Hondo I. Sackett
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Hondo woke to the new day right at dawn. He yawned and steached as he lay there bringing his thoughts together. His arm bumped something he thought at first was Val. He turned he head to look. He had to squint to get his vision into good enough focus as his glasses we're on the night stand. He didn't bump Valentine but someone else. Zoey lay on her side between them staring at him. Hondo(grogily) : you alright? Zoey: yep. Hondo: when did you come in? Zoey: I dunno. Hondo : figures you'd be asleep still. Zoey: been awake for a while. Hondo figured she either had a bad dream, or something but wasn't awake enough to push it any further. He figured if she wanted to say more she would. No sense digging any deeper unless it became a problem. Hondo: alright. Well, Im gonna get a shower. He sat up on the edge of the bed, clothed in just boxers. Zoey: can I go with you? Hondo (mumbled) : not awake enough for this. . . He looked over at her with one open eye. She was sitting cross legged on the bed look at him waiting for an answer eagerly. Hondo: Look, kitten, showerin' just ain't somethin' for a father and daughter to do. Zoey: why? Hondo : showers are to get clean and ya can't shower with clothes on and it ain't right for us to be naked in the shower together. Zoey: why? Hondo : You see no problem with jumpin' in a shower with anyone naked? Zoey: not with just anyone. You're . .you're my dad. Family it is fine. Isn't it? Hondo : who told you that? Zoey: my . . . My parents. Did they. . Did they lie??? Hondo sighed : phuck He could tell she didn't see anything sexual about it. Probably when she was little her folks did shower with her and it was a memory she hung onto and associated it with feeling safe, loved, and at peace. If so she may crave it to try to find that feeling in it's total innocence again. He knew a lot of the old pioneer families often bathed together at rivers and bath day in the cold was done in the living area. Many houses we're one room and no privacy, yet people bathed and children were begat with audience, not for the audiences entertainment, mind you, but because that's how it was. Maybe her family was like that, maybe they were of a more natural mind set, whether that was from being wessen or a hang over from the hippy, nature folks from hondo's time line was anybody's guess. He wasn't ready to be in his birthday suit with his newly adopted , almost teen daughter. If they did it wouldn't be in sin, but appearances could be misconstrued to easily unless everyone was on the same, communal page, which was all just too much for him to take in before having his coffee. Hondo: they didn't lie, and it's not in of itself wrong, damn, I'm not awake enough for this. . . I love you, kitten, but damn. Where I am from it is not socially acceptable. It looks bad. Some bad people would misuse such things , so it's not done. . . Listen, I need to wake up and think on this more. I'll try to explain things better later and maybe think up some sort of compromise.. .OK? Zoey frowned. She looked down at a piece of string she found and played with it, trying to act indifferent. Zoey: OK. Hondo swore softly under his breath again. He was worried he was making her self conscious, some how. How to make her conscious without being self-conscious was the question. He tookna quick shower to jump start himself. He cleaned up the night before so this was just to help wake up the body. Caffeine would be needed to fully wake the mind. He was in, out, and dressed in less than 5 minutes. Tonya was still asleep when he came out to make coffee. Zoey soon came out and resumed staring at him. Hondo: if you're stayin' up might as well clean up and get dress. Zoey didn't say anything she just grabbed her stuff and ran to the bathroom. She was out 10 minutes later. Hondo by that time was sitting down sipping his coffee. She sat down across from him. Hondo stared at her as she stared at him for a few minutes. He finally sat his coffee down. Hondo : come here. Zoey got up and came up to beside where he sat. He tapped on his knee and she just looked at him, cocker her head slightly in question. Hondo: sit. Zoey nodded and sat on his knee. He put his arms around her and held her. After a moment she wrapped her arms around his arms and lay he head back against his. Hondo: I didn't mean to hurt you, little one. Your parents were not wrong. They just had different ways of doing things and you we're a lot younger when you were with them. I'm new at all this and I will screw up royally at times but know I'll always love you. We will have special things that just you and I do. They may not be the same as things you used to do with your folks but I promise they will be just as special. Zoey: are. . . Are you ashamed of how I look? Am I ugly to you? Is that why we can't shower together?? Hondo : I am not ashamed of you at all and you are a beautiful little lady. I don't want you to be ashamed of how you look or be afraid to show yourself naked to me if it's needed. But for right now I just need you to trust me on this. Maybe someday you will understand better. I will try to explain it better later. But just know it's not because of you. I have to do my best before God Almighty to raise you now. I am just not sure that is the best thing for us to do for your reputation. Please believe me. I'm struggling with all this. Just know I love you. Zoey: I love you too, dad. I don't understand but I will try to. Hondo: try to understand, trust me, and obey me. Those are the only things I need from you. Zoey : and my love? Hondo: That isn't required, but it's the best gift you can give me. About that time the radio went off. It was Fernando. It took Hondo a se one to get to it as Zoey had to get off his lap so he could get up. Apparently Fernando's rig had frozen up and he requested to come over to their camper. Hondo had no issues as they we're always welcome. Hondo: OK, jefe. Five minutes it is. Fernando: see you then. Hondo : Kitten, make sure the bathroom is cleaned up. Zoey: OK. Zoey ran into the bathroom to neaten it up, as there were clothes in it from last night still. Hondo went over to Tonya. Hondo: Tonya, Tonya, come on gal, gotta get up. Tonya : few more minutes dad. Hondo: can't. Fernando and Macey are coming over. Their camper froze up. Tonya: tired still. Hondo : OK. You can sleep a bit longer in my bed. Tonya : mmhmm. She was almost back to sleep. He figured it was a mix of the bio pill drain and the long night, plus she was still a teen. Hondo picked her up and she mumbled something incoherent. He deposited her on his side of the bed and covered her up. This stirred Valentine. Val: everything alright? Hondo: Jefe's camper froze up last night. More of that ice kids doin' I reckon. I seriously doubt that damned alien or Jeanette have a phuckin' clue what they are doin'. Val: Tonya alright? Hondo : yeah, just dead to the world still. Zoeys up though. Being a bit clingy too. Might have had a bad dream. Not sure. Val: you need me up? Hondo: naw, just rest. Jefe and the little one need the bathroom for a bit and one of Jeanette's group is suppose to cook breakfast. If they don't I will. Val: OK. Don't keep it quiet for us. Hondo: OK. Just relax for a while. You've more than earned it. Hondo went out, filled his coffee and started a new pot. He. Leaned up Tonya's bed area with Zoey's help. Almost as soon as they finished and the coffee had stopped brewing Fernando knocked on the door. Hondo opened it and helped them in. Macey raced over to Zoey and they bother we're talking to each other at a mile a minute rate. Hondo and Fernando talked for a moment as well. Hondo got fernando a hot cup of coffee and told him. To make himself at home. He also told Macey to feel free to use the bathroom. Zoey: I'll show her how everything works. Macey: you can talk to me while I clean up! Zoey: OK! They raced into the bathroom before anyone could say anything. Zoey sat on the hamper while Macey used the shower and performed the usual morning hygenics before dressing. Hondo shook his head as they ran off. Hondo: kids. . . Fernando: Tell me about it! She isn't my first, as you well know. Hondo: Speaking of that I want to ask you about how to handle this certain thing with her. Hondo started telling him about zoey wanting to shower with him and all that has happened, and how it all seemed innocent but turning her down seemed to hurt her feelings as she didn't get it., bit he was interrupted by a knock on the door. It was that new alien gal that Jeanette had taken in. Hondo opened the door. Mavis: Do you want me to get breakfast started? Hondo: Might as well. That time of day, I reckon.
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