Hondo I. Sackett
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Hondo ascended the stairs and entered his room finding Maggie sitting in a chair by the bed mostly asleep, Tonya in a chair off the end of the bed reading a book, and a drowsy, pale, and disgruntled looking Molly half sitting up in bed. “So, how’s the patient?” Hondo asked as he came into the room. “Papa! You’re back!” Tonya said almost excitedly as she put the book down, jumped up and gave him a quick hug. Maggie set up quickly as she was started awake. “Wha .. what happened?! I’m up! I .. I, uh.. oh, I’m sorry… *yawn* … I fell asleep, sorry.” She said quickly, a look of embarrassment on her face as she rubbed the sleep from her eyes. “It’s alright, Maggie. I know I’ve not let you get enough sleep the last couple days an’ I’m sorry ‘bout that.” Hondo said, as he held Tonya against him for a moment, hugging her back. “It.. it.. it’s fine. I’m alright. Just need to move around and I’ll be fine.” She said quickly, standing up and checking Molly’s pulse, though Molly’s frown deepened at it. “I don’t need fussed over. I’m fine!” Molly half growled. “You’re not fine!” Maggie hissed back. “Molly’s doing alright, Papa, other than being stubborn. She keeps insisting that she’s good to go and has work to do.” Tonya said. Hondo stepped away from Tonya and walked to the bed side where he looked at Molly. She looked exhausted and extremely pale still. The hand that Maggie was checking the pulse on was shaky and though it was a warm day, Molly was covered up with heavy blankets, showing she was cold. Molly glanced at him and then looked back down again, not wanting to meet his gaze. Though she tried to keep up the annoyed look, a bit of embarrassment seemed to creep through. He was not sure if the embarrassed look was because she was being fussed over or because of what she had gone through. Hondo’s frown deepened as he looked on her a bit longer before turning back to the other two. “Tonya, Marvin is pullin’ out some canned soup. Grab one that’s like a beef bone broth with as few chunks as possible for now, and heat it up for Molly. We can see about more hard food tomorrow but I want something that’s liquid and easy on her system for tonight at least.” Hondo said. “Sure, papa. I’ll be right back.” Tonya said with a nod before scooting out of the room. “Does she need monitored further or will she be alright for now?” Hondo asked Maggie. Maggie sighed as she looked at Molly, and paused a moment before replying, “*sigh* . . . She’s weak, feeling cold, her pulse is not as stable as I’d like, and her color is horrible. That being said, she did lose a lot of blood so it is all understandable and she is stable for now, though she needs to get her blood volume back up. If she eats some soup and gets some warm tea and water into her system to rehydrate, and stays in bed to rest, she should recover fine without someone hovering. The problem is keeping her in bed.” Molly turned her head away from them and crossed her arms like an angry child at this but said nothing. “She’ll stay in bed, I’ll see to that. Now, if you would, Marvin could use some help. Tell him to get Karl, Terri, Lala, and Lili to help as well. Tell Tonya to make some of that herbal tea I bought a few days back for Molly as well, the one labeled relax.” Hondo said. Maggie nodded. “I’ll come back and check on her in an hour or two, then.” She said as she headed to the door. “Oh, somethin’ else.” Hondo said, stopping her in her tracks by the door. “Y.y.yes sir?” She asked hesitantly. “It’s alright to be tired an’ need rest, you know?” He said. She hung her head a bit, “I’ll be fine, honestly. They.. they used to make me go for days at a time without sleep at the lab. I’m used to it.” “You’re not at the lab anymore, an’ though there are times I might need to you push it, that is not all the time an’ I expect you to let me know when you need rest.” Hondo said. She nodded, “I.I will s.sir.” She said as she turned to the door once more. “Oh, an’, Maggie?” He said. She paused with her hand on the knob, not saying anything. “I already told Marvin but the military is sendin’ two squads to guard tonight an’ I’ll be monitorin’ things this evenin’ so both of you can get some rest. We have a busy couple day gettin’ ready to pull up stakes here an’ need you both rested. Alright?” He said. Maggie closed her eyes for a moment and smiled softly to herself. She was not used to anyone caring about how she felt, and though it felt odd it felt soothing too, especially to hear that from him, since he was ready to kill her the day she walked into camp carrying Val’s half dead, mutilated body into their camp. They had all been good to her for the most part, but she still felt like all eyes were on her, judging her for her past actions, though they were forced and under duress. Marvin was the first to make her feel she was not some irredeemable monster and maybe even worthy of love, and now Hondo made her feel like a person. She had never felt like a person before, at least not that she remembered, and it felt good. “Y.yes sir. Thank you.” She replied softly before opening the door, stepping out of the room, and closing the door softly behind her. Once alone Hondo turned back to Molly, who was now pulling off the covers and trying to shakily get out of bed. “Now that they are gone, I can finally get up!” She said, making sure not to meet his gaze. He put a firm hand on her shoulder to stop her. “You need to stay in bed an’ rest.” He said softly. “I’m fine and there are things to do!” She said firmly, still looking away from him. He put a hand on her chin and turned her face towards him. She resisted a bit, but finally turned her head towards him, but looked down. She looked angry, but he could read through it to see that something else bothered her. “Molly, look at me.” He said softly. She looked up briefly before quickly looking back down. “Molly, eyes up here.” He said a bit more firmly. She looked up at him and her angry look seemed to fade and where a woman had sat, a lost little girl seemed to take her place. “What’s wrong?” He asked. “How.. How can you bare to look at me, let alone touch me?” She asked in a quiet, small voice. “What do you mean? I don’t understand.” He replied as he let go of her chin Her lip trembled a bit as she slowly hung her head and look back down at the floor. “I.. I failed you. They.. they almost raped Macey and if you..you hadn’t have come they might have killed and/or raped everyone, even.. even Zoey and Tonya…. I.. I wasn’t.. wasn’t strong enough. I.. I wasn’t smart enough. They.. they tricked me. They over powered me… stripped me bare and.. and hurt me. I’d.. I’d be dead if it wasn’t for you… I’m.. I’m just a wessen, a useless animal, and not only did I fail you all, I’m not worthy to be with you.” She said in a quiet, quavering voice. He sat down beside her and pulled her head against his chest and held her. “How.. how can you bare to hold me?” She asked in a whisper. “You didn’t fail me! Hell, I’d have rushed out too to save Macey an’ not even thought ‘bout checkin’ behind the door! Whoever built this place is an idiot as outside doors should swing inward, not outward.” He said softly. “I did fail you! I .. I should have never let her go out… I should have made her wait! .. I’m just an animal, a stupid, worthless beast! I don’t deserve to be held like this! I’m not strong enough for you! I don’t deserve you!!” She said quickly as she broke down and cried into his chest. He held her tightly as she cried and gently stroked her long, bright red hair. “Shhh, now. That’s not true at all. Shhh. You’re a smart, beautiful woman, an’ I’m lucky to have you.” He whispered softly to her. She shook her head in disagreement as she let her feelings of weakness, failure, and despair out as he held her. After a while she stopped crying and just held onto him for a bit in silence. After a bit he sighed as he knew he needed to get going soon. “I hafta go pick up supper for the others soon.” He said softly. She nodded into his chest and sighed, not speaking for a few seconds. When she finally did speak it was barely audible. “I.. I’m sorry.” She whispered. “Sorry for what?” He asked softly. “For not being strong enough.” She replied. He sighed, “Oh Molly… I understand bein’ frustrated an’ feelin’ helpless, but you are strong. You kept your head, you fought for Macey when others would have given up, an’ you risked yourself to try to give her a chance. It hurts me to know you were hurt, an’ when I saw you naked an’ injured I was beyond angry at what they did to you, but I also scared as I care so much ‘bout you. I wish I could take the trauma away that this caused to both you an’ Macey, but I can’t. I do want you to know, though, that I’m proud of you, very proud, an’ though I think you deserve better than me, I feel damn lucky to have you. I love you an’ want you to be mine for as long as time allows.” She sat up quickly and looked into his eyes, a look of surprise, hope, and a little fear mixed together in her blood-shot eyes and tear stained face. “But.. but what about Val?” She asked quickly. He sighed, “She has made no move to make thin’s right. She’s not even apologized to the man that put her back together, which should be simple an’ was the most basic level of my terms for her to stay ‘round. I don’t know who she is anymore. I just don’t see a reason to hope or wait for someone who hates me when I have a woman like you who cares.” She sighed deeply and looked down for a moment before speaking. When she did speak her voice was quiet and steady. “I.. I would love to be yours, despite how inadequate I feel and despite knowing you deserve better, I’d be yours for as long as I live.. But I feel like it is too soon for you to make such a committment. You have known Valentine for years, yes?” She asked Hondo nodded, “Yeah.” She nodded, “Then you can’t give up on her so soon. I know you have a lot going on and though there is so little time and things go by so fast, when you are hurting inside, in your heart, a week can seem like a year and a month like ages. You should give her more time, for both your sakes.” “So… You don’t want to be with me?” He asked almost hesitantly, seeming a bit confused. A couple more tears raced down her cheek as she looked at him. “I want to be with you so much that the thought of not being with you feels like a fate worse than death, and the pain worse than being burned alive. I love you very much, Hondo, and because I do, I want what will make you the happiest. I just fear that Valentine will come to her senses and you will be hurt again trying to make a choice between us. I am not sure what I fear more, getting my hopes up of being yours just to lose you, or seeing you look at me down the road with feelings of regret for staying with a wessen over reclaiming the human woman you loved first. I know what I fear most of all, though, and that is you hurting more because of making this decision too soon. You are a good man and whatever you decide, I know you will do your best to do right by whomever you choose and by whatever you choose to do, whether you choose one of us, two of us, more of us, or none of us. If you are happiest with her, I will be happy for you and endure. If you are happiest with me, I will be elated for both of us. If you choose to keep a harem of women, I will be there in the group if you will have me and waiting, chaste, for your beckoning, and full of anticipation for the time we can have together.” She replied. “You would share me with other women?” He asked, seeming a bit surprised. She nodded, “I told myself a long time ago I would never share a man with another woman, but something I was told a long time ago makes sense now. Honestly, I selfishly want you to myself and I even told Valentine that I would not share you, but I know now that I would share you, as long as the others were yours and kept themselves chaste for you alone as well. So, if that was the only way I could at least share in a part of your life and see you happy, I would. I do not think we could just be friends, if you were to choose her over me, as after sharing intimacy with you I could not help but crave it again, beg for it again, push for it again. I do not have the willpower to sit by and not feel your touch ever again while you love another. I know I am just an animal, and I am willing to be even a toy, if it means at least feeling your embrace occasionally.” He frowned, “First off, you are human just as much as Val or any of the other women are, despite the other features and needs you have due to bein’ wessen. You are a person an’ deserve to be loved fully. I’m not sure I could have multiple women as it just seems unfair to them an’ just seems wrong.” She shook her head, “As much as we all want one man to take care of us, sharing one is not wrong if he is man enough to handle us and do right by us, as I know you are, and we know our place within that relationship. We women were made to help our man and further his goals. I do not know a lot about the creator of everything, the Almighty as you call him, but I know that much. I’ve seen a lot of women, mostly upper-class human women, who try to lead their family or think they are equal or supirior to their men. As a wessen, I see things differently as most wessen woman do and as many women who have been slaves, both humans and wessens alike, as we were taught different, and have seen the harsh realities of the world, face to face. We are not like you men. We are not as strong. We are not as logical. We are more emotional. We often don’t see things as clearly and make bad decisions when we let our fears and emotions guide us. We try but, without a good man we are often lost. I see men out there without women who get along just fine, whether they abstain from sex, or hire a whore for the night from time to time. But women… how many of us out there are single and successful? How many of us find the right man on our own, or make the right decisions? Those who are successful are often whores in some way, or are angry, bitter, and often down right evil. You think the Grey Lady is a successful, strong woman? She’s crazy and evil, to say the least. I’ve heard she can be very promiscuous, disloyal to her lovers, and backstabbing to those who employ her! Men build businesses and empires to help better themselves and others. Women only do it for what they can get, generally speaking. Women just rarely have ethics without a man, and honor means little to us when alone. I know, I have been alone and willing to sell my body, steal, cheat, or lie for some safety and warmth. I’ve seen you alone and hurting, but still acting ethically and with honor. Not just you but I’ve seen it in other men too. There are always the bad ones that seek power at all costs, but rarely do you see a man in power that does not at least care for those underhim, unless they are some feminized, crazy psychopath… I.. I don’t mean to say that we women are worthless, incapable, inept, untrustworthy, weak, or the like. We are not lesser either, but we are different, very different. Can you say a boat is greater, lesser, or equal to the river it rides on? They are different things! Yet a boat without water has little purpose, as it was designed for the water, yet the river rolls on whether the boat is on it or not. The same is true for a man and a woman. If the man is honorable, true, and strong, and the women know their place, I think more than one can work and it can be a productive, caring relationship.” “Hmm, that all sounds pretty deep. You must have really thought about this a lot.” He said. “I wish I had thought of all this on my own, but honestly, an old woman who cared for me for a short time, when I was young, told me this over and over. That was years ago now, but I remember it like it was yesterday. She said it was something she wished she had even perceived when she was younger, though she thought that if she had she would not have believed it until certain things happened to make her see the truth. She told me all this and said she hoped I would think on it so when the time came to understand it I would be ready, instead of learning it too late like she and others like her had. I don’t know that I still fully understand it all, but over time I have come to more of an understanding of what she said.” She replied softly. “Understandin’ how?” He asked. “Understanding like, I know we are different and can accept that. I know I need a man like you in my life and am not sure I could make it on my own, no matter how strong I am. I want a man to help who is willing to lead so I don’t have to worry about my emotions clouding the situation, I want a man with goals and purposes who I can help achieve those goals and in such, be a part of it, and I’m starting to understand that even sharing you would be better than trying to make it alone and could even be fulfilling, as long as you could rationalize it as being fine within your honor and code of ethics. Recently I have come to understand way more of it than I did before, and I know that I want to be your mate, to help you at your goals, and dreams, and if sharing you with another woman lessens your burdens and helps you to your goals, I am willing.” She said. He raised an eyebrow at her for a moment, “That’s a lot to think on, an’ once you are feelin’ better we will talk again as I know you are feelin’ vulnerable. Maybe you will change your mind later.” He replied. She shook her head, “I don’t believe I will. Not about you, anyway. If you tell me its over and I am forced to find another then maybe, as you have ruined me. There are not many men like you out there anymore, and I’m not sure I could settle for less now.” He acted like he did not hear that part as he did not see himself to be anything special, let alone that good. He believed she had to be wrong as he figured if he was that good he would never have lost Valentine in the first place. “I just don’t see any of this bein’ an issue as I reckon I don’t have a lot of women after me.” He said half-jokingly, trying to lighten the mood. Molly gave him a bit of a confused look, “What do you mean?” “Well, Val seems done with me, and I don’t see anyone else competin’ with you for me, though that teen girl Patricia seems to have a crush on me for some reason.” He replied more seriously. Molly smiled softly and shook her head, “She isn’t the only one. Don’t you know?” Hondo frowned, “Know what?” “You have a lot more women than that after you. I hear one or two of those bunny girls have it out for you. I’m not surprised about the teen and wouldn’t be surprised if one of the others felt the same or Is undecided between you and Fernando. Ruth, her sister, and cousins would all bend over for you or Fernando at the drop of a hat! They act like proper ladies, but I can tell you I know they fantasize about you both and would be faithful to the first one who asked it of them, without a second thought. Though Fernando has most of the sheep wessen girls’ interest, I think Lala, or Lili would go either way if asked. That harsher hamster girl eyes you, though she seems more interested in Fernando. I think if he pushed back on her she’d come after you, as she seems to have a mix of fear and respect for you. Probably because you make her follow orders but have not used her badly. Now, the whinier one would wear a leash and walk on all fours to stay with Fernando, so she’s not one you have to worry about.” She said. “Thank the Almighty for small miracles.” Hondo replied dryly. Molly Giggled softly, “*hehe!* Yeah, that one seems to be a handful! … But still, they aren’t the only ones. Maggie said once she was interested in you but was too scared to do anything about it because of you almost losing it when she brought Valentine in, but that was before her and Marvin sort of found each other.” Hondo frowned, “Yeah, not one of my better moments. Only saw red there for a moment when I saw how she looked.” “She understands, but it still scared her pretty badly… But beyond her, I’ve even seen some of the female soldiers making eyes at you as well. If you were less insistent on Tonya being a daughter, she would be yours in an instant, and even as a daughter she would do anything you asked. Honestly, out of all the women here, I don’t know why you picked me. You could have almost any woman you want, human, wessen, or spirit, and you chose me. I’m honestly dumbfounded by that, and yet somehow you cannot see how many would gladly be yours.” She replied still shaking his head. Hondo grimaced, “You’re the second one today that’s told me this, but I still can’t help but feel it’s exaggerated. The women like Jefe, not me. I’m not sure why you picked me over him.” She shook her head, “Some like him more, but he’s personally rescued a few more, more of the younger ones anyway. Teri, Itchy-cootch, the whiney hamster girl Min-something, Abby and other older teen wessen, a couple of the bunny girls, and others are only interested in him, but that’s not all of the women in camp, by a long shot. I’m not sure if he’s a bit more welcoming to them, or if they are just needier as they seem to cling to him. You have a different manner of dealing with people though, some of it may be from how you see yourself too, but you have many admirers still. I admit I showed you some animosity at first, but maybe it was because I.. I started liking you before I even lost.. lost James. It’s probably why I lashed out at you so harshly too, as I felt guilty. I don’t know. I just know I found you strong, caring, and felt you were someone to follow. Then the day Valentine lost it on you in front over everyone and almost shot you I.. I knew I had feelings and could not hide them anymore, though I was sure you’d not return them. I was hoping you’d just at least use me, use me for comfort for a time so I could at least pretend for a moment that I would be loved again. I never expected it returned or to even last this long…. You may feel it is exaggerated, all of it, but It’s not, and it amazes me that you don’t see it. What amazes me more is that you picked me despite the others who want you, though I’m so very glad you did…. I do have a favor to ask, if you would grant me one.” “Ask an’ I’ll do it if I can.” He replied as he took her hand in his. “Don’t tell me I’m yours alone, not until you are sure of it. If you are never sure of it, that is fine too and I will be happy as long as I am with you. I’ll be here until you tell me not to be or I die, whether I have you to myself or If you are shared others. The only reason I would ever leave you is if you choose another over me and ask me to be a friend only, as I cannot see you as less than I see you now, and a friend would be much less. So, please, for us both.” She said, with a deep look of sadness and sincerity in her eyes. He nodded and smiled back at her softly, “Alright. I’ll at least promise not to say some fool thing like that, until we reach Texas at least. By then I feel that we both should know. Alright?” She nodded, “That works for me. If you never say it and I’m still by your side, that works for me too. I’d rather wonder if I will be yours alone or have to share you with another someday, than to be told I am yours alone and lose that status later on. I know you would do you best to not go back on your word, but I also know about life. Life is unpredictable at the very least, and I’d rather you not regret words later. Understand?” “I reckon I do. No matter what else happens, at this moment I do love you.” He said softly. “And for now, that is everything I could ever want or hope for.” She replied. About then there was a knock at the bedroom door that drew their attentions. “Yeah?” Hondo called out. “Just me with the soup! Can I come in?” the muffled but recognizable voice of Tonya called through the door. “Of course!” Hondo called back. The door opened slowly and Tonya came in with some hot beef and barley soup and a cup of chamomile tea on a meal tray. “Sorry it took so long.” Tonya apologized. “You could have just come in, ya know.” Hondo said. “I… I wasn’t sure if you were doing something and I didn’t want to.. to bother you.” She said hesitantly, finding it hard to make eye contact with him as thoughts went through her head. “Doin’ what?” He asked straight faced. Tonya blushed deeply and looked at the floor, “You know, um.. uh, um … making. Uh, making puppies.” Molly shook her head, “You’re embarrassing the poor girl!” Hondo chuckled, “No, Molly needs a couple days rest before she has the energy for that. Besides, not like it’d be the first time you’ve seen our bare asses.” Tonya’s blush deepened, “I didn’t mean to last time!” “Stop teasing her. The poor thing is completely embarrassed now!” Molly half hissed at him. Hondo took the tray from her and sat it carefully in Molly’s lap. As he did Tonya started to creep away. “Girl, stay.” Hondo called out without turning away from Molly, freezing her in her tracks. “You gonna be alright?” He asked Molly as she tried the soup. She nodded, “Mmhm… mmm, that tastes good.” “Good, now you eat up an’ try to sleep, alright?” He said. She nodded. “An’ no gettin’ up unless you need somethin’ or have to go to the bathroom, alright? Promise me that.” Molly sighed then nodded, “I promise… Just be careful and hurry back. I feel so weak and useless… sorry.” “Don’t apologize. Just rest.” He said. She nodded, “I will, but” She paused and whispered to him, “… before you go, talk to Tonya, please, and.. and be nice to her. She’s still feels really bad about turning on you and she’s confused about Hector, and on top of being a teen she’s a wessen, which it’s just a fact that wessens are hornier than human generally, so she has that to compete with as well. She needs you. She needs her father.” They both turned and looked at Tonya, who had her back towards them, but she cringed and trembled a bit, which said that she heard despite the whisper. Hondo nodded, “Understand.” He bent down and kissed Molly quickly before straightening up and heading to the door. As he approached the door, Tonya stood frozen in the middle of the room, blushing, and staring at the floor from embarrassment. “Come on, girl. You’re with me.” He said. She merely nodded and followed him out the door without saying anything. As they exited the room Zoey came charging up the stairs to meet them, Macey not far behind but staying at the bottom of the stairs acting sheepish still. “Papa!” Zoey exclaimed. “What’s goin’ on, kitten?” He asked. “Papa, I’ve tried to get Macey to tell me what happened and explain what Uncle Fernando was talking about when he said he made those girls, Molly, and Mama Virginians, and but can’t make men Virginians, but she won’t tell me anything and said I should talk to you!” Zoey said loudly, causing even Macey to blush a bit. Hondo tried not to chuckle and managed to keep a serious face. “Well, now I know I said we’d talk soon, but I have to go get supper for everyone right now. How ‘bout we talk later, after supper maybe, alright?” He asked. Zoey frowned a bit but nodded, “Okay papa.” He kissed her forehead, “That’s my girl. Now, you an’ Macey stay in your room until supper an’ don’t bug her ‘bout it, alright?” “I won’t bug her, promise. Love you!” She called out as she headed quickly back down the stairs. She tried to pulled Macey with her, but after a quick whispered exchange, Zoey when off alone and Macey stood by still, looking sheepish. As they descended the stairs Hondo spoke over his shoulder to Tonya, “Go wait for me by the door.” Tonya just nodded and did as she was told without saying anything. Hondo stopped at the bottom of the stairs by Macey and waited for Tonya to pass before speaking. “Well, Little Lady, looks like you have somethin’ on your mind.” He said. She stands there, head down for a moment before speaking. “Would.. would you really sell me?” She asked softly. Hondo put a hand under her chin and tipped her head up so she had to look him the eyes. “Look me in the eyes, little Lady, an’ ask that again.” He said softly. The fidgeted a bit and trembled slightly as she gazed up into his cool, steely eyes. “W.would you really sell me, Uncle Hondo?” She asked again hesitantly. “No. I would never sell you. I was only teasin’ at first, but when you reacted your father an’ I saw an opportunity to maybe make you understand how Zoey felt when you misused her trust. I never want to hurt you nor make you feel scared or like we won’t protect you. Unfortunately, we have to do things at times like that so you understand how others feel when you treat them wrong, alright?” He asked. She nodded, “I’m sorry. I’m trying to be good, honestly.” He sighed, “I believe you are. I’ve seen a lot of change in you lately an’ I’m proud of you for tryin’. You keep tryin’ an’ you’ll grow up to be a lady that both your father an’ I will be very proud of.” “Like my older sisters?” She asked “You met them already?” He asked. She nodded, “Yeah, a couple times.” “Well, hopefully even better, though I can’t say as I don’t know them too well. They don’t seem to like me very well an’ since Jefe is my friend I just try to keep thing’s peaceful” He replied. “Why don’t they like you?” She asked. “Beats me. Maybe I’m just too country for them or somethin’. It’s no worries, though. As long as you an’ I are good, that’s what’s important to me.” He said as he let go of her chin and took a step back. She paused for a second before launching into him, despite other being around. It surprised him a bit, as she usually would not show such affection unless others did not see. “Thank you.” She whispered quietly. She held onto him for a moment longer before letting go. She wiped a tear from her eye quickly, hoping no one saw it, before turning and retreating to the room she was sharing with Zoey and Tonya. As she walked off Hondo looked around and saw Marvin behind one of the trailers. “Marvin?” He called out. “Yes sir?” Marvin called out as he turned to where the voice came from and started off towards Hondo at a trot. “You know where that metal meal barrel is at?” Hondo asked. “I think it’s in the back room right now. I think Karl put it there out of the way.” Marvin said. “We need to go pick up supper. Want to grab it an’ meet me at the Bronco?.” He asked Marvin nodded, “Sure.” “Need any help with it?” Hondo asked. Marvin shook his head, “No, I can handle it empty. Might have to move a couple things as we put some of the bigger bags of dry goods there to get them out of the way.” Hondo nodded, “No problem. I need to speak to my daughter a bit, anyway, before we go.” “Zoey?” Marvin asked. “No Tonya.” Hondo replied. “She alright? Something seems to be bothering her lately.” Marvin queried. “Like everyone else she’s been through a lot an’ hasn’t fully come to terms with some of it, I reckon. She’ll be alright, though.” Hondo said. Marvin nodded, “Good… I’ll go grab that barrel and meet you outside.” As Marvin took off towards the back-room Hondo headed to the hanger’s front man door and headed outside, calling to Tonya as he exited, “Follow me, girl.” As he headed to where he parked the Bronco Tonya followed on his heals and continued to follow as he walked passed it a way. He stopped about fifty feet past the Bronco and pulled out his cane, causing Tonya to stop and take a few steps back. He looked around a bit to take in his surroundings before putting the cane to the ground, thinking of this spot in his mind and pressing down on the crystal, like Fernando had shown him to do earlier. “Wha.what you doing?” Tonya asked timidly after a moment. “Savin’ this spot to teleport to later if needed.” He answered after a moment. Once done he stood there for a while longer, looking listening, and waiting. Tonya spoke again after a moment, which was what he was waiting for. “Is.. is it safe to.. to be standing out here?” She asked. “For you as a wessen, you mean?” He asked back. She nodded, “Y.yes.” He shook his head, “Probably not.” “Then wh.why …”She started to say before being interrupted. “Then why are we standin’ out here?... Do you trust me?” He asked. “Papa?” she asked back softly. “Do you trust me? Do you trust that I love you? That I want what’s best for you? That I will do my best to protect you?” He asked softly. She paused for a moment, “ … yes papa.” “You paused… Why?” He asked. She sighed and tried not to cry, “I’m … I’m just confused.” “About if I want what’s best for you?” he asked “No. She replied softly. “About if I love you?” He asked “Of course not.” She replied in more of a normal tone. “About me wanting to protect you??” He asked, a bit more sternly than before. “But Papa, I never …” She started to exclaim but he cut her off. “But what?!” He asked a bit harshly as he spun to look at her. “But I … I..” She stammered. “What do I need to do? What do you want from me? You want me to let you go to Hector an' let him hurt you?!” He asked. “No!” She exclaimed “You want me to turn a blind eye to anythin’ that might hurt you, because you want it?!” He asked, taking a step forward. “Of course not!” She cried out. “You want me to hold you down an' ravish you?!!” He asked “Papa I..! I … I don’t know!” She said, as she started to cry and fell to her knees. He walked over and knelt down by her, “Girl if you don’t talk to me, I can’t help. I know I said we’d talk later an’ I got busy. I’m sorry. I’ve failed you somehow, I know.” “I’m sorry, Papa! I’m sorry!” She said, crying. “Sorry?” He asked. She nodded and took a moment try stop crying enough to speak. “*sniff, sniff* I’m sorry I got mad at you and.. and Mister Fernando, and didn’t just trust you.” She said quietly in a quavering voice. “Mister Fernando?” He asked. She nodded, “*Sniff* I.. I don’t deserve to call him uncle or.. *sniff* or you papa. I’m.. *sniff* I’m not good, like my master used to say I was. I thought I could be different. I thought I could be an obedient daughter. You took me and wanted to be my Papa but I have bad thoughts that a daughter shouldn’t have and *sniff* and I can’t help it! I’m not good!” Hondo sighed, “Well, can’t say I know exactly what to say… You overheard what Molly said ‘bout you, I reckon.” She nodded and stared at the ground, trembling still. Hondo sighed and thought quietly for a moment, “… Look here, girl, I can’t say I understand exactly, but I know what Molly has told me. I don’t know if it was engineered for wessen women to crave sex a bit more or was a side effect of splicin’ in animal DNA. I’ve heard tell that puberty is rougher on wessen teens an’ because of that many wessens have gone through horrible shit, like that boy David we rescued, though it’s no fault of their own. I care ‘bout you a lot, girl, an’ though I want to help, you’re my daughter, an’ as such I just don’t feel I can satisfy that feelin’ you have.” “But.. but I’m not your daughter, really.” She whispered. “As flesh an’ blood, no, but we have somethin’ deeper an’ more special, honestly.” He replied “How is it more special?” She asked. “Well, a father loves his children, no matter who they are, but when they are his biologically he gets what he gets. When someone adopts a child, boy or girl, they are taking someone in of whom they see a need and potential. I could have just taken you in. Maybe if I had an’ things with Val still gone bad, maybe you an’ I would be together instead of Molly an’ I, though I’m not sure ‘bout that. But then things would be different, an’ maybe not for the best. I saw potential in you, though. Saw the young lady you could be an’ I wanted to give you a home an’ help nurture that potential. If I took you in as my slave, as you’ve suggested before I couldn’t give you the care or nurture you to your full potential. I can’t as a lover either, as the love would not bee the same an’ you would not have the chance to grow and mature as you need to still. As my daughter I can do so much more for you, though. We can have a close, special relationship still, and though some say we could have sex since we are not blood related, that would not be fair to you an’ I’d be teachin’ you that you have to have sex to love.” He said softly. “What do I do about these feelings and thoughts, though?! I don’t know what to do! I thought Hector could be it! I thought he could ease these feelings and love me like a woman but I was wrong! I’m blind! I don’t understand how he could treat me like that and be evil but I know he is because you and Mister Fernando said so! How do I know if any guy is right, now?!” She said, crying softly as she spoke in frustrated tones. “First off, for findin’ a guy, that’s why I’m here. You can like a guy but you need to let me get to know him before you commit to anythin’ as I can tell you if he’s good or not. Or at least I will try to, an’ though I might be a bit hard on anyone you bring ‘round at least its someone else to know him and figure out if he’s right or not. About your thoughts, honestly, I’m flattered an’ after all you’ve been through, your age, an’ bacuse we aren’t related I reckon it’s understandable. I hear all girls have some thoughts like that towards their fathers at some times, especially if he treats them like he should, but it’s understandable if yours are stronger. There’s nothin’ to be ashamed of there. I can hold you at times an’ we can talk an’ have special intimate time together, but we can’t act on the desire for sex you might have. There are ways to help with those feelin’s as well, but Molly or Maggie might be able to help better with that discussion as I think it’d be awkward for both of us if I was to try to explain or go out an’ buy an, uhm, relief aid for you.” He replied, feeling a bit awkward about the conversation, but hoping it helped. Tonya blushed deeply again and the thought of him trying to explain masturbation or taking her out to buy her a dildo and seeing the flustered look on his face made her stop crying and even giggle a bit. “I understand, papa… Is.. is it alright to still call you that?” She asked, half looking up at him. He nodded, “Of course.” “Is.. is there a chance of someday us doing… you know what??” She asked hesitantly. He sighed, “I’d like to say no, as I don’t want you to get your hopes up, but this world is crazy. Let’s say I’d rather you find someone closer to your age, when you are ready, someone who I think would treat you right an’ protect you an’ let you have your first time with him. So unless somethin’ really odd happens or somethin’ really bad happens an’ it’s the only way to help you, then we need to keep what we have as it should be between a father an’ his daughter, alright?” She nodded,” I understand Papa. .. Thank you for not being angry. I felt bad about these thoughts for a while now and then Hector happened and I was so mean to you and you got hurt so bad by him and Mister Fernando tried to help me and I was so horrible to you both… I’ve not been very nice to him since, honestly.” “Well then, you need to make it right. Jefe cares an’ I think likes that you an’ Zoey see him as an uncle, though he’ll probably never say it as that’s how he is, but it’s up to you if you call him uncle or mister. As long as you respect him, I don’t care which, but you need to apologize to him ad soo as possible, an’ be humble. If you hafta get on your knees to remember to be humble an’ respectful, I expect you to do it, alright?” Hondo replied. Tonya nodded, “I will, Papa. I promise.” He stood up and lifted her to her feet. She fell against him and hugged him tightly. “I love you… Thank you.” She whispered. “I love you too, girl.” He replied. Once she let go he nodded to the bronco as he saw Marvin coming. “best head back in an' help Molly. Don't let her get anythin' herself. She's only to get up to use the restroom, understand?” He said Tonya nodded, "I understand, papa." "Alright, then get goin'." He said as he headed to the tailgate to let it down. She nodded and headed back inside, passing Marvin as he came up and threw the barrel inside. As Hondo shut the tail gate again he shook his head at his own thoughts, angry at some of them that between Molly and Tonya now stirred when they had not before. “You alright, Master Hondo?” Marvin asked. “You even been hunting before?” Hondo asked? “Sir?” Marvin asked. “You know, hunting. Gun, tracking prey. Bringin' back food from the wild.” Hondo replied. Marvin nodded, “I know what it is, but never done it. As a slave we weren’t really trusted with guns and since I eat more vegetables I’ve never really thought about it.” Hondo nodded grimly, “Yeah, I reckon that’s true but it’s a good skill to have an’ a good thing for a man to do. Feels good too, bein’ out in nature like that. Lets one’s mind relax an’ connect with the rugged beauty of the world.” “Never thought of it like that. Might be interesting.” Marvin said more to himself. “What ‘bout gamblin’? Playin’ cards?” Hondo asked. Marvin shrugged, “Played some poker before but never for money.” “It can be a bit of a thrill too an’ it teaches a man ‘bout readin’ other, knowin’ when to strike, an’ knowin’ when to hold back... What ‘bout drinkin’?” Hondo asked. Marvin raised an eyebrow at him, “Not really allowed to as wessen, though I’ve had a drink or two when someone made some wessen wine from scraps the masters threw away. Why? What can you learn from that?” Hondo chuckled, “Other than how much you can handle, how badly you can dance, an’ how big a headache you can get from overdoin’ it, not a damn thing. It’s just a good way to relax an’ clear your mind.” Marvin nodded, “Sounds interesting, but… why do you ask?” Hondo grimaced as he looked back at the hanger door, which was just closing behind Tonya, before turning back to Marvin, “I think once we get the camp safe you, me, Jefe, an’ maybe even goat-man should go on a huntin’ trip. Hunt durin’ the day an’ find a bar to hole up in at night to drink an’ play cards. Just for a few days.” Marvin nodded, “Sounds good, but can I ask why? You and Master Fernando are always busy. Wouldn’t you rather just you and Molly and maybe the girls get away, alone for a few days?” Hondo frowned, “As much as that sounds good an’ I’d like to sometime, I need some time away from them too.” “Why?” Marvin asked. “Too much estrogen ‘round here these day’s an’ I need a guys trip to clear my damn head!” Hondo said shaking his head as he headed to the driver door. Marvin just shrugged and headed to the passenger’s side and climbed in. A minute later the Bronco roared to life and started rolling towards the camp. ,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,-,- At a small oasis at the edge of the bad land’s desert, and angry, dark colored fox wessen with a metal arm cussed in a mix of Spanish, Portuguese, and English. “foda-se esse calor! a la mierda el caminante del tiempo y ese vaquero!! e sua filha cadela! #$@! them! Shit!“ He muttered to himself as laid back on a cot in his canvas tent, trying to hide from the heat. Hector wore nothing as he laid there, his fur making the heat worse, and the dryness did not even allow for sweat to linger to cool his body. No wind blew either and they had been here for days now, day of heat, boredom, military rations, and no one to screw other than his own hand. “Hector, I just spoke with the... Damn! Are you Jacking-off!! Cover yourself, would you!” Sheska yelled angrily as she walked into his tent. “You have seen before, puta. You took it before and scream like little garota.” Hector said grinning at the memory. The scarred fox-wessen woman frowned angrily as those memories were burned into her mind and she did not need reminded of them. “I was a little girl then, you asshole!” She growled. “This is Hector’s tent. You no want to see Hector’s pene then you leave.” He said coldly. “At least stop yanking on it! I have news...” She growled, but was cut off. “Hector cares not.” He interrupted as he continued to stroke his dick. “…From the Grey Lady.” She continued coldly. Hector sighed and sat up. He grabbed a pillow and put it on his lap. “What is news?” he asked in a frustrated tone. “She says she is getting supplies and other of your surviving followers are gathering new recruits in a little town north west of Chinatown by the inland sea. There is another group that she has contacted and they want to meet up with you at Junktown.” She said. “That pisshole? Why?” He groused. “There are some others there that might be of help but want to meet with you personally before pledging their help. She said you need to meet with them, so we need to start heading that way by morning. There is a place north-east of town, a cave, that is hidden and stocked with supplies that we can go to.” Sheska replied Hector sighed, “If The Lady wishes it, Hector will do… for now.” “She also asked if you have heard from Legacy. Seems like she has gone missing and The Lady was quite upset about that as she could not think who would have anything against her, though I may have a few ideas.” Sheska said, in accusing tones Hector shook his head, “I know not where her dumb prostituta has gone. She probably run away with some stupid bastard with small pene.” “So, someone like you?” She asked, grinning evilly. Hector gave her a cold look but did not reply to that comment, “She say anything else?” “Well, not at first, but I told her a thing or two that interested her.” Sheska said with a grin. “Such as?” Hector asked cautiously. “Well, I told her about the drop we got from death from above and about the note they sent.” She replied, almost casually. “Note? What note?” Hector said, feigning ignorance. She walked over to him and dumped a handful of shredded paper on the pillow that covered his lap. “This one.” She said grinning. Hector looked at a couple of the pieces then looked up at her with a glare. “How you find, meretriz?!” He growled. “You should have kept it and burned it later. I don’t trust you, not even a little so I check everything! You want to hide something from me, you will have to try harder!!” She growled back. Hector glared at her for a moment longer before sighing and relaxing to a more mildly-annoyed look. “What is it you want?! What she say about the money?” He asked “She doesn’t know about the money. No one but you and I know about that and I want half to keep it that way.” She said “One quarter!” He replied back angrily. She sighed and shrugged, “fine. A quarter.” Hector glared at her and stood up, letting the pillow fall and his boner hang out for her to see. She scoffed angrily and turned away, as seeing him like that made the painful memories she tried to ignore see almost impossible to hide from. He walked over to his trunk and pulled out five thousand dollars, walked over to her, stood in front of her with a grin as she tried to look away from him. He folded the money and pulled her shirt front down enough for him to reach inside, run the money down her breast and place it between her nipple and her shirt. “There, a quarter of Hector’s money.” He hissed at her before turning to walk back to the bed. He sat down, legs spread, and leaned back a bit just to show himself off more and make her feel more uncomfortable. “#$@!ing bastard.” She said under her breath. “What else the Lady say?” He asked coldly. “Why should I tell you?!” She asked angrily. Hector shrugged, “You tell me why? Or Should I call The lady and say you are liar and unfaithful to the Lady? I hear she holds Sheska’s slave papers. Would be a shame to see the law in Chinatown by the inland sea send out the paddy-rollers to come get you and publically execute you for being a rouge slave.” “You bastard! Maybe they will take you too? You think of that?!” She growled. “They know Hector is free wessen and what the Grey Lady pays them, Hector adds to it. Hector also gives them hints on where hinding wessen slaves with high bonties might be hiding.” He said with an evil grin. “You sell out your own kind? You really are a bastard.” She said angrily. “You think you are only other wessen woman that Hector have fun with and cut on? No. Though most do not survive and become hard, strong woman like you. You should thank Hector.” HE snarled “#$@! off!” She said. “What else did the Lady say?” He asked firmly as he stood up and walked over to her again. “#$@! off, bastard!” She said as she started to turn away from him. He grabbed her arm and spun her around and as she tried to defend herself he grabbed her neck with his metal arm and squeezed just tightly enough that she struggled to breath and her head spun a bit. “Tell me!” He growled. “She said she knows about the million dollar bounty and that there are some that are trying to claim it! She will try to hold off death from above but if you fail at Junk town they will try for the bounty themselves!” She said through her teeth. “What about you? You try to collect bounty on Hector??” He asked. “I plan on it!” She hissed. Hector nodded and sighed as he grabbed a large syringe from a pocket in his metal arm. “Wha.. what it that?” Sheska asked nervously. “Is gift from the spirits. It contains small capsule that is tied to Hector’s life.” He said as he jabbed it into her neck, causing her to cry out in a muffled manner. “GAHPH! #$@! YOU!” She hissed through her teeth again. “Hector thinks you will.” He said with a smile. “Will what?!” She asked angrily. “#$@! Hector.” He said with a smile. “Never!” She hissed. He shook his head and clicked his tongue, “Tsk, tsk. You will do what Hector says or die.” Her eyes got wide “Die? Wha. What was that! *GASP!* THUD! *Cough, choke, cough cough!*” Hector Squeezed her throat a bit tighter, shutting off her air for a moment before dropping her to the ground. “It is acid capsule, tied to button on my hand and Hector’s life. I hit button, acid goes through veins and you die painfully. Hector dies, acid goes through your veins and you die horrible. So, you will protect Hector now with you life and do as Hector wants, si?” He asked as he grinned at her. She knelt on the ground shaking as that old fear and hopelessness clawed its way through her. “Y.yes sir.” She whispered in a hoarse voice. “That much better. We leave tomorrow for Junk town, but for now, Hector wants funs, so you come feo prostituta and suck Hectors pene.” He sais as he sits back on the bed again. She nods and crowls over to him, taking his member in her hand gentally, “yes sir.” He hit her in the side of the head and knocked her to the ground. “Puta! No clothes! “ He roared. She got back up and nodded. “My apologies Master.” She said as she started stripping down. “The puta remembers. Good. Hector will #$@! you proper tonight and remind you of your place once more. As she sucked him off and later bent over as he coked her until she passed out a couple times as he rode her from behind, she was determined to see him die, even if it meant her own life. The money be damned, she had to find the Timewalker and the Cowboy. She knew only with there help could she and the world be free of Hector at last.
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