Hondo I. Sackett
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Hondo passed Fernando, who was asleep on the couch as he walked into Gadget's room and softly closed the door. He stood and watched her for a moment. Her breathing was even and she seemed to be at rest. He shook his head after a moment and took a seat. A lot of thoughts ran through his mind, of things past, of things to come, times good, and bad. Gadget did not deserve this, not even after she had turned her back on him. He remembered the day, and events that lead up to her breaking his heart.... It was supposed to be a simple mission, but Chip set him up, he even admitted it but not until after. It was too obvious that it was a fake lead, and when confronted, Chip hit him a couple times, knocked him to the ground, and kicked him in the ribs. He could have fought back, he should have fought back, but for the love of a woman and a promise he made to her he did not defend himself. The woman took notice of the promise that he kept, and she, Gadget, slapped Chip and even though it was against his orders, went with Hondo instead of the others.Though the lead was fake it felt like the beginning of something new, something good. Even the other rangers scowled at Chip and whispered mutterings against their leader. There was to be a change, but not in a good way, not for Hondo Sackett. Three days later, in a stolen jeep, Hondo and Gadget returned, beat, battered, bruised, and dehydrated. He had not shot to kill until day three, when Gadget's leg was broken when hit by a ricochet. Their ride had been destroyed the first day, and he had taken a bullet to the shoulder the second day. and he had his ass kicked by a giant of a man, the third day protecting Gadget. When he failed to protect her with his fists, he turned to his gun. It was a miracle that they had even made it out alive. He had risked their lives, risked the life of the woman he loved all because she said she could not be with someone who took a life. To save her, he took four lives that third day. She begged him not to, but there was no option. They made it back but she said not a word to him the whole ride back. While she was being treated for her wounds, Hondo had slapped Chip around and got his confession that he had been paid to have him scared off and wounded by some rat, but no one was supposed to die and Gadget was never to have been involved. Chip swore he did it to save the others, as the rat swore he'd kill them all of he did not drive Hondo off. Hondo doubted him, but he did not get a chance to explore it further. Gadget had asked to see him. Seeing her beat up and bandaged hurt him, but not nearly as much as the look on her face. She refused to even look at him, and it shattered him. She told him to go and never come back as she could not stand to look at him. He had taken lives and she only saw him now as a cold hearted murderer. She said Chip was right about him, and she wanted him gone. He walked out, not to see her again for almost ten years. To date he had never told her the truth that Chip had set them up and before leaving he made Chip swear on his life to never tell her. He wondered now if it had been the wrong decision. He did it to protect her, but now he wondered if he had done her a disservice. He told himself she would not had believed him at the time, but that was something he would never know. There was a while where he felt sad and broken over her turning her back, but he turned it to anger, slowly getting good at seeming the cold-hearted being she said he was. He had always been a little gruff, but it was because of her he learned to turn most negative emotions to anger, and to stay gruff to keep most people at a distance. Over the years he just got better and better at it, distancing himself a little further for people ever year, but he could not quit helping and rescuing those in need, even when it hurt him again and again. He shook his head as he sat there. It was a long time ago, close to 15 years now, more if you counted the months out of the normal time line he had spent with Fernando on missions, but seeing her weak and helpless again made it seem like yesterday. He wondered, what if he had stayed, what if he had encouraged Gadget to follow Chip's orders that fateful day, what if he had told her the truth about Chip before leaving, what if he had come back sooner? Many 'what ifs' crossed his mind, but he knew he could do them no justice. Though he wondered what he could have done or still could do, the fact of the matter was, he loved Valentine, and though he wondered if she would be better with another, he could not bring himself to explore that thought too deeply. She was the love of his life, and his light in a dark, dismal world. He had loved Gadget, and under the painful memories of her, there was still something there, a spot with the fond memories of times enjoyed with her. He did not love her like he had anymore, but he cared about her still. Showing it was something he felt completely unable to do though, and it scared him to try. He was not good at this stuff. Expressing himself was something he never felt comfortable with, and had withdrawn from trying a long time ago. Valentine was the first to pull him out of his shell, so to speak, in several years. Laurie had done her best, and had been the only one who had come as close as Valentine had, but he was a different man back then. Much had changed in him and around him since then, and much more since Gadget. There was no doubt in his mind that Valentine was the one for him, but a part of him wondered who he might have became if it had gone differently. He shook his head after a while and growled at his own thoughts. *Thoughts of an idle mind.* he told himself Seeing that Gadget still slept soundly, he crossed his arms and settled into the chair for a nap. Thoughts and images of Valentine played through his mind. Thoughts of Valentine always played easy on his mind. His tired body soon dropped off to sleep. He did not know how long he had been out but the sound or muttered words and thrashing of bedding brought him awake and to his feet. He growled as he looked around and tried to force the sleep from his brain. He settled down though as he realized it was Gadget. She seemed to be out of it still but she mumbled in her sleep and thrashed around randomly. Most of the words he could not understand but some like "No! Please stop!, Help me, I beg you, why God, and just let me die." came through quite audible and let him know what was on her mind, in part. He sat down on the bed and put a hand on her shoulder and grabbed her flailing arm with the other. "Gat... Gadget... It's alright. Shhh... You're safe." He tried to say soothingly though his voice was a bit raspy from just waking up She seemed to settled down, but she grabbed onto his arm and held it with a vice like grip, as if her life depended on it. The hand that had been on her shoulder felt something damp. It was then he noticed she had been sweating. Her t-shirt was almost sopping wet, as was her pillow and sheets. He felt her head and she had a definite fever. He managed to pry her fingers off his arm and went to the closet for fresh sheets and pillow case. He also grabbed a damp, cool washcloth from the bathroom and set it on the side table. She did not completely wake up as he stripped her t-shirt off and changed the sheets but she came half to and complained about the cold. "Come on, Gat, need to get ya some dry sheets." He said "Tired." she muttered. "I know, but you have a fever." He said as he uncovered her and she visibly began to shiver. He had learned how to do bedding with someone on the bed from his ex Red, who was a nurse, but it had been a lot of years so it took him a couple tried. Once done with the sheets he sat her up and pulled off her shirt, which was all she had on besides her panties. Being completely topless made her shiver all the more. "cold... so cold." She muttered "I know. Just hang in there, little lady." he said softly. He covered her back and started to go find a new shirt for her, but she grabbed his arm again. Her eyes were half open but it was clear she wasn't quite with it. "Don't.... leave...me." She said drowsily. "I'm just gettin' you a fresh shirt." He said "No.. stay." She slurred "I'll be right back." he said. "Please... no." she mumbled. he sighed, "OK. I'll stay." He pried her fingers off his arm again, put the cool cloth on her head, gave her some water from a bottle by her bed, and tucked her in. Every time he tried to move away she would start to panic, so he gave up on that after a bit. He stripped down to his boxers, folded his shirt and pants, and laid them over the back of the chair, before climbing into bed beside her. As soon as he did she latched onto him with a death grip. She shivered slightly at first but soon settled down. She sighed a contented sigh and smiled slightly after a bit. "You're so nice... kind to me. I don't deserve kind." She muttered. "Yes you do. I ... I'm sorry I couldn't have been there for ya, Gat. I really am." He said. "Hondo used call me that.... he was nice... don't know what happened with Hondo ... Chip ... Chip not nice... Hurt me." She muttered "I know. It's alright now. You're safe now." He said. "You kind... thank you... thank you for saving me.... thank you, Fernando." She muttered as she fell off to sleep. He sighed and shook his head, feeling a little annoyed at first. He chuckled after a bit though. Yeah, Fernando caught the ladies eye's usually, but he had caught his own woman and she was all he wanted or needed. As Gadget held onto him he could feel her bare chest against him, and the only thought he could think was that Valentine's felt better. He put his arm around her to pull her close and she let up on her grip. He knew then without a doubt, all she wanted was to feel safe. He kissed her forehead and whispered softly to her. "Sleep well, little Lady. you're safe an' with friends now." he whispered softly. He soon fell asleep holding her and making her feel safe for at least one night. He slept until about 5:00 am and woke up. It took his a second to remember where he was, and what topless woman was pressed up against him, but it came to him slowly. He pulled away carefully and put a hand on Gadgets forehead and chest to check her temperature. He sighed in relief as she felt normal. She had sweated a bit more, making him feel a bit sticky himself, but it must have broke not too long after he had laid down with her as her bedding wasn't nearly as damp as it had been last night. As he carefully got up, she snuggled deeper into her pillows and sighed, but did not wake up. He made his way to the shower quick like as he smelled of sweat and Gadget. He showered quickly and stepped out of the shower. He looked at his boxers, but was sure they smelled like her, too so he decided to go commando for the moment. he toweled off as he walked back into the room. He looked carefully as he approached the chair, and Gadget was still asleep. He slipped back into his jeans and shirt and checked his phone for messages, but found none. he growled and shook his head a bit. He was still tired as he'd only gotten 3 hours of sleep at best last night, but there were things to do, and though he wouldn't hide it from Valentine, in her state finding him in bed with his ex was the last thing she needed. Seeing Gadget still asleep Hondo quietly opened her door and headed to the kitchen. Fernando was still out cold on the couch and did not even twitch as he passed. As Hondo walked down into the kitchen he was surprised to find Monty already up. he raised an eyebrow at him but didn't say anything until he got to the coffee pot, and started the coffee. "You're up early, Jack." Hondo said in a half awake growl. "I'm up early most day's mate. I'd 'ave made breakfast if I 'ad access ta the supplies." Monty said Hondo half ignored him, "Got a long day ahead of us." "Ya want me ta start breakfast, mate?" Monty asked. Hondo sighed, "I reckon in a bit. Just for you, me, Val, Jefe, an' Gadget, though. The rest won't be up for a couple hours at least, an' I'm not listen to a bunch of whinin'. They can fix whatever they want, as I don't do special orders." "What's the menu ta be, skippah?" He asked. "Bacon, scrambled eggs with fresh spinach, biscuits, hashbrowns an' white gravy, an' mixed fruit." Hondo replied as he filled his cup before the pot was done. "Thet coffee open ta anyone?" Monty asked. "Only if ya make more. If Jefe wakes an' there's no coffee, I'll leave ya to his mercy." Hondo said gruffly as he opened the fridge and grabbed a cold powerade from it. "Should be everythin' we need in here to start. I'll be back to help in a bit, an' we can start then." Hondo replied. Monty nodded and got up to get some coffee before gathering the items needed for breakfast. Hondo headed back upstairs with his coffee and the powerade and headed to Gadget's room. He sat the powerade by her bed and sat down in the chair. He put a hand on her shoulder and gently shook her. "Gat... gat.. wake up." He said softly. She mumbled, yawned and rubbed her eyes. "Hmm?... Fernando?" "Nope." Hondo replied flatly. She propped herself up and squinted at him, "Hondo?" "Yup." He replied "Where... where's Fernando?" She asked seeming a bit confused. "Sleepin' on the couch." Hondo replied "Was he? ... I mean. .. was I ... did he,, you know,,, stay with me last night?" She asked Hondo shook his head, "Nope. I sat her for a bit though... You might want ta cover up." She looked down curiously then a surprised look came over her as she realized she was topless. She clutched the sheets up over her chest. "What happened?" She asked. "Damned if I know." he said. She settled down after a moment and yawned again. "That coffee for me?" she asked through the yawn. "Nope, but that is. Ya had a fever. Need the electrolytes." he said "Are you sure Fernando didn't sleep with me... for a bit at least?" She asked "If ya think I'm lyin' ask him yourself." he said a bit gruffly. "Hondo?" She said "What?" He asked "What happened to you? Did I make you so cold?" She asked softly. He sighed, stood up, and headed to the door, ignoring her question. "Breakfast should be ready in half an' hour or so. If ya feel strong enough you should grab a shower. If not I'm sure Val will help ya later. I'll bring some food up for ya when its ready." He said emotionlessly. He did not wait for her to say more, but just headed out and back down to the kitchen to help Monty.
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