on his shoulder holster as he headed to the door. Valentine was still sliding into her pants as he started to leave.
“Where you goin’?” She asked
“To check on the girl.” He said.
“Don’t wake her. She needs her sleep.” Val replied wiggled the jeans up and over her hips and firm ass.
“I won’t. Just makin’ sure she’s alright.” He said before ducking out the door and closing it behind him.
He walked down to the basement quietly, trying to make as little noise as possible. It was almost 6:30 am so no one was up, other than Monty, who was watching news in the basement again. He growled a bit as Hondo descended the stairs.
“Thought ya two were gonna sleep all day an’ let an old man starve ta death!” Monty groused.
Hondo glared at him and hissed, “Get your ass upstairs an’ get coffee goin’, you damn limey swamp rat!”
Hondo’s tone and words shocked Monty, as he had always been sharp but never insulting. Monty stood up slowly and walked towards him angrily.
“What did ya say, skippah? ... Ya care to repeat thet for these old ears o’mine?” He said through grit teeth as he rolled up his sleeves in a threatening manner.
He stopped short of Hondo as a revolver seemed to appear out of no where and was shoved into his nose. Monty’s eyes got wide and he swallowed hard.
“N.n.no need for thet, Skippah. I was jest 'avin’ some fun.” He said shakily.
Hondo cocked the revolver and Monty started to sweat.
“Just havin’ some fun with me? The killer?? ... You think that’s smart to do?” Hondo growled
“I was jest bitchin’ when I said thet! I didn’t think she’d take it serious!” Monty claimed defensively.
“I Hate Liars, Jack! Try Again!” He half yelled.
Monty was full on trembling now and he stammered a but more.
“F.fine, Skippah. Y.y.you got me! Y.yeah, We think you’re a b.b.bloody killah, but n.n.ot a m.m.murderah!” He replied in a scared tone.
“If I am, what’s stoppin’ me from blowin’ you away for bein’ a pain in my ass, disrespectin’ me, an’ givin’ my sweet innocent wife, who has gone through hell, shit about the man she loves?!?” Hondo snarled
“Y.y.you’re sense of. of. of honah, skippah?” Monty asked hesitantly.
Hondo lowered his gun and stared at him coldly, “Don’t forget I have honor! Maybe I am a killer, but that’s to protect the likes of my family, friends, an’ even rat-bastards like you from those who have no honor and who would murder you without a second thought! Those are the real killers out there, like those ones Chip sent for me that day to get rid of his competition for Gadget!”
“W.wait… Ch.ch.chip sent them?! That’s utter bollocks!! 'e’d not 'ave let Gadget go with ya, then!” Monty protested.
“She wasn’t supposed to! I knew it was bullshit an’ when I called him out he hit me, remember??” Hondo growled.
“I remembah, as I couldn’t believe ya didn’t beat the livin’ shit outtah 'im then!” Monty exclaimed
“I didn’t because she begged me not to! But because I didn’t hit him, she insisted on goin' with me instead of you three... She begged me not to shoot those men too, but they were gonna kill us both. We were both hurt an’ they didn’t care if she died as she was in the way of gettin’ me dead an' them paid! I killed them to save us both! I’ve killed many others to protect myself an’ others since. If that's what makes me a killer, then fine! I’m a killer. But you just remember, I am that because of the innocent who can't protect themselves, like she was back then, because of cowards who refuse to protect themselves, like you, an’ because of cowards who hire other to kill for them so they can selfishly get what they want, like Chip!” He snarled.
Monty looked at the floor for a moment.
“Skippah… I don’t know what to say… I 'ate you, so much. So much cause Chip said to 'ate you. We all 'ated you cause 'e told us ovah an' ovah again thet you were bad an’ 'urt 'er intentionally… I still 'ate you but maybe it’s 'is 'ate, not mine I feel.” Monty said quietly.
“I can take bein’ hated but I can’t take havin’ someone on the inside work against me! You make up your mind if you’re with me or not. You want to try to beat the shit outta me after this, I’ll glad throw my gun down an' show you my fists, but not until we are all safely home! Got it?!” Hondo barked.
Monty nodded, “I understand, skippah… I’ll not fight ya now.”
“Then I don’t want to hear one more word from anyone ‘bout how ya hate me or your opinions on what I am. When this is done I’ll fight ya fair an’ square, but as men should. We keep this between us an’ us alone, got it?” Hondo growled.
Monty nodded, “Aye, aye. I’ll go see ‘bout coffee, then, Skippah.”
Hondo nodded, “Go ahead.”
Hondo watched Monty go, smiling to himself a bit as he had definitely knocked some wind out of the blow-hard’s sails without even raising a sweat. The thought of beating the shit out of him later was just icing on the cake.
After Monty was gone Hondo walked over to the room Tonya was in and opened the door a crack. To his surprise the light was on so he opened it further to find the bed empty and the extension cord wrapped up and left on the table.
“Tonya?” He called out, but there was no answer.
A folded piece of paper on the bed caught his eye and he picked it up. The handwriting was bad, which showed she had not written much lately, but it was at least legible. He frowned as he read it and shook his head. He ran outside and looked around but her foot prints disappeared at the driveway. He then ran back inside and up to the kitchen.
“Val! Val, she’s gone!” He exclaimed holding out the note.
She took the note, read it over, and gasped slightly before looking up at him.
“What are you goin’ to do?” She asked
“Gonna see if I can find her.” He said as he started up to their room.
Valentine followed him up and entered the room as he was pulling on his vest.
“You want me to go with you?” She asked.
He shook his head, “No. Just cook breakfast. I’ll look for ‘bout an’ hour an’ come back. If I can’t find her then I'll try again in a different direction after breakfast.”
She nodded and kissed him on the cheek quickly before he took off out the door.
He headed down the drive and then he paused and looked both ways. He started to the right and decided to circle the block, looking for any sign of her stepping off the sidewalk. An hour and a half later he returned feeling defeated as he returned empty handed.
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Sometime in the early AM Tonya awoke from a nightmare with a start. Her eyes were wet with tears and she was panting as she looked around and tried to figure out where she was. As her breathing slowed she started to remember. Hondo, his wife, the kindness they showed her, it all came back.
She laid back down and tried to figure out what happened. She had to think about the dream to remember what woke her up so badly. The memory of the nightmare was cloudy but it slowly came back as she thought about it. She remembered she dreamt that the lab people found them and when they tried to take her, Hondo had tried to stop them. Her eyes flew wide open as the dream came back to her vividly.
In the dream the lab people, they shot him! They shot him and Valentine dead in front of her! She had cried out but her limbs did not move and she could not help them. It was all too much like her parents’ death and she could not bare to see these people suffer the same fate because of her. She wondered if the dream was a warning or just a bad dream. The real question was, could she chance it not being anything but a bad dream?
She fought with herself for almost an hour before she tearfully got up out of bed, having made her decision. She unplugged the cord that was charging her battery and coiled it up on the table. She knew she could not return to Zoey empty handed, especially after eating so well herself, so she then snuck out of the room and up to the kitchen.
The dim light from the microwave clock was enough to let her mechanical eye see everything in night-vision mode. She found a cloth bag from one of the local stores and loaded it up. She took a half loaf of bread, eight sodas, four beers, a jar of peanut butter, two blocks of cheese, a box of Twinkies, bag of carrots, a half-gallon of milk, and a dozen bottles of water. She wished she could take more but taking what she had already from people who had been so kind to her made her feel guilt enough as it was. She sighed, deciding they would have to make do with what she had, and then slipped back downstairs to the room, with the bag of food, and closed the door.
Once back in the room she searched around, having sworn she saw a notepad and pen somewhere. She finally found them on the dresser, half hidden by a lamp that sat on top of it. She sat down at the table with the pen and paper and started to write. As she wrote tears fell from her eyes. She did not want to go, she did not want to leave them, but she knew she had to, to protect them.
Her note said:
Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady) Hondo,
I could never thank you enough for helping me. You were so kind and despite what the lady said I know you can be trusted. When I think of my dad from now on I will think of you too, as I know only him or you would have done so much for me without wanting anything back. I am sorry, but as much as I would love to stay with you and your wife, I must leave. Every minute I spend here puts you all in danger and I couldn’t bare seeing you get hurt trying to protect me. No one can protect us from them, as they are evil and will do anything to get what they want.
I know I said I was alone, but there is a younger girl, who is like a sister to me, who needs me. She is hungry too, so I took some food. If we find a way out of here, I will find you someday and pay you back for what I took, I promise!
I know it was only a short time, but if I had my choice, I'd choose someone like you to be my dad. Please do not be angry that I left.
Tell Valentine I’m sorry too. Some of the nurses did things to me that I cannot talk about and I just get scared when a woman tries to touch me. It was nothing against her and in time I might have been able to let her hug me, but I just couldn't then.
Please don’t try to find me as you will only get hurt or killed by those who want me.
Love,
Tonya (AKA Little Lady)
She folded the note and sat it on the bed. She buttoned up the shirt Valentine had given her and pulled her old cloak over her head, using the hood to hide her mechanical eye and ears. She picked up the bag of food and with one look back into the room, she closed the door and slipped out into the darkness.
She knew taking the road was risky but at this time of night there was little to no traffic and it was worth the risk to leave no tracks. She ran, trying to make it around the block and to the boarded-up house as fast as she could. Tears streamed down her face as she ran but she managed to hold back from sobbing for the moment. About half an hour later she slipped in through the metal doors that lead to the basement and walked into where the cots stood.
As she walked in Zoey sat up from the cot where she lay and looked at her excitedly. She had not slept a wink since Tonya had left and the worry had started to get the better of her.
“
Tonya! I was worried your battery died or you got caught! .. You found food? Awesome, cause I’m so hungry!” Zoey’s mechanical sounding voice exclaimed.
Tonya walked up to her and sat down beside her without saying a word she sat there a moment silently, sitting the bag of food on the floor just before she burst into tears.
“
Tonya?! Tonya, what’s wrong?!” Zoey asked worriedly.
She pulled Tonya’s cloak off to look at her control box and she gasped. The box and wires had been repaired. She then looked up at Tonya and gasped again.
“
You’re repaired? Clean clothes and… did you shower??” Zoey asked in awe.
Tonya nodded and started crying harder again.
“
Tonya, what happened?! Please talk to me!” Zoey exclaimed
“I.. *hic* I.. *hic* got caught! *sob*” Tonya cried.
“
Did they hurt you?! What happened?!! “ Zoey cried out, worried for the girl she saw as her older sister.
It took Tonya a moment to calm down. She shook her head and tried to control her crying though she had the hic-ups again and her breath shuttered at times.
“Th. Th. They didn’t *hic* hurt me... *shuttering breath* They fixed me.. *hic* and bathed me and gave me.. *Shuttering breath, hic* me clothes and fed me and *hic* put me in a nice bed and…” She paused as she took a deep shuttering breath and sniffled as she tried to control herself.
“
And what?!” Zoey asked
“
And I Wish I Could Have Stayed and Been Their Daughter But They Would Have Died If I Stayed! Died Like My Parents And Your Parents, And I Could Not Let Them Die Because Of Me And I’ll Never Find People Like That Again!!” She blurted out before losing the battle and starting to sob all over again.
Zoey just held Tonya for a while as she tried her best to comfort the older girl. She started to cry a bit too. Did Tonya really find new parents for them and then ran away, losing them the chance? Was God that cruel to show them what they wanted and then to yank it away? She did not know, but they both cried together until they fell asleep on the old, dusty cot in that dark, dank, abandoned basement.