Hondo I. Sackett
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Hondo shook his head, feeling puzzled by the older woman. He was not sure who she was but he felt like he should know. He sighed and shook his head at himself again as he approached the Bronco to grab his go-bag out of the back. He was too tired to rationally think about it right now, so he had to let it go for the moment. “Everything alright, Boss?” Madison asked as he approached. “Hmm? .. oh, yeah. Everythin’s fine. Just tired… And stop with the boss, shit. I’m tryin’ to be nice ‘bout it, but it’s startin’ to irritate me.” He replied grumpily. “Oh, sorry, B.. Er, uhm, I mean Hondo, sir.” Madison said a bit glumly. “Listen, I know you don’t mean anythin’ by it, but I just don’t like it.” Hondo replied, trying to ease up on his tone. “I.. I understand, Sorry, sir.” Madison replied. Hondo frowned at him, “Sir is almost as bad. I know it’s respectful but, as long as you talk to me with respect, I’d rather you all just use my name. It’s why it was given to me, to be used but not abused.” “I guess I get it. I’d call you master but… It sort of has connotations to it, with slavery and all, plus other things...” He replied, looking away a bit in embarrassment as past memories of what he had to do to survive came back to him. “But, uhm, could I call you chief? I just feel like we owe you more respect than to just use your name, plus it seems that its better not to use it in certain places, as you and Fer, uhm, the medic are gaining some notoriety.” “Notoriety? Didn’t know you knew words that big.” Patricia said snarkily. “She alright?” Hondo asked. “Patty?” Madison asked, before shrugging, “I have no idea. She’s been grouchy and poking at me since you went inside.” Madison looked her way to make sure she was not too close before leaning in and whispering, “I think it’s.. you know, that time of the month for her or something.” Hondo shook his head, “That’s all I need… Listen, I need you all to get along and have each other’s backs, no matter personal feelin’s.” “Don’t worry. She’s a bit mean at times, but I trust her to have my back, more than almost anyone else in the world.” Madison replied seriously. “Alright… An’ as far as chief goes, it’s not much better, but you have a point. Not sure if boss or chief is better, honestly… Look, just use one if you feel like you should when in town, but at camp or in the rig, … just don’t.” Hondo said, sounding a bit defeated. He would have told him to call him cowboy, like some started calling him, but even that was compromised anymore. Madison nodded, “Sure Chief. I’ll try anyway, but if I mess up, understand I’m not trying to be disrespectful. I.. that is we.. we’ve had plenty of bosses in the past, but none we liked to have, before you and the medic that is.” Hondo nodded, “I get it, I do.” Hondo grabbed his go-bag, that has a clean shirt, underwear, socks, and a bandana, as well as other items, out of the back of the Bronco before turning to the hotel room. “Come get me if trouble stirs, otherwise stay close. If all stay’s quiet we’ll go get parts when the store opens, then grab breakfast an’ head back.” He paused long enough to tell them. “Sure, chief. We’ll be here.” Madison said. Hondo started to wonder more if boss was better. “Get some rest.” Patricia said, her voice sounding a bit wistful as she wished she was going with him so she could seize the chance to cuddle up with him and let him know she was wanting to be his. Hondo just gave them a wave in reply as he walked up the steps to the board walk again, and went into the room. As he entered, the dim light of an interesting looking Gas lamp, with rigged up piezoelectric lighting mechanism that looked like it came from an old BBQ grill, cast a dim glow into the room, revealing a mostly nude Melissa, sitting on the edge of one of the beds in just her panties. “Everything good out there?” She asked, acting like this was normal for her to be nude around him. He only raised an eyebrow at her, uncertain if she, like some wessen he knew, had a thing against clothing, or was just that comfortable around him. Though he did not know it, she did feel comfortable around him, as if that one night of passion had formed a bond between them. Though even she was unsure if it would remain in the years she had left to serve, before she could be proudly free of the military and give herself fully to him, or not, but for here and now, she was his, whether he knew it or not. “Yeah, I think they are set. Hopefully all stays quiet, as I’m dog tired.” He said, as he sat his bag down on the bed beside her, and started to kick off his boots. “Let me!” she half exclaimed, dropping to her knees to help him with his boots. “I can do it! I’m not too played out, that I need help!” He half growled. “It’s a woman’s privilege and duty to help her man, and we wessen women know how to treat our men!” She shot back. “Don’t tell me Molly doesn’t do this for you.” He sighed in defeat, “*sigh* No, she does, though I’m still not used to it. Besides, I never said I was takin’ you as my woman. You have too much time where I’ll be gone for either of us to commit to somethin’ like that.” His protest was weak, but he knew it was not worth the energy needed to argue with her too much. “I know you have not accepted me, and I know it’s a long time away, but it’s not just up to you.” She said as she took one of his boots off, before setting his foot down and pulling on the other one to get him to life his foot. “We women might not be equal to you men, but we still have a right to choose who we give our hearts to, though not always our bodies. Even if you don’t want me, I’m still yours, as I choose to be. So, until you accept or reject me, at least let me show you I can be a good woman for you.” He sighed as he lifted the other foot, “Now you’re startin’ to sound like Molly too.” She gave him a bit of a smile, “Sit and I’ll help you undress.” “If I wasn’t so tired I’d take you over my knee.” He muttered as he sat down. “You can take me over your knee anytime, and after I’ll still go back to helping you and caring for you. It’s not only our place, but it’s our privilege to do so, especially when it’s for a good, strong man, who has proven he can and will care for us.” She replied softly, as she rolled down his socks, and placed them on the floor at the end of the bed. “Hmph! … I’d try to find a good argument for this, but frankly I’m too tired.” He replied. “Why argue with a woman wanting to do for you, and help you?” She asked, seeming genuinely perplexed by it, as she helped him take off his vest. “Maybe I’m not used to bein’ fussed over, maybe it’s how I was brought up, maybe it’s ‘cause of what.. what Val did an’ I just don’t trust that there isn’t some ulterior motive… Or maybe it’s a mix. I don’t know… Where I come from it’s one man an’ one woman, an’ the women don’t do for men like this… the difference takes some gettin’ used to…. Not sure I ever fully will.” He said, as he tried to take off his gun belt, but she moved her hands in and took the buckle from him. “Sounds like a horrible place and a horrible way to live.” She remarked, looking up into his eyes, as she took the gun belt off and laid it beside him. Hondo chuckled lightly, “Heh..” “Hmm?” Melissa grunted, questioningly. He shook his head, “Never mind. It’s hard to explain, but that came across as a bit funny… Some way’s you don’t an’ can’t understand, you’re wrong, an’ that’s alright, but in some ways, you are very right… I feel bad lettin’ you do this for me, but can’t help but wonder that if Val had the same interest in me that those like you an’ Molly do, that she’d never put us through the crap she did.” She cocked her head at him a bit, as she did not quite understand how she was wrong, but she knew he was right about Valentine. She had not met her in person, but she had heard from Molly about her and heard the gossip going around about the way she humiliated him in front of his camp. Where she came from, a woman who did that would be tied up and whipped in front of the town, and then do some sort of penitence work of her husband’s choosing, if he wished to forgive her. If not, she could be sold at a slave auction, and branded as a bitch. While a few found it abhorrent, most found it justified, as life was hard enough without being at odds with your partner. Yes, there were bad men who abused the system, but without it, the family system would fall apart. She had heard tales that it had in the past, before the happening, and that many put these rules into place. Some Human settlements had already abandoned these rules and news was, they were falling apart. As a whole, the free wessens held to these rules and ways of living. While some did not like in, none could argue that it worked. “You regret losing her… Is it because we are wessen? If we were human, would it be easier for you to accept us and our doing for you?” She asked, looking down as she started to unbutton his shirt. He grabbed her hands and held them tightly against his chest, as he stared at her until she stared back at him. “Bein’ wessen has nothin’ to do with it. Human, wessen, it’s all the same. It’s the individual that matters. So, I’m with Molly because of who she is, an’ I’ve agreed to talk about you, me, an’ Nova someday when we are all ready, because of who you two are. I think we need to get to know each other a little better before any of us commit to anythin’, but I’d not agreed to talk ‘bout it later if I didn’t see somethin’ there. Now, I regret losin’ Val, because I loved her.I loved an’ trusted her, an’ she broke all that over somethin’ that was out of my hands. Had it not happened, I probably would not have let Molly into my life or had some fun with you an’ Nova, but the fact of the matter is that it happened an’ I can’t undo it. So, I may regret losin’ her, but unless you or the others hurt me like Val did, I’ll never regret meetin’ you or sharin’ a part of myself with you. Understand?” He asked, quietly but firmly. She nodded, so he let go of her hands and let her finish taking off his shirt. Once it was off, she moved to unbuckle his belt and take off his pants, but he stopped her. “Probably should leave those on, for now. Don’t want to make Alice feel uncomfortable.” He said to her. “Y.you can t.t.take them off. I d.d.don’t mind.” A soft stammering voice said from the bathroom door. Hondo had not heard her open the door nor seen her, partially due to tiredness and partially because Melissa had his attention. Though she was very different, she was a lot like Molly in some ways, as Molly too had that way of moving and caring for him that made him want to focus on her as she did for him. Melissa turned and Hondo looked up at the same time. Melissa seemed unphased but the bare form of Alice in the doorway, but Hondo was a bit surprised. She dried her hair and sat down on the bed, as if all was normal, her desire and need for physical privacy having been taken from her years ago. “The shower feel good?” Melissa asked. She nodded, “It.. it was b.b.better th.than our c.c.camper showers, by a l.l.lot… N.n.not had one like that e.e.e.ever.” “Well, we will have to get one.” Melissa said. Hondo was not sure what to say, exactly, as he did not want to embarrass Alice. “Uhm, Why don’t you get yours, then I’ll get mine.” He said, just wanting to get some sleep. “I thought we could share it. It’s big enough.” She said. “C.c.could f.fit Th.th.three people in it, I th.think.” Alice said as she hung the towel on the bedpost and laid back. “Come on, master!” Melissa said, as she stood up and grabbed his hand. “Listen, I’m very tired. I just want to shower and get some sleep.” He said. She nodded, “I know you are, and I promise I’ll only do what you want to do. If you want me to just wash you and then we can get some sleep, that is what we’ll do. If you want more, all you have to do is say so or take it. I’m not going to push, I promise.” He had not wanted to put any ideas into Alice’s head, but she already did see him in just his pants with a nearly naked Melissa kneeling in front of him, so if she had any imagination, there was not much they could add to it at this point. Plus, as they talked, Alice had laid back and put a pillow over her head, her body left bare and spread eagle on the bed. He did not want to think it was an invitation, so he took it as her give-a-#$@! had long about been busted. He nodded, “Alright, but push me an’ never again. You want somethin’ between us in the future, then you better be good to your word!” “I promise I am! I might be horny for you, but I’m an adult and a Sargent in the army. I keep my word, and mean what I say.” She replied. Hondo sighed, “*sigh* … I didn’t mean to offend you. Just had to deal with some things recently, an’..” She put a finger gently to his lips, “You don’t have to explain to me. I know you’ve gone through a lot and I know people have and will try to use you. I want to be with you, but I will not use you.” He grabbed her hand, gently, to remove her fingers from his lips, before leaning in to kiss her gently. It was not a long kiss, nor too passionate, but more of a ‘thank you’ from one intimate partner to another. When he pulled back, he nodded to the shower and she nodded. He led the way, leading her into the bathroom and shutting the door behind them. Alice Sighed in defeat as they left. While she was a bit horny, she was scared to admit it, due to her past. She had half hoped that if she left herself open like she had, that he would take it as an offer and use her for his own release, which she was sure he needed. She might not say much but she was very aware how stressed both Hondo and Fernando had been as of late. And though she had hoped that her weak attempt of baring her fruit would bear fruit of a sexual nature, she was almost glad it did not, as she did not think he was the type to take what was not fully offered willingly. It made her like him more, but it did not help her own stress. So, while they were gone, she took matters into hand, her own hand that was. Though there was nothing but the sounds of the shower for the first few minutes, it was not long until she could hear Melissa start moaning and making other noises that she assumed were sounds of pleasure. It helped with the fantasy she had playing in her own head. She moaned softly as her body’s got hotter and more sensitive from a mix of her own touch and the growing sounds coming from the shower. She soon came, which brought herself some relief. From the sounds of it, they were still at it, which surprised her, but she was thankful too. Using a small sink in the bedroom, and a hand towel, she quickly cleaned herself up, before throwing back the covers and covering up with just the sheet, as the room was plenty warm. By the time they came out she was already half asleep and barely aware of their presence. She quickly fell into a deep sleep and started to dream. -,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,- As the bathroom door closed, without saying a word Melissa hunkered down and unbuckled Hondo’s belt and unbuttoned his pants, before sliding them down his thick, muscular legs. He did not argue, but let her do her thing, and stepped out of them when she was ready for him to do so. She did the same with his boxers, though she did stop for a moment to stare at him member. While it was not hard, it was not fully limp either, as she did stir something in him. He told himself he was too tired for sex, though, and even if he had not been he wanted to see what she would do. Despite her wanting to touch him in a sexual way, she refrained and stood back up after he was undressed. He started the water at she shimmied her panties down over her firm hip and let them fall down her muscular, but still shapely legs. While she was not as smooth as Hondo generally liked for his women to be and was more on the muscular side than he usually cared for, she still managed to maintain her womanly curves, and natural beauty. Many muscular women seemed to lose their hip and breasts, and their faces always seemed gaunt. She had not lost any of that, and her face was round, smooth, and young looking, like it should be. He looked at the shower for a moment, seeing it had a sealed, wooden bench in it, and was fairly large, large enough to have a threesome with room to spare. When Alice said it was big, she had undersold it, which coming from her should have been expected. He stepped in first, to test the water, adjusting the temperature just a bit, before turning to see Mellissa standing just outside of it, as if waiting for an invitation. He held out a hand to her, and once she took it, he pulled her in to the shower, and into him, holding her under the water, quietly for a moment. She was shorter by a foot or more than him, so her head rested comfortably against his chest, and his chin rested on the top of her head, as he held her against him. After a minute or so, she spoke up, softly, breaking the silence. “I know you said you didn’t want anything intimate, but if you do…” She said pausing. He shook his head, “I didn’t say I didn’t want intimate. I said I was tired, wanted a shower an’ sleep, an’ didn’t want pushed into anythin’… Do you not want this?” She put her arms around him and gripped tightly, “I can’t express how much I want this and more, but I said I would not push and I meant it… I know you said you came from a place with different standards, and different rule, where women don’t treat you as a woman should, and I assume that there are different rules for how to treat a woman too. Maybe we won’t be together after I get out, but if I can help you understand us better, please let me, Master.” “You don’t have to call me master. You’re no slave, an’ I’m no slave owner.” He said. “Please understand, we don’t always use that term for an owner, as if we are a slave. A man like you should be lord and master to his women, to his family, and to those who work for him. It is not always a disparaging title. When looked at right, it is one used to show respect and care for someone. You don’t own my body, but unless something changes, you have ownership of my heart and mind. If it were not blasphemous against the creator of all, I would give you ownership of my very soul, as you are the one I want to call master. You need to know that any wessen woman who wants you as a mate, wants you as a master. We do not give ourselves to anyone we would not want to call master.” She said softly. He sighed and nodded, “ *sigh* … It makes a little more sense now, I think. So, slaves may be forced to call their owners master, but those they call master willin’ly, they are showin’ their trust, gratitude, an’ willin’ness to follow? Is that correct?” She nodded into his chest, “Yes, that is mostly correct. Understand that men and women may call you master because of that, but not all that call you master are wanting to share their bodies with you, yet all who are willing to share their bodies with you would see you as their master.” “Different rules..” He muttered in contemplation, as he held her still. Though he was tired, just holding a woman against him, one that cared, and cared enough to let him do what he wanted, was something he needed as it helped melt his stress away. After a couple more minutes, he let her go, and she stepped out of the shower. She grabbed some soap and a washcloth from the shelf over the toilet, before stepping back in to get the washcloth wet, before working up a lather on it with the soap. “Can I wash you?” Ash asked, holding the soapy cloth out. He nodded, “I would like that.” She gave him a soft smile as she stepped forward and started washing his chest, then arms and armpits, neck, and then back. As she washed she spoke again, “Another thing about us, is once a wessen woman has offered herself, all a man has to do is tell us what he wants or to take what he wants. We offer things when we see a need, but we like to be led. We like for a man to guide us to what he wants, to where he wants to go, what he wants to do or what he wants us to do to and for him. When you shower with Molly, just grab the soap and washcloth and tell her to wash you. You don’t have to demand, but you don’t need to ask either. Just tell her that you would like her to wash you. Watch her face when you do this. I’m sure she has washed you in the past, and hopefully you notice that she likes to do this for you, but when you tell her you want her to do it, she will light up even more, I promise you this.” “Hmmph..” Hondo grunted in contemplation. “ … Too bad human women aren’t like that… At least Val or any others I’ve been out with weren’t.” “Because you rather have a human woman?” She asked, feeling a bit vulnerable because of his comment. He shook his head, “No, I told you it has nothin’ to do with that. Just where I come from, you don’t really see many wessen. An’ the human women there are not at all like you described. Even though, there was a time that Val was among the best of them, she still wasn’t like that.” “You still love her, don’t you?” She asked “Molly asks me the same thing… I’m not sure, exactly, but I do know it’s not somethin’ you can just turn off.” He replied. He thought of Valentine for a moment and also thought of Fernando. He knew he kept telling him that he was just angry at all women for what Tammy did to him, but he realized it was more than that. He might be angry, and even hate Tammy for what she did, but there was always more than that, and it was something that men, real men, just did not share. Hating and being angry at someone doesn’t erase the good times and the good feelings, it just makes them hurt more. And despite it all, getting over them was no easy task. “Are you going to forgive her and take her back?” Melissa asked, as she squatted down to wash his backside and legs. “I don’t know.” Hondo replied. “Molly want’s me to, but I’m not ready to forgive her, yet. An’ takin’ her back? … I’m not sure how to. If I did, she would have to change a lot, as things could never go back to how they were, not after everythin’ that’s happened.” “What if she took a few lessons from us?” Melissa asked, as she gently put pressure on his hip, signaling for him to turn around. He turned, and chuckled, “Think it would take more than a few lessons, but maybe.” Melissa made a mental note to talk to Molly once the caravan got to tech town, but that’s the last clear thought she had on the subject, as she had finished his legs and started to wash his member. While she did not try to be sexual, she tried to be as gentle as possible. It swelled in her hands as she washed it, and that made her wash it a little more than it needed. Hondo too lost connection with the previous thoughts, as her touch felt good. He noticed she spent longer on his member than she needed and even longer on his balls. He was not sure if it’s just because she liked them or it was the cat wessen in her and it gave her a bit of a ball fetish. Whatever the case, it was the body part that took the longest for her to wash. Between the washing and the hot water, Hondo felt a second wind, though it was probably more like a fourth or fifth wind, seeing as how long he had been awake. Melissa stood up and lathered the washcloth once again, and started washing herself. Watching her turned him on more, and as he watched, what she said went through his mind, but his upbringing and the rules of his world made him hesitate a moment. She gave him a smile and a side long glance as she bent down to wash her legs, and that was all the cue he needed from her. “I could wash your back for you, among other things.” He said in a low voice, as he gave her a wry grin. She handed him the washcloth and soap. “If you so wish, master.” She purred. He washed her back, feeling the long, lean muscled in it as he worked his way down, to her firm ass and hips, and the scar where her tail had been forcibly removed by the army doctors per the punishment ordered by her previous captain. Once done there, he pulled her back against him and washed her firm, medium sized breasts, belly, and moved down to her womanhood. She gave out a moan as the cloth touched her there, and after a quick washing, he removed the cloth and touched her with his bare hand. She moaned a bit louder and arched her back as he touched her. Despite the water, he felt a more slippery liquid coming from her nether-region, telling him that she was more than just a little horny. He moved his hand to her belly and pulled her ass firmly into him, and his other hand he placed on her chest and slowly moved it up to her neck and then her chin, pulling her head back a bit as he leaned forward and placed his lips close to her ear. “If I told you that I am too tired for more, and need to go to bed, would you be angry?” He asked, whispering into her ear. Her body trembled with pent up passion and her chest heaved as her breathing rate quickened. “N.no, master… I’d n.not be angry. I’m .. I’m and adult and I c.c.care about your n.needs.” She replied breathily. “What about your needs?” He asked, testing her further. “My d.desires aren’t n.n.needs, master… If you are t.tired, I will respect that… I promised.” She said, closing her eyes as she found back the growing tension inside her body. “Thank you. I appreciate that.” He said as he let her go and stepped back from her. Her heart sank a bit as she had hoped he would go further, especially after teasing her body like he did. Had he not done that, it would not been such a fight for her, but now the desire was intense. Despite it, she would keep her word. “You know, the shower did wake me up a bit, an’ I really could use working off some of this stress before restin’.” He said almost casually. She turned quickly and looked up at him with hopeful expectancy. “Really Master?! I mean, If.. if you need to work off some stress, I.. I would be willing to help you…. You’re not just teasing me, are you?” She said, feeling a bit confused. “Teasin’? A little. Testin’? A little. Serious ‘bout needin’ to work off some stress? Extremely! … I can’t do what we did the other night but…” He stopped as she practically jumped into his arms, a wrapping her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist as she kissed him deeply. When she finally came up for air, she looked into his eyes as she panted for air. “You’re a *pant, pant* mean master! *pant* You tease me and then *pant* tell me you are just going to bed?! *pant, pant, pant*” She breathily exclaimed. “An’ you loved it, didn’t you? I can tell you like to be teased. It really stirred you up, didn’t it?” He said in a low voice, grinning as the shaky, panting, horny little tank of a woman holding on to him. She blushed at his words and looked away bashfully. “I’m sorry, master. I do like it very much. I guess I’m a bad, dirty girl… please, please take me now, if you want to, as I can’t take much more! … if you don’t, I.. I need a minute to take care of it myself, as I won’t be able to sleep without coming!” She replied quickly, sounds a bit desperate. “Do worry. You’ll come.” He whispered into her ear before kissing her neck. It was not nearly as long as last time, but between her thinking about him since the other night, her genitals still a bit sensitive from him working her over, and the tension he built in her by teasing her, she came quickly. He brought her to orgasm two more times before being able to release himself. Though it was a short session, only about thirty minutes total, it was the release they both needed. After they were done, they washed up again quickly, got out and dried off. Hondo pulled on a pair of boxers, as he did not want to flash Alice if she was still awake, but Melissa did not put on anything, saying that if he did not mind, she preferred no clothing when she sleeps. He said that was fine, as even if Alice saw her, there was nothing there she had not seen before, and there was no hiding what they had done in that shower, from the noises Melissa had made. While, if what he heard about all the teens past was right, there was probably nothing he had that she had not seen before, either, but he placed a slightly different set of rules on himself than he did on other. As they went back into the room, Alice seemed to be asleep, now covered with a sheet as well as a pillow over her head, to block out the light from the lamp. With both of them tired, Hondo turned out the light and slid into bed beside, Melissa. She had laid down on the far side from the lamp and laid close to the edge, staying as far away from his side as she could. At first, he wondered if he made her mad or something, but then he thought back to what she had said earlier. He paused a moment before reaching over and touching her arm. She turned and looked at him, in the mostly dark room, save for the early morning light that made the curtains in the room take on a soft glow. “Come here.” He whispered softly to her. She slid over close to him, and he pulled her the rest of the way into him, holding her against him. She sighed, contentedly, and nuzzled into his chest. “Thank you.” She half mumbled. “For?” he asked softly. “I.. I wanted to be close to you, but.. I didn’t want to unless you wanted me to be. Thank you far telling me what you wanted.” She whispered. “Heh. Who says old dogs can’t learn new tricks?” He whispered back. She giggled softly, kissed his chest once, nuzzled him again, and then fell asleep. It took Hondo a few more minutes to settle down and calm his thoughts, but holding her against him seemed to help. He had to admit that he liked this little woman, but he still wished it was Molly with him instead. Maybe someday Melissa would be his, as well as Molly and maybe Val again, along with others, but he knew without a shadow of a doubt, even if there were not others and this did not work out, that he would remember these times fondly, and that once back at his Camper, even alone Molly would be enough for him. He lay awake a bit longer that he maybe normally would have, but it hit him that other than molly and possibly Valentine, it was the first time he had considered being with more than one woman who was not one of those two. The thought came so easy it disturbed him a bit, to the point he had to ponder on it for a bit. Soon, though, his exhaustion won out and he fell to sleep. -,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-, Hondo’s eyes popped open wide, as he heard someone cry out in fear. He popped up in the bed and looked around quickly. The sudden awakening from the deep sleep, along with the poison in his system, caused his stomach to lurch and his vision to swim a bit. But as the cries continued, he looked for the source and found it to be Alice. He stumbled out of bed and half fell onto her bed, as she cried and begged for someone to stop. “*SOB!* No! PLEASE!! Please stop!! Don’t hurt me anymore, please!! *SOB*” She cried out. “Alice!! ... Alice, wake up! It’s a bad dream!” He called out, groggily to her. This woke up Melissa, who was more of a morning, person, so she processed what was happening faster than he had. She grabbed a sheet from the bed, wrapped it around her, and crawled over the bed to join them. At the same time, Hondo’s shaking woke Alice, who upon seeing him, recoiled in fear as her mind tried to catch up with what had happened. “It’s alright, girl. You had a bad dream, an’ I was tryin’ to wake ya. I’m not gonna hurt you or anythin’.” He said in a soft, but still a bit groggy voice, as he saw the fear in her eyes. What happened next, he did not expect, as the naked young woman launched out of the covers and wrapped her arms around his waist, burying her head into his chest, and sobbing once more. After a few seconds of being unsure what to do, he put and arm around her and stroked her head with his free hand. Melissa came and sat down beside them, and rubbed the girls back. She had seen them around the convoy’s camp, but she had note really interacted with them and knew next to nothing about any of them. She did know a thing or two about a rough past, and the fear in the girls cries and sobs melted her heart. “It’s alright, honey. You’re safe with us.” Melissa said soothingly. “I’m sorry! *SOB* I’m Sorry!” Alice cried into his chest, gripping him a bit tighter as if she was afraid he would push her away. “It’s alright, girl… Shhh, now.” He whispered to her. She settled down after a few more minutes, and after another minute or two pulled back from him and sat there sheepishly. “I’m.. I’m sorry… I d.d.didn’t mean t.to w.w.w.wake you.” She said softly. “It’s alright. Just glad I could be there for you.” Hondo replied, forcing a reassuring smile. “U.u.u.usually, P.p.p.p.patty or N.n.nancy are th.th.there to h.hold me… I.. I d.d.didn’t m.mean to s.s.seem fr.frightened by you.” She said, seeming thoroughly embarrassed by the whole ordeal. “You have these bad dreams a lot?” Melissa asked. Alice nodded. “You alright now?” Hondo asked. She nodded, “Y.y.yes, s.sir.” Hondo glanced up at the clock on the wall and it showed about ten minutes after eight. “Well, we needed to be getting up here soon as it is… If you’re alright, how ‘bout you go relax in the shower for a bit an’ then get dressed. I need to lay down an’ wake up a bit more before I get dressed.” Hondo commented, groggily. Alice nodded, and slid off the bed, grabbing her clothes from a near by chair, before heading to the bathroom, seeming extremely embarrassed by the whole ordeal still. Truth was, she was completely embarrassed by it all. Her head had been full of thoughts about him taking her physically, just hours before, having left herself bare to try to encourage his advances, and now she wakes up scream only to sob into his chest like a little girl. She shook her head at herself and cried softly, as she started the shower. She stared into the mirror at her reflection as the water warmed up. “You’re too broken. You’ll never be good enough… never. Stop trying to fool yourself. No one will ever love someone as broken as you.” She said softly to her reflection in the mirror. She turned away from her own reflection, hating what she saw, hating what she felt, hating all she had done to survive. She went into the shower and sat on the bench, and buried her face into her hands as she started to cry harder. As a child, all she had wanted to do was grow up, meet a man like her father, get married, and have a bunch of kids. But then a slave harvest came, and her father tried to help protect some wessen neighbors of theirs. She never saw him again. The slavers hit their house not long after her father left, screaming about it being retribution for him trying to stop them, and killing a couple of their friends. Her mother tried to stop them, but it ended badly. Her mother screamed for her to run, as the men overpowered her, and she had run and she hid well, staying hidden until well after dark. The sight she saw, after she returned home, haunted her dreams, but not nearly as much as what happened to her after. When the looters came and found her alone, sobbing beside a beat, battered, bloody body, that had once been her mother, they took her and used her, brutally. The pain, humiliation, and abuse she took at their hands caused her to have nightmares like she just had, and even awake, she closed her eyes tightly and tried to wish the vivid memories that had been burnt into her mind. She had still dreamt of a man like her father coming to rescue her from the streets, for a time at least, after she was forced to flee for her life or face being raped to death at the hands of the looters. She dreamt of him taking her away, making her his wife, and letting her have his children. But with every day passing, every item she stole to survive, every trick she turned for a few coins to ward off starvation, everything made the dream seem more hopeless. She tried to deny it, but a small voice inside her told her that no man like she dreamt of would ever want a used-up street trollop like her. The dream had been rekindled a bit, the day the tall dark-haired man in the medic’s coat and the big, blonde cowboy had stopped by the semi and took their group into their convoy. The dream flared up even more when they accepted them into their camp, to save them from Jason’s abuse. But now it seemed completely hopeless again, and she blamed herself for being weak, quiet, weepy, and broken. While she could not let the Medic or the Cowboy down, she also was not sure how to face them again. -,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-, Hondo laid back down in his bed with a groan and a sigh, closing his eyes as he laid there. Melissa took the sheet off and crawled in beside him, laying on her side and watching him, but keeping her distance unless invited. He opened an eye for a moment, to look at her, before patting his chest. “Come on, woman.” He said, sleepily. She smiled and crawled on top of him, laying her head on his chest. He stroked her hair lightly, as he laid there, just enjoying the feeling of her against him. As he did, she sighed contentedly. After several minutes he sighed, “*sigh* … We’d better get up an’ get dressed or…” She picked up her head as he paused, “Or what?” “Or poor Alice will walk in an’ find me breedin’ you.” He said, smiling wryly again. “Are you teasing me again? You know I’m not in heat.” She replied. “I might be teasin’ you a little. An’ so it’s technically practicin’ at breedin’... I wouldn’t try to get you pregnant an’ ruin your army contract.” He replied. “But, you’d actually consider breeding me someday?” She asked, seriously. “If I took you as my woman, of course I’d want to breed you. I’d never take a woman as mine who I didn’t want to bear my children. Life is ephemeral, an’ shouldn’t be spent with anyone who you wouldn’t want to make the next generation with.” He said. “Eph.. ephem.. Er, what was that word you used?” She asked. “Ephemeral. It means fleetin’ or short-lived. Life is too short to not share it with someone special. To me if I can’t see them havin’ an’ raisin’ my children, then they aren’t that special to me.” He replied. He heard a sniffing sound so he opened his eyes and saw that she was crying. “Somethin’ wrong?” He asked. She shook her head, “No, it's just… I would never had expected someone like you, one of our heroes, and friend of the wessen people, to every be willing to have children with such as me.” “Like I said, I don’t know what will happen, or if we will still want to be together after your service is up, but if we do, then I would definitely want you to have my children.” He replied a bit flatly. She laid her head back on his chest for a moment, “I think you are right.” “It’s been known to happen, but about what?” He asked. She propped herself back up and looked at him seriously, “If we don’t get dressed now, Alice is going to see a breeding show, staring us!” He chuckled and shook his head, “Well, as fun as it sounds for us, I don’t think she needs any further trauma, an’ that store will open shortly, so we’d better hold off.” Melissa sighed and nodded, before crawling up far enough to kiss him again. It was lingering and fairly passionate, but not enough to wind either of them too much. “I though I said no?” He said after, giving her a faked serious look. She nodded and giggled, “hehe! You did, master, and I’m not going against your wishes. Just want to leave you with that so you remember to have some more fun with me before you start through no mans land, and we have to stay behind.” “*sigh*… We will see what happens.” He said. “Well, I know a little mousey corporal who would be devastated if she found out we had some more fun and she didn’t.” Melissa said. “Now, don’t do that to her!” He said, as he rolled her off him and slapped her ass. “OH!... I wouldn’t do that to her. She’s a sweetheart and I wouldn’t want to hurt her, but you should really try to spend a night with her, and though I’m a bit selfish and want you to myself, maybe if you can give her a night alone or even with you and Molly if she’s feeling better. She’s not quite ready for the wildness I like with you.” She said with a sultry grin. “I can’t make any promises, but I’ll try.” He replied as he stood up and grabbed his bag from a chair at the end of their bed. They were both mostly dressed when Alice peaked out of the bathroom, unsure if it was safe or not. “You ready?” Hondo asked as he saw her peaking her head out. She jumped at first, before fully opening the door, to show she was dressed and ready to go, minus her boots. “Y.yes, s.sir. Almost.” She said as she hurried out and sat down, to tug on her boots. “Are you alright?” He asked a bit more softly. She sighed and hung her head, nodding after a moment, though she felt too embarrassed to even look his direction. “It’s alright to be not alright, you know? If you need help, I’m sure they would try to help if you just let them know.” Melissa added. “It’s okay. I’m alr.r.r.right.” She replied quietly. Melissa was about to say something else but Hondo shook his head, so Melissa stayed quiet. Hondo cinched on his gun belt, donned his hat, and grabbed his bag before heading to the door. “You ladies ready?” He asked. Alice nodded and Melissa said “yep!” He nodded back and stepped out onto the boardwalk, squinting a bit as the light of day hit him. As they exited, the other teens stood up, from where they had been leaning, and looked their direction. “Mornin’. Everythin’ stay quiet?” Hondo asked the group as he descended the stairs. “Everything was quiet, Chief!” Madison piped in, which caused Hondo to grimace a bit. “The café is up a block, and the electrical store that the deputy talked about is up a block the other way.” Melissa said. Hondo nodded before addressing the teens again. “Well, how about you four go to the café an’ get some breakfast. That way when we come, there won’t be as many orders for them to cook all at the same time. The Sargent and I can go see about the parts.” He said, fishing a few coins from his pocket and handing them to Madison. “You sure you don’t want one or two of us to come with you?” Patricia asked. Hondo shook his head, “I think The Sargent, here, and I will have it covered. It looks like they handle security pretty well in town.” “We try, but occasionally riff-raff gets through, so best to still be vigilant. But I reckon in town is safe enough if you can handle yourself. Now, the manufacturing district and the salvage yards are a completely different story.” A tall, dark haired woman said as she approached them. Hondo turned and narrowed his gaze at her for a moment, as he appraised who was butting into their conversation. She was almost as tall as he was, with decent curves, short dark hair, with a lock of white in the front. She wore a flat top, straight brimmed western hat, small round sunglasses with amber colored lenses, a grey vest, and grey high-top boots. She wore a pair of 1911’s on her hips, along with several spare magazines, and a bright colored brass star, with the word ‘Marshal’ was pinned to her vest. “Thank’s for the information. You are..?” Hondo asked, though he figured out who she was. She smiled, “Sorry, forget to introduce myself sometimes, since the regulars all know me and we get few strangers who pass muster.. Misty Young, is my name. Marshal Misty Young. I know who you all are from my deputy’s report. Hondo, AKA the cowboy, traveling with one called the medic and his group. I’ll spare the rest of the gossip as I’m sure you’ve heard it all before.” Hondo nodded, “I have.” “Care to confirm any of it?” She asked, seeming a bit suspicious of him, though she was friendly. Hondo shook his head, “Nope. I reckon I do not.” She chuckled, “Heh! Well, you’re the first one to not want to brag and .." She paused as she lowered her sunglasses as she made it obvious that she was looking him over. “… and the best looking one so far too, I must say.” “You look a bit young to be a marshal.” Hondo said, changing the subject. She grinned, “I’m older than I look, but thank you.” “Really? You look younger than me!” Melissa exclaimed. “How do you do it, I must know.” The marshal put her sunglasses back up and gave Melissa a cooler smile. “We all have our secrets, don’t we?” She said in a cool manner to Melissa before turning back to Hondo with a warm smile. “But seriously, I am older than I look and I was elected to this position after the former marshal, my husband, died in an attack on our town. We lost many good men that day, so like it or not, some of us women had to step up and take jobs normally not ours to take. Whatever your opinion on it is, it was not how any of us wanted to get these positions of trust.” She said, a note of sadness to her voice. Hondo did not ask further but turned to the teens again, “Lock the bronco an’ head to the café. We’ll be there shortly.” Madison nodded, “Sure, chief.” He watched them leave and once they were out of sight, he turned back to the Marshal. “Well, as you probably know, we need some parts, so we’d better be getting them. Good meetin’ you.” Hondo said. “Actually that is why I’m here. I wanted to see what kind of man you are for myself, and then show you the way.” She said. “That’s right kind of you, but..” Hondo started to say, but was cut off. “I know the way already, so you don’t need to go out of your way!” Melissa said quickly, interrupting Hondo. “I was heading that way anyway, so it’s no trouble at all! It’s this way.” She said with a nodded as she started up the boardwalk. Melissa turned to Hondo, looking a bit frustrated but Hondo merely shrugged. “Let’s follow her.” He said. Melissa fumed but followed, shooting dagger with her looks at the Marshal's back. She saw her as trying to horn in on her man, and she did not like it, mainly because she was a handsome woman, tall and powerful, but also very human. Hondo was merely curious as to what her interest in him was, so he played along for now. As they walked he looked around and noticed there were a lot more women than men around, and it puzzled him. The marshal glanced back at him, and then turned back forward. “You look curious about something.” She said. “A might… I notice there’s not a lot of men around.” He replied. “There are not, you are right. Most work in the manufacturing facilities or the salvage yards, so few are in town during the day. But even if they were, the attack that took my husband took a lot of men… in this world women already outnumber men at least two to one, as I’m sure you well know, and it is worse in other place. Here it is almost four to one, which is why we are so protective of our town. We women have had to learn to fight and to work at things we never had to before, to make up for the loss, but we know we cannot do what the men can still, so we are vulnerable. We barely manage to keep the town safe, the the other districts? … *sigh* It’s supposed to be my job to do that but I cannot. We do not have the manpower to clear out the black market dealers, the slavers, the bandits, or any of them! The men travel in armed groups, and the supply truck are armored and protected, but still things happen. Those beyond the walls have gotten more desperate, recently too. It’s only a matter of time before… I’m sorry, that is not yours to worry about.” She said, cutting herself off. She stopped after a ways and pointed across the street. “The Lewis Electrical Emporium is just across the way. Now, I must leave you, but maybe we will meet again and have more time to talk. Good day, Cowboy.” She said, her smile returning, though it seemed forced, at the end, before she turned and left. After she had walked off Hondo shook his head, “What do you make of that?” “I think she was interested into getting into your pants! The hussy!” Melissa said, scowling. “And you aren't?” He said, giving her that wry grin again. She gave him a surprised look, “It’s different!” “How?” he asked, teasing her. “Well, … I was invited in! .. Now, we need to get you those parts!” She said, seeming a bit flustered as she started off across the street towards the store. He just grinned and shook his head. She was definitely wound tighter than Molly was, and it was fun to tease her a bit. But the fun had to stop, as now there was work to be done. (To Be Continued…)
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